One of the biggest reasons why I don't have a sense of Buddhism.

It's the phrase 'Put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground.'"

Du Yunting recently believed in Buddhism, and he was a little poisoned, he thought that if he let go of evil thoughts and killing, he would become a good person.

He thought that he and we had become allies for the time being, and that we would no longer pursue our old grievances.

He was a little naïve.

I still like the Taoist way of doing things.

Revenge must be avenged, and if you don't repay, you won't be happy, and if you don't revenge, it will affect the heart of the Dao.

He broke both legs, and he wanted to offset those grievances.

His two legs are not enough to compensate Fang Man for his life.

Night.

I came to the Seventh Master.

As soon as I entered the door, the tanuki cat came again.

Cats are very cold animals, but this raccoon cat is very close to me, and rubs against me as soon as it comes.

I was about to pick it up, but it suddenly broke free of me, took a few steps forward, and looked back at me.

I followed it, followed, and it took me outside a room.

I looked at the door of this room, and there was a charm on it, and it was locked.

I had paid attention to this room before, and I knew that the Seventh Master had a ghost in it, but I didn't ask him.

The seventh master didn't tell me, there must be his reasons.

And he's not a bad man, so I'm not going to do much.

This cat seems to have deliberately led me to this door.

What does it want to do?

Does it want me to open this door?

Shouldn't it, it's just a cat, is it possible to become a sperm?

Coincidentally, at this moment, the seventh master appeared behind me at some point and called me.

I was a little embarrassed, and if I hadn't noticed the room, it seemed a little deliberate.

So I asked, "Seventh Master, is there ...... in this room?"

He said indifferently: "A ghost, unwilling to reincarnate, is a bit dangerous, so I trapped it inside, and opened the door when it was over. ”

With that, he led me into another room.

I came here tonight to hypnotize me by the Seventh Master, and then erase this memory of my mother from my mind.

That night...... She is dead.

Before she died, she had arrested three young people and wanted to change her life.

Fortunately, it was stopped by Ma seniors.

But the horse seniors also died because of this.

The three young men were eventually returned home safely.

This is the end of this matter.

But this incident, from beginning to end, has killed a lot of people.

"Before you hypnotize, I have to remind you."

The seventh master said seriously: "If you directly erase this memory, when you recall the process of this incident one day, you will find that there is a problem with your memory, with your character, you will definitely dig into it to the end, and you will still remember what happened at that time." ”

"So, erasing this memory is unreasonable, you need to make up a relatively reasonable lie, and when you want to recall the process one day, you won't find that there is a loophole."

"What do you want this lie to look like?"

I thought about it for a long time and said, "I hope ...... She got married, had a happy family, had a husband who took care of the family, and had an obedient son...... So be it......"

The seventh master nodded: "Yes, but there is another problem, when you were a child...... She was killed, and if you want this lie to be a beautiful lie, then in this lie, your mother still has to be the same as before, she ran away from home because she couldn't accept some things. ”

"So, you still have to carry some ...... Something you shouldn't have to carry in the first place. ”

I hesitated for a moment and finally had to acquiesce.

In this world, there is no way to have the best of both worlds.

There is no such thing as perfection.

No matter how mad she is, she even killed me with her own hands.

But those eleven years of nurturing are real, even if they are acted, they are also true.

I dare not deny those eleven years of upbringing, and if I do, this beautiful lie will not be established at all.

Since I have been nurtured for 11 years, let her live in my memory forever.

Mom is the most beautiful word in the world.

"Have you figured it out?"

"Think ...... it"

"Let's get started."

The next morning.

I woke up from the seventh master's house, and I woke up a little dazed.

I don't remember what I was doing at the Seventh Master's house last night, and I don't know how I slept in a chair and slept all night.

Coming out of the room, the seventh master happened to come down from the second floor with Xiuzhu in his arms.

"Seventh Master, why did I come to you last night......

"Come over for dinner."

The seventh master said: "After eating, you said that you were sleepy and wanted to go in and lie down for a while, but you fell asleep while lying down, and slept until now." ”

I remember.

Last night I had supper at the Seventh Master's place.

So why am I so hungry?

I suddenly remembered one thing, a few nights ago, we went to the mountains to fight with the people of the organization, and finally the Seventh Master destroyed those people, and then I was injured and was in a coma for a few days.

But in my head...... Why do I suddenly have memories about my mom?

I seem to have met my mom and seemed to have spoken to her, but I can't remember when I met.

"Seventh Master, am I amnesia......

"I think I've seen my mom, but I can't remember ......"

The seventh master was silent for a moment and nodded: "You may have been injured before and lost your brain, you did see your mother, in the supermarket, you met her by chance, remember?" ”

I thought about it and nodded: "I remember!" But...... She doesn't seem to want to see me, she has a new family......"

The seventh master smiled: "When you were in a coma before, your mother came to visit you, she has actually been living abroad before, and this time I came back to see if you are doing well, she saw that you were living a good life, so she was relieved." ”

"In the past, she really couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart, but you are always her son, and she hopes that you will live well and take good care of yourself. She doesn't know that there is something wrong with your personality, and she says that when you get married in the future, she will come to your wedding as a mother. ”

I lowered my head, wiped my tears, and asked, "Where is she now, is she still in the country?" ”

I don't know how many years it will take to see you again.

And I can't get married, so I won't see each other for the rest of my life.

The seventh master said: "I have already gone abroad, she left the day I came to visit you, and you were not in a good state of mind before, so I didn't tell you about it." ”

"In fact, if your mother can say this, it means that she still has your son in her heart."

"So, let's live well, maybe we'll see you again in the future."

I nodded, not so sad, just a little reluctant.

I feel a lot relieved that she can say these words, at least I have a relative in this world, and she cares about me.

After all, I couldn't live with her.

This is already the best ending.