If there was nothing that had happened, Zhen Hua should have pushed Lu Jing in his arms away as soon as possible. Yes, he woke up, and when he woke up, he saw such a scene, in his arms was the defenseless Lu Jing, he didn't dare to move at all, the car window was not closed, the cold wind blew on his face, like a cold blade blowing, Lu Jing's body was just a few clothes, and a blanket.

Zhen Hua closed the car window with one hand that could only be used to stop the wanton cold wind, but his actions woke up Lu Jing in his arms, Lu Jing woke up in a daze, lying on his broad chest, and inadvertently rubbed his face, thinking it was a pillow, so he hugged it, but after a while, he found out that something was wrong, how could this pillow still have a temperature, this kind of hot breath seems to be the temperature of a person, and it is so familiar, looking up, it caused a burst of blush, that familiar face, close in front of him, instantly recalled his behavior last night, even though he was not young, he still looked like a shy girl.

Zhen Hua is also helpless, waking up in the morning is this scene, if it was someone else, Zhen Hua would have pushed the person away, and he would not take into account the person's feelings at all, but in the face of Lu Jing, the guilt in his heart did not allow him to make any disrespectful actions towards Lu Jing, this may be another form of feelings, in fact, unconsciously, he has indirectly accepted Lu Jing's existence, and there is not even too much resistance, even if this cannot be called love.

In the past, they were also a husband and wife who shared the same bed, for this kind of thing, it was not the first time, if it wasn't for Zhen Hua not wanting children at the time, maybe they would have already had children of their own, but Lu Jing now looks like a girl, but it seems that she took advantage of her, it seems that she went to bed early last night, and set up a tent for her to rest, she woke up in her arms, and she could only sneak in last night, what does it have to do with herself?

"I ......"

"Get up and get dressed first, my hands are sore."

Lu Jing wanted to defend herself, but Zhen Hua didn't wait for her to finish speaking, so she took the lead in speaking. In fact, Zhen Hua didn't want to avoid the embarrassing scene at this time, but in this situation, the explanation will only get more and more chaotic, but the most important thing is that the hand that was pillowed was really sore, and he urgently needed to move, Zhen Hua even felt that his arm was paralyzed, but it was undeniable that such a complaint solved the embarrassing scene at this time.

Lu Jing got up in a panic and quickly put on her clothes, but the feeling of shyness did not lessen in the slightest, and the shy soul rampaged in the narrow space between the temples, as if full of cowardice to tear her own body. Her cheeks burned with a vivid flush, her eyebrows faded, her eyelids lowered, her long eyelashes moving slightly. A restraint, an unease, a vague fear seemed to make her mute. After changing her clothes, she didn't know what to say next, there was an awkward atmosphere in the air, and she felt embarrassed, but if she was asked to choose again, she would still choose this, at least she took this step bravely again last night, whether Zhen Hua accepted it or not, she had no complaints or regrets.

On the other hand, Zhen Hua's attitude, there was not much emotion on his face, he still looked as cold as before, there was no fluctuation in his eyes, it seemed that what happened just now had nothing to do with him, but this was just the appearance. Zhen Hua is a person who is very good at disguise, so Lu Jing can't see through it, so Lu Jing doesn't know that he is flustered at this time, and it can even be said that Zhen Hua's head is about to explode. Lu Jing is not the only shy person, Zhen Hua is just disguised, for so many years, Zhen Hua has no other women around him except Wen Zixin, and the sudden experience of these is enough to catch him off guard, and his empty soul seems to have forcibly lifted a trace of spirit, and an inexplicable emotion also surrounds him in the depths of his heart, at this time he still doesn't know what it is, but he doesn't guess much.

Some people, once they meet, will look at them for ten thousand years; Some hearts are excited, but once they start, they are overwhelmed. Zhen Hua is not the one who took the initiative, but he caused all this, he needs to be responsible for it, although there is no commitment between them, and there is no sweet heartbeat, but those two certificates are indeed in their hands, a marriage certificate, a divorce certificate, witnessing the past years, and also completing the experience at this time.

Memories are like a mirror, and it is memories that let him recall the helpless memories that belong to the two of them. And memories are also a frame of photographs, a frame of old photos that are yellowed and faded. Gazing silently, the youth is no more, the red face is no more, and the past is old. Tears fall, fall, there are words that cannot be said, there is no way to speak. At this moment, they are long different from the past, but they don't know where to start.

Lu Jing never expected to shout that Zhen Hua fell in love with herself overnight, such a humble approach, she tried too many times, but she didn't get anything in the end, Zhen Hua is her first man in the true sense, and Zhen Hua and her are just a simple body husband and wife, doing husband and wife affairs, but no husband and wife, cause and effect have already been planted, no matter how you choose at the beginning, in the end you will be glad to be mixed with regret, if it hasn't started yet, just like now, it's better to follow your heart from now on, at least don't complain in the end, Don't waste the kindness of others, and follow your own heart. She has made the same choice as back then, and the ending will be left to time.

In fact, she herself doesn't know how she persevered to this point, just like Zhen Hua's pursuit of Wenzixin, it was all fruitless, but she refused to give up, and she had an inexplicable persistence in her heart, perhaps it was in response to that sentence: "I fell earlier than you, and you love less than me, so I am destined to suffer." ”

However, people in torment also have their own happiness, pursue their own happiness, struggle in the relationship, but can also pick up some fragmentary happiness, which is just a fragment of the other party's feelings, but this fragmentary feeling is also out of reach.

It is said that every person who does not know love will meet a person who understands love. Then experience a heart-rending love, and then separate. Later, people who don't know how to love slowly understand. I know how to love people, but I don't dare to love anymore. But she fell in love with a person who didn't know how to love from the beginning, but she knew how to love, and she had the courage to love, but she didn't have the opportunity to love.

Maybe love is like this, after being too radical, there is no way out, and there should be no way out in the relationship, she has made her own choice, maybe she can't imagine that she can muster such courage, but the moment she walked into the car, she had actually let go of everything.

In fact, love is not afraid of being blocked by tens of millions of people, but only afraid of surrendering. The truth is that by the time she decided to go, the most difficult part of the trip was over. The truth is, no matter how muddy and difficult it is today, tomorrow will still be the same. No matter how hard she tries today, the fallen leaves will still fall tomorrow, there are many things in the world that cannot be advanced in advance, live in the moment, and improve positively. Maybe a laugh defeats a lifetime, and a tear pays off a person. One person blooms, one person falls, from beginning to end all these years, no one inquires, but she knows that it is enough to have someone waiting for her in the distance.

Everyone is born for love, people born for love lose everything once they lose love, once they encounter love, they will be desperate, desperate, silently pay, pay attention, and persist for love until the last moment, a person who pretends to be strong but has a fragile heart, everyone is like this, no one can be an exception, it's just that some people haven't met the person they love. Even if the past is unbearable, the truth is more afraid of being ruthlessly let down, no longer dare to pay for love desperately, no longer can love you desperately, once affectionate and unforgettable, but now full of devastation and physical and mental exhaustion, I really want to cross, that is only one step away, I didn't think that it was the distance of this step, which made her lose so completely.

The birth of a relationship, the end of a relationship, in fact, are inadvertent, maybe her bold move is the beginning of love, but maybe it is the end of this wonderful relationship. In fact, the truth is very simple, everyone has two needs: to love and to be loved. Between two people who love each other, if they cannot feel loved and loved at the same time, then such love is undoubtedly dangerous. Don't make the mistake of thinking that the other person is a person who only loves others and doesn't need others to love them, because such a person does not exist. Just infatuated and not loved, such love is duckweed floating on the water, destined to be impossible to last.

But to love someone, the first thing you need is courage, and Lu Jing undoubtedly has this prerequisite. If you want to love, you must endure the torture of life, accept the long test of time, and reject all the temptations around you. Love has no expiration date, but it does. In the battle to defend love, we may be scarred, physically and mentally exhausted, we may run out of ammunition, and we may be helpless, but there is also the belief in love, which is everywhere and indestructible. To believe in love is to believe in herself, she firmly believes in it, and she works hard for it.

But at this moment, she just stood in place, not knowing what to do, she seemed to be disgusted, but she didn't hear obvious resistance from Zhen Hua's words, in her understanding, Zhen Hua had accepted their ambiguous mode of getting along, or she should go further, but the shyness of the girl made her stagnate, maybe she didn't know what step to do, but she had done it.

The best thing in the world is not that she meets the person she loves. But many years later, she was still glad she had met that person. Constant love is the best luck and the destination of fate, although she didn't get it, but the meeting itself is also a kind of happiness, and she is not far away from it.