Wen Zixin knew, so she couldn't help but burst out with a foul language, this so-called "bastard" is naturally Zhen Hua, except for Zhen Hua, who can make her lose her temper, and only Zhen Hua can do it, but it is Zhen Hua, she can't do anything, she knows that she can't change anything, and she can't admonish anything, in the long years that she and Zhen Hua have been together, the person who has been admonished has always been herself, and the only one who needs to be comforted is herself, Zhen Hua has almost no weaknesses, and she doesn't need to be the same as herself at all, and the things she has admonished, seems to be still in high school to persuade Zhen Hua not to skip school and study seriously, but later she also became a member of the truancy, of course, she comforted herself countless times that she was forced, but the facts have proven that she can't change Zhen Hua, from childhood to adulthood, the person who plays a leading role between the two is Zhen Hua.

So what can she do? His expression instantly became gloomy, the last person Yang Dehui should tell is himself, because he can't do anything, except for being sad, what can he do? It's like a waste, but this waste has the ability to intervene, but she knows that her meddling will only get worse and worse, this is self-knowledge, so she doesn't want to listen to what Yang Dehui is going to say next, because she knows that she can't do it at all, she has never been able to influence Zhen Hua's decision, this is inevitable, she also got up directly, she already knows too much, this information is enough to make her depressed for a long time, she doesn't want to hear anything else, if she hears it, maybe she may be carried away because of emotion, if she agrees, she knew that failure was inevitable, and the blow that failure hit her was also huge, and maybe it would really collapse, so she chose to leave.

"Hold... I'm sorry Mr. Yang, I still have something to do, let's talk about it next time. ”

Wen Zixin was already flustered, and even the words became stammering, which was inevitable, but Yang Dehui didn't expect that Wen Zixin actually chose to escape, before that, Wen Zixin didn't know the news, and it was natural that they could be safe, but now that Wen Zixin knows, do you have to pretend not to know? Wen Zixin, who was already flustered, chose to escape? In his opinion, this is a bottomless woman, but just after hearing the news, she began to mess up, and even interrupted what she was going to say next, completely unwilling to accept the reality, or not, he just found Wen Zixin with a bit of luck, but since Wen Zixin had no intention of interfering, then let her continue to be a blind man with her eyes open.

Wen Zixin saw that Yang Dehui did not stop her, so she left quickly, but the panic in her heart did not alleviate in the slightest, and a heavy stone fell with every step, as if it was her sin, and when she reached the position at the door, her feet could not take any further forward, and her heart was struggling. Even if she knows that it is futile for her to meddle, and even give herself more damage, there is always an inexplicable force in her heart that pushes her, so that she has to pay attention to this matter, and she has to stop her steps to escape, but what can she do when she stands still? Continue to run away or turn back? She can't do it, she doesn't have the courage to escape, and she doesn't have the determination to turn back, the best choice is stalemate, she watched from this position that is not near or far, she didn't leave, she didn't intervene, that's it, but everyone knows that this is impossible, there is no such position, her position is already on the verge of escape, as long as this step is taken, she also chooses to escape.

But will she be able to escape? The passing years pass between the fingers, the memories rise and fall in the metamorphosis, the heart escapes in reality, and the dreams are sad in the dark night. Everyone is bound by different memories, but in the end, they will find that all memories will reappear again and again, in fact, there is no escaping at all. Anyone who waits left and right and cowers will eventually be left out of the door to success by life. Everyone has the right and freedom to let their life bloom, and she has no reason to escape and make excuses on the road to success, because the shorter and more humble life is, the more it can prove the greatness and unyielding life of life.

There are a lot of unsatisfactory things in life, and when I think back to the beginning, I hope that I made the right choice at that time. No matter how hard an individual tries, he or she cannot escape the oppression of reality and the environment. A lot of things are meaningless, no matter how much regret and boredom there are, they will eventually disappear, so her choice is not difficult, the flower will not bloom in the coming year because of whose departure, for a promise without commitment, for a return without a return date for half a lifetime, but also for a passionate guest. And time waits for no one, as in this season. The time that crossed the palm of the hand, a look back, it was full of fallen leaves like butterflies. The seasons change, so that the words written and the promises made are lost together, and the yellowed memories can no longer piece together a perfect yesterday. Foolishly loving someone who can't be together, tolerating all the mistakes he makes, naively believing in all the promises he gives, this kind of woman is happy and pitiful.

Wen Zixin is undoubtedly such a woman, but she can't do what those chaste martyrs on TV do, she can't fall into this whirlpool desperately, she has been too seriously injured and can't afford to be hurt, so she knows that she should escape, escape is undoubtedly the wisest choice, but she can't imagine what will happen after she escapes? Zhen Hua will die as usual, and in addition to crying in the quilt, she can only burn one more stick of incense at Zhen Hua's funeral, it's very sad, this is the choice to escape, but the ending of falling into it will only be worse, she knows very well, so it is difficult for her to choose, but she must make a choice.

Solitude is a kind of ability, but also a kind of cultivation, everyone's soul, need a pure land, in the face of the impetuousness and hustle and bustle of the outside world, our hearts will often be tired, will be tired, at this moment, the most need to do is to create a space for yourself to be alone, think about what you think, do what you want to do, or simply don't think about anything, do nothing, only when you are alone, is the time when we are closest to ourselves. In a short life, everyone is a stranger on the journey. This is neither a permanent home nor a final home, it is just a temporary visit. Some people will always be engraved in their memories, even if they forget his voice, forget his smile, forget his face, but the feeling when they think of him will never change. Therefore, life is composed of pain and joy, life is a pendulum between smiles and tears, the eternal blue sky only exists in the middle of the heart, if you want to go to the real life to ask for it, it is called too luxurious, stagnate, or throw yourself into the whirlpool, are all asking, the former seeks stability, the latter seeks yearning, but these are undoubtedly luxury, and there is the possibility of being counterattacked.

She was confused, she didn't know what to do, maybe she should take this step, she was completely out of touch with Zhen Hua's death, she was sure that as long as she stepped out of this door, Yang Dehui would never mention their meeting today to the second person, no one would know that she knew about it, she could be a blind man with her eyes open with peace of mind, but could she do it? Obviously, if she can do this, she will not hesitate, there will never be any hesitation, leaving is, but she hesitated after all, and even had the urge to go back, even if she knew that Zhen Hua also hoped that she could leave, this was the purpose of Zhen Hua's departure, she didn't need to do the opposite, but she still couldn't let go of Zhen Hua after all.

Twenty-nine years, twenty-nine years of acquaintance, the seeds of love have been buried in her heart for twenty-nine years, and after this year, it will be a full thirty years, how can such emotions be divided by points, she also wants to forget Zhen Hua as a stranger, so that Zhen Hua's "plan" can succeed, but how can she do it? She is too difficult, if there is no Yang Dehui's inform, even if she has doubts in her heart, she will be like Zhen Hua expected, she will be a fool with peace of mind, she will not know anything, she will not ask anything, how good it would be, but not now, she wants to do so, but her heart does not allow it, and she can't do this, so she can only retreat.

After hesitating, he gritted his teeth and quickly sat back in his position. Friendship is like a long-brewed old wine, the longer it is, the more fragrant it is, friendship is like a bright rose, fragrant, friendship is like an ancient town that has experienced wind and frost, the older the more beautiful, and their friendship has been twenty-nine years, even if it is just a relationship between friends, but such friendship is no longer a person's death can be divided. In the scenery of Zhen Hua's life, she doesn't know what role she plays, she only knows that it is Zhen Hua who accompanies her scenery. So she can't let it go, so she can't leave, since Yang Dehui said this, then this matter must have a turnaround, if Zhen Hua's death has become a foregone conclusion, then he doesn't need to find himself, Zhen Hua will specially instruct, the people who conceal it are himself and Zhen Wenxin, this is inevitable, but Yang Dehui said this to himself, then the turnaround is on himself.

It was the laughter in the process of fate that made her meet the person she was destined to meet. After a long time, it stopped smiling, so Zhen Hua also left, a farewell is the separation of yin and yang, irretrievable, her heart is dripping blood, if it weren't for the tears would have dried up, her tears would have gushed out, at this time she was sitting opposite Yang Dehui, her eyes were already slightly red, but she was also calm, Yang Dehui was ashamed of himself, this courage was worthy of Zhen Hua's lover, but Yang Dehui also knew that he said to Wen Zixin that this matter was abrupt, but now only Wen Zixin can do it, he has investigated Zhen Hua's condition, It's not that it's irretrievable, even if it's a long treatment process, and Zhen Hua, who is being treated, may only spend the rest of his life in the hospital, but he has lived to this age, and he also knows that only alive is the most important thing, once he dies, there will be nothing, no matter what, he wants Zhen Hua to live, even if it's just the existence of a walking corpse.