Chapter 64: Climbing to the Top

What does the top of the mountain look like? Zhen Hua wants to know this answer, not only now, but also for more than 40 years, what is he looking for? Someone once told him that success means having everything, he believed in it when he was young and ignorant, but the truth ruthlessly broke his delusions, he can be regarded as a typical successful person, but what he wants to have, has always been just Wen Zixin, material conditions have always been nothing in his eyes, if there is no Wen Zixin, maybe he will spend his old age in his hometown peacefully, as an ordinary person, a peaceful life, a quiet death, how can there be today's gorgeous and colorful, But this wonderful cost him his life, and maybe this is the price he needs to pay.

Death is because he obtained items of equal value, so he needs to pay such a heavy price, of course, this is also his own decision, and his life is also handed over by him, otherwise how can he force his body forward in this vast snowy land? If it is not voluntary, no one can force him enough, he is the only one in this snow, so all the decisions are made by him independently, he seeks death, in order to take a look at the scenery after reaching the top, he cares about this very much, and it can even be said that this is his obsession, strive for perfection, and climb to the top, whether it was or now, maybe the future, but it is a pity that he has no future.

In the eyes of outsiders, he is successful, in the business world can be described as a hand to cover the sky, but he still has not reached the top of the world, he hopes for success, is a casual word can stir up the whole world, this is naturally impossible, so he is still on the road, maybe he will not be able to reach that peak in this life, but his thinking can not escape the so-called "success" theorem, he attributed the reason why he could not get Wenzi's heart to be not successful enough, so this is a piece of his heart, And except for Wen Zixin, no one can cure his heart disease, but where is Wen Zixin? Thousands of miles away, so no one can stop him from climbing, the most terrifying thing is that because of this heart disease, he actually overcame the fear of death, even if his brain is still not clear, because the voice in his heart keeps telling him that to move forward, there are only these two words, so his brain is almost in a state of complete emptiness, how can this dissuade him?

There was no way, and the distance between him and the top of the mountain was slowly shrinking, even visible to the naked eye. In fact, he got on the plank road, and he had already reached the top of the mountain, which was already the top of the mountain for tourists to enjoy, and Zhen Hua's current goal was just the highest peak in front of him, which had no meaning, but Zhen Hua had an inexplicable persistence, maybe he had an excellent memory, and he saw the story in the introduction of the scenic spot, it was an ancient love legend, on the top of the cold Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, it was cloudy and misty all year round, even in the sunniest weather, it was difficult for the sun to penetrate the clouds. It is said that the autumn equinox is the day when the sun and the moon are in harmony and shine together, and the gods will give the most perfect sunshine of love on the earth on that day. If the clouds of the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain open and the fog disperses that day, the magical sunshine will spread throughout the valley, and everyone who is touched by the sun will get the most beautiful and holy love, but the jealous mountain god never opens his mind on that day, there is always fog and rain, so it is difficult to have perfect love in the world. It can only be seen at particularly fortuitous moments, with a meter of sunlight shining on the top of the mountain. People who are illuminated by this sun can have a lifetime of unchanging love, Zhen Hua is not a superstitious person, but he believes in this ancient story.

Maybe it's because in the zero chance, only the gods are the only variable, but it's a pity that he can't see it, his physical strength is about to be overdrawn, and the road in front of him has not yet reached the end, he can only grit his teeth and insist, he has no physical strength to go down the mountain, the only feasible road is ahead, so this has become a situation where he becomes a benevolent if he doesn't succeed, Zhen Hua has chosen to gamble, he must take a look at the most apex scenery, enjoy even if it is only for a second, the thrill of the apex, he must experience it himself, This has become a knot in his heart, he is unwilling to let himself die with regrets, even if he knows that he will die soon, he is still fighting for this remnant life, what is he fighting for? Even he himself couldn't be sure.

So, one step, two steps, three steps, he fell down and got up, and continued to take his heavy steps, his consciousness almost on the verge of coma, but he still relied on his persistent will to move forward. That peak is close in front of him, as long as he continues to take a step, he will arrive, but he also feels that his limbs can no longer lift the slightest strength, even if he relies on tenacious willpower, he did not let himself unconscious, but he has frozen in place, only one step away from the peak of the peak, but he can't take this step even with all his strength, is this his fate? After all, fate does not allow him to stand at the top, does not allow him to have real success, does not allow him to have Wenzixin, and does not allow him to have this life.

Zhen Hua thought like this, and he was full of unwillingness. Why? Having come to this point, why can't he even be given the chance to complete the last step? Is this a tease of fate? Now that life is about to be lost, does he still need to compromise with fate? No, he wants to say no, he has compromised for too long, he has forgotten to resist, but that does not mean that he has forgotten to resist. Before coming to the magic capital, he had always played the role of a rebel against fate, but for the sake of Wen Zixin, he changed and learned to compromise, so he compromised for more than 20 years, but now he doesn't need to compromise, he doesn't want to compromise anymore, why should the remaining life compromise with the ruthless fate, if it can, Zhen Hua wants to break it, but it's a pity that such an idea is just vain, but now he is struggling with the vitality of every cell in his body, rebelling against the arrangement of fate.

The place where he was buried is here, it can't be changed, and he understands that he can't escape, but he can choose where he falls, and the position of one step difference determines too much, maybe this itself has no meaning, but it is of great significance to Zhen Hua now, Zhen Hua has to take a step forward desperately, one step is good. In the past, he belonged to the god of death, and now he belongs to himself, once he had no dreams, he didn't know what he wanted, he mixed up the days, lost himself in the giant wheel of time, but now he understands that what he needs is one step, the strength to take this step, maybe he only needs to take this step, and he will have no regrets in life.

So he fought, gritted his teeth, and there was even blood overflowing from the corners of his mouth, but his consciousness also regained a trace of clarity, and the only thing that could move his whole body seemed to be this mouth, so Zhen Hua made an action that he could not make in his life, a little too ashamed, Zhen Hua never imagined that one day he would make such an action, and such a shameful action can never be seen, especially Wen Zixin, but on this snowy mountain, there is no second person, but there is no need to worry. Letting go of his strength to support his body, he fell, but he also gained a trace of strength, his body relaxed, but in an instant he tensed, stuck an ice block in front of him with his teeth, and then rubbed his face against the ice in front of him, his hands and feet frantically wanted to burst out the last trace of strength, but unfortunately it was useless, the overdraft of his physical strength was far more serious than he imagined, he could only rely on this shameful behavior to move, and the cold touch made him almost lose his heat, and his body was numb.

Because his support points are all in his mouth, and his mouth does not have any function to protect against the cold, so his mouth quickly froze, but relying on self-mutilating tongue biting, blood also exchanged for touch for his mouth, so he moved his body like this, a distance of less than a meter, but he felt that a century had passed, and Zhen Hua, who had no time to take care of time, did not know that this short distance of one meter had consumed ten minutes, but this meter was only half passed, and he was still moving.

The sharp ice surface has cut countless wounds on his face, a handsome and handsome face was ruined because of this stupid decision, if he did die here, then his face would never recover, the ice was full of bloodstains, but Zhen Hua was stubbornly moving forward, maybe this face has been completely ruined, his appearance has changed for the first time, this kind of ups and downs in life may not be acceptable to him, after all, who doesn't care about his appearance? Especially with a big beauty like Wen Zixin by his side, Zhen Hua is still quite concerned about his appearance on weekdays, but now he has given up, because of the end of his life, what is the use of good appearance? So, with scars on his face and blood stains all over his body, he climbed this snowy peak. Even if he climbed the snow peak with his stomach on his stomach, he climbed up after all.

In this ice and snow world, the permanent glacier solidified the rapids and crystallized the snow peaks, Zhen Hua gasped heavily, letting the cold and pure air of the snow mountains inhale his heart that has been absorbing the dirty air for a long time, but he did not dare to exhale the turbidity in his chest, for fear of polluting the pure snow mountains. I'm about to die, but I don't know how long my body will last. Maybe he will never be able to forget the scene in front of him, life is like mountaineering, everyone is constantly accumulating things in the process of moving forward, which includes your reputation, status, rights, wealth, family, friendship, love, etc. Many people only know how to blindly pile things into their bags and don't know how to put them down, so that they are physically and mentally exhausted, Zhen Hua is like this, now he has reached the top, but he is also about to leave this world.

As far as the eye can see, the sky is covered with snow-capped mountains and ice peaks, which are very dazzling in the sun. The silent snow was still fluttering, but it fell heavily in his heart, and death would come, so he closed his eyes peacefully, felt the warmth of his heart, and fell asleep deeply. He only knew that he had done it, but he only knew that he had done it, but what he had done was just climbing the mountain.