Chapter Ninety-One: Departure
But how can life give people so much sad time, and time will pass unconsciously, so when Lu Jing came back to his senses, it was already sunset and dusk, and Zhen Hua also woke up in ignorance. Maybe because of this sleep, Zhen Hua felt comfortable all over his body, and the fatigue that was originally full of his body disappeared, in fact, he needed rest very much, he was a patient, and all he needed was rest, but after so many years, unless his body couldn't hold on, when did he really rest? Recently, he has been sick twice, but his recuperation has not made his body heal, every time he is in a hurry to leave, but his body can no longer survive, maybe he himself does not know, in fact, his body has already reached the limit, he has always been on the verge of danger, this day he rested for a long time, his body has only improved a little, but he still does not know, if he continues to ignore his body, then he does not need to wait for the last half a year, he may fall anytime and anywhere, Although he was ready to die, he fell now, but he did it to himself, someone dissuaded him, he never stopped.
Stretching his waist, looking at the remnant sun on the horizon, he seemed to realize that he had abandoned his plan for the day, but looking at Lu Jing who was smoking by the bedside, and the full ashtray, he just smiled. In fact, the meaning of travel itself should not be limited to time, what is the significance of him and Lu Jing planning the travel itinerary to minutes? It's not a serious job, it's a trip, and what is the purpose of the trip? Maybe it's proof that he's still alive and can still jump, but in fact, in everyone's youth, there has been a longing for travel, a trip that says go. But in reality, for various reasons, this beautiful hope has become a beautiful dream dreamed back every midnight, and he is just a practice. For him, travel is nothing more than to lose oneself and discover oneself. It was only when his shoulder bag kept falling off that he suddenly realized that his shoulders were not as wide as he imagined. However, the meaning of travel is not to escape, not to have an affair, not to relax, not to show off, but to wash the body and soul, to give yourself a new vision, or even a way of life, to add one more possibility to life.
In fact, this itself has the same effect as life, the meaning of travel, life is a trip full of unknowns, what I care about is the scenery along the way, what I care about is the mood of seeing the scenery, and the trip will not end because of the beautiful scenery. The road traveled becomes the scenery behind it, you can't turn back and can't stay, if you stay at this moment, you will miss the better scenery, keep a peace, keep a sobriety. Enjoying every moment and enjoying every scenery is life. So he took a day off and delayed the trip, which in itself is nothing, he is on the journey, as if on the road of life, it is changing rapidly, and there are unpredictable variables at any time, so why should he bother with the time wasted? If he had set off with Lu Jing early in the morning, he might have arrived at the mountainside by now, but what did it matter if he set off now? In fact, they are already old, and the growth of age actually does not support them to climb the mountain like young people, climbing the mountain in the hottest time of the day is a kind of torture for their physical strength, and now it is the best choice for them to set off.
Zhen Hua understood this truth early on, he didn't believe that he was old before, and thought that he could still be like a young man, but by mistake, he could only climb the mountain at this point in time, maybe it was providence, his age was indeed old, and Lu Jing was no longer the energetic girl, they had entered middle age, and their physical strength had long been exhausted, even before the illness, Zhen Hua still insisted on special training, and his physical strength would not be too different from that of young people, but he was sick, and then he kept abusing his body, Compared with his body a month ago, his current body is very different, he still doesn't know why, in fact, a person's body collapsed unconsciously, he is like this, in fact, this mountaineering, in his opinion, is just a small meaning, it is an easy thing, but is it really so? If he hadn't been sick, maybe yes, he could have climbed the mountain easily without much effort, but now he has been hollowed out by wine, and this body is no longer the body he thinks.
"Go?"
Zhen Hua straightened out his wrinkled clothes and said lightly. However, Lu Jing came back to her senses when she heard the voice, and the cigarette in her hand fell to the ground unconsciously, she seemed to be frightened, probably because she didn't expect time to pass so quickly, she didn't expect Zhen Hua to wake up in an instant, but looking at the ashtray in front of her, she also knew that in fact, a long time had passed, and her cigarette case was about to be empty. She also got up and prepared, in fact, she didn't have her own opinions, even if she also understood that people in love should not be blind, they should have their own rationality, but she didn't do it, she didn't want to do it, maybe this way of life has been formed, she is unwilling to change, and no one told her that she needs to change, so she just needs to be a person who obeys her words, she thinks so, but she may not need to have other opinions, everything at the moment is enough for her to be grateful to Dade, It didn't belong to her.
So she didn't answer, just got up and silently packed up. In fact, most of the mountaineering equipment has been placed in the car, what she packed is just the clothes of two people, and she needs to keep out the cold at high altitudes, so she also checked a few winter clothes, but this is only something that can be completed in a few minutes, Zhen Hua did not help, but silently took a cigarette in his mouth, lit it, looked at the boundless blush outside the window, he knew that he could not allow himself to continue to be lazy, Lu Jing had been waiting for himself for a whole day, he needed to set off, maybe this step out can really prove it, The beginning of his trip, the beginning of his trip with Lu Jing, this is a trip that belongs to the two of them, without the participation of outsiders, and Lu Jing has been waiting for a long time, he shouldn't hesitate, his laziness has delayed him for a day, but he woke up, there is no reason to stop, maybe this is a burden on his body, but he doesn't know at all, even if he falls, he will fall on the road, not in the hotel room.
In fact, indulgence may be indulgence in all kinds of things, he may indulge in his own laziness, in his own melancholy, in his own nervousness, in his busyness, in crusade against himself or others, he may indulge in running away from things, procrastinating on things, or talking about gossip. And laziness, like raw chia, consumes the body more than exertion, and the keys that are often used are always shiny. And Zhen Hua understands that people can't be associated with laziness. Whether it is to maintain the figure or to manage the emotion, there is no one-and-done thing, and it needs to be constantly cared for and constantly injected with new energy. As soon as you slacken, your body and emotions will immediately give you a big embarrassment. Therefore, if people want to live well, they must be very tired and tired.
Although over the years, he is very tired, and even his body has collapsed, but he has never regretted it, because he knows that all this is meaningful, because of his persistence, so there is today, but people always have regrets, life cannot be perfect, after all, we must learn to be content and happy, so the people around him at this time are not Wen Zixin, but it can't affect his mood of travel, the sorrow is gone, all he needs is to take this first step, he has no hesitation.
The young Zhen Hua once wanted to take a trip, no matter the scenery along the way, as long as he was with Wen Zixin, the barrenness would be beautiful. Maybe it's not a trip, because no matter where you wander, those memories of Wen Zixin's heart are still there. Maybe it's not a trip, no matter where the footprints are left, the unbearable past still lingers. Now he is already on the road, the person around him is not Wen Zixin, but another woman who loves him, even if those memories linger, it is just a past, just a good memory, and now he walked out of the door of the hotel.
Life is short, don't let yourself live too tired, the world you can't squeeze into, don't squeeze hard, it's difficult for others, and belittle yourself; What you can't do, don't do it hard, change your thinking, maybe you will get twice the result with half the effort; If you can't take what you can't take, don't take it hard, even if you get it temporarily, you will lose it. And some roads have been experienced, only to know that there are short and long; After some walking, I realized that it was hard. After climbing some mountains, I realized that it was difficult. Wading through some rivers before I knew about the trek. After crossing some hurdles, you will know that you will beyond. After a few things, I learned about the experience. After reading some people, I know the experience. After reading some books, I know about wealth. After a lifetime, I know happiness.
He can't realize it anymore, taking this step, he has put life and death out of the way, it's just a simple trip, but it's also the last trip in his life, his life doesn't seem to allow him to see more, so his mood is apprehensive, but what can it be? Only grit your teeth, measure the road with your footsteps, and reflect the sun with sweat, regardless of its high mountains and long roads, the front is the direction of the heart. Strength is the shell of the mind, maintaining vulnerability. In the chaotic world, indifferent space, he can only choose to be strong, in order to resist the invasion of temptation and cold current, to give the spirit a fulcrum, and to give the soul a home. If he is not strong, there is no one to hide his sorrow.
Then let's go, get in the car and drive to the destination, play cheerful music, their journey will also begin, the road of life, difficult and easy; There will always be love in the world, cold and warm. There are some things that you have to do if you don't want to do them, even if you are in tears; Some feelings are reluctant to let go, even if the heart hurts and suffers, so go boldly, maybe because of helplessness, or maybe just because of courage, but you don't need to care anymore, you have already set off, and you won't care about the cause and effect anymore.