Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin seem to have adapted to life without Zhen Hua, and Zhen Hua also moved back to his home in Jianning from the hotel, he didn't want to return to that home, but finally returned to the home that had been idle for more than 20 years under Li Hao's persuasion. Because of the early death of his relatives and Zhen Hua's busy work, this house has long been planned to be sold, and it is just a little thought until now, if it wasn't for Li Hao's reminder, he might have forgotten that he still has a home in Jianning.

In the first two days of Zhen Hua's return, Li Hao also took him around, but from the third day, Li Hao also returned to the company to work honestly, and there are still a lot of affairs to deal with in the company, Sister Ying is now also the proprietress of the Internet café, and she still likes to stay at the front desk of the Internet café, so Li Yu's daily pick-up and drop-off was thrown to Zhen Hua, and Li Yu also knew about his home, the reason was that it was close to the school, although Zhen Hua also resisted, but under Li Hao's plea and Sister Ying's coercion, he still chose to compromise.

As a middle-aged man, he has nothing to do all day long, and he can still kill a little time when he picks up Li Yu to and from school, and he doesn't resist, and Li Yu seems to like this godfather very much, and he has to drag Zhen Hua on the street for a long time after school every day before he is willing to go home.

But this is too boring for Zhen Hua after all, before he came back, it is not an exaggeration to call his life a thousand opportunities, but now he is like an old man who has just retired, he has strong energy every day but has nowhere to vent, in a week, his gray hair is gradually growing, I don't know whether it is the aggravation of his condition, or the depression of his mood, he feels that his life seems to have become haggard a lot, and he can feel that he seems to be much older.

On this day, he finished sending Li Yu and drove around the street, in this familiar city, he needed a navigator to recognize the direction, and the unfamiliar roads seemed to have been completely covered by Jianning, he wandered aimlessly on the street, not knowing what the meaning of his return was, why not take advantage of the last time to accompany his daughter and Wen Zixin's side? Returning to this familiar and unfamiliar city, he seemed out of place, his alma mater had been demolished, and he should also set off to the next stop, but for some reason, even if he was bored, he didn't want to leave the city, as if he was bound.

Passing by a hotel, Zhen Hua instantly felt pleasantly surprised, sure enough, there are still some things that will not dissipate after 20 years, every time I passed by the hotel in high school, I wanted to go in for a meal, but it didn't go out of business, and it seemed that the decoration was also renovated, and I don't know how Li Hao would feel, the two of them had made a great wish, and one day they would charter a class reunion here.

Zhen Hua finally found something to do, when he got out of the car and asked the front desk a series of questions about the charter, but who knew that his question was not answered, he was greeted by the security guard in the lobby, he was directly expelled, Zhen Hua didn't understand what was going on until he was blasted out of the hotel, could it be that the hotel did not accept the charter business? Without saying a word, he drove to Li Hao's company building.

The front desk also wanted to ask Zhen Hua if he had an appointment or something, but Zhen Hua ignored it, took the magnetic card given to him by Li Hao and got on the elevator, and rushed directly into Li Hao's office.

"You guys go out first."

Li Hao also left before his subordinates, thinking that Li Yu had made Zhen Hua angry, so he hurriedly comforted Zhen Hua and sat down.

"Brother Hua, what's wrong with you? The girl is really disobedient, and you are more tolerant. ”

"What? Do you remember when we were in high school, we always said that we wanted to go in for a meal? I just went there to hold a class reunion, but as soon as I went to the front desk to consult, I was kicked out by the security guard, and I was really angry. ”

After listening, Li Hao also smiled from ear to ear, but looking at Zhen Hua's angry appearance, he could only hold back his smile and explain.

"Brother Hua, you're too funny, Longyu Hotel never accepts charters, it's a long-standing tradition, you run over to consult this and don't be bombarded, but do you have too many industries, and you don't know which ones are your own industries?"

"What do you mean by that?"

This time, it is Zhen Hua's turn to be stunned, could it be that this hotel is also his own industry? Is the branch so big? Has the importance of the branch been reduced to this point?

"That's clearly written under the Zhen Group, don't tell me you don't know, if you hadn't acquired it, this hotel would have closed down a long time ago, although the business is also very good now, but the pressure is still very high. But are you sure you want to have a reunion? You haven't been to the class reunion we have held in recent years, why did you suddenly think about holding a class reunion? ”

"Am I not in a hurry? What's nonsense, your contact person, it's Dinglong Fish Hotel. ”

"Haole, you just wait for us to eat you."

Li Hao sent Zhen Hua away quite "politely", Zhen Hua wanted to discuss with him about the class reunion, but when he recalled it, he had been "sent" to the car by Li Hao, so he had to give up and return to his home.

The so-called home is just a broken house, without the company of relatives, there seems to be little difference between home and hotel, Zhen Hua has been cleaning at home these days, this house has been uninhabited for too long, I asked a cleaning company to clean it, and many places are still done by myself.

After tidying up Li Yu's room, he returned to the living room to boil a pot of hot water, make a pot of tea, leaned on the recliner on the balcony, and watched the people coming and going downstairs, there was no meaning, the dull life was not what he wanted at all, such a life had no meaning except to remind himself day after day that his death was approaching, and it was time to leave.

asked the secretary about the charter of Longyu Hotel, and the matter was quickly finalized, and he only waited for Li Hao to call someone, the only high school classmate he kept in touch with over the years was Wen Zixin, and he may not be able to match the names of others, but it can be regarded as a perfect end to his trip to Jianning.

He was born and grew up in Si, and if he could, he would also like to be buried in Si, but his journey is not over yet, and he has not yet reached the step of returning to his roots. He really doesn't have much time, if he hadn't met his old man in Jianning, maybe he would have left a few days earlier, and it would have been helpless to drag it out until now.

Changed into a suit and leather shoes, Zhen Hua left his home again, in fact, he didn't know what he was doing when he went out, but he didn't want to make himself look like a waste, he knew that his illness was not to the point where it could affect his daily life, how could he tolerate himself sitting comfortably like a waste person for a day?

He knew that he was sick, this is a disease called "workaholic", he was already terminally ill, and the best thing to do now was to end his vacation, and the documents accumulated in a week were enough to keep him busy for several days and nights, but Zhen Hua had no idea of ending the vacation. In fact, the end of the holiday is equivalent to all the previous efforts he has done are wasted, even if he has faded out of everyone's sight, but many socials and meetings, can not escape the tracking of the media at all, he knows Wen Zixin, if Wen Zixin knows his whereabouts through the media, then she will not hesitate to kill back, but Zhen Hua will not give her this opportunity, a person who is going to leave eventually, it is better not to show up.

Zhen Hua also understands that this is his pure work, but he also understands that if he continues to live like this, he will be completely reduced to a wasted person, and he has to find something to do for himself, as long as he is not wandering the streets aimlessly like now. There is no place worth parking, no place worth staying, and time is passing in this endless complaint.

Unconsciously, at night, he received a call from Li Hao complaining, he forgot to pick up Li Yu from school, and after a period of distraction, he also hung up the phone woodenly, but looking at the increasingly scarce vehicles on the street, he realized that he seemed to be lost. Navigating the location of his home, which is more than 150 kilometers away, Zhen Hua doesn't know where he ran to in a distraction, but it is certain that he will go back tonight until the early hours of the morning.

Secretly scolded, turned around and walked on the road home, this day seems to have passed like this, he is confused, there is nothing else, as if suffering from retirement anxiety, he is just a vacation now, but he has already felt that he has lost his job, his self-worth can not be withdrawn at all, and now the boring life is far less busy and fulfilling than before, he hopes to return to the previous state, but he can't go back, this trip to Jianning, he bought a one-way ticket, died quietly in a place that Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin didn't know, in order to achieve this purpose, he had already left half a year early, and if he went back at this time, it would be a waste of his previous efforts.

In fact, Zhen Hua has thought a lot about it these days, he came back here to recall his former self and Wen Zixin, but those are already twenty years ago, even if he finally returned to Wen Zixin's side with this youthful and ignorant love, and said those three words to her, what can he change? It's impossible for his condition to get better, and all that's left is a mess of his family and career, smashing his brain on Wen Zixin's head, is this what he wants? Zhen Hua understands that the so-called going back is just an excuse for him to leave, but in fact, he is just running away.

He had no intention of going back, and the idea of going back came up again and again, and he suppressed it again and again, he knew that this kind of self-contradiction was the struggle between sensibility and reason, but reason always occupied the peak, so he would always stay here, and the so-called journey was just driven by emotion, and some unwilling struggles were made, is it meaningful? Maybe there is, maybe not, but compared to Zhen Hua, there should be, and he can't let go of Wen Zixin after all.