Chapter 106: She's Arrived
Wen Zixin had already learned the location of Zhen Hua and Lu Jing, and the destination had been locked in Longzhong, she didn't expect that everything would go so smoothly, including meeting Yang Dehui, it seemed that it would be effortless, she came with anger, but at this time there was no anger at all, she seemed to be just a tool, Yang Dehui needed to use her tool to achieve something. Because she doesn't need her own emotions, all her dissatisfaction with Zhen Hua must be suppressed, and she can't be angry with Zhen Hua like this, even if Zhen Hua has a Lu Jing by her side, but she doesn't care, as long as Zhen Hua is good, she can not care, what is a mere Lu Jing? Does she need to care?
In fact, she doesn't need it, she should have this kind of self-confidence, because Zhen Hua's heart is irreplaceable, just like Zhen Hua's status in her heart, she loves Zhen Hua, Zhen Hua also loves her, and this kind of love is just hidden by the two, but it can't bear to blaspheme, if anyone dares to question, it is only the two of them, even Lu Jing does not dare to question this, even if Lu Jing was Zhen Hua's legal wife, but Lu Jing has been in a "cheating" relationship from beginning to end, Because Zhen Hua belongs to Wen Zixin, this is already the consensus of everyone, and it has been since many years ago, and no one dares to question it.
When Zhen Hua was a student, he relied on a handsome skin to break the sky and won the hearts of countless girls, and he was the crush of many girls, but other girls can only be obscene, no one will pursue Zhen Hua, even if the gifts Zhen Hua received have never been broken, but it has stopped, no girl will really pursue Zhen Hua, not because Zhen Hua was not close to people at that time, but because Zhen Hua already belonged to Wenzixin. In fact, Wen Zixin didn't know that as early as high school, she was already Zhen Hua's rumored girlfriend, and at that time she didn't care about this kind of male and female thing at all, but at that time, the girls in the school had already recognized her relationship with Zhen Hua, even if she had never been suspicious about falling in love when she was a student, and even belonged to the kind of person who couldn't fall in love when she was a student, but the label of "Zhen Hua's girlfriend" had already hit her, and she didn't even have the qualifications to resist, because of her resistance, It will only attract more sighs.
Wen Zixin back then, among the girls, was definitely not the kind of outstanding looks, heavy bangs and black-framed glasses made her look bland, in addition to good grades, she was a good-for-nothing girl, but she just stood out in the "fierce competition" of the girls in the school, maybe she still doesn't understand where those inexplicable exclusions and jealousies came from, but those things that have been old sesame rotten grain, she really doesn't need to know, if she knows, Maybe she will laugh out loud now, such a past is also the dream of many girls, but unfortunately she doesn't know.
She had already gotten off the plane and went straight to the hotel where Zhen Hua was. Although she didn't know Zhen Hua's room number, after all, the situation was provided by Yang Dehui, and being able to investigate Zhen Hua's whereabouts was already a matter of hands and eyes, but no one in the Zhen Group would betray Zhen Hua, so Yang Dehui didn't know Zhen Hua's room number, so the next thing was to rely on herself, but this is not a difficult matter, with her authority, the branch in Longzhong still has some right to speak, and if you want to know Zhen Hua's room number, in fact, it is just a matter of her words, it is not difficult at all, it is really difficult, It was persuasion, and this kind of thing was also within her scope, so she didn't panic at all, waited quietly for check-in, and asked Zhen Hua's room number by the way.
The lady at the front desk was not allowed to answer this kind of question, because she was afraid of violating the privacy of the guests, but Wen Zixin had the highest level of authority in Zhen's Group, not to mention that what Wen Zixin was asking about was Zhen Hua's room, even if many people saw Zhen Hua and another woman staying in, but those with a little insight will know that Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin are a couple, as for Lu Jing, it is more just a toy to vent, and the real feelings will not have such a sense of disobedience, but only Wen Zixin stands beside Zhen Hua, There will be a sense of going with the flow, which was destined many years ago.
The origin and extinction of the edge, the strong edge and the weak edge, are not something we can control. What we can do is to cherish that short time when we meet by chance. And life is one encounter and parting after another, it is forgotten and begun again and again, but there are always some things, once they happen, they leave a mark, and there is always a person, once they come, they can't forget. The wheels of time have run over days and nights, springs, autumns, winters and summers; The reincarnation of the passing years sent away the morning twilight, like the watery years; The steps of youth are gradually getting old, and they are no longer young. Thank you for your perseverance. It turned out that he had been stranded in his life, never gone far, never left, and never had anyone to replace. In the quiet years, there will always be flowers blooming and falling, no matter how life is spent, there will be regrets, she is not afraid of ordinary days, only afraid of no warmth, holding the hand of the years with Zhen Hua, walking through the sun and the moon, walking through the wind and frost, even if the time is wasted, she is willing to be the person who has spent time and the way home, in the eyes of time, it is full of years and years of love with Zhen Hua.
Maybe these are all false, because she has never followed Zhen Hua's footsteps in the real sense, for so many years, she seems to be trying her best to forget that she likes Zhen Hua, and she is also marginalizing Zhen Hua in her life as much as possible, her actions have intentionally or unintentionally made Zhen Hua question this relationship, so it will be so, if she admitted her feelings at the beginning, then she would not need to be so painful, and if Zhen Hua was brave, it would not be so.
The relationship between two people, one person is constantly satisfied, one person is constantly squandering, always feel that others should be good to you, but have you ever thought that a person is a blessing to be good to you, and it is a kind of luck to be hurt by others, a person can be good to you anytime and anywhere, he can also be good to others at any time, and he can also take these good back at any time, do not cherish it, in exchange for the disappointment of others and retreat. Waiting is a painful ordeal. I read this passage, "The best mentality in love is: All my efforts are willing, and I will never mention it." If you reciprocate, I would be very grateful. If you are indifferent, I will not be discouraged. Until one day I don't want to love you like this anymore, then let us be separated and rejoice. "If so, it would be nice to have at least a decision, and not to be indecisive and unclear.
This state itself is already in a powerful magnetic field that people cannot control - there are loving people in it, there is only acceptance, there is no choice, only patience, no way to alleviate. The pain of not being able to love is the emotion that people must bear after giving their feelings, it may seem cruel to anyone, or it may be very delicate by her, but at least one thing is certain, that is, when she looks back on all this in the future, she will always breed a trace of sweetness from the pain, which nourishes the course of life and makes it not too boring. It seems that familiar people have become strangers, and when they meet, they become passers-by, when they meet, when they are together, they think they will be together forever, separated, but they feel that everything is like a dream, together like a dream, separated like a dream gradually get used to each other by their side, and gradually get used to not being by each other's side, and find, in fact, it's nothing, two people, when it's good, like a person, separated, how can they part ways. To love or not to love someone, sometimes it may just be a momentary feeling. I always thought it was love, but at a certain moment, I felt that I didn't love him, I really didn't love him, and I could do without her. However, in the next moment, I suddenly felt that I still loved him very much and couldn't forget it.
The person you have loved is no longer a blank slate. There are deep marks on it, and even though we have painted and painted it with an eraser called time, there will always be marks on it because of love. I believe that men and women who have loved no longer have a simple smile, when passing by the coffee house where they have drunk coffee together on the street corner, when looking back on the days of love, there is always a slight sourness. Love, through the intestines, will leave no more sweetness than sadness.
But the beginning of love is like a fine stone splashing water, which makes people caught off guard and can't help but be happy, and sigh at the magical arrangement of fate; But I don't know why, the story hasn't waited for the end, the temperature of love has long receded, and we are like two flowers, although they are close to each other, not looking at each other, our bodies are close at hand, and our hearts are at the end of the world. Romance is just the decoration of the appearance, and the reality is the vulgar inside, even if it is not beautiful and attractive, but it is warm and real, so that the two hearts will be together for a long time.
In fact, disappointment is sometimes a kind of happiness, because there is something to expect, so it will be disappointed. Because there is love, there will be expectation, so even if you are disappointed, it is also a kind of happiness, although this happiness is a little painful. She asked herself, why should she be so persistent, is it worth it? Her heart tells herself that because she still has feelings for this love, she insists on an unworthy love for an unworthy person, either she is too stupid, or she has loved deeply, and she is the latter, so she is not attached, and there is no harm, and the happiness of pain may also have a different taste.
It's been so many years, and there's nowhere to put the past. Over the years, what I thought I could forget became more and more profound. Over the years, what I thought I could remember became weaker and weaker. I thought that I was no longer young, but I was not old yet. Remembering the innocence and ignorance of the past. Thinking of the laughter and tears of the past, moved and helpless. The passing years, the pale light and shadow, the youth where they have nowhere to place. Some people say: Some fate is destined to be inescapable. Yes, we will get together only if we have fate, and cherish it if we have love. In the world, how many loves, hatreds, and hatreds have occurred, and in the world, how many people can be in the same boat through thick and thin, and how many people can accompany each other? People meet and know each other, destined to become a beautiful legend, like a flower like the moon, when waiting to open, spit a wisp of fragrant fragrance, pleasing people's hearts, in the bright light and shadow of practice, the emotion is pure and sweet.
Maybe that's the case, she doesn't need to care anymore, she checked into the room next door to Zhen Hua, took out two bottles of Zhen Hua's usual favorite wine from the wine cabinet in her room, and put them on the table, she didn't rush to open them, because she still needed to wait for someone, this person was Zhen Hua Undoubtedly, but she didn't knock on Zhen Hua's door, because she was waiting, she stayed in this hotel, and she lived next door to Zhen Hua, she wanted to know when Zhen Hua would notice her existence.