Chapter 40: Awakening
The employees of Zhen's Group guarded the entire floor, adhering to the principle of never putting a reporter in, they have always adhered to it, so those reporters who wanted to "take advantage of the fire to rob" had to return in vain, and Wen Zixin has been sitting at the door of the emergency room, waiting for the door to open.
Fortunately, Zhen Hua's condition was not serious, he just lost too much blood, and after wound treatment and blood transfusion treatment, he was transferred to the general ward in a few hours, but he did not wake up for a long time, and the doctor just said: Wait. With just two words, Wen Zixin didn't close his eyes for a day and a night, and only then did Zhen Hua slowly open his eyes late at night the next day.
Wen Zixin's bloodshot eyes looked at Zhen Hua eagerly, Wen Zixin wanted to scold, but she couldn't help it, she looked at Zhen Hua's tired eyes, her glasses instantly turned red, and tears swirled in her eyes.
And Zhen Hua looked at Wen Zixin at this time, and he had to smile helplessly, he thought that his life had come to an end, but he didn't expect that there was a chance to wake up, and the person he saw at first sight when he woke up was Wen Zixin, he knew that his life was picked up by Wen Zixin, and he knew the general situation of the matter, and what could he do except be helpless? Sooner or later, that day would have to come to him, and he knew that day was not far off, and there was little point in surviving for a few months.
Of course, the last thing he wanted to happen also happened, Wen Zixin found himself, and the previous escape seemed to have no meaning, but in the face of Wen Zixin, how could he explain his previous behavior? He didn't plan to tell the truth, the real situation was too shocking for even him to accept, not to mention Wen Zixin, he couldn't share this pain with Wen Zixin.
But just as he was thinking about how to deal with it, Wen Zixin had already pounced on him, howling and crying, catching him off guard, he stroked Wen Zixin's hair, but he didn't know what to say, he could only quietly listen to Wen Zixin's cry, this sound was so distressing, like a hammer hitting the heart.
Zhen Hua knew that he had walked from the edge of life and death, and he was most worried about his own mood, but it was conceivable that he couldn't accept Wen Zixin's cry at all, it was always so pitiful and heartbreaking, usually when he heard this voice, he would do everything he could to make Wen Zixin stop, no matter what method he took, he would do it, but now the situation seems to be different from usual.
In Zhen Hua's memories, Wen Zixin never cried for him, either because of his parents, or because of work, or because of feelings, but every time it had nothing to do with him, he persuaded him as a bystander, but this time, Wen Zixin's sadness was caused by himself, he was no longer an outsider, but he was not happy at all.
Wen Zixin shed tears for the first time because of himself, he should be glad, this is the biggest step in the pursuit of many years, but in addition to the guilt, he only has chagrin, chagrin himself, because he Wen Zixin shed tears, this heart-rending cry is more tragic than any time before, is it because this person is himself? No, Zhen Hua is self-aware, this is just because she is still alive, so that she can still have an outlet for catharsis, if she sleeps peacefully, maybe Wenzi's heart will not be like this.
Zhen Hua understands that many years of friendship have been unstoppable under the influence of time, and this friendship that is almost like family affection has made Wen Zixin feel dependent, and it is this sense of dependence that Wen Zixin will feel that he cannot lose, so when he is about to die, he will show such a sad appearance, but this is not what he wants.
If Wen Zixin mixed a trace of feelings between men and women in this cry, Zhen Hua would feel that this life was in vain, but he knew that no, Wen Zixin simply thought that he would lose a close friend, so he was so heart-rending and painful, and there was no emotion between men and women.
"Zhen Hua, you bastard! What can't you tell me, what is it that makes you think of suicide! Have you ever wondered how sad the people around you will be when you die! ”
The sound of choking with crying made the questioning seem so flustered, but Zhen Hua couldn't say a word in the face of Wen Zixin's questioning, because he couldn't explain, no matter how he explained, it was impossible to give a reasonable explanation, so he chose to be silent, he understood that he could only go one way to the dark now, since he chose to hide it at the beginning, there was no reason to stop, even if Wen Zixin had seen something strange, he could only choose to continue to conceal it.
Maybe because Zhen Hua was silent for too long, Wen Zixin's head buried in Zhen Hua slowly lifted, she thought Zhen Hua was asleep again, but when she looked up, what she saw was Zhen Hua's harmless eyes, her eyes were full of helplessness, she was stunned, because Zhen Hua's next action scared her.
Zhen Hua got out of bed like a nobody, pulled out the needle in his hand, and walked straight out of the ward, Wen Zixin wanted to stop him, but found that he was already a little weak because of lack of sleep, plus great joy and sorrow, her body actually couldn't stand it for a long time, and she fell down accidentally.
Zhen Hua noticed her movements, and walked to her side, picked her up, and put her on the bed.
"You lie down for a while, I'll go out and make a call to call someone to send you back to rest, what's the matter, I'll give you an answer tomorrow, okay?" When the time comes, I'll tell you everything you want to know. ”
Wen Zixin looked at him with a confused expression, said "um" and stopped answering, and obediently lay on Zhen Hua's hospital bed. In fact, when Zhen Hua picked her up, she was stunned, she just fell, but she didn't expect that it was Zhen Hua's princess hug who greeted her, which made her blush, it seemed that the two had not had such ambiguous body movements before, but Zhen Hua seemed to be very natural.
This is really not difficult for Zhen Hua, who let him have a daughter like Zhen Wenxin, his little princess and Wen Zixin's figure is not much different, it can be said that he has long been accustomed to it, but the object just now is Wen Zixin, he also mustered up courage, but he behaved very naturally, but his steps when he left the ward in a hurry still exposed his panic, but unfortunately Wen Zixin was still in a daze, so naturally he had no time to take care of this detail.
As soon as Zhen Hua came out of the room, he saw his secretary Xiao Yu, but he was startled, he was going to call her, and she saved herself the effort of calling in the hospital, but it really startled him, but Xiao Yu was not taken aback by Zhen Hua.
"Chairman, why did you come out?"
"Xiaoyu, please wait a while and send Miss Wen Qiuhan to the hotel to rest, and inform the board of directors next week to proceed as usual, and I will give them a reasonable explanation at that time, so that the group of directors will not be unreasonably suspicious now."
"Chairman, Miss Wen Qiuhan's identity is sensitive, and now there are a large number of reporters gathered outside the hospital, we may not be able to take Miss Wen Qiuhan away for a while, you see ......"
Zhen Hua also inexplicably rose a nameless fire in his heart, and these reporters, sometimes he really wanted to "kill the Quartet", but he knew that this was unrealistic, and what Wen Zixin needed now was rest, and he could only let Wen Zixin stay in the hospital for one night.
"Ask the doctors and nurses if there are any spare beds, I want her to have a good rest, so I tell the doctor that the bed, we will pay according to the hospitalization."
Xiao Yu's execution is still very high, and it is this that Zhen Hua likes, but this time Zhen Hua was disappointed, the hospital no longer has a separate ward, and it is impossible to arrange a spare bed for Wen Zixin to rest, so Zhen Hua had to give up, and gave a good instructions to the board of directors next week, and let Xiao Yu and the others leave first.
When Zhen Hua returned to the ward, Wen Zixin was already asleep, and her sleeping posture was still a little cute, Zhen Hua re-covered the beaten quilt for her, and she also sat on the chair where Wen Zixin was sitting before. He is still a patient, just out of the danger period, and he should not use his brain excessively at this time, but looking at Wen Zixin, countless thoughts surged in his heart, and finally, he also turned into eyes full of love.
During this period, except for the rhythm of the wind, there was no other sound, and the silence was terrifying, which made people inevitably palpitate, but Zhen Hua looked at Wen Zixin's face and fell asleep peacefully.
Sometimes, love is also a kind of hurt, cruel people, choose to hurt others, kind people, choose to hurt themselves. Zhen Hua is the latter, the person he hurt has always been just himself, and the person he loves is in deep pain because he hurt himself, he regrets it, but it is to no avail.
Knowing what is wrong and right, but not knowing how long it can last, encountering it, feeling right, acting on it, even if it fails, it will not regret it, after all, the process is beautiful, but if it has not begun, it has already ended, even if it falls into eternal darkness, it is full of regret.
Zhen Hua's choice was wrong from the beginning, he missed Wen Zixin's best time, he didn't think about making up for his loss until he was middle-aged, and he returned to the starting point because of his cowardice, he hated, hated his cowardice, and hated Wen Zixin's concern for him, the mode of getting along he chose by himself, but also hurt himself, and indirectly hurt Wen Zixin, this is a sin, and his life may be robbed because of this.
Perhaps it is precisely because he can't see the road in front of him, and he has planned the future Moyang in his heart; Although fate is so ruthless, he still stubbornly persists, so he is so painful, and the end of the pain is eternal sleep, and the living can only inherit his pain, maybe this is not the result he wants, but his choice is destined to end the way, he is wrong, but he is also right, right and wrong is just because of the different positions, relative to himself, more than 20 years of hard pursuit will have a trace of eyebrows, but relative to Wen Zixin, what is left is only boundless suffering.
At that time, we can only rely on time, in addition to tears, what can wash away everything is time, and time is used to change feelings, the longer the time, the lighter the conflict, like a diluted tea. And his existence has become nothingness.
This is a strange dream, but it is also extremely real, he has thought too much in the dream, but when he opened his eyes, there was still a sleeping Wenzixin beside him.