Chapter Twenty-Seven: Not Worthy of Love and Loved
Lu Man's eyes looked at the vehicles shuttling outside the window, as if he was talking to Li Cheng about the ups and downs of the past, and as if he was talking to himself and laughing at himself.
"I used to be very proud, I naively thought that if you love someone, as long as you give your all, whether it is time, energy, or sacrifice everything, as long as you do your best for each other, he will one day be moved by you, and will see your goodness, after all, you will love for a long time."
"But in the end, I found out that love is always a two-way street, even if the other party goes all out, but in the end the other party is always so indifferent, and the person who gets hurt later is always the one who pays the most at the beginning."
Speaking of this, the man's figure flashed in Lu Man's mind, and suddenly a sneer appeared at the corner of his mouth, and his eyes revealed endless sadness and sourness.
"In my three-year marriage with him, I let go of all my pride, and tried everything I could to please him and his family, just to be able to go to his heart step by step, for him, I exhausted all my energy and courage, so I have no way or courage to fall in love with others, so I am no longer worthy of love and love."
"No, it's a long man, you're worth it!"
Hearing Lu Man's sad words, Li Cheng could no longer restrain his heart.
Hearing Li Cheng's answer, Lu Man was stunned for a moment, but the next second he still looked out the window leisurely.
"Manman, actually, I don't think you have to be confused all the time because of a failed marriage, after all, a person will meet a lot of passers-by in his life, just like Huo Shiyuan, he may just be a passer-by in your life, you have worked hard, but he is still just in a hurry in your life."
"In that case, then the final destination will also be the best, why don't you give yourself a chance? If, I mean, if there is a man who loves you very much, you can try to give him, and also give yourself a chance, after all, this will gradually let yourself see the light, long, you are good, you will have the best of everything. ”
Li Cheng's hand holding the steering wheel has been breaking out in a cold sweat, and now he is even more anxious in his heart, but he still doesn't have the courage to blatantly confess his heart to Lu Man, so he can only patiently admonish and comfort.
Hearing this, Lu Man just smiled faintly, only thinking that the man was comforting himself, and naturally he didn't take what he just said to heart.
"Thank you senior brother for your comfort, I have already let go of the past, let everything else go."
At the beginning, she fell in love with Huo Shiyuan just because of her own wishful thinking, she had a crush on a man for so many years, and her years of obsession and pain have long disappeared with time.
She traded her stupid and ridiculous affection for three years of ridicule and insults.
Now she finally has the courage to jump out of the cage, the former affection has already made her heart full of holes, and now she still has the courage to love someone.
Li Cheng saw her relieved and indifferent appearance, and his heart became even more restless.
"Long ......"
"Senior brother, I'm tired, I know your kindness, but I just want to work hard now, and there is an important medical experiment tomorrow morning, so send me home early."
Li Cheng: "......"
Lu Man decisively cut off what Li Cheng was going to say next, she naturally understood the meaning of the man's words, but now she was already physically and mentally exhausted because of the recent workload and the matter of going to Huo Shiyuan to theorize before, in this case, she couldn't give Li Cheng the best answer at all.
Hearing this, Li Cheng's heart crossed a trace of strong unwillingness and loneliness, but he didn't speak again, and drove directly to the mansion.
At this moment, a hurried phone ringing broke the silence.
After opening the handbag and seeing the caller ID on it, the corners of Lu Man's mouth rose briskly.
It was the third brother Lu Ming, she knew that it must have been specially instructed by him for the senior brother to pick her up from work and go home today, and Lu Man could only understand the kindness of the third brother.
After hesitating for a moment, he answered the phone.
"Hey, Manman, get off work, I saw that you have too much work recently, and it's not safe for a girl to get off work too late, so I specially instructed Li Cheng to send you home after work every day, so that I can rest assured that Li Cheng should be sending you home at this time."
The man's gentle and meaningful inquiry came from the other end of the phone, which made Lu Man's heart warm but helpless.
"Thank you third brother for your concern, senior brother is on his way home at this time."
Then there was a burst of satisfied laughter on the other end of the line.
Half an hour later, the road house.
Li Cheng parked the car downstairs in the Lu House, opened the car door, and Lu Man quickly got out of the car.
"Thank you, senior brother, for sending me back today, I'm home, do you want to go up and sit down?"
She asked politely, but there was a faint detachment in her words.
"No need, it's not early, you can go home early and rest!"
After a simple goodbye, Lu Man turned around and raised his feet to go up the steps.
"Long ......"
After Li Cheng hesitated, he still struggled to stop Lu Man, who was about to turn around and leave.
Hearing the shouts of the man behind him, Lu Man's steps couldn't help but pause, and he turned back with a stunned face.
At this time, Li Cheng had already opened the door and got out of the body.
lowered his eyes, raised his eyes and glanced at Lu Man very deeply, and his expression was much more serious than usual.
"Manman, have you really let go of Huo Shiyuan? If he comes back to pester you, will you turn back? ”
When this question was asked, even Li Cheng himself was stunned, but he was a man after all, especially when facing the woman he loved, the feeling of gain and loss was not allowed to be controlled by him at all.
Lu Man's obsession with Huo Shiyuan, he has been silently guarding her for many years, and Huo Shiyuan's entanglement after encountering Lu Man in the hospital some time ago made him feel even more uneasy.
Hearing this, Lu Man was also a little stunned, watching the senior brother who had always been silent become extremely serious today, which made her a little difficult to adapt for a while.
In the end, after hesitating for a moment, he said in a deep voice: "No, Huo Shiyuan and I have already divorced, besides, my marriage with him was just a joke from beginning to end, his mind was not on me at all, I already have self-knowledge now, and I will not repeat the mistakes of the past."
As long as he thought of the intimate picture between Huo Shiyuan and Jiang Yuan, Lu Man's heart was still a little painful.
"My relationship with him has actually ended a long time ago, but it has been dragged on until now, senior brother, you were right just now, let him go after some things have passed, there is no point in being confused like this."