Chapter 111: Beloved
Wen Zixin passively accepted the hug, she felt Zhen Hua's blazing love, she didn't know how to deal with herself, originally this was an unknown secret, she didn't confide in anyone, but Zhen Hua heard it, and after she opened the door, she was hugged into her arms, is this acceptance? It should be, otherwise how could there be such a fiery love emergence, this is by no means a hug from a friend's comfort, this can only be a hug to vent love, she is convinced, so she did not hesitate, when Zhen Hua did not react, she offered her own lips, which caught Zhen Hua off guard, she was ready to hand herself over to Zhen Hua, even if she knew that in the next room, there was a woman from Zhen Hua, but she didn't care, she loved this man, even if it was snatched back from someone else, She will not hesitate in the slightest, this is her man, and no one will be allowed to touch it.
So Lu Jing is pathetic, because the man who just belonged to her was about to be snatched away by Wen Zixin at this time, although Lu Jing has always known that she is the third party between them, but she also knows that the opportunity between them is impossible, because they don't have the courage to take that step between lovers, so she can have Zhen Hua, but she never thought that there was such a coincidence, so that they could reveal their hearts to each other, and instantly burst out with fiery love, which no one can imagine, But it happened, their lips intertwined, as if they wanted to merge each other into their bodies, this is a wild love, a love that has been suppressed for twenty-nine years, once it explodes, this love is unimaginable.
Zhen Hua's mind was completely out of control, how long had he been looking forward to this kiss? He has lavished this relationship countless times, lavished this loving kiss, he has looked forward to it again and again, and has given up again and again, he has even lost the desire to be extravagant, but at this time, Providence seems to have sent what he dreamed of to his side, maybe it is God's mercy, his body that will soon be in the world has gained a trace of mercy, of course he knows that these are short-lived, but even if it is just a fleeting beauty, he does not want to let go, this is the woman he loves, he has loved this woman for twenty-nine years, He didn't have the thirtieth year with Wen Zixin, but in the last days of his life, he got twenty-nine years of love, which is God's mercy and the interpretation of his life, maybe this is the best result.
The beginning of a relationship is always inexplicable, but the beginning of a relationship that has been suppressed for twenty-nine years is only blazing, and this love can melt everything, their hearts, and everything about them. This relationship is the expectation of the two for 29 years, and it is also the pain that the two of them can't bear to uncover for 29 years, this is a pain, but after the rain and the sky is clear, this beautiful feeling is so rare, so in the blazing love, they have lost themselves, wild love and crazy desire, has completely swallowed them, at this time no one is allowed to be sober, in the kiss, they can only follow their instinctive desires, this is human animal nature, maybe this is love to the extreme, They can't control their bodies anymore, and everything follows their instincts.
Tiptoeing open the door, after a complete outburst of love, everything fell into place. In the quiet years, there will always be flowers blooming and falling, no matter how life is spent, they are not afraid of ordinary days, only afraid of no warmth, holding each other's hands with the years, walking through the sun and the moon, walking through the wind and frost, even if the time is wasted, they are willing to be the people who have wasted time and returning, in the eyes of time, full of years and years of love for each other. Once, they listened to all kinds of beauty about love, using imagination as a blueprint and time as a pen, leaving down the initial interpretation of love. The years are silent, and the legends that are not old are just in the real world, there are too many helplessness from spring to Fangfei, so I hope that the love of the fairy couples will become stronger in the depths. Maybe everything is false, wake up and find that he is just a permanently sleeping walking corpse, no matter how beautiful love is, in fact, it is just a flash in the pan, that kind of feeling is fleeting, he is not qualified to have it for a long time, but even if it is only a moment, maybe this beauty is worth too many years and years.
In fact, love doesn't have to be as poignant as Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai; It doesn't have to be as bleak as Romeo and Juliet; It doesn't have to be a sea of dry rocks and a sea vow; Ordinary love is not necessarily bland, earth-shattering love is not necessarily great, as long as there is love in the heart, we must work hard to love, desire love, beautiful love! Commemorate Love! Their love is no more ordinary, the sprout of their love, in fact, is just the friendship of the same table when they were students, but slowly, it has evolved into a kind of love that can't bear to speak, this is a bland and timid feeling, such feelings are staged in this world all the time, but most people have chosen to give up, go with the flow, with the wishes of their parents, get married and have children, and gradually forget the most important one in their hearts She (him), they may be sad, because their parents have long passed away, So no one will use the identity of elders to force them to marry at the right age and have children at the right age like normal people, so they can leave their years to wait, so even if their love is ordinary, it is also the regret of most people.
Many people once cherished it very much, because the invisible hand of the years slowly stripped off the halo of love, and also made the original vow fall into a shard of crystal glass. Love is to be rinsed in time, either precipitated into a yellowed photo, or it blooms in people's simple lives. But who is not a meeting in the water, happiness is not a momentary feeling, it melts in the sweetness of people holding hands, and melts into the seemingly mottled life. So anyone can give up, anyone can pick it up again, and the love that was missed is like a stagnant watch, which can never meet the interlaced hands. Some scars are scratched on the heart, even if they are lightly scratched, they will remain in the heart. In life, there always seems to be an unbearable pain. Some regrets are destined to be carried for a lifetime; In life, there are always some exquisite emotional porcelain that falls around us, but the crack remains in the moment when we look back on the twilight. So many times, the person who loves you is close at hand, which can make you tender, but it is often another person who cares about you. You shed tears for him and grieved for him; Only talk about giving, not a little return. You think it's love, but it's just human nature; What you can't get, it's the best. What is easy to get often does not know how to cherish.
Maybe this is the truth, they are worried about each other, but they only vent in their hearts, and can't tell anyone, this is a kind of sadness, but it is also a kind of happiness, they have loved it for too long, so they cherish it extraordinarily, but they can't love it for long, because Zhen Hua is about to die, they can only cherish the time at this time, so Wen Zixin did not hesitate at all, and completely handed himself over to him, even though Wen Zixin has been guarding himself like jade all these years, he doesn't know anything about men and women, but when the love is strong, But there is no trace of concern at all, maybe she understands that life is incomplete without experiencing love, and love without experiencing pain is not profound. Love enriches life, and pain sublimates love. So no matter what the result of Zhen Hua is, no matter what moment Zhen Hua's life will wither, she should bear it, pain may also be a conciliator of love, and it may even make her love this man more, maybe she can't get rid of this man in her life, but what's the matter? How many twenty-nine years does a woman have? Since thirty years have been spent on a man, what does it matter if the rest of your life is left to him.
Wen Zixin leaned on Zhen Hua's arms, Zhen Hua lit a cigarette for himself, his eyes were a little hollow, he couldn't believe what had just happened, he was already with the woman he loved most in his life? It feels like everything in front of him is so illusory, but the fiery body in his arms makes him have to believe this fact, happiness comes too suddenly, everything is a matter of course, those he once worried about seem to be completely non-existent, everything is just his inferiority complex and timidity, because of these unknown timidity and inferiority, they have wasted each other's twenty-nine years, if it weren't for these unwarranted factors, maybe they would have had children who really belonged to them, even if they would treat Zhen Wenxin as their own, But everyone understands that after all, it is not their own child, they should have a child of their own, but now it is too late, they missed it, just because of timidity and low self-esteem, they missed too much.
"Leave me a child, our child."
Zhen Hua didn't expect Wen Zixin to say this, now they have no name and no share, even if they admit each other's existence in their hearts, but without that certificate, Wen Zixin can only be unmarried and pregnant, then the image that Wen Zixin has created for many years will completely collapse, then Wen Zixin's future in the entertainment industry will be completely ruined, and it will take time to quit the entertainment industry, especially Wen Zixin's current identity, which can only be slowly faded, but at this time, the news that Wen Zixin was pregnant unmarried suddenly broke out, which will cause many bad effects for a while, he thought of it in an instant, and Wen Zixin had no reason not to think of it.
"Don't worry about my reputation, I just want to have a child that belongs to us, I don't care what happens to you and Lu Jing, I know what kind of person you are, I feel nothing more than guilt for Lu Jing, even if I am jealous, but I have nothing to do, I know that you don't want to owe others, so you and Lu Jing's affairs, you handle it yourself, I won't pay attention to it." Leave a child for me, you don't need to do anything, I will raise the child alone, and tell him that you have a father named Zhen Hua, the person who loves you the most in this world. ”