Chapter 30: Confession
At this time, Yaoyao no longer has the consciousness of a lady, and she no longer cares about her own image.
I was embarrassed to disturb her when I saw her like this, and for a while the only thing left in my ears was the sound of the two of us eating "swishing".
Looking at the food in front of me constantly decreasing at the speed that the inner eye can do, and then looking at Yaoyao opposite, I really can't imagine what kind of stomach is in her slender and slender body.
We quietly eliminated the big pot of food, and when I stroked my stomach and leaned back on the chair to relax my stomach, Yaoyao asked unsatisfied: "Are you full, can you eat a little more if you are not full?" ”
I quickly waved my hand to stop her crazy idea, and joked, I just can't eat another stomach.
Looking at Yaoyao on the other side, she was looking at me with a wicked smile, like a child who had succeeded in a prank, and I could only stare helplessly. Seeing that we didn't have the strength to fight again, Yaoyao got up and went to check out, and I was just thinking about getting up and going over first.
As a result, she sat back on the stool after glaring at her, and her eccentric personality also made me think a little higher about her in my heart.
"Let's go." Yaoyao, who had paid the money, shouted at me, and I got up and just walked over to her.
She said to me dissatisfiedly: "Okay, I'm going to have a treat today, what did you want to do just now." Is it in your boys' hearts that you boys will feel shameless when you ask girls to invite them to dinner? I'm telling you, you're dangerous. ”
After speaking, he raised his small fist and waved it at the air, full of intimidation. I touched my nose and didn't dare to answer, of course she debunked the little Jiujiu in my heart, and it was inevitable that I would be embarrassed.
I think for most boys, it is very difficult to accept a girl, especially a girl like Yaoyao.
"Hmph, don't think I don't know these careful thoughts in the hearts of you boys, and think that girls should accept boys as a matter of course, right? Tell you, if you say this again, I will ignore you. ”
He said that he let go of his mouth and turned around and walked towards the alley behind him. I hurried to catch up, I wanted to apologize, but I thought that I hadn't done anything with her in the past two days, and I apologized.
It was already on my lips, and the words were swallowed back by me. It seems that I really want to learn how to get along with girls, and these stubborn thinking doesn't seem to work well for her.
But as a Chinese, I have been influenced by this patriarchal thinking since I was a child, and it is normal to take taking care of girls for granted. It's a bit difficult to change for a while.
I tried to think hard about how I could change this way of thinking and get rid of my "dangerous" thoughts. Thinking about things in my heart, I unconsciously slowed down under my feet, and when I came back to my senses, there was still Yaoyao's figure in front of me.
I was shocked, and looked around, although there were people in the alley, but there was no familiar figure.
The search was fruitless, and the nervousness and uneasiness in my heart prevailed, and I hurriedly trotted all the way forward. But when I chased out of the alley and came to the street, there was no trace of Yaoyao.
Looking at the people coming and going in the alley, I was sure that there would be no accidents happening under the noses of so many people, and I felt a little relieved.
After a careful search in the crowd, Yaoyao was still nowhere to be seen, and the street was crowded and lively. And I blamed myself for deserting and losing Yaoyao.
I pulled out my phone and was about to call her, when suddenly a huge black shadow flashed from the side, and then I was slapped on the shoulder.
I instinctively wanted to turn around and scold, but Yaoyao's delicate face had already appeared in front of me. At the same time, a loud cry was received by the brain, and I froze in place for two seconds before I realized that she was playing a prank.
Thinking about the feeling of nervousness and self-blame that I just felt that I had lost her, and then looked at the triumphant Yaoyao in front of me, I was really angry.
Seeing my displeasure, Yaoyao seemed to realize something, and patted me on the shoulder again, "What, angry?" Whoever told you to walk without paying attention must be thinking about doing something bad, so I hid it and scared you. Just when we're even, you don't have to be angry, and I'll forgive you. ”
I looked at her in disbelief, and I was "forgiven", but it seemed that I really couldn't find a reason to refute it.
Looking at Yaoyao with a smug face, I seemed to have forgotten how to be angry, so I could only shake my head helplessly. Seeing my action, Yaoyao became even more proud, jumped in place, and then stuck out her tongue at me.
I gritted my teeth and watched her performance with hatred, laughing out loud in my heart, but my face was about to make me angry.
I tried to manage my expression, and Yaoyao said with a relaxed face: "Don't be angry, you look so scary when you're angry." ”
I know what he said is the truth, I once used my eyes to see female classmates crying, maybe because of my autism when I was a child, so I like to express many things with my eyes.
Naturally, there is a lot of things that can be conveyed in my eyes, and because of this, there is indeed a special power in my eyes. Especially for the communication of anger and indifference, I am even more pure, and it is not very strange that I will scare Yaoyao.
Hearing her say this, I quickly eased my expression, for fear that I would really scare her. For the girl in front of me who has known me for only two days, I already have some indescribable feelings in my heart.
Yaoyao saw that my expression softened, so she exhaled heavily, and then said to me with a smile: "Look, you are still very handsome when you are not serious, and your straight face is really scary." ”
After speaking, he directly reached out and twisted the muscles on my face, and continued: "Come on, give me a smile, and there will be a reward for laughing." ”
Her sudden intimate action warmed my heart, and my face suddenly became hot. She also seemed to realize that her movements were too intimate, and quickly withdrew her hand, then turned around and lowered her head and walked forward.
I also restrained my mind and followed her, walking aimlessly down the streets. It's past nine. There were more pedestrians on the street all of a sudden, and the street, which had just been bustling, suddenly became crowded.
I subconsciously took two steps and stood in front of her, protecting her behind me. In this way, I slammed left and right in the crowd to act as a messenger to protect the flowers, and tried my best to open a passage for her.
Although it was still early spring, after walking for a while, fine and dense sweat began to ooze from my body. I took a look at Yaoyao behind me, and it was obvious that although I was in front of her, it was obviously not easy for her to avoid passers-by.
Looking at Yaoyao, who was exhaling like an orchid, I couldn't take care of it anymore, so I reached out and grabbed her hand and took her to my side. My movements visibly made her flutter for a moment, but it was only a momentary hesitation before she squeezed my hand.
For a moment, my mind went blank, and there was a real feedback from my tightly clasped hands. But I was in a dream, and I tried to control myself and not get too excited.
Then he slowly squeezed out of the crowd with Yaoyao, and when he came out of the crowd, he suddenly had a feeling of enlightenment.
But then I began to struggle, not knowing whether I should let go of Yaoyao's hand. I had to hold her hand just now in order to protect her in the crowd, but if I let go now, I don't want to.
The feeling of steadiness brought to me by that soft little hand in the palm of my hand made me feel that the whole world office had become beautiful. But if I continue to hold it, I'm afraid that she will misunderstand that I am a frivolous person.
My heart was uncertain, and my emotions began to tense up, and my palms slowly became sweaty. Now it's okay, don't worry about it, I don't want the sweat of my palm to get on her hands.
I could only grit my teeth and let go of the hand that was holding her, and the moment the two hands were made public, my heart suddenly became empty. It seems that it is not a hand that I have just let go, but my happy future.
In the afterglow, Yaoyao's face flushed. I don't know if it's because I was in the crowd just now to avoid letting her light, or because I was shy just holding her hand. Looking at her cheeks, which were as red as ripe apples, I was in a trance again. although
It's not the first time I've seen her, but her appearance still has a great visual impact on me. The delicate facial features and the ruddy face at this time, the slightly purified lips rose and fell slightly with the breathing.
It seems that she has not had an easy journey just now, and the more determined I want to get closer to her, understand her, and protect her.
Before I knew it, we were walking to the park where we had been chatting again, and my mind was moving again. Turning to the side, he whispered to her, "It's still early, why don't you go in and take a walk and digest it?" ”
I tried to think about my language to make my purpose less obvious, and then looked at her expectantly.
She whispered an "um" and stopped talking, but buried her head lower, and the flush on her face was even greater.
I was overjoyed, and raised my hand to make a gesture of please, and when she saw me like this, she hesitated, grasped the hibiscus in her hand, and walked towards the park.
I hurriedly ran to the small shop at the door to buy two bottles of water and ran to catch up with her. Unscrewed one of the bottles of water and handed it to her, who took a sip and reached over to take the lid from my hand.
I didn't give it to her, but took the water bottle from her hand and held it in my own hand. She thanked her and walked back into the park.
The area of the park is not very large, about 500 meters square, and there is a small square at the entrance. When I first came in, I found that there were many uncles and aunts dancing in the square, and some children who didn't want to go home were also laughing and playing in the square.
Behind the square is a row of steps, and parents who are chasing their children are sitting on the steps and looking at their children, and behind the steps is a small wood.
The marble path winds through the woods, and the evergreen trees on both sides are proudly green, and many of the marble benches hidden in them have been occupied by couples.
Seeing this, I can't help but think of the last time I was here, Yaoyao had an emotional breakdown because of Zhao Kai's entanglement and misunderstanding of her parents.
At my suggestion, I had an in-depth communication with my parents and resolved the misunderstanding, and it was on that day that I learned her story.
When I came here again, there seemed to be something more in my heart, and my blood was unconsciously speeding up.
Yaoyao obviously didn't know what I was thinking at this time, and walked slowly in front alone, turning her head sideways from time to time to see if I was keeping up.
Naturally, I followed her closely, and the light cast by the dim streetlamp kept the shadows of the two of us tightly together.
Because of the limited area of the park, it took just ten minutes to walk from one end to the other, and Yaoyao turned to look at me who was following her closely. Then he playfully asked me, "Are you going to follow me quietly all the time?" ”
I know that she wants me to find a topic to break the current dullness, and naturally I can't let her down. Putting her finger to her mouth and making a silent motion, she looked at me puzzled.
"Don't bother me to be a quiet beautiful man." I couldn't help but laugh to myself.
Yaoyao also laughed out loud and said to me, "Hahaha, okay, then you continue to be your beautiful man, I won't bother you." ”
After saying that, I was about to turn around and leave, I naturally wouldn't let him succeed, how could I easily let this hard-won opportunity to get along with her slip away.
stepped forward and grabbed her arm, pretended to be very scared and looked around, and said in a twisted voice: "Don't leave people here alone, people are afraid of the dark." ”
After saying that, he hid behind her. She was stunned by my movements, and when she reacted, she smiled again.
Pushed me, and then reminisced, and laughed "hahaha" again, laughing so much that he leaned forward and backwards, and his limbs trembled.
I knew that I had succeeded in "breaking the ice" this time, so I stopped playing tricks and stood there watching her slowly regain her composure. Probably because my action just now was too effective, she laughed for a long time before stopping, and then put her hands on her waist and slowly stood up straight.
"Why are you so poor, who taught you? Tell me honestly, how many girls have you deceived with this trick? ”
When I heard this, I chuckled in my heart, thinking that it was over, and I had gone too far. Let Yao Yao misunderstand, should she think that I am a peanut radish for any girl.
To tell you the truth, I have lived for 18 years, and this is the first time I have held a girl's hand like today. Not to mention that I tried my best to express myself in front of girls like now, and I have never done it once.
Although I am not nervous and stutter when I talk to a girl like Wu Kai, I have never tried to talk to her like I.
When following Wu Kai, all the aura belongs to him, and in the eyes of many girls, I should be a little follower. So my budding good feelings were ruthlessly strangled in the cradle early.
Seeing that Yaoyao was staring at me with a smile, waiting for me to give an answer, I didn't know how to answer for a while. After organizing the language in my heart for a long time, I took a deep breath and said to her in a straight voice:
"You're the first, and the only one who makes me think a lot and want to talk to you. We've only known each other for two days, but I feel like we've known each other since our last life."
After thinking about it, it seemed that it was too vague, afraid that she would not understand what I meant, and added: "I haven't received any message from you today, and you don't know how nervous I am and how lost I feel." It feels as if you have been abandoned by the empty world. ”
At this point, her expression was visibly starting to become a little unnatural, and I thought she was being embarrassed by my sudden confession. He continued to increase the firepower and said: "Although we have known each other for a short time and our understanding of each other is very limited, I still have to tell you that I like you." ”
She probably didn't expect me to confess to her suddenly, and I was caught off guard, looking at me quietly, as if trying to confirm something from my expression.
After a long time, it seemed that the sincerity on my face was finally confirmed, and then an uncertain smile appeared. Turned around and walked towards the outside of the park, this time it was my turn to be caught off guard, what do you mean, I was confessed to failure?
I was about to pull him to ask for an understanding, but after thinking about it, could she just be shy, or would she need a little time to digest? Now that I've made my intentions clear, it's time to give her the initiative.
I had an idea in my heart, and I didn't continue, but silently followed her and sent her back downstairs to her house.