Seeing me standing at the door without moving, Ji Xizhou twisted his eyebrows, "What's wrong?" My room is not messy, I have something to tell you. ”

I poked my fingers, my eyes ran wildly, and I said, "I'm not going in, it's late, send me home." ”

Ji Xizhou raised his eyebrows, ignoring my request.

One pulled me into the room with a lot of force!

"Ahhhh What are you going to do? ”

I was nervous and scared, and I covered my eyes with excitement and shyness.

Although Ji Xizhou likes Song Zhen very much, but I'm not bad, he is far and near to me, in case the real beastly nature does something to me, I am not mentally prepared!

Ji Xizhou smiled, took my hand away, and pushed me into the corner.

I looked up in astonishment, but time seemed to stop at this moment, and in my eyes, everywhere I could see, there were only his handsome eyebrows, and under the slender curly thick eyelashes, there was a pair of black and white eyes, which at this moment, were filled with indescribable emotions.

It's blurry, it's charm.

I hurriedly lowered my head and looked at it again, afraid that something was going to happen.

The faint scent of lemon on his body instantly surrounded me, and it was April weather, but I felt like I was going to suffer from heat stroke.

The face is very hot.

The air around me seemed to be steaming.

The room was quiet, and only the sound of me and his breathing could be heard, and the pounding of his heartbeat.

Faster and faster! Li Ye Quinoa, do you still have any future? I swallowed hard, breathing unevenly, "That...... Ji Xizhou, you, what are you going to do? Talk, talk about what? ”

"What do you want to talk about? Well? ”

His tone is frivolous, and the end note is a charming magnetic voice.

My face burned to the ground, and as soon as I lowered my eyelids, I saw his slightly sliding Adam's apple, which was damn charming!

Phew! Lai Ye quinoa! Have you forgotten that you were going to forget about this stinky man?

Didn't you say that you would never be tempted? What? Tempting doesn't work either!

I pinched my thigh hard, my mind instantly cleared up, and I couldn't help but dodge my eyes and said, "If it's okay, I, I'll go back first." ”

Ji Xizhou chuckled twice, and raised my chin suddenly, with a slight force, I had to raise my head to face him, his fingertips were a little calloused, and slowly rubbed my face.

His eyes flickered and blurred, as if in his eyes, I saw a pool of affection.

"Quinoa, didn't you say, don't be cowardly?"

His heat spilled down on my face.

"Hehehe...... I didn't say it, you, you heard it wrong. ”

I was so nervous that I almost couldn't speak.

"Quinoa, I listen to you."

"Huh?"

"Can't be cowardly."

"Oh...... Uh-huh-hmm......"

I don't know who it is, lost in this delicate kiss, I don't know whether it's love or hate, I don't know if it's sadness or joy.

I don't know how long it took for me to be confused, he let go, my lips were numb, I looked at him in a daze, I didn't know what it tasted like, sour, bitter and salty like a sauce plate that had been overturned, but, even so, I didn't say it, at this moment, I couldn't help but be moved.

"Quinoa, it's your birthday the day after tomorrow, I remember."

He hugged me with a smile on his face and suddenly whispered softly in my ear.

My heart was shocked, and I couldn't contain my expression in shock.

I didn't expect him to remember my birthday.

I thought he had forgotten a long time ago, I thought he had never taken it to heart, how could he remember?

"By the way, I remember that you like to eat the red bean cake of the palace on Baixiang Road, do you want to go there and try the durian hibiscus cake you have always wanted to eat?"

He was talking to me about my birthday planning with great interest, and it was the first time in our long known that he had taken off such a cold disguise, as if he was really just an ordinary man, really like a hot-blooded boyfriend.

They all have me in their eyes.

I can't even tell if it's a dream, or if I'm really too careful, maybe, Ji Xizhou really realizes that his feelings for me are not so simple to use?

"Quinoa you...... What's wrong? ”

Ji Xizhou saw that I was unmoved, and kept looking at him with a misty expression, and couldn't help but be a little worried.

I shook my head with a wry smile and said, "It's nothing, it's up to you." ”

Although, I have a thousand words in my heart that I want to say, but when it comes to my mouth, I can only turn it into a sentence of "whatever"

Maybe, in this life, I can't change my duplicity, right? I like Ji Xizhou, but it doesn't matter if I want to pretend, because he has Song Zhen by his side.

I wanted to get married, but I pushed him out again because I felt like a shameless junior.

I am very utilitarian, I even hate Song Zhen, I hate that she will disappear forever, but in front of Ji Xizhou, I still have to pretend not to care.

Now, Ji Xizhou's proximity, his love that is like it, and the love that penetrates people's hearts, I am really lost.

Do you continue to duplicitate once, or do you choose to resign yourself to fate? It's better to leave it to God to decide.

Three days later, I waited for him.

I talked a lot with Ji Xizhou, to be precise, he told me a lot, especially the blueprint he sketched for me, and I even really felt that it could be realized.

If only it could.

Because it was too late, I stopped at Ji's house, although it was in the guest room, but Ji Xizhou did his best to take care of every detail of me, about Song Zhen, the two of us tacitly did not mention a word.

I thought maybe life was going to give me a turnaround.

Three days later, Ji Xizhou and I made an appointment at the tea restaurant on Baixiang Road, and before going out, I carefully looked at my outfit, and my heart was like a little lover on a first date.

Sister Shen Lan couldn't help but joke with me: "Look at you, you are as happy as a flower, and those who don't know think you have won the lottery!" ”

I blushed and just carefully groomed myself in the mirror.

I hope to be able to give him a completely different version of himself today.

I hope that my faith, my choice, my last extravagant hope for him, he will give me a satisfactory answer.

Shen Lan, she doesn't understand.

I don't understand, my expectations and extravagance for this relationship, the joy in my heart, fill my whole life.

When it was time, I arrived at the restaurant early.

The waiter came to me very enthusiastically: "This lady, do you need to order?" ”

I smiled shyly, remembering the box he had booked, so I reported the room number, and the waiter immediately showed a look of respectful envy, as if he treated me as a VIP.

I think it's Ji Xizhou's special care, right? He really has a heart.

After arriving at the box, the waiter said, "Ms. Li, Mr. Ji has arranged for you to play an instrument, do you want to order a tune first?" ”

I was slightly stunned, shook my head with a smile and said, "Not for the time being, thank you." ”

I hope that all the good things can be shared with him.

Time passed little by little, and the time that Ji Xizhou and I agreed on was half past seven, but now, it was already eight o'clock.

The waiter knocked on the door of the box again, but this time there was a little more contempt and disdain in the service attitude.

She raised her chin and asked lazily, "Ms. Li, do you need to order food now?" ”

I was a little embarrassed, but I still held my anger and said, "Not for the time being, thank you."

Serve me a glass of water. ”

The waiter frowned with some disgust, but he didn't dare to say anything, just nodded, and when he went out, the box door was brought to the door with a clang.

"You can't be here to eat white strips, right? Look like a rich man like that! Really, it's been half an hour! ”

"Who knows, Sensei said, if someone hears it, it will be troublesome to sue."

I was behind the door, listening to this trumped-up accusation, and I felt nothing but convulsions.

Ji Xizhou, where did he go? You don't want to disappoint me, okay? I'd rather you just be late, or you're delayed because of something, and you don't miss your appointment.

This is, I give you the last expectation.

If...... My eyes were red, and I didn't think much about it, but I smiled miserably and stared at the roses on the table, slowly distracted.

The night came very quickly, drowning out all the noise of the city, and the quiet waiting wore out all my patience, eight, half-past eight, forty-five at eight......

By half-past eleven, the restaurant was closing.

Fifteen calls from the cell phone, no response.

The boiling excitement outside was completely reduced to zero.

My heart has also returned to zero.

This relationship is finally coming to an end.

Extravagant hopes, finally gone.

Ji Xizhou, you didn't come.

The waiter was completely impatient, looked at me resentfully, tore down the bill and said, "Ms. Li, please pay." ”

I put down my wallet, didn't pay attention to what the waiter said about finding money, and went out in despair.

I don't even know when it's starting to rain.

This rain is really coming, so can I hide my embarrassment and uneasiness?

Are tears falling, and no one can see it?

Give up, Li Ye Quinoa, give up liking, give up this person who is at your fingertips, but doesn't belong to you!

Don't torture yourself like this anymore!

There were many pedestrians on the road, and the heavy rain came violently and fiercely.

I walked slowly to the bus stop, and a small Mercedes Benz speeding by, splashed my face with dirty water.

Covered in mud.

Those with or without umbrellas around them laughed at them.

Perhaps, in their eyes, I am a laughing stock now, right? I laughed, laughing lightly, laughing miserably.

"It's good, it's good."

I muttered and cried.

"Mom.

That aunt was crying. ”

A little girl looked at me timidly as she tugged at her mother's clothes, and whispered to her mother.

The girl's mother looked at me in disgust, pulled her daughter's hand tightly, and muttered, "Don't care! It's a madman! ”

The little girl was frightened and hid in her mother's arms.

Looking at this scene, my heart is sore and painful.

When I was four years old, there was still such a woman who protected me.

But that year, they all left me.

I don't have a mother anymore, I don't have a family to protect me, I love me, I remember my birthday, I want to buy a cake.

There's no going back.

I burst into tears, and sure enough, like a madman, I started running all over the street, I had no destination, I hated that the heavy rain would drown me directly, and I hated that a speeding car would take away my life!

Why! Ji Xizhou! Why are you lying to me like that! I gave you a chance! Why are you deceiving me over and over again!

"Ji Xizhou! Ji Xizhou! Ji Xizhou! ”

"I hate you!"

I sat down on the ground and began to cry uncontrollably.

Until the rain stops.

I lay in the middle of the road, breathing hard, looking at the black sky, my vision gradually blurred, and my heart seemed to die.

I let it go.

"Ahem, ahem—"