Chapter 67: An Awkward Meeting

Zhen Hua couldn't believe that he would be able to see Lu Jing again one day, and he couldn't believe that the scene when they met again would be like this, he couldn't imagine Lu Jing's life over the years, and he couldn't imagine how grief Lu Jing would be after experiencing his ruthlessness? The pain of the year, today's rescue, feelings and behaviors seem to be contrary to it, Lu Jing should hate him, and he wants to cut him with a thousand knives, but Lu Jing saved him, after he had given up on life, he dug him out from under the snow, and picked up his life, so what should he do? In ancient times, he might have to make a personal promise, but he only had shame and chagrin.

The pain in his body didn't seem to matter anymore, his face was ruined by sharp ice, as if someone had slashed his face three times with a knife, and three scars had already appeared on his handsome face, making his originally delicate face have a hideous feeling. Because of the perennial position of the superior, the temperament he has cultivated, coupled with the three new scars, is like a hungry wolf, but the original Qingxiu is a little more violent, maybe this is what he got after an experience, or the growth he harvested. Maybe it's not what he wants, and when he sees Lu Jing in his current appearance, he is indeed a little ashamed, is he disfigured? From a theoretical point of view, it seems that yes, but what is left is only three shallow scars, except for adding some violent temperament, it seems that it has not changed much, but Zhen Hua is a person who pays attention to appearance, and he can't tolerate those ugly scars on his face.

But this is already doomed, his death has not come, these three scars are the intimidation of death to him, maybe because death needs people to remember its ability and need people to be in awe of it, so these three scars are just small punishments and big commandments, if Zhen Hua continues to walk on the edge of death, playing this tightrope game, maybe he will be punished more than these shallow three scars, life may become a price, but what is even more terrifying is that this life is too hard, and some people want him to live, So he is reluctant to live, it is better to die, and the facts seem to be in front of him, at this time he is in such a state, some people are unwilling to let him die easily, of course, this is not a person, but many people, many people who care about him, but it has become his trouble.

Maybe I didn't feel sorry for these three shallow scars, because this didn't affect Zhen Hua's appearance at all, so he didn't care, and the person who saved him was in front of his eyes, pressing him on the hospital bed, the two looked at each other, but it was very similar to the picture in the movie, but the plot in the movie was that Lang had a concubine intentionally, and Zhen Hua had no love for Lu Jing from the very beginning, and after Lu Jing was hurt by him once, how could he still have love? Of course, only Lu Jing knows the answer, but unfortunately Zhen Hua doesn't want to know such a boring question, maybe it's because of guilt, so he doesn't dare to look directly into Lu Jing's eyes, just look at each other for a second, Zhen Hua moved his gaze elsewhere, this is a manifestation of weakness of heart, but also a manifestation of shame, Zhen Hua can't face Lu Jing, but why isn't Lu Jing like this? Otherwise, how could he hide on the second floor of the inn for two days, thinking that he was a passerby of life, and he would never see each other again in this life, but he was tricked by fate like this.

Fate always seems to like to make such inexplicable jokes with Zhen Hua, if it weren't for Zhen Hua's psychological endurance has been exercised, maybe after he wakes up, when he sees Lu Jing, he will faint again, and now, he can only bow his head in embarrassment, not daring to look directly into Lu Jing's eyes. In fact, I saw it clearly in that second, I haven't seen it for nearly twenty years, Lu Jing's changes are still clearly visible, and her figure and appearance have not changed due to the erosion of the years, but the smiling face is always sad, and the vicissitudes of the eyes have also exposed her age, those pure eyes, at this time, they can't see through, this is Zhen Hua's fault, but what can Zhen Hua make up for these? If he could, he would definitely do his best, but now Lu Jing didn't seem to need any compensation from himself.

On the snowy mountains, he wandered on the brink of death, his body was duly punished, but his mind was clear, and he was never a fool. In this ward, in addition to himself and Lu Jing, there was another person, and the existence of this person told Zhen Hua almost everything. Brother Snake is the owner of the inn where he lives, and he has talked inexplicably a few times, and he is so embarrassed that he can't be more embarrassed, Zhen Hua has always been a second monk who has been puzzled, and now the puzzle has been solved. All the care from Brother Snake is in place of Lu Jing, and Lu Jing has always been in the inn and knows all his dynamics, so the relationship between Lu Jing and Brother Snake is self-evident, in fact, Zhen Hua should say congratulations, of course, and apologize, but in the current situation, he can't even spit out half a word.

Zhen Hua is very happy, what he is glad about is not that he has picked up this life, this life is already dispensable for him, because it may be lost at any time, so he will look down on it, and the previous mania has disappeared. However, he was glad that he could see this scene, and Lu Jing found his own happy scene. The only person who feels guilty in Zhen Hua's life is Lu Jing, because of the impulse of the moment, he caused such harm to a girl, and the girl found her own home, which did not make him completely relieved, but it also reduced his guilt, maybe this is a formality, but Zhen Hua hopes that Lu Jing can be happy for a long time, this is what Lu Jing deserves, the sins she has created are deep enough, Lu Jing's second half of her life should not have her own existence, but a man who loves her guards her and cares for her, Zhen Hua has no regrets when he can see this scene.

"Awake? What do you want to eat? ”

Speaking softly, it didn't look like the Lu Jing he knew, that spicy girl had disappeared in the long river of time, because of herself. In fact, Zhen Hua didn't notice that after they looked at each other for a second, it was not only Zhen Hua who avoided the other party's gaze, but Lu Jing was also the same, her pale face also had a hint of redness, this look was like two lovers who hadn't seen each other for a long time, which inevitably led to misunderstanding, and there was indeed a person here who misunderstood their relationship, and that person had no one else except for one. In fact, Zhen Hua guessed wrong, Brother Snake and Lu Jing were not the kind of relationship he imagined, if it was really as he expected, then he would definitely not be able to enter the door of the inn, let alone save him from the snow mountain, his conjecture was wrong, but he didn't know it yet.

"Casual ...... Whatever......"

"There's no rice noodles here, let's drink porridge."

I don't know why, when Lu Jing said this, both of them lowered their heads, and the entire ward seemed extremely silent, but only Brother Snake didn't know why, but Zhen Hua and Lu Jing understood. After all, they are husband and wife who have been together for a year, and the other party's living habits have long been known, but after so many years, Zhen Hua didn't expect her to remember, and such a conversation, in that year, would happen every day, the decision about breakfast seemed to be the fun between them, Zhen Hua preferred rice noodles, while Lu Jing preferred milk and bread, every time there was an argument, in the end, they would compromise and drink porridge, but this time there was no argument, but they both began to remember the old days.

Zhen Hua didn't stay silent for too long, he knew that there was still Brother Snake in this ward, and the way he got along with Lu Jing would inevitably make people suspicious, so Zhen Hua shrank into the quilt and closed his eyes. Lu Jing also hurriedly walked out of the ward, slammed the door of the ward, Brother Snake wanted to chase him out, but after sighing, he still gave up, walked to the balcony, and lit a cigarette by himself. So Zhen Hua didn't know, Brother Snake didn't know, when the door of the ward was closed, Lu Jing fell to the ground crying very uncontrollably, tears couldn't stop flowing out, and she couldn't wipe them dry, but she didn't have a trace of crying, only tears, maybe she was afraid, afraid of being discovered by the two people in the ward, so she deliberately covered up her crying voice, and the tears couldn't hold back, so it was like a spring, in fact, she didn't want to do this, and she had endured it for three days, Zhen Hua was in a coma for three days, she didn't dare to release her tears, Because she was afraid that because of her crying, Zhen Hua fell into a permanent coma.

After Zhen Hua woke up, she gave Zhen Hua a heavy slap, not because of the past, those pasts may be very painful, but time has passed, who will really care? What she hates is Zhen Hua's suicide, she has deliberately avoided all the places where Zhen Hua appeared over the years, if she hadn't met Brother Snake, she might have returned to Japan in more than ten years, but she knew that no matter how Zhen Hua treated her, she loved this man, like a thorny rose, knowing that there were ups and downs, but she couldn't extricate herself, she stayed in this land, and also paid attention to Zhen Hua's information from time to time, but when she really saw Zhen Hua herself, it was under the snow that Zhen Hua actually committed suicide, The extremely confident man chose to kill himself in a deserted place, she couldn't accept it, so she slapped Zhen Hua in the face, but Zhen Hua was only silent, so she didn't know what to do, and the later conversation evoked memories of the past, so she rushed out of the ward and shed tears without fighting.

After Lu Jing left the ward, Zhen Hua also carefully lifted the quilt, walked off the hospital bed, came to Brother Snake's side, and quite unceremoniously took one from Brother Snake's cigarette case and put it in his mouth, Brother Snake noticed him and lit a cigarette for him, the two men seemed to really know each other at this moment, they have a mutual friend, but Zhen Hua is only guessing about the relationship between Brother Snake and Lu Jing, but Brother Snake has a complete understanding of Zhen Hua and Lu Jing's past. They only met for the first time recently, but over the years, Zhen Huake has always been Brother Snake's imaginary enemy, but Brother Snake didn't expect that his rival in love would be such a person, and he had nothing to say, so everything should wait for Lu Jing to come back. Brother Snake has too much to say to question Zhen Hua, over the years, he has held back too much, but Zhen Hua is a patient who has just recovered from a serious illness, so he can only be silent, smoking a cigarette on the balcony and waiting, waiting for Zhen Hua to answer his questions.