Chapter 37: Gloomy
It's a pity that the couple's only daughter is now called Zhen Wenxin, and Zhen Wenxin can never recover her original surname, and what's even more sad is that Zhen Wenxin is now in a state where her father doesn't love her mother, her father ran away, and Wen Zixin is now responsible for taking care of her, but Wen Zixin threw her into the studio, and didn't care whether she lived or died.
Zhen Wenxin now has the most contact with Xunwu every day, and the other people in the team are actually not familiar with her, and Xunwu witnessed her breaking up with the mouse, and also saw how she kicked the mouse down the stairs, Xunwu witnessed her weakness, and also witnessed her fierceness, so now Xunwu is also her best friend.
It's a pity that Zhen Wenxin doesn't know, some feelings happen quietly and silently, just as Xunwu's good impression of her, and her dependence on Xunwu, formed silently, she herself doesn't know, and Xunwu is also ignorant, this emotion already exists, but both of them seem to be able to ignore it, but everyone else in the team sees it, so Lin Yuehua knows, then Wen Zixin knows, and Wen Zixin knows, according to the convention Zhen Hua also knows, although Zhen Hua has never replied to the message, but about Zhen Wenxin's daily life, she still reports to Zhen Hua every day.
And after Zhen Hua saw it, he didn't react much, because he and Wenzixin didn't know that Zhen Wenxin and the mouse had already said godbaye, so he just glanced at it in a hurry and didn't pay attention to it, it is not surprising that the ignorance of girls in adolescent love is the norm.
It's just that Wen Zixin's attitude is completely opposite, she naturally understands how deep the water is in the entertainment industry, and Xun Wu is already a very big trainee, especially in terms of scheming, especially above the mouse, and Zhen Wenxin can be deceived by the mouse, if the object is replaced by Xun Wu, then Zhen Wenxin will no longer have the slightest power to fight back, it is a little scary to think about, she must stop it, but she also understands that if she stops it now, it is more like promoting this marriage, Zhen Wenxin will not listen to her own words, It will also arouse Zhen Wenxin's rebellious psychology, so that the gains outweigh the losses.
Let's wait and see what happens, after Wen Zixin thought about it repeatedly, he still made this decision that was not a decision, but it would definitely not work to let them do this, and notified Lin Yuehua to increase their training intensity, maybe this approach can also prevent the development of the situation to a certain extent, but it is also a palliative approach after all.
Wen Zixin is a little glad now, she didn't get married and have children like a normal person, she would have felt a little regretful, but now it seems that what a wise choice this is, raising a child has to take care of all aspects, especially adolescent children, they have to face many problems, this kind of burden is much heavier than work, and these days Zhen Wenxin's things are also annoying, she wants Zhen Wenxin to stop a little countless times, but she understands that at this age is the age of longing for love.
Didn't you also have a good impression of Zhen Hua back then? It's just that because of the girl's reserve and the identity of a friend, she gradually gave up that impossible like. Of course, if Zhen Hua knew about this, he would definitely regret it, if he was braver back then, some of the years of hard work would not exist, but unfortunately it was only if, the current Wen Zixin no longer has the original good impression of him, even if he is still dependent, he still has not crossed the boundary of lovers.
It's a pity that Zhen Wenxin didn't know, just because she evoked Wen Zixin's memories, her life began to be sad, the amount of training more than doubled, and there was not much rest time in the first place.
In fact, she knows that she likes Xunwu a little, but this liking is more like her sister's liking for her brother, and she also understands that the dependence she has is just seeking comfort after falling out of love, in her opinion, this is not a relationship, and she can't have a relationship with Xunwu.
In essence, she is a rational person, which is related to Zhen Hua's education of her since she was a child, everything must be looked at rationally, and the relationship with the mouse is her irrationality, but after that, she also secretly swore that she would never make this kind of mistake again, especially emotionally, and at this point, compared to Zhen Hua, she can be said to be better than blue, even Zhen Hua has no reason at all, but now she has extraordinary rationality.
She understands that Xun Wu has a good impression of her, but she has never accepted it, and of course she has no clear refusal, because she understands that Xun Wu is a good person, coupled with his handsome appearance, he is worthy of any girl, and if he rejects him outright, what kind of harm will it cause to him, he may not know it, so Zhen Wenxin chose not to accept or refuse But in Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin's eyes, this seems to be trapped.
In fact, if it is about the rationality of feelings, the current Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin may not be as good as Zhen Wenxin, so far Zhen Hua has only experienced two loves, one is peaceful, and the other is fruitless, and Wen Zixin has no emotion in her life for more than 40 years, until now she has never tasted the taste of love, and at this point, Zhen Wenxin is much stronger than the two of them, although she was deceived about her feelings, but she really loved it, unlike her two elders who have not tried the joy of love at all, But he only knows how to judge her all day long.
Of course, Zhen Wenxin definitely didn't dare to say these words to her two elders, who didn't have a little desire to survive? But this is also the truth, as for what Wen Zi is worried about, what emotions should not occur between her and Xunwu, it is completely unfounded.
And Wen Zixin's perception of Xunwu also has some mistakes, a teenager who grew up in the rehearsal room since he was a child has any scheming, the people he contacts are all people like him, in addition to these people who work hard for their dreams, he can only contact those instructors, teenagers who have not seen society, just like a pure blank paper, he has no scheming at all, even Zhen Wenxin can see this, but Wen Zixin looked away, so what she did naturally became a painting snake, These inconsequential things have become her heart disease, and Zhen Wenxin has also been miserable by her groundless speculation.
It's a pity that it's a foregone conclusion, Wen Zixin's increased training amount for them will not decrease, even if she knows that this reason is so absurd, but there is no way to change this fact, it's a pity that she doesn't even know the reason for the increase in her training volume, and the most painful thing for her is that she has been in this "hell" for so long, her father has not even come to see her once, and Aunt Qiuhan, who stuffed herself in, has never shown up again.
The sad thing is that there is more than that, what is even more sad is that she doesn't know that her father has the idea of leaving her, and she doesn't know that the person who is going to take over her is Aunt Qiuhan, who she fears the most, and the most terrible thing is that her Aunt Qiuhan is tired of her things, so her situation can be imagined, but she doesn't know it, and the really excessive things haven't happened.
Zhen Hua couldn't help but shiver at the top of the mountain, feeling that there was a voice calling him in the distance, but he never believed in the theory of gods and ghosts, and naturally he didn't care, but he didn't know that it was his most beloved daughter praying, begging him to come back quickly and pick him up, but unfortunately Zhen Hua blocked all external communication equipment, no one knew that he was here, and he didn't care if others were looking for him.
He didn't think that he would return to this place this time, and naturally he didn't prepare incense candles and paper money, took out the cigarettes in the trunk, put three and put them on the edge of the cliff to light them, and took out a wad of banknotes from his wallet and threw them into the fire, so he simply made a sacrificial ceremony, maybe not formal, but it was also a part of his mind, every year he would prepare incense candles and paper money for two benefactors, there was a secret door in his bedroom, and behind the secret door was enshrined the spirit cards of the two people, but this secret was not known except for Wen Zixin, Wen Zixin knew, just because Wen Zixin was also grateful to the two benefactors, but Wen Zixin didn't know the reason for their deaths, and Zhen Hua knew, but Zhen Hua never told anyone.
Because there were too many things involved, Zhen Hua chose to conceal it, and Zhen Wenxin was his key object of concealment, and he also hid all these secrets in his heart.
He took out a case of wine from the trunk, took out three more wine glasses, and after pouring them full, he took the wine glass to himself, and drank it all, he had many things in his heart that he wanted to say to the two deceased benefactors, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say them.
He promised Zhen Wenxin's biological parents that he would treat Zhen Wenxin as his own daughter and protect Zhen Wenxin for the rest of his life, in the past seventeen years, he did it, but in the days to come, he will not be able to accompany Zhen Wenxin, and he will not be able to become Zhen Wenxin's permanent haven, and these are all caused by that damn cigarette.
He came back here by mistake, but there was no memory in his heart, but full of repentance, he couldn't repay the debt to Zhen Wenxin's parents, and Zhen Wenxin had given it to the person he trusted the most, I hope Wenzixin can keep her safe for life, and she can't do anything anymore.
In the real sense, Zhen Hua has no children, Zhen Wenxin is his adopted daughter, but she is also his legal heir, the reason why he did not give all the property to Zhen Wenxin in the will is also because he needs Wen Zixin to take care of her, in terms of material, Zhen Hua has done his best, but the spiritual vacancy, he can only hope for Wen Zixin.
And now he can only sit on the edge of the cliff, facing the two deceased benefactors, he is drinking, but also self-punishment, a box of wine was taken out by him, he drank one cup after another, he wanted to get himself drunk, maybe this inexplicable sadness, has broken him, and soon he will be reunited with the two old people.