Chapter 109: Crying
"Get me one too."
Wen Zi's heart came out coldly, which made Zhen Hua a little baffled. In Zhen Hua's cognition, one of the most disgusting things in Wen Zixin's forty-five years of life is cigarettes, even when she is bored, Wen Zixin will never touch this kind of thing, every time Zhen Hua smokes in front of her, she will frown intentionally or unintentionally, although now Wen Zixin is used to it, and she no longer prevents Zhen Hua from smoking, but she wants to smoke herself, which Zhen Hua never expected, and how could this idea pop up in her head? In fact, even she herself doesn't know, such an idea is a bit absurd.
Zhen Hua instinctively took out the cigarette case, and the cigarette had already been handed out, but he still took it back. Because he knows that this is not good, although Wen Zixin is no longer a child and has strong self-control, but cigarettes are not touchable by Wen Zixin, Zhen Hua himself is no longer saved, he doesn't know that cigarettes are a chronic drug, but her addiction to cigarettes has long been deep in the bone marrow, and it is impossible for him to quit, but Wen Zixin can, Wen Zixin has never touched this kind of thing, so he doesn't have to be persecuted by the toxicity of this kind of thing, so although he instinctively does not dare to disobey Wen Zixin's orders, But from the perspective of a friend, he still refused Wen Zixin's request.
Who knew that Wen Zixin snatched the cigarette and the lighter, lit the cigarette as Zhen Hua usually did, and took a sharp puff, but she was choked clearly, and the smoke in her mouth made her nauseous, but she took another sharp breath, but not surprisingly, she still coughed violently, and felt that the whole person was about to be crushed by this cigarette, Zhen Hua finally couldn't stand it anymore and snatched the cigarette in her hand.
"What do you want to do?"
Wen Zixin coughed violently, and his whole face seemed to have lost his blood, but in fact, this was caused by heartbreak, and his lips were already white, because he was afraid, and these were all because of Zhen Hua. She doesn't want Zhen Hua to wait for death, as long as there is a glimmer of life, she hopes that Zhen Hua can live, but Zhen Hua chose a dead end without accident, what can she do? She has no position to ask Zhen Hua to live for her, because after saying it, she will inevitably confess that she has been secretly in love with Zhen Hua for many years, but where can she say it? It was too difficult for her, so she didn't say it, she just asked for a cigarette, and when she heard that cigarettes could dispel her sorrows, she tried it, and it was very uncomfortable, but her heart was also a little more comfortable.
"I'll see when you're going to die."
"Now that you know, I won't hide it from you, in the computer desk in my study, there is a will, and when I die, the will will will take effect immediately, I will give you some shares, I hope you can help me, Zhen Wenxin is still too small, she can't manage such a big company, I will hand over the management of the company to Yang Dehui, you will manage it later, for the sake of our thirty years of friendship, help me for ten years, at that time Zhen Wenxin was twenty-seven years old, and should be able to manage the company by himself, Even if she doesn't have that ability, she must be responsible for her own actions, and I can't shelter her for the rest of my life, so I can only ask you to shelter her for another ten years. ”
The tears in Wen Zixin's eyes were finally withdrawn, but after Zhen Hua finished saying this, tears welled up again. What she hates the most is this kind of Tuogu's drama, even when she is acting, she hates it the most, she has acted too many similar plots, every time she strives to be real, but she has not experienced it, so the role she plays is easy to play in Tuogu's drama, because she instinctively thinks that this kind of thing cannot happen in reality, so sometimes she may even laugh, but now it is different, she is experiencing this kind of thing first-hand at this time, she has to be sure that the heart-wrenching pain in the script exists, The feeling of being pressed by the burden also exists, and she feels it, the burden of ten years.
She is forty-five years old this year, ten years later, as a woman, she is not only a middle-aged woman, she has almost entered old age, her life is almost coming to an end, and at that time her career has long been out of the possibility of moving forward, so what Zhen Hua wants is her future, even if she has almost come to the end now, but she knows that if she continues, it may be possible to go further, and it was only one step back then, she knew, but Zhen Hua knew better than her, but Zhen Hua still said, Is there a chance that she will refuse? Does she have a position to refuse? Although she knew that these words were just a simple request, she could not afford to have the slightest thought of refusing.
In fact, Wen Zixin herself knows that Zhen Hua's requirements are not excessive, her own acting career has come to an end, and she can only move forward to the realm of an old artist, but this takes time to precipitate, obviously in the circle of old artists, her age is still not enough, and she is relying on her appearance and hard work to become popular, the reason why she can have today's popularity is actually because Zhen Hua has exhausted the resources of the entertainment company, so that she has today's status, although it is inseparable from her own efforts, But if there is no inclination of Zhen Hua's resources, she can't do it, and she herself knows that after Zhen Hua's death, her career will also begin to decline, so although Zhen Hua didn't want to help her between the lines, it was actually a way out for her.
has been friends for many years, how could she not know what Zhen Hua meant? Nominally, she wants to help Zhen Wenxin by herself, but in fact, she wants to put herself in a fictitious position in Zhen's Group for the elderly, and basically arrange her future life security, but is this what she wants? She doesn't need this, she doesn't need Zhen Hua to think about her, she already has money that she can't spend in her life, and she doesn't need anyone's help in material matters at all, what she needs is that Zhen Hua can think about herself, not for others. Things have come to this point, Zhen Hua is still thinking about the people around him, but Zhen Hua has not thought about it, what the people around him want most is to let him care about himself, but he didn't understand this truth at all, so Wen Zixin came, so Wen Zixin cried, but he was at a loss.
"When are you going to die? I also make an announcement to quit the entertainment industry, Zhen Wenxin's schoolwork can't be left behind, she must be admitted to college by herself before I will return the company to her, otherwise she can only get dividends and is not qualified to manage the company, so you'd better be mentally prepared, don't think that if you teach Zhen Wenxin to me, you can close your eyes with peace of mind, I have always been an ambitious person, you know this best. ”
"Hmm."
Zhen Hua didn't speak, he fully trusted Wen Zixin, even if he knew that Wen Zixin could say these words, he would definitely be able to do it in the future, but he was not worried at all, because he knew that Wen Zixin would at least ensure that Zhen Wenxin would have no worries about food and clothing in this life, and Wen Zixin would not spoil his daughter like himself, even if it was only for a few years, but the daughter taught by Wen Zixin was definitely better than himself. He was relieved, after saying this, he felt that he could already close his eyes, it seemed that there was nothing else, and the things that needed to be explained before his death had been said.
So Zhen Hua also got up and prepared to leave, he felt that this chat could be over, and there was no need for their conversation to continue, the things that needed to be said had been said, the last meeting in this life, goodbye is the separation of yin and yang, he had to go, otherwise he didn't know what Wen Zixin would say next, in short, it wouldn't be what he wanted to hear, he didn't want to hear Wen Zixin's voice anymore, otherwise he couldn't help but waver in his will to die.
So he left, and the moment he closed the door, Wen Zixin rushed to the door frantically, and finally collapsed in front of the door, crying hoarsely. Yes, she regretted it, why did she say so many specious things, why did she endure the pain in her heart, why did she pretend that she could face Zhen Hua's death calmly, she was so stupid, who did she deceive? Except for herself, she has never lied to anyone, she wants Zhen Hua to live, because she loves Zhen Hua, she wants to say it so much, but every time the words come to her mouth, she is forcibly swallowed by herself, but now she regrets it, after Zhen Hua closed the door, she frantically wanted to redeem it, but it seemed to be too late.
"Zhen Hua, you bastard!"
"From childhood to adulthood, you know how to hide when you encounter things!"
"You'll never want to try to fight for it!"
"Can't you live!"
"Why! Why! Why do you choose to die! ”
"Isn't it good to live! Can't you live for me! ”
"I like you, bastard!"
"You'd rather die than give me a chance!"
"But I still like you! I'm still reluctant! ”
Wen Zixin was talking frantically in the room alone, these words that couldn't be said to anything, this was the truest voice in her heart, but no matter how she broke out, she didn't say these words, but this time it was different, she could really feel that this was a life and death parting, how long had these words been hidden? Ten years, twenty years, or thirty years, after this year it will be thirty years, but do they still have thirty years? Maybe there is no more, so these words don't take the opportunity to vent at this time, maybe in the future, she will only cry in front of Zhen Hua's grave, so she said it, she was roaring, although there was no one else in this room at this time except herself.
But in fact, Zhen Hua heard it, Zhen Hua heard it all, Zhen Hua was at the door, after he closed the door stiffly, he found that he couldn't completely give up, so he hesitated at the door, but immediately he heard the sound of objects hitting the door, he couldn't help but worry, and wanted to slam the door immediately, but then he heard Wen Zixin's roar, even if some words were slurred because of crying, but he heard it clearly, Wen Zixin liked himself, he couldn't believe his ears, he waited for this sentence, After waiting for twenty-nine years, he had even given up, but he didn't expect that Wen Zixin had always had the same idea as him, which was simply shocking.