Maybe no one can fully understand her feelings, so she also picked up the cigarette she has always hated the most, maybe this is also a way to remember Zhen Hua, but it didn't have any effect, and she barely fell asleep under the catalysis of cigarettes and red wine. It is conceivable that even if it is a sick psychological suggestion, it is still impossible to erase the most real psychological reaction, even if the bitterness has been erased from the heart, but the bitterness penetrates the brain and hits the heart, that is, there is no sad emotion, but the body already has a sad reaction.

But when she woke up the next day, who would care that she was asleep? Even the most intimate assistant wouldn't care about such a question, maybe only Zhen Hua would ask. However, Zhen Hua is not the same as her, sleeping is extremely ugly, and even because he is too tired, Zhen Hua's saliva is dripping, and no one cares about him, he is in a strange place, and no one cares about his life or death, and he is indeed dying, so there is no need.

Being in different cities, in a quiet night, sleeping the same peacefully, and under different skies, what can they intersect? Since there is no intersection, then everyone is fine. Zhen Hua woke up from the hotel room, rubbed his eyes, put on his bathrobe sleepily, walked to the balcony, and lit a cigarette. I don't care what time I have now, I don't care where I am now, the world is big, and it's not as big as the cigarette that I got up in the morning, so he lay on the handrail of the balcony, a cigarette burned out, sighed, and then went back to bed, turned on the TV, and didn't know what to do, so he lit another cigarette when he had nothing to do.

After snuffing out the cigarette, Zhen Hua remembered that he seemed to need to determine his location, he was still a monk of Zhang's second brother, puzzled, and didn't even know where he was, so he took out his mobile phone and determined his location, only to find that he seemed to have come to the wrong place, this time it seemed that he had gone wrong, because Zhen Hua had never been to this place, and Zhen Hua also hated this kind of place the most, because crowding was what Zhen Hua hated the most.

Where did he go? Maybe this is a tourist attraction that many people like very much, but this is not the place where Zhen Hua is willing to come, this is Lijiang, which is a tourist mecca in China, and an important passage of the ancient "Southern Silk Road" and "Ancient Tea Horse Road".

About Lijiang, Zhen Hua still has a lot of understanding, "Lijiang" one, began in the Yuan Dynasty to the thirteenth year of the Yuan Dynasty (1276) to set up the administrative district Lijiang Road. "Yuan History: Geographical Chronicles" said: "The road is famous because of the river. As for the origin of the place name "Lijiang", it originated from the other name of the Jinsha River, "Lishui". "Yunnan Tongzhi": "The name of the river is Lishui, the source of the Tubo realm, the plough ox stone of Gonglongchuan, the real name is the plough water, and the plough is beautiful. "The Jinsha River originates from the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau plough cow stone, and is called plough water, and later because of the similarity of plough and Lijiang sounds, it is written as Lishui and Lijiang.

But Zhen Hua didn't understand why he came here, this is not a place where Zhen Hua is willing to come, not to mention that it is crowded here, not very pleasing, just on the geographical location here, it is not suitable for Zhen Hua, the terrain is high in the northwest and low in the southeast, the highest point is the main peak of Yulong Snow Mountain, with an altitude of 5596 meters, and the lowest point is the Tangba estuary in Shilongba Township, Huaping County, with an altitude of 1015 meters and a maximum height difference of 4581 meters.

I don't know what position I am now, I shouldn't have entered the ancient town, otherwise he can't see the hustle and bustle of this kind of city, presumably it's still in the urban area, but the only thing to be thankful for is that it's the off-season for tourism, and there should still be no such crowded scene. Of course, he didn't want to stay for a long time, because there was no meaning, his journey was not an ordinary tour, even if it was to the holy place of tourism, he was not in the mood to visit the mountains and rivers, what he wanted to do was to find the feeling of the past, and revisit the old place, but there was no memory here, why should he stay here? Think of it as a place for yourself to rest temporarily, and you don't need to be nostalgic.

So he was ready to leave, this is the plateau, he has never lived in the plateau, his body has already had some reactions, but it is not obvious, he should leave, he does not belong here, it is just a place to rest, so he plans to check out and leave. But unfortunately, he can't go now, and this period of time, he may not be able to go, because just out of the hotel, he found that his car is gone, last night in a hurry, parked the car on the side of the road, and ignored it, this morning his car is gone, he has no choice but to call the police, and once the police intervene, he needs to stay in Lijiang for a long time, these two days must be unable to leave, and there is no means of transportation, he is indeed too lazy to buy a car again, Or choose the train or plane to leave, because then the journey seems to have determined the destination, without any surprises and accidents, he is already a dying man, and he doesn't want to be so dull anymore.

Zhen Hua was invited to the police station, made a simple record, and could only go back and wait for news, but his room had been withdrawn, where could he go with his luggage? Since you want to stay in Lijiang, you will naturally enter the ancient town, and there is a simple and elegant atmosphere in the ancient town, which is suitable for calming your restless heart, but there was no such idea before, and now that you have to stay here for a few days, you will enter the ancient town, find a comfortable and comfortable inn, and then live.

In the bustling city, I always want to keep myself away from the hustle and bustle of the world. What traces can be left behind in every experience, every cry, and every painful struggle? I don't know, maybe we are just a grain of sand in the red dust, busy every day, just looking for a pure land in our hearts, and this may be. Who can understand the impatience of a dying man? It is precisely because he does not have enough time that he has become extremely irritable, how can he see death? When he learned that his time was running out, how could he be calm? The rush of running around didn't seem to have any purpose, and if it was a purpose, it was so ethereal, so he really needed a place to calm down.

The mania of the mood has caused problems in his thinking, and now Zhen Hua does not have half a point of calmness and composure in the past, I don't know when he started, he began to change, and became extremely emotional, maybe it started from the time he learned about his illness, he was originally such a rational person, but now because of the fear of death, his thinking has been disturbed. So he needed such a pure place to heal his mind, and he didn't want his last time to be spent in such a hurry.

A quiet yard, because it is the off-season for tourism, there is only one guest in the whole yard, Zhen Hua, and the boss greets him warmly, but Zhen Hua likes to be clean, so he did not greet the boss, smoking on the bench in the yard alone, looking at the quiet courtyard, he didn't know what to do, and there seemed to be only endless confusion.

Sometimes, we feel like we've come to an end, but it's just our hearts that have come to an end. No matter how deep the despair is, it is a process, there is always an end, and avoiding it is never the way. If you have the courage to move forward, maybe the opportunity is in the next second. Jimmy said that I always see the most beautiful scenery in the deepest despair. Zhen Hua is already in the dark, but everything he hears and sees is light, this is a blessing.

There are always times when you are confused in life, there are always times when you are at a low point, there are always those dark clouds covering the sky, and there are always those hurdles that you can't cross, but this is all lucky, because every time you come to this time, it means that there is still a future, and life is still going on, but Zhen Hua is not like this, his life is about to come to an end, what does he need to do? No one knows, not even he knows, maybe just like that, in a quiet courtyard, smoking a cigarette and looking at the sky of the plateau, it seems that there is a different artistic conception.

Sometimes Zhen Hua even lost himself for a while, confused who he was, and forgot where he was and where he wanted to go. That's not bad, at least he understands what he's doing, a very simple thing, he's smoking, that's all, what is he going to do? I don't know, maybe just waiting quietly, waiting for the police to investigate, if you can recover your car, it is naturally the best, even if you can't, it is just to buy a new car and continue on the road, but these days you can indeed recuperate quietly for a few days in this leisurely and comfortable ancient town.

The innkeeper is a thin and tall middle-aged man, wearing heavy black-framed glasses, with a sven look, everyone calls him "Brother Snake", but it is a little different from his appearance, but Zhen Hua also called it so, and he will live for a while in the future, Zhen Hua booked a room for a week, which is the time he gave himself to stay in Lijiang.

It's just that Brother Snake looked at him, and he was very weird, when he came to Lijiang, he didn't go out, and he didn't inquire about the scenic spots, he just sat in the yard and smoked, and he didn't play with his mobile phone like a young man, he just sat in a daze, feeling extremely weird, but he looked like a stranger, so Brother Snake was just doing his own thing in his room, and he glanced at Zhen Hua in the yard from time to time, but he never saw Zhen Hua move, and it was already evening after a while.

The sky gradually darkened, but Zhen Hua didn't notice it at all, just sat on the bench in the courtyard in a daze, smoking one cigarette after another, the passage of time was unknown, it was rare to have such a leisure, forget the busyness, let the mood become as transparent as water, push open the window of the years, quietly watch the passing years, in the quiet retrospective, combing their messy thoughts, those bright or sad thoughts in the world, and slowly warm up in the ticking sound of the passing years.

Life is like this, a little busy, a little annoying, a little bitter, a little tired, a little happy, a little sweet, a little idle, a little happy. Life is always a mixed bag, everything has its two sides, there is no absolute boundary between good and bad, so in this small courtyard, calm down, to meet the tomorrow that I don't know if there is.