My mom was stunned for a long time when she saw me appear at her door.

I hurriedly turned on the light in the living room and began to check for any wounds on her wrists.

She didn't know if she was frightened by me, she didn't speak for a long time, and she was a little angry after reacting.

"Chen Mo, what are you doing?"

"How do you know I live here?"

I didn't speak, my mind went blank.

Before I came, I had already imagined a lot of possibilities, but my mom was gone...... My mom is dying...... I took my mom to the hospital, but she couldn't be saved......

It's not that I have to think about it, it's that the shadow in my heart makes me have to think about it.

Now that I see that my mother is fine, I have only one thought, that is, I must not let her commit suicide, and I must not let her die.

If she's gone, I'll be an orphan.

Seeing that there was no wound on her wrist, I rushed directly into her house and searched everywhere.

I've got to find out the dangerous stuff, the stuff that could kill my mom.

She definitely wanted to kill herself!

She's severely depressed, she's dangerous!

"Chen Mo, what are you doing?"

"What's wrong?"

Ignoring her, I ran into her bedroom, found a business card from the dresser, and scoured a bag from under the bed.

I opened the bag and sat down on the floor.

That's a bag of charcoal.

My mom really had plans to kill herself!

Just not today!

I walked out with this bag of charcoal and asked her in a trembling voice, "What is this?" What is it, you say? ”

My mom froze in place, her expression a little unnatural: "I've been ...... lately. If I wanted to eat barbecue, I bought some ......."

Her lies are clumsy.

Even An Ning and Song Xiaotian could see that she was lying.

"Don't you put this thing in the kitchen, under the bed?"

"And what is this?"

I showed her the business card, "Mom, what do you want to do?" When you buy this kind of stuff and come back, what do you want to do? ”

She looked at the business card and couldn't quibble anymore for a moment.

"Say, what do you want to do, do you want to kill yourself!" I was a little excited again.

An Ning hurriedly pulled me and whispered, "You scared your mother......"

Song Xiaotian also walked in, closed the door, and hurriedly played the round: "Auntie, if there is anything you can't think of, did the psychiatrist tell you something?" ”

My mother froze in place, as if petrified, not moving, nor speaking.

"Auntie, let's tell you the truth, the psychiatrist you went to, he is not a good doctor, he is not a good person, he is inducing his patients to commit suicide, and four people have died so far."

"If he really tells you anything, you must not believe him, you believe him and it will be over."

My mother smiled indifferently, and was still excusing Hua Wenfeng: "No, it's my own problem, you guys are too worried." ”

Song Xiaotian was dumbfounded, and he didn't know how to persuade her for a while.

I threw the bag of charcoal on the floor and dragged my mom to her room.

"I want to talk to you."

Once inside, I closed the door and went to the dresser.

There are a lot of medicines on it, and when I pick it up, I look at it, and it's all for depression and insomnia.

As soon as I saw these medicines, my heart suddenly became blocked by a big rock, and my hands and feet began to tremble unobediently.

But I have to be calm, I can't get excited, I have to communicate with my mom, I can't irritate her.

The reason why she left the house back then was because my father and my grandfather hired Lu Zhengxian to kill seven innocent people and resurrect me.

My mom couldn't accept that I was trading seven lives for me.

She is a kind person and I can understand her.

So she was forced to leave the house in desperation, and she didn't want to leave.

After all, I have the impression that my mom and I have a good relationship, and they rarely quarrel.

Her departure is a break from a marriage, and even more so a decision to never see her again.

The pain in her heart, no one can understand.

She hasn't even started a family all these years and has been living alone.

Maybe that's why she's depressed.

Thinking about the reason and process, I knelt down for her directly.

She looked at me and quickly got up to help me up.

"Chen Mo, get up, there's no need for this."

"Mom, it's not that I want to do this, it's why you want to do this." Look at the book

I looked up at her, tears welling up in my eyes: "Why punish yourself for other people's mistakes, can you, just as if you never knew my father, just like your son, who died when he was eleven years old." ”

My mom stared at me blankly, tears rolling down her cheeks, but she still wouldn't answer me.

"I know exactly what happened back then."

I looked at her and said word by word, "I know how I survived, I know I deserved to die." ”

"Sometimes I hate myself because of me, seven innocent people died in vain, and my dad and my grandfather were good people all their lives, and they also committed unforgivable crimes."

"I forced them to death in order to seek this truth."

"Do you have me damned?"

I grabbed my mother's arm, and my tone couldn't help but get excited: "People like me, I've survived with a thick skin, you didn't do anything wrong, why did you die?" Why die! ”

"You don't think you gave birth to me, I saved a lot of money, I give you all the money, you go to travel, you go to buy a big house, you go to start a family, you go to start a new life."

I pulled out my wallet and opened it to show her.

"You see, I have a lot of bank cards, I didn't lie to you, I can make a lot of money now."

As I spoke, I collapsed and sat on the ground, crying: "Can you not die, Mom." ”

My mother wiped my tears while shedding tears, and said, "Chen Mo, don't do this, you didn't do anything wrong, none of that is your fault." ”

"The year you died, you were only eleven years old, you were still a child, you didn't understand anything, you weren't wrong at all, you understand?"

I shook my head, a little dizzy, and couldn't even speak for a while.

"Your father and your grandfather, the reason why they ended up at a dead end has nothing to do with you."

"They still have a trace of humanity, that's why they took that road, and they had to pay for the lives of those seven people."

"Since you were exchanged for seven lives, you will live well."

"Everyone has their own path to go, you are already an adult, I hope you understand mom, because mom also has her own way to go."

I couldn't take a breath, and my eyes were a little black, and I slowed down for a long time.

"I don't want to understand, I won't understand, I can't want you to die!"

"After you leave, as long as I am wronged outside, I will think of you, even if I am an adult, I will also think of you when I eat outside and I don't have a meal, I ......"

As I spoke, I choked up a little breathlessly.

"You don't want to die, I beg you."

"I'm kowtowing to you, Mom!"