in the room.

I didn't speak to my mom for nearly ten minutes.

I was still the same as when I was a child, as long as I cried, I was very sleepy, I didn't want to think at all, I always wanted to fall asleep.

In the end, I spoke first.

"Mom, the days are still long, let's live."

"As long as you don't seek death, I will promise you whatever you say."

"You don't want to see me, and when I'm sure you won't be looking for a short time, I won't bother you."

"You don't want to hear me call Mom, and I don't call me either, as long as you don't die, as long as you live."

After I said these words, it was like I was about to die, and I almost fell asleep.

My mom nodded and said, "Okay, I promise you." ”

"Really?"

I suddenly came to my senses: "You really promised me? You're not perfunctory to me? ”

She nodded again and replied to me very seriously: "Although our mother and son may not have any fate, but after all, you are the meat that fell from my body, and you have no father and grandfather, how can I bear to let you suffer another blow." ”

"I promise you to live well and live well in the future."

At this moment, I was more excited than winning the jackpot, and hurriedly said: "Then don't go to that clinic again, that Hua Wenfeng is really not a good person, if you want to be treated, go to other hospitals, okay?" ”

My mom nodded again: "Okay, I promise you." ”

I was relieved to hear her affirmative reply, as if the prize had already been delivered to my home.

I hurriedly took out all the cash on my body and handed it to my mother with both hands: "Don't refuse this time, it costs money to see a doctor, no matter what, after all, you have raised me for eleven years, and you have the grace of childbirth, you should accept this money, if you just promised me that it was not perfunctory, you will accept it." ”

My mother hesitated for a moment, reached out and took the money, and looked at me again: "If I can reassure you by accepting it, then I will accept this money, and now that you have grown up and can earn money again, I am very happy for you." ”

I burst into tears and laughed, and my heart felt like a big up-and-down, and a big up-and-down.

I don't ask for much, I just want her to live well, she can live a good life in the future, what does it matter if you don't see each other, anyway, I haven't seen her for more than ten years.

Coming out of the room, An Ning was helping my mom with cleaning.

Song Xiaotian came out of the kitchen with a bowl of boiled quick-frozen rice balls.

"Auntie, you can eat some."

"My mom said that when you're in a bad mood, eat something sweet, and you'll feel much better."

"In life, there are always some things that you can't figure out and are unhappy about, so don't think about the past anymore." Look at the book

My mother took the bowl of rice balls and smiled embarrassedly: "Okay, Auntie listens to the persuasion, you are all good children, and I have caused you trouble." ”

Song Xiaotian: "Look at you, you're not an outsider, what are you doing so politely, you eat first, otherwise it's going to be cold." ”

My mother nodded and said, "Then you should go back first, it's so late, you should go back early to rest, otherwise the rest will not be good, and it will affect tomorrow's work." ”

"Auntie is fine, I'm done eating, I'll go get some sleep."

I didn't think my mom was trying to do anything to me, so I was ready to leave.

Before leaving, I said to her earnestly: "Don't lie to me, call me if you have anything, ...... After all, the situation is special, I will come to see you from time to time recently, just to see if you are okay, there is no other meaning. ”

With that, I picked up her phone and called my phone, ready to save her number.

She dropped us off at the door, and I took the bag of charcoal and went downstairs in three steps.

When I came downstairs, I threw the charcoal, and I didn't know if it was good or bad.

Think about me, who is a son, and the relationship with my mother is like this, it is really a failure.

As a child, she can't be given a pension to the end, and she is a son of man in vain.

But I can stop her from looking for a short term and let her accept my money, and I can still feel that she still cares about me, and I feel a little comforted in my heart.

If you think about it carefully, sometimes you can't be too demanding in this life.

A man must know how to be sufficient.

It's much better than never seeing her.

And she didn't refuse me to visit her recently.

We sat downstairs for another hour, until the lights went out in my mother's bedroom, and we left.

sent An Ning to the door first, and Song Xiaotian and I went directly to the seventh master's house.

Recently, during the special period, that organization was avenging the revenge of the year, and four seniors have died at present.

If you want to say who the person the organization wants to kill the most, it must be the Seventh Master.

I don't have the ability, I can't help the seventh master, so I can only ask Song Xiaotian to take charge.

In the car.

Song Xiaotian asked me what I had said to my mother in the room.

I don't have anything to hide from him, so I'll tell him about it.

After listening to this, he sighed: "Actually, your mother still has you in her heart, and it has been so long since the events of the past, and you are her fallen meat, why bother." ”

I said helplessly: "My mother is a very kind person, and she doesn't dismiss me, but there are some things...... It's hard to accept. It's not just that she's hard to accept, but sometimes I think about it......"

"Sometimes I think about these things...... I also feel cruel, seven lives, several families. ”

"My family has become like this now, and my relationship with my mother has also become like this, it is miserable to say, but compared to those families, it is nothing."

"Du Yuwei's family...... They are all dead. ”

Song Xiaotian shook his head: "Speaking of which, the real guilt is your father and your grandfather, when you died, they resurrected you by force, and you have no choice, and you can't tell them to let them not resurrect you, even if you can tell them, they will definitely resurrect you." ”

"Now that your father and grandfather are dead, it can be regarded as fate, why should you take all the sins on yourself."

"If you really can't tolerate it, then why did God let you live until now."

"Don't think too much in this life, since you don't die, then live well, otherwise you won't be tired."

I didn't answer again.

Because I was so sleepy that I didn't listen to a word anymore......

I slept all the way to the seventh master's house, and I woke up a lot again.

When I arrived at the seventh master's house, I told the seventh master about the situation, including my mother.

When the seventh master heard that my mother was also one of the victims, he was also a little surprised.

He comforted me and said: "This Hua Wenfeng is to guide people's depression and aggravate their suicidal tendencies by applying some psychological cues, and he should not inflict physical harm on the target he is looking for, so as long as your mother does not seek short-sightedness, there is no danger." ”

"And if your mother is one of his targets, now that this target is no longer looking for him, he can only find a target to replace your mother, and we have plenty of time to investigate him during this time period when he is looking for a target."