The lighter is already in my hand.

I've never had a moment like this in more than a year.

I didn't even hesitate to ignite myself first.

But just as I was about to start the fire, my right hand suddenly stopped moving.

There was a force controlling my right hand, and it wouldn't let me press it.

"Li Fuguang!"

"What are you doing!"

I said angrily: "Don't you also want to die, why do you want to stop me!" Since everyone doesn't want to live, let's get rid of it together, such a good opportunity, what are you thinking! ”

"If you don't want to die, get out of my body."

"Don't I even have the right to choose to die!"

"What do you want me to do, it's nothing more than going down to the eighteen layers of hell! But that's it! ”

Just then, a knife shot at me and pierced my palm on the spot.

The lighter fell directly to the ground.

Then a figure rushed over, pulled me to the side, and before I could stand still, threw me out again.

After I stabilized my figure, I looked up and realized that it was Song Xiaotian.

He stood there and looked at me in horror.

An Ning picked up the lighter on the ground, was stunned for a long time, and walked towards the car.

But soon, the seventh master stopped her, snatched the lighter in her hand, waved his hand, and drove An Ning and Song Xiaotian to me.

The Seventh Master stood there and glanced at my mother, without too much expression on his face, nor anger or hatred.

"The revenge of killing my brother is not shared."

"Let's hit the road."

The Seventh Master turned his back, walked a long way forward, and offered a yellow talisman with his backhand.

In the next second, Huang Fu exploded, and the flames soared into the sky, reflecting my face red.

I stared at this scene with a blank face, and I didn't cry, I didn't break down, I just felt like a world away.

I was thinking about what the meaning of my life was.

My family is gone, I can't marry and have children, I live to deal with that organization, or sell houses, or help people, or help ghosts, or eat and sleep, and live this life in a mess.

What am I living for?

For the next few days, I stayed at home.

I didn't even leave the bedroom much.

When you are hungry, you drink water, and you can't hold your urine and go to the toilet.

The rice that Meng Yifan bought for me, I took a few bites and threw it away.

Like a soulless person, I lay in bed, woke up, woke up, and fell asleep.

Until the sixth day, the seventh master came to see me with Xiuzhu.

Xiuzhu is not yet a year old, but she is also several months old.

She was dressed in thick clothes, crawling around on the bed and finally crawling on top of me, smiling at me.

I think life is really amazing, when she was born, it was so small, so small that I couldn't believe that such a small person could survive and grow into an adult.

She is several times older now.

The smile on Xiuzhu's face suddenly made my heart a little less gloomy.

The Seventh Master sat there and tried to comfort me several times, but he never opened his mouth.

There are many words of comfort, but most of the time, words of comfort are like asking 'Have you eaten?' when we meet.

Especially in my case, the seventh master is embarrassed to say comforting words.

"If you really can't think about it, you'll come to me tonight."

After a long time, the seventh master said: "I will help you erase this memory, and you should be ...... I haven't seen your mother, just think she's still alive in this world, somewhere. ”

Before leaving, the seventh master also told me one thing.

Du Yunting didn't die again.

He survived again.

But he didn't die, but his leg was ...... It has been amputated.

He will be confined to a wheelchair in the future.

It's noon.

I went to the toilet and looked in the mirror, and I looked like a homeless man.

I took a shower, cleaned up, and prepared to go out to the hospital where Du Yunting was.

I'm not going to visit him, and I'm not in the mood to fall into the well, I want to see if he still has the idea of exchanging seven deaths for his life.

If he still has this thought, I will continue to look for him while I can't think about it now.

When he arrived at the hospital, Du Rushan accompanied Du Yunting in the ward.

Seeing me come in, Du Rushan's face was full of tiredness, his eyes were red, and he smiled at me with great difficulty.

But he laughed more than he cried.

"Then you talk, I'll go have a meal."

With that, he walked out.

I came to the hospital bed and looked at Du Yunting on the bed.

He looks like a dying man.

To be honest, it's hard for me to associate him with the arrogant Du Ruhai before.

He turned to look at me, smacked his lips, and asked, "How's it going?" ”

"Dead ......"

Hearing these two words, he sighed: "Tragedy, you are really miserable." ”

"What about you?" I asked him, "What are you thinking about doing this now?" ”

He turned his head to look at the ceiling, and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, and laughed for a long time.

Then he said with emotion: "I remember, when I was still Du Ruhai, you all came to the door that day, and you said that I would have retribution." ”

"To be honest, before this car accident, I didn't believe in this thing, if there was such a thing, wouldn't a person like me thunder sooner?"

"That organization, wasn't it already hacked clean by God?"

Saying that, he laughed again: "Now, I have to believe that people like us can only be pigs, dogs and animals in the next life, and now it's okay, before the next life, retribution will come, this is the retribution of this world." ”

I looked at him and seduced, "Aren't you going to change your life seven times, do you want to change your body again?" ”

He laughed breathlessly: "One more time? I don't think there's any need for that, and if I do it again, I might really be the first person ever to be struck by thunder. ”

"Besides, if I really have this thought, I'm afraid you're going to stab me to death right now, right?"

I nodded, unabashedly.

He sighed: "I am not the same person I was a year ago, and you are not the same person I was a year ago. ”

"Since God has let me come this far, there is no point in going against the sky again, and I don't have that chance to change my life."

"In my life, I have done a lot of immoral things, and I have lived more than one life, and now I am lying on this hospital bed, and when I think about it carefully, I still can't remember what the meaning of my life is for."

I got up and prepared to leave.

After all, I haven't even found the meaning of my own life.

He suddenly called out to me and asked, "Chen Mo, will you still seek revenge on me?" ”

I stopped and looked back at him, "You're stupid, aren't you?" How did you have the face to ask this question? As long as the time is right, as long as you still have a breath, I will definitely kill you. ”

"If you really wake up, think about Du Yuwei, think about Fang Man, and think about the people you killed."

"They're not grass, they're living people."