125. Can't be lost
"Qiao An, I like Zhao Wangsheng That's right, at that time, my father always felt that you were too strong, and I didn't communicate well with you, so I kept thinking about pressing you."
Ren Hongchen also knew how ugly he used to speak, and after he knew that his daughter had heard that he was going to give her away since she was a child, he also had to admit that most of the fault of his daughter's indifference and the rift between the two people now lies with him.
"But now, Zhao Wangsheng is bullying you, although Dad is ...... But Dad supports all your decisions. He wanted to say that he had affection for Yin Ruwei and couldn't do it, but Ren Qiaoan knew.
But if Ren Qiaoan wants to deal with Zhao Wangsheng, he will not interfere, and he also accepts the consequences of this, that is, the relationship with Yin Ruwei is broken.
"The past is gone, and you don't have to say it anymore." Ren Qiaoan didn't want to hear it, and she didn't want to listen to it.
What's the point of dealing with Zhao Wangsheng?
Exposing his true identity in front of him, in fact, he is more noble than Lu Wenwen, watching him cry bitterly and regret not at the beginning?
That would only make her feel that the person she liked when she was a teenager was broken alive in front of her eyes.
With such an unhappy past, her transformation from an abandoned child to a person who now owns the whole world is not something to brag about.
How can others understand the bitterness and bitterness?
"Zhuge Qing, this kid, if you think it's okay, develop well with him, if not, tell your father, let's change someone else." Ren Hongchen coughed lightly twice, and said quite embarrassedly: "He knows your business very well, and I can rest assured that I will hand you over to him." ”
If this is an ordinary father who takes the initiative to pull the red thread for his daughter after her daughter is broken up by a scumbag, then Ren Qiaoan won't think much about it, but now, she still feels that her father is ruining her life.
Without Zhao Wangsheng, Zhou Chu was driven away, and Zhuge Qing, who was left behind, regarded her father as a reborn parent, if she was with Zhuge Qing, then she would be controlled by them for the rest of her life, and there was nowhere to escape.
Thinking about it, Ren Qiaoan felt suffocated.
"Dad, I'm resting." Ren Qiaoan hung up the phone under the pretext of being tired, put down the phone, and went in to take a shower.
When lying in the bathtub, Ren Qiaoan looked at these luxurious bath products, the neon flashes outside the window, and the royal palace in the distance seemed to be a model toy in front of him, and he could bring it back with his hand.
Ren Qiao'an leaned against the edge of the bathtub and sank little by little, until the water flooded the top of his head, and the feeling of suffocation was really realized by the water, and he felt a trace of pleasure welling up in his heart.
She wandered at the critical point of death and survival, and the warm water poured into her mouth and nose made her feel full.
Before, her father didn't want her, and she decided not to have her father, so she worked hard to live alone, thinking that she must study hard, and when she grows up, she is beautiful and educated, and someone will like her in the future.
This is what Yin Ruwei said to her, in her adolescence, there was also confusion and helplessness, Aunt Yin was always able to find out, and then smiled and enlightened her: "Qiao An, when you grow up, you will know that in life, your parents can spend very little time with you, and you always have to find another person who will always accompany you." ”
"That's when you know that your troubles are actually not worth mentioning, and the person who accompanies you to the end also needs time to get to you."
At that time, Aunt Yin's eyes were shining, looking at the plane tree outside the window, and she said very confidently, so confident that Ren Qiaoan always believed that she would not face separation in the future.
When she was an adolescent, she often watched those stories with her classmates, she felt that Zhao Wangsheng could always accompany her, she was the heroine of her childhood sweetheart, but her family was unfortunate but she had a long time with the male protagonist.
But later, like Liu Meng sent her, she got rid of the snobbish scumbag, and she would definitely meet the affectionate male second, he cured her, and she got what she wanted.
But now she is like the kind of Shuangwen who "returns her daughter", she was bullied by others until she finally came back strongly, slapping everyone in the face.
In the end, she found out that everything was so depressing and hypocritical, Zhao Wangsheng and Zhou Chu chose to leave her for the same reason, and she could actually have a lot of money, she thought that she had broken off the relationship with her father, only to find that she had not been able to escape her father's control from beginning to end.
finally lived himself into a four-like.
Ren Qiao'an lowered her head, her back was already close to the bottom of the bathtub, the water waves in front of her made the world abstract, but her ears were quiet and she could only hear her own heartbeat.
Her father's professional mental profiler team can find out what Zhou Chu's purpose is for approaching her, and they can speculate what the reason why Zhao Wusheng and Lu Wenwen are together.
But if Zhao Wangsheng is moved, it means that the relationship between him and Aunt Yin will also break down, so he handed over this power to her.
Maybe the team in his heart has already written that she will not move Zhao Wangsheng, so he dares to put the initiative in her hands.
But they should not have written out in profile, she has long had no hope for life.
Why insist on living?
Living brought her only one loss after another.
After Zhao Wusheng left, she kept thinking about this question, but she never had an answer.
Later, she found out that maybe it was because her mother died when her father loved her the most, so her father had been suppressing that he was not with Aunt Yin.
So if she dies now, who loves her the most?
Will anyone also remember her for many years, alone in order to remember her?
Probably not, they're going to get married.
Ren Qiao'an closed his eyes, and in the darkness in front of him, he suddenly couldn't even hear his heartbeat.
……
Outside the window, the night was pierced by a white light, and after the upside-down white branches flashed, thunder roared, waking up those who wanted to sleep.
Two thunderclaps followed, and heavy rain poured down.
Zhou Chu held the phone on the street and kept calling Ren Qiaoan's number.
As soon as she left today, he received her transfer inexplicably, and Zhou Chu really realized that Ren Qiaoan was really separating from him.
At first, his WeChat was blocked, and then she turned off her phone when she called, and later he found out that her flight did not board, and Zhou Chu's heart trembled.
She had nowhere to go alone, and although he didn't know where she got the money, he concluded that she didn't have much money on her.
Gone alone, where did she go?!
Zhou Chu immediately asked his friend to look for her, and he went to Ren Qiao'an's house to look, but found that the house had changed owners.
"Oh, you said that little girl, she said that she would live with her boyfriend in the future, so the house was sold to us in the morning." The male owner of that family took out all the formalities, and Zhou Chu found out that she had sold the house in the morning.
The money that was returned to him was the money from the sale of the house.
He couldn't imagine that one moment before she entered the door, she still believed that she could live with him, and the next moment she learned the bad news that he had agreed to the engagement.
Zhou Chu ran home in despair, trying to find clues left by her at home, but met an aunt who collected waste in the community at the door.
The aunt sat in the shade of a tree, opened a small worn suitcase, and took out from it a couple of small old cotton silk skirts with small flowers, as well as two pairs of cleanly washed black canvas shoes.
That box, Zhou Chu recognized it until he died, when he chased Ren Qiao'an and broke her up with Zhao Wangsheng, this box was the only luggage she had after separation, and he carried it into their home by himself.
At that time, he thought that such an old box would weigh nothing when it was lifted lightly, and he would treat her better in the future and raise her fatter.
But now, the box appears in the hands of the aunt who picks up the garbage, indicating that the owner of the box has also abandoned it.
"What is this? Instant noodle? The aunt took out a bag of instant noodles from the suitcase, looked at it on the front and back, determined that it was an ordinary pack of instant noodles, and said disgustedly: "The brand from more than ten years ago is almost broken inside, and the shelf life has passed for more than ten years." ”
"I really don't understand today's young people, a pack of instant noodles is left for so long, and the bag is about to break." After saying that, the aunt threw the instant noodles into the green trash can not far away.
Immediately followed by a fast-running figure, rushed to the trash can, reached into a pile of rotten vegetable leaves, and picked up the bag of instant noodles.
Ren Qiao'an's first meal when she came to his house was instant noodles, and this package of noodles must be very important to her.
Can't afford to lose.
Zhou Chu wiped the leftover soup on the instant noodle bag with the palm of his hand, and the broken dough residue had to be held with both hands to feel at ease.
Nothing can be lost.
(End of chapter)