There is a mood called joy, anger and sorrow; There is a taste called sweet and sour; There is a kind of wisdom called foresight; There is a kind of fate, which is called eternity; There is a group called the fireworks world, and life is varied; There is a state of mind called going with the flow. Similarly, there is a person named Zhen Hua, he is in it, at this time, he just wants to watch the ups and downs of the world in this foreign land.

After all, it is a person who wants to return to the west, without the disturbance of mundane things, quietly watching the sunrise and sunset, it seems to be an elegant thing, but who knows that this sitting is a day and a night. The next morning, he looked at the rising sun, as every day in previous years, rose as usual, sighed, and subconsciously took out the cigarette case, only to find that the cigarette box was already empty, just like him now, only this useless shell remained.

Maybe every day will be Zhen Hua's last day, which is not what Zhen Hua wants, but in fact, he has to follow, this is God's will, so what is the point of him sitting for a day? Maybe it's just his last stubbornness about life and the world, unwilling to die like this, and unable to stop his mania, he can only force himself in this way, but it still has little effect, his manic heart is still controlling his emotions and affecting his actions.

Huacheng and his party, he met Yang Dehui and others, if he was a month ago, he might have stayed out of the matter, at most to give some financial help, and would never open the door for Yang Dehui to establish a branch in Huacheng for no reason, this is just because of a momentary impulse, swayed by a momentary emotion, but unfortunately the mistake has been cast, and it will naturally be rounded, but fortunately, Zhen's Group is rich and rich, but it is harmless.

But no one knows, even his secretary doesn't know, it's just a momentary impulse, because Yang Dehui's plan is too meticulous, and the twenty-year layout, just waiting for the great cause of revenge one day, is not something that everyone can expect at all, this Zhen Hua is just speculation, but he didn't expect that what Yang Dehui lacked was just an opportunity, which can be said to be crooked, but not every impulsive act will be like this, Zhen Hua also deeply understands, so he resisted his mania in this way.

There is nothing that cannot be solved, but Zhen Hua's approach at this time could not be more stupid, a day and a night have passed, all he got is sleepiness, impatience and restlessness have not been reduced by half a point, and he can only force his tired body back to the room, and he didn't have time to change his clothes, so he fell asleep on the bed, and the door was not closed.

Brother Snake woke up early in the morning and was about to go to the yard to do some exercise, when he happened to meet Zhen Hua dragging his tired body back to the house, but Zhen Hua didn't notice it, but Brother Snake found that his door was not closed, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly. Dark: What a weirdo.

So he subconsciously walked to Zhen Hua's room, but now Zhen Hua is more vigilant than ordinary people, very sensitive, and can even be said to be neurotic. So Zhen Hua, who fell asleep quickly, instinctively jumped up from the bed, and instantly came to Brother Snake, and with a simple grab, he restrained Brother Snake. And Brother Snake originally just wanted to bring Zhen Hua's door shut, but he never thought that Zhen Hua would suddenly burst out and press him to the ground.

"Pain, pain, pain! Mr. has something to say, something to say. ”

Zhen Hua also woke up instantly, and after seeing the man's face, he also let go of the hand that restrained Brother Snake, and after realizing his impulse, he also apologized repeatedly.

"I'm sorry Brother Snake, I didn't know it was you, you may have been a little too sensitive lately, I didn't mean to hurt you."

Brother Snake got up from the ground, but he didn't blame Zhen Hua, he sat on the bench in the courtyard by himself, Zhen Hua followed, Brother Snake also signaled to Zhen Hua to sit next to him, Zhen Hua hurt people first after all, so he did the same.

"I'm a few years older than you, so I'll call you Xiao Zhen."

"Brother Snake calls you whatever you want, why did you call me over?"

Zhen Hua was helpless, but after this surprise, his sleepiness was mostly gone, and he didn't want to go back to the room to sleep, but it didn't hurt to simply chat with Brother Snake, being in a foreign land, he met a strange friend, maybe the last friend in his life, this is a hunch, he hasn't made friends for a long time, but he feels that the person in front of him must have a lot of fate with him.

"Ever been a soldier?"

"No, I practiced blindly, and it was a veteran who taught me, and I just practiced for a few years."

"You are not practicing blindly, even I, a veteran, were caught by you instantly, although I have been retired for many years, but this kung fu has not been wasted, and now I have to play a set of military physical boxing every morning, it seems that your coach is extraordinary."

"Brother Snake, you shouldn't have seen the way from my tricks, right? Could it be that you still have some connection with my coach? ”

Brother Snake couldn't help laughing, he was indeed amused by Zhen Hua, looking at Zhen Hua's appearance, he was at least in his thirties, definitely not the kind of young man who had just entered the society, but this kind of rhetoric was like a girl who had watched too many idol dramas, or had paranoia, with his mature appearance, it made people cry and laugh.

"Xiao Zhen, have you read too many martial arts novels? This trick can see where you are from, you think I am a fairy, I just look at your skills, it is inevitable to feel nostalgic, I still remember the years in the army, although crying, but day by day is very fulfilling, there is an old saying that regrets two years as a soldier, and regrets a lifetime if you are not a soldier, now think about it. Don't get me wrong, I just see that you seem to have something on your mind, there are just the two of us in this courtyard, you have been sitting all day yesterday, is it possible that you will have to sit for a day today? ”

"Brother Snake, I'm fine, I came out to relax and relieve myself, but I didn't expect to be in a daze yesterday, and a day passed."

"Hahaha, you can't be confused with me. There are only three kinds of people who come here, the first is the traveling tourists, usually in groups of three or five, always smiling, that is to experience the joy of a foreign land; The second type is the pedestrians who come here for business trips, sometimes one person, sometimes many people, and they take the opportunity to travel and relax, although the busyness of the work is still miserable, but they can steal a little leisure outside of work, but there is also a trace of lightness. But you are neither, you belong to the third type, the sad person who comes here to relieve sorrow and fatigue is generally a person, fleeing suffering in a foreign land, secretly sad in a place where no one knows him, thinking that to escape is to forget, and this is the case with you at this time. ”

Zhen Hua didn't know where these tirades came from, but it did sound reasonable, but he didn't want to admit that he was the so-called third kind of person, and why was he annoyed? In addition to life, it seems that only Wen Zixin has a headache, he wants to do something, but he can't do anything, in repeated entanglements, he ran out and wandered aimlessly.

"Brother Snake, your high opinion is not like what an innkeeper said, you are hiding it."

Brother Snake waved his hand, took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, took one in his mouth, and handed one to Zhen Hua, the two of them lit a cigarette and spit out a puff of smoke at the same time, and it seemed that the relationship was getting closer.

"Xiao Zhen, I know that people like you are either emotionally injured or have suffered setbacks in their careers. I've seen a lot of sad people who come here to recuperate, and your situation is not much different, most of the time is a person sitting in the yard in a daze, sometimes see me, just go out alone, usually even tourist attractions will not go, but very strangely, usually stay and stay, they are willing to go out, some people can't wait to return to their own place, some people simply choose to have fun here, so what about you? How long does it take? What choice will you make? ”

Zhen Hua only had to smile bitterly, how long would it take him? Can the duration of this time be determined by himself? The answer must be no, if he can clearly know the deadline, why should he bother himself? He has the problems of life, and he also has emotional problems, and these are piled up together, which causes his mania, his calmness is torn apart, and now he just wants to regain his original calmness, but he can't even pick up this most basic thing, he is still confused.

"Forget it, I know that you don't know it now, you want to escape now, escape from this world, escape from all familiar people or things, believe in Brother Snake, there is no hurdle in this world that cannot be overcome, unless life is terminated, otherwise everything glows with the dawn of life, the so-called mountains and rivers have no way out, and the willows and flowers are bright and another village, this is the truth."

Zhen Hua showed a bitter smile again, who said it wasn't? The end of his life is imminent, and he may die at any time, who can understand this state of mind? He was bored, even angry, but who could understand? Even he himself didn't understand, if he could, he would rather be that ruthless Zhen Hua again, without emotional disturbances, just a simple work machine, but now he doesn't, he doesn't participate in any work, and he doesn't find anything meaningful in his free time, so he is what he is now, and only this empty body remains.

What makes me so confused, what makes me want to cry without tears, no longer need to listen to the object, there is no urge to talk, only the desolate heartbreak is left, quietly and quietly exhausting all the energy with time. Sometimes, a feeling of boredom suddenly pops up in my heart, and I feel that I am very tired and tired. Maybe you just want to indulge yourself once, hoping to go hysterical for once. But even he didn't believe that he could do it, just like he had been for many years, he was tired of living, but he didn't dare to die, the night was too long, enough to cope with the sad emotions, so it was another day to pretend to be happy as soon as the morning dawned.