Maybe people on the journey are confused, because there is no goal, so they can't settle down, in the endless wandering, lose themselves, sometimes these people don't need any guidance, what they need is just a sense of exhaustion, because fatigue is enough to make people stop their steps, and settle down in a place, lose the motivation to go, and naturally settle down with the encounter.

Eight hours of normal driving, anyone will feel tired, and if they continue to drive, the chance of an accident increases, maybe the two people in the car don't care about the accident, and they don't care about their own lives, but they still stop, for whatever reason, they do stop.

Of course, this is not what they wanted, they got off the highway early, but they walked into the mountain by mistake, but their car was out of gas, parked on the mountain, and the mountain did not seem to be developed, they thought about calling for help, but there was no signal, and the sky was already dark, they also gave up the idea of hiking down the mountain.

set up a tent outside the car, Zhen Hua also found some dead branches, lit a bonfire, and prepared all the affairs, but he sat in the car, leveled the seat, and lay down by himself, Lu Jing understood that the tent outside the car was reserved for herself, presumably Zhen Hua still minded, although they had the experience of sharing the same bed, but now it is different from the past, they are no longer the relationship they used to be, so it is impossible for her and Zhen Hua to rest in a car.

She got into the tent with interest, secretly glanced at Zhen Hua a few times, or lay down, and vaguely could see Zhen Hua throwing cigarette butts out of the car window from time to time, but it was not something she could stop, this is Zhen Hua's habit, when she is worried, if there is no cigarette adjustment, I am afraid that I will be more anxious, this should have been used to a long time ago, and they are just encountering a common accident now, they did not check their fuel tank in advance, and they were absent-minded on the road, just running out of gas, they should pray.

Lu Jing understands, so what she is helpless about is Zhen Hua's attitude towards herself, she has already strengthened her belief, just once in her life, talk about a love for the purpose of marriage. No longer refuse to bow your head because of willfulness, and no longer break up lightly because of stubbornness. Finally, firmly believe that once and keep walking, you can reach the end of the day. Just stay together like that, and in the passing years, the years are good. I hope that in this life, I will hold the hand of my son and grow old with my son. But she still didn't get any response, maybe that's her sadness.

But she was able to answer a question, a question that bothered many: What is happiness?

Happiness is to hold a pair of hands that you want to hold, walk through the hustle and bustle together, and wait for loneliness and loneliness together; It is to accompany a person who wants to be accompanied, laugh together when you are happy, and cry together when you are sad; It is to have a heart that you want to have, repeating boring days is not boring, doing the same thing is not boring, as long as there is love in your heart, you will be happy, happiness is in the original promise, in the future dream!

So at this moment, she is happy. Zhen Hua was also able to arrange a place for her to rest, and she was able to think of the two of them resting tonight for the first time in her anxiety, and did not ignore her feelings, which was enough. In fact, she is a person who is very content, Zhen Hua can do this for her, in fact, it is enough to move her, and she has long been used to the habit of not having Zhen Hua by her pillow.

She only wishes that what she once had would not fade away with the passage of time; What has been received is more cherished; Don't give up what belongs to you; What has been lost is kept as a memory. When you are tired, put your heart on the shore; Don't regret your choice; Only when it is bitter can we know how to be satisfied, when it is painful, we can enjoy life, and when we are hurt, we can understand that we are strong; There is always a windy morning, there is always a brilliant dusk, there is always a night of shooting stars, maybe now she is no longer extravagant, on this night, the sky she can see, is only the same as in the past, the only difference, is that the person she loves is asleep less than ten meters away.

She had thought countless times that if they had appeared earlier, they might not have locked their fingers with the other person. Or meet a little later, too late for two people to slowly learn tolerance and understanding, kindness and compromise in their respective love experiences, maybe when they come together, they will not give up so easily, turn around willfully, and let go of love. There is no earlier and no later step, that is too rare fate. It's a pity that these are just assumptions, her appearance was too late, and it was too late for Zhen Hua's heart to accommodate another person at that time, and now they have experienced a lot in the years, but they can't come together again.

She used to cherish it very much, but because of the invisible hand of the years, she slowly stripped off the aura of love, and also made the original vow fall into a shard of crystal glass. Love is to be rinsed in time, either precipitated into a yellowed photo, or it blooms in a simple life. They don't meet in the water, happiness is not a momentary feeling, it melts in the sweetness of holding hands, and melts into the seemingly mottled life. Looking back on that year, isn't there a cause and effect? If you don't let go at the beginning, according to Zhen Hua's character, can you leave? The answer is no, she knows it, but she is pursuing love that does not exist in the first place, she wants too much, so in the end she has nothing, and now she is no longer qualified to ask for so much, maybe this is the precipitation of the years.

There is some love that we did not understand when we were young; And when we understand, we are no longer young. So if you like someone, there will be no pain. Loving someone may have a long period of pain, but the happiness it brings is also the greatest happiness in the world. In the depths of time, staying together on the water side, perhaps, for you and me, it will be happiness. In these years of watching, at both ends of the world, when your eyes float from between the branches and leaves, is it full of that figure? Just like then, her eyes were full of tears, and she looked into the distance, thinking about the unpredictable future. Thinking that Zhen Hua must be saying goodbye to her, there must be a reluctant parting in her eyes, and the affection that fits, may not be realistic, but it is also a fantasy, a fantasy from the depths of her heart, thinking that one day she can realize this false fantasy, but it is too difficult, she firmly believes that there is no one in this world who cannot be loved, and there is no love that cannot be lost, breathing in love, and disappointed in love, just like they decided to fall in love seventeen years ago, and then spent a lifetime grieving.

She only knows that life is short for decades, don't leave any regrets for herself, laugh if you want to laugh, cry when you want to cry, love when you should love, don't care about suppressing yourself, there are two kinds of bitterness in life, one is that the desire is not satisfied, and the other is that it is satisfied. This is something Zhen Hua can't have, but it is also the reason why Zhen Hua was "imprisoned" for a year, but she still lost, lost to a woman who appeared a few years earlier than her, even if she was unwilling, she was powerless, she dared to love and hate, but she finally knew how to fear.

Sometimes, love is also a kind of hurt, cruel people, choose to hurt others, kind people, choose to hurt themselves. Zhen Hua and Lu Jing are both the latter, they both chose to hurt themselves, but what did they get in the end? Maybe it's just years of hurt, there is no right or wrong in love, but there is only endless sorrow, which may be an inescapable fate.

Perhaps entanglement and quarrel cannot make love last, but if these are completely lost, the cognition of feelings will be completely lost, and gradually the feelings will fade. Sometimes, persistence is embodied in wordless patience and silent bearing, which seems to be unloving, but it can liberate love and make it immortal. "Don't force it to last forever, just care about what you once had." In fact, this is just despair for eternity. Love is the communication between love and love, the echo of love and affection, it does not need to be invisible, but requires heart to heart, so between them, from beginning to end, it can not be called love.

She hopes that in fact, life is one dream after another, sometimes indulged in dreams, unwilling to wake up, crying, laughing, sad, happy in dreams, when the dream wakes up, and starts another dream, those who are unwilling to come out of the dream, will remain in the memory forever. But time and memory are at odds with memory, and memories are cast into nothingness, beginning to have no beginning and no end.

But back to reality, in the night sky, the moon is dim, the stars are sparse, and the whole earth seems to have fallen asleep. The dark night seemed to be smeared heavily on the sky, and there was not even a glimmer of stars. And late at night is the time when a person's soul is the most vulnerable, and it is also the time when the craziest miss. It evokes infinite reverie, and desire sprouts from this, maybe she doesn't know why, but her body moves involuntarily.

After all, she still broke through the defense line in her heart, completely gave up her dignity, maybe she once had a fig leaf, but now she has completely given up, she walked out of the tent, opened the car door, looked at Zhen Hua who was already asleep, and kissed involuntarily, and then lay in Zhen Hua's arms. Zhen Hua slept very hard, because of the feeling of exhaustion and the beginning of recovery from a serious illness, his body was already overloaded, and he also fell into a deep sleep when he rested, completely unaware of all this.

After seventeen years, Lu Jing once again threw herself into his arms, and once again slept peacefully on this broad chest, this serenity and tranquility was what she had been looking forward to, and now she mustered up the courage to secretly possess these. Girls are the most famous, especially now, they can be described as nameless and shareless, but she did such a thing without Zhen Hua's knowledge, and she didn't know what kind of scene it would be like when she woke up the next day, but she didn't regret it at the moment.

Therefore, to love someone is to express it bravely and let the other party know your mind, otherwise others may never know your feelings, so what is the meaning of this feeling, is the original intention of you to let it exist is to sing this one-man show of love alone, it may be that it disappears silently like this, and you yourself feel unwilling, so ah, don't hide your feelings well, afraid that others will see it, it's really not worth it, and Lu Jing's approach is the simplest and rudeest, But it is also the most straightforward and effective.