In the blink of an eye, nearly 30 years have been like sand in the hand, silently lost. However, if the sand is lost, you can grab another handful; The flowers are withering, and they can wait until the next spring to bloom again; Time passes, but there is never a way to go back. It takes a long time to get used to a person, maybe it is formed quietly and without interest, or it may be accumulated under the drive of feelings, but forgetting a person is not the same as canceling it with the same time, maybe for a moment, maybe for a lifetime.

Since the age of sixteen, Zhen Hua has appeared in her life, and since then, her heart has also opened up a space exclusive to Zhen Hua. She is forty-five years old this year, and the atrium that belongs to Zhen Hua has also existed for twenty-nine years, but twenty-nine years have passed, and that person has disappeared, and a week has passed, and she still can't accept this fact.

Rummaging in Zhen Hua's home countless times, consulting in Zhen Hua's company, but it was all in vain, there was no trace, she wanted to report to the police station, but the police claimed that the two were not directly related, and explained that Zhen Hua had no personal safety problems, and she was desperate.

Wen Zixin is not a stupid woman, of course she understands that Zhen Hua is deliberately hiding from herself, but what is the reason? For no reason, why did Zhen Hua avoid herself, even if it was for some unspeakable reasons, with the friendship between the two for nearly thirty years, she should also have the right to know, and Zhen Hua threw his daughter to her, which also happened to prove that Zhen Hua's most trusted person in his heart was still himself, and this behavior was not like a simple disappearance at all, more like Tuogu, a woman's intuition told her that there was a big secret hidden in it, maybe Zhen Hua was unwilling to reveal it to herself, but his daughter was still with him, Wen Zixin thought that she had the right to know, whether it was out of the friendship between the two or out of the care of Zhen Wenxin, she should know, but she didn't know anything.

In fact, she tried to forget all this, and even because of anger, she wanted to completely forget Zhen Hua's existence for a moment, but she couldn't, time has confirmed a truth, the more ordinary the companionship, the longer it will last. And Zhen Hua has been with her for even more time than her parents who died early, for her, Zhen Hua is a friend, but also a relative, sometimes intimate is better than lovers, how can this relationship be easily parted, how can she give up?

Maybe because of this incident, she will blame Zhen Hua, she will reprimand Zhen Hua, but this is all based on the premise that Zhen Hua can come back, and if Zhen Hua leaves forever, she only has fear in the face of this possible emotion, maybe this is Zhen Hua's cowardice that she covers.

In front of everyone, she is the impeccable national goddess, except for Zhen Hua, only in front of Zhen Hua, she is the cowardly little woman, Zhen Hua covered up all the cowardice and incompetence for her, and without Zhen Hua, she seems to have returned to twenty-nine years ago, a person who is helpless, alone, and uses a strong appearance to hide her cowardly heart, but unfortunately she can't go back now, because she has relied on it for too long and too long, she has adapted to companionship and dependence, and she has forgotten the lonely girl, not what she wantsand you can do it.

One person walks, one sleeps, one thinks, one is drunk, one is busy, one is tired, one is irritable, and one person experiences. One person, only one person, one person tastes the ups and downs, and one person carries love and hatred. The atrium that belonged to Zhen Hua collapsed, she tried to repair it, but the people in it already knew where they were, if the companionship was just a simple behavior, then Zhen Hua gave up this behavior, how could she recover it? Perhaps only silence is the best way to tell.

That year, she and Zhen Hua promised to be together for a lifetime, even if the other party got married and had children, and had their own family, the two still could not be separated, they were friends for life, they were thirty years old that year, Zhen Hua's company began to take shape, her career was almost at its peak, the two were among the best among their peers, but because of their busy careers, the two were only real friends with each other.

It was the day of the New Year's Eve, Zhen Wenxin was only two years old at that time, and fell asleep early, Zhen Hua rented a yacht, and the two of them made a promise to watch the New Year's Eve fireworks at sea, she never forgot this promise, and she believed that Zhen Hua could not forget this promise, but fifteen years have passed, Zhen Hua left, without any warning, disappeared out of thin air, and even met the day before, Zhen Hua hurriedly entrusted her daughter to herself, but she didn't think that it might be the last meeting of the two.

The fluttering dust, standing in a waiting posture, alternating with the sun and the moon of time, listening quietly, Xiao Xiao down, time has passed inadvertently, expecting to return to the ups and downs that have been experienced, bumps and downs, the old memories are still the same, but unfortunately there is a little less melancholy, a little more prosperous, and a little more vicissitudes.

There is no choice, and there is no way out, maybe for a long time, she can only struggle in the shadow of Zhen Hua, but if Zhen Hua can come back, then she would rather hide behind Zhen Hua for the rest of her life and feel the warmth of Zhen Hua in the shadows, but unfortunately she almost gave up this idea.

She doesn't know what's going on, but the relationship for nearly thirty years is not broken, even if Zhen Hua unilaterally cut off their contact, but this doesn't mean anything at all, as long as one party tries to save this relationship, then why is this friendship cut off, and she worked hard, but she got nothing, of course, this effort did not use all her strength, because Zhen Wenxin Because of work, all kinds of entanglements hindered her, but can these be excuses? may be able to soothe the comfort in her heart, but in the face of others' doubts, she is speechless.

Watching Zhen Wenxin's training day by day, she knew that Zhen Wenxin had completely adapted to the life of a trainee, her existence was already dispensable, and the next thing to accompany Zhen Wenxin would be those teammates, and her appearance was no longer needed, as a strict teacher, Lin Yuehua had taken her place, as a good friend, Xunwu also replaced herself, Wen Zixin knew that what she needed to deal with next was only her own work.

Her status today is not easy to get, since she stepped into this industry, she has never had a real vacation, she has been working every day for more than 20 years, it is this spirit of never slacking off, and Zhen Hua's long-term support, she has today's status, but it is easy to find Zhen Hua, but where she starts, how long it takes, she doesn't know at all, she has to have a long vacation. But now is an information age, a little slack, there will be a lot of trust flocking up, she disappears in front of the screen for a little longer, then she will fade out of the public's field of vision, she needs her choice between feelings and career, she can't accept Zhen Hua's departure, but she also can't accept the decline of her career, she needs to choose, but she can't choose.

There are many forks in the road in life, and no one knows which choice must be beautiful without regrets. Gains and losses are often not only unpredictable but also difficult to estimate, and what can be relied on may be all the heart. The former is the relationship of Jin's thirty years, and the latter is the crystallization of most of her life's efforts, how to choose between the two? You can't have both, this is a truth that junior high school students understand, but she wants to have both, but she is already confused.

The wine glass in her hand accidentally fell, the red wine in the glass spilled on her body, the wine soaked her clothes, the cold feeling seemed to touch a certain nerve, her irritable heart seemed to calm down because of this, she was sober, and the confusion naturally no longer existed, the so-called choice is only a decision made between established things or people, and the key lies in the original intention or interests, and Zhen Hua and status, there is a dependent relationship between the former and the latter, the two are not interdependent, but because of the former and the latter, the latter exists because of the former, Which is more important? Naturally, the conclusion was reached.

Maybe there was a little hesitation before, but now she has suddenly become enlightened, her career is nothing more than a means of making a living to obtain a material life, and she has enough money to meet her material life, but her spiritual world is built on the basis of Zhen Hua, the maintenance of her spiritual world, Zhen Hua plays a vital role, under this premise, she has no reason to choose a career and give up Zhen Hua, so the haze of confusion is swept away, pour a glass of red wine for herself, and after drinking it all, The glass was slammed to the ground, and the glass slag scattered on the ground was crystal clear, but it was also shattered.

No matter how long the road is, it can be completed step by step, and no matter how short the road is, it cannot be reached without stepping away. Wen Zixin has already taken her first step, booked a ticket back to Jianning, notified her assistant, the news of the vacation, without any warning, naturally will not hold a press conference, simply arranged a Weibo, Wen Zixin has already prepared his luggage and rushed to the airport.

There was no assistant with him, no hotel booking, nothing was arranged, not even the freshly broken goblet was cleaned, and he hurriedly stepped on the latest flight. As a public figure, her approach can be said to be quite irresponsible, all the itinerary that has been arranged has been pushed off, and the liquidated damages that need to be paid are as high as six figures, but she doesn't care about these, Wen Zixin, who is not makeup, except that her body is still hot, and the deep eyes on her haggard face reveal the traces of time, although she is still a, but if she is not carefully identified, no one will associate her with the well-known national goddess, and she does not mind sitting in the crowded economy class.

Between confusion and confusion, she made a choice, the length of life is colorful, and every choice condenses the contemplation that has passed; Every choice blooms with a clenched dream; Every choice interprets the color of life. I want to make this choice an indispensable splendor in the article, and live a more colorful life for my tomorrow!

The length of life is colorful, and every choice condenses the contemplation that has passed; Every choice blooms with a clenched dream; Every choice interprets the color of life. No one knows if the choice is right or wrong this time, but it is only a matter of having a clear conscience.