Chapter 41: Prevarication
Wen Zixin also seemed to wake up, the two looked at each other, and there was an indescribable embarrassment, and the most embarrassing thing was Wen Zixin. Zhen Hua seemed to have slept on the chair all night, but she was sleeping on Zhen Hua's hospital bed, which was so embarrassing, she quickly got out of bed, and ran out of the door without even taking care of her messy hair after sleeping, Zhen Hua didn't have time to stop her.
Supporting his tired body, he got up, smiled helplessly, didn't know what to do, and sat down tiredly. Seeing the long hair and tear stains falling from the pillow, he knew that the two of them were no longer young, they could no longer withstand the toss, Wen Zixin had already told him this fact with practical actions, and he had to face the reality clearly.
So he also made up his mind, he must not tell Wen Zixin about his cancer, he doesn't want Wen Zixin to worry about himself again, this kind of taste is not comfortable at all, there is no sense of achievement, and some only self-blame and remorse after feeling guilty.
I use countless assumptions to simulate myself, but no matter what the situation, there can be no reasonable explanation logically, and it can even be said that no matter how gorgeous the lie is logically illusory and unrealistic. covers up the truth, then the existence of a lie is the truth he needs, but Wen Zixin is not a fool, his lie needs to take care of every detail, otherwise there is a possibility of being exposed, but in the handling of details, his logical level can't keep up, he admits that he can't complete this lie.
But since he has made up his mind, then the truth will definitely be covered up, otherwise Wen Zixin will worry about himself again, that is the biggest sin, he has already done this once, next time, let himself watch it in the sky, he didn't want to see him again, even if he knew that his approach was absurd, but unfortunately he was such a stubborn person, sometimes Wen Zixin didn't understand his thinking mode, but maybe it was for this reason that he was able to get to this point with Wen Zixin.
Time passed quietly in contemplation, and how could his exhausted body withstand the long period of mental exertion, and after a while, he sat down in his chair and fell asleep, he still did not realize that he was still a patient, he had just walked from the brink of life and death, and what he needed at this time was to recuperate, and these things would only prolong his healing time.
And after a while, Wen Zixin also returned to the ward, and saw Zhen Hua who was asleep on the chair, after being speechless for a while, there were black lines on her face, when she approached, she wanted to move Zhen Hua to bed, but found that Zhen Hua's legs were full of blood, and there was also a pool of blood directly under the chair, the gauze that bandaged the wound before had already been soaked in blood, Wen Zi panicked, and hurriedly called the doctor.
Wen Zixin didn't know what was going on, but at this time she was so anxious, she had only left for less than half an hour, Zhen Hua had such an accident again, she didn't know what Zhen Hua had done in that period of time just now, could it be that it was the last suicide attempt, so she took advantage of the time she was away to commit suicide again, Wen Zixin didn't dare to think about it anymore, Zhen Hua was already determined to die, he was confused by him last night, but now it's too late to regret it, Zhen Hua was pushed into the operating room againShe sat on the bench outside the operating room and waited again.
She had prepared a series of questions just now, which needed Zhen Hua's answer, and she had already estimated all her connections and assets, no matter what Zhen Hua's answer was, she would definitely accompany Zhen Hua through the difficulties, even if she lost all her net worth, but she didn't expect to see such a scene after entering the door. She couldn't imagine how much difficulty Zhen Hua was facing, so that Zhen Hua didn't have the slightest idea of resisting, a person who was bent on thinking was not at all like the Zhen Hua she knew, so the explanation seemed to be called out, desperate, completely desperate. Only utter despair can push a person closer to his thoughts, and if there is not a glimmer of hope, who will commit suicide lightly.
In her memory, Zhen Hua has never been a person who gives up lightly, that stubbornness once supported Zhen Hua to build this business empire, and the persistence in Zhen Hua's bones, she believes that it has never changed, but in the face of this matter, Zhen Hua is completely desperate, even if she doesn't know what this matter is, but she believes that no matter how difficult it is, as long as she lives, there is still hope, and if she dies, she will completely lose, and Zhen Hua is not the only one who loses, there are too many people who will be sad and cry because of Zhen Hua.
This time Zhen Hua was quickly pushed out of the operating room, compared to before, it seems that it was found relatively early, and it was treated in time, and there was no major problem, but who would have thought that when Zhen Hua was just sent back to the ward, he woke up, and looked at Wen Zixin and the accompanying medical staff with a puzzled expression, he didn't know what was going on at all, he just slept for a while, why did he suddenly have so many onlookers watching, which made him feel uncomfortable.
Of course, this is not over, Zhen Hua suddenly received a slap on the face, a crisp and powerful slap, which stunned Zhen Hua, but what shocked Zhen Hua even more was that in the next second, Wen Zixin threw himself into his arms, crying bitterly, so that Zhen Hua had no time to react, didn't he just sleep? What happened, looked at the doctors and nurses with eyes asking for help, but the doctors and nurses consciously left the ward when they saw this scene, and tiptoed the door shut, so only Wen Zixin, who was crying bitterly, and Zhen Hua who looked confused were left in the ward.
"Zhen Hua, you bastard! Do you want to die like that! ”
Zhen Hua was even more confused, what did he do? It's just that he fell asleep because he was too tired, how could it cause such a big mood swing in Wen Zixin.
"Stop, stop, what's going on? I just slept for a while, so why did it have anything to do with suicide? I'm fine. ”
Wen Zixin was angry when she heard this, she had already been arrested by her, if she hadn't found out in time, Zhen Hua would have succeeded, and Zhen Hua was still arguing with herself, she was worried, but she was also angry, worried about Zhen Hua's life, but what was angry was that Zhen Hua had not explained the reason for suicide to herself, and she had repeatedly taught her.
"I left for half an hour, and I saw you bleeding too much and fell into a coma, and you said what happened!"
Seeing the gauze on his knees, he seemed to understand, but he didn't feel that his wound was cracked, and even if the wound was cracked, it wouldn't cause excessive blood loss, after all, the wound had already been treated, I wanted to explain, but Wen Zixin's current state seemed to be that the oil and salt didn't enter, what could he do?
"Think about it, even if I want to commit suicide, I won't deliberately destroy the wound, I'll smear a knife on my neck, it's white, why bother with all this effort?"
"Are you sure?"
Wen Zixin looked at Zhen Hua tentatively, she couldn't believe Zhen Hua at all now, in her opinion, Zhen Hua was now dead, and all the explanations were just to confuse herself and not let herself interfere with his suicide action, but after thinking about it carefully, it seems to make sense, what can be solved with one knife, Zhen Hua will not make so much effort, after all, after so many years of getting along, how lazy Zhen Hua is, she still knows in her heart, Zhen Hua will not choose such a troublesome way to die.
"Sure and sure, and I didn't go up the mountain to commit suicide before, I just went up the mountain to pay tribute to Brother Yao and his wife, brought some wine, and then I got drunk, and I didn't know what happened, and I woke up the next day with that bloody look, I really didn't want to commit suicide, I was a person who spared my life, you don't know yet."
Zhen Hua's half-truths and half-truths were also made up temporarily, but according to the previous truth, this passage may also confuse Wen Zixin, and Wen Zixin also believed Zhen Hua, but felt that something was wrong.
"Brother Yao's death day is still early, who are you? And I don't know how much you drink? Even if you're really drunk, I don't know what virtues you have when you're drunk, what else can you do but sleep? Is it okay to make up nonsense and make it real? Do you think I'll believe it? ”
Wen Zixin's series of questions were raised, but Zhen Hua was a little at a loss, what he explained was indeed true, he just covered up his psychological activities, but he didn't prevaricate at all, and the little guard that Wen Zixin had just let go of was also put on first-level alert.
"It's good that you still don't know something, you just need to know that I never thought about killing myself."
"Do you think I'm trying to take care of your? We've known each other for so many years, what's not to say? If the company has any difficulties, or Xiao Wenxin has any problems, I can find a way to help you solve them, can you hide it for a while, can you hide it for a lifetime? ”
Zhen Hua knew that if he didn't explain clearly, he couldn't pass this level, it was really not easy for him to fool the past, and it was not something he could accept to tell him frankly, so he mentioned his daughter through Wen Zixin, and he seemed to think of something.
"Did you know that Brother Yao has a daughter?"
Wenzi was stunned, she never knew it, because she was busy with work at the time, even if it was a life-saving benefactor, she had little contact, the second time she saw Brother Yao was at the funeral, and naturally she didn't know that Brother Yao had a daughter, but what does this have to do with Zhen Hua?
Looking at Wen Zixin's confused eyes, Zhen Hua also sighed helplessly and continued: "Her current name is Zhen Wenxin. ”
After Wen Zixin heard this, she was so surprised that she could stuff an apple into her mouth, this was simply the most absurd thing she had heard in recent years, she thought that Zhen Hua had hidden something from herself, but she didn't expect that what Zhen Hua had hidden from herself was Zhen Wenxin's life experience, and it had been hidden for seventeen years.
"I have my troubles, I hope you can understand and don't tell her this secret."
Wen Zixin nodded in her heart, she was already stunned, she was stunned by the bombshell news thrown by Zhen Hua, her brain was still processing this secret, and she couldn't care about the truth of Zhen Hua's suicide at all.