126, don't cry, it's not worth it

Ren Qiaoan's phone was turned off, and Zhou Chu's friend also sent him the latest news, Ren Qiaoan just didn't get on that plane, but he was already in the UK.

Zhou Chu kept rushing to the UK, and as soon as he got off the plane, he called Ren Qiaoan, but her phone was connected but no one answered.

Ren Qiaoan had already blocked his WeChat, he was afraid that his phone would also be blocked by Ren Qiaoan, she deliberately did not answer his call, and Zhou Chu temporarily applied for several cards to call Ren Qiaoan.

If you don't answer it, you just don't answer it.

They planned to come to the UK before, and they had already booked a hotel in the UK, Zhou Chu rushed to the hotel, and Ren Qiaoan did not check in.

His heart is even more confused, a girl doesn't bring anything, she is alone abroad, where can she go?!

Where is he going to find it again?!

It began to rain on the street, Zhou Chu stood in the thunderstorm, watching the couples running by with umbrellas, those who did not have umbrellas, boys covered the rain with their hands for girls, and people with umbrellas snuggled up to each other.

Zhou Chu is worried, she doesn't have an umbrella, will it rain?

"An An, don't do stupid things, don't be angry." Zhou Chu's heart became heavier and heavier with the long phone calls.

Her character is too strong, and even if she is suffering now, she will grit her teeth and push through.

The phone never stopped, and I hung up automatically and continued to call, and finally after the phone rang countless times, the phone was picked up over there.

Hope rose in Zhou Chu's heart, and he hurriedly asked, "An An!" Where are you?! Tell me the location and I'll pick you up! ”

However, in response to him was endless silence on the other side.

Zhou Chu only heard the sound of rain in his ears, and he couldn't even hear the sound of breathing over there.

"An An?" Zhou Chu called her, afraid that she was still angry with him in her heart, and coaxed in a low voice: "An An, now is not the time to be angry, it is dangerous for you to be alone abroad, where are you?" Tell me, I'll pick you up. ”

The sound of rain over there, Ren Qiaoan guessed that he was also here now, but what was the use of being here?

"I know it's making you sad today, you came out and wanted to beat me and scold me, but I admit it." Zhou Chu finally couldn't hold it anymore and took the lead in apologizing to her: "I'm sorry, I made the wrong decision today, I'm not engaged, I ......"

I don't care about anything, I don't want anything.

Before he finished speaking, Ren Qiao'an over there interrupted his apology and confession mercilessly with five words: "Zhou Chu, go back." ”

She had just come out of the bathtub with no water on her body, and her hair was still clinging to her face, dripping in the direction of her hair.

Behind her was a "waterway", with bare footprints mixed with water trails, like the path the Little Mermaid took when she came ashore.

The proximity that was exchanged for precious things, every step was like a knife cut, and he gave up his noble status, only hoping to be able to meet him, but in the end, he couldn't resist the tricks of fate, and still missed the prince.

Ren Qiao'an's eyes looked at the "road" when he came, and finally smiled with relief: "I'm safe, you don't have to worry." ”

"An An, don't say that." Zhou Chu was choked by her, and also knew that they were unhappy today, and apologized to her: "An An, what happened this morning is all my fault, I apologize to you, you come out, I am not engaged." ”

He was on the plane for ten hours, and she had been missing all day, which was enough for him to figure out all the relationships.

Everything he did was to be with her in the future, but now that she was gone, there was no point in him doing it.

"An An, I didn't lie to you, I'm really not engaged, and I won't leave you in the future." Why did he care so much, why did he put them in front of her, so that she didn't even want to see him now.

"I regret it as soon as you left, I looked for you everywhere, I was afraid that you would do something stupid, knowing that you were here, I chased you all the way over......" Zhou Chu couldn't tell his sadness: "An An, today hasn't passed, what I said can't be taken seriously, for the sake of me to change my mistakes, forgive me this time, okay?" ”

He is simply a bastard, she has already said that she is willing to live a hard life with herself, even if she has no money, she is willing to be with him, but he still wants to take back the interests of the family and the group, and wants to give her a better life in the future.

He's a bastard, he's putting the cart before the horse, he's an out-and-out asshole!

Forgive?

Ren Qiaoan remembered that the last time he forgave someone, it was Zhao Wangsheng, and he didn't change the ending later, he still chose another option.

"Zhou Chu, at the moment of my mother's death, I was looking for an answer." Ren Qiaoan looked at a painting in front of him and expressed his doubts in life: "I have never understood why my father is saying, 'Divorce if you don't have a son!'" After that, my mother died all these years, and he did not marry again. ”

He can remarry openly, and his family is indeed forcing him to "continue the incense", but he withstood the pressure and stubbornly held the only position of his deceased wife.

Even people like Aunt Yin couldn't shake his heart not to marry again.

But when Ren Qiaoan was lying at the bottom of the bathtub, warm water surrounded her, and at the last suffocating edge, Ren Qiaoan seemed to return to the day her mother died.

She stuck in the seat and talked to her, she only remembered that her mother was covered in blood, and she finally said: "An An, don't cry, it's not worth it." ”

With that, she closed her eyes forever.

Don't cry, it's not worth it.

Ren Qiaoan looked at the painting in front of him, the person in the painting was visibly haggard, his ears were wrapped in white bandages, and the apology in his ears gradually became illusory: "Zhou Chu, don't do such a thing anymore, you and I are not just Miss Zhang's problem, but also our other families, they are not optimistic about us." ”

Zhou Chu's mother doesn't look down on her, this is very easy to solve, as long as she is Ren Hongchen's daughter, Zhou Chu's mother will change her mind, and even Ren Qiao'an dares to conclude that Zhou Chu's mother will wash Zhou Chu and send it to her door.

Now the biggest problem is her father, he is not a father who loves his daughter, and he will not change his opinion of Zhou Chu just because she likes it.

"An An, don't say that, as long as you don't get angry, I'll solve the matter at home, give me another chance, I promise not to make such a foolish decision again." Zhou Chu thought that he was about to give up on her just now, and he hated himself extremely much.

How could he do such a thing?

This is the woman he spent so much effort to chase back, he clearly promised her that he would take care of her for the rest of his life, but he gave up on her in a blink of an eye.

Seeing her walk away from his eyes, he was so sluggish that he realized that he had lost the most important woman.

"An An, I thought wrong for a while, it's all my fault, it's up to you to beat or scold, but don't leave me." She said that even if she wanted to live a life with herself without money, she was willing, but he still gave up on her so firmly.

Speaking of this, Zhou Chu remembered something, and immediately strived for: "You give Zhao Wangsheng a chance, and you can also give me a chance, right?" ”

Now he just said what he was going to do, and he didn't get engaged and didn't hurt her.

She had tolerated Zhao Wangsheng once, and now she must be tolerant of him again, and she can't sentence him to death because of a mistake, and he won't die for his crimes.

"Zhou Chu, you just made up your mind before you dared to say to me, you want to be engaged to someone else, right?" Ren Qiaoan suddenly got the truth that he dared to be unscrupulous, and said with a sarcastic smile: "This is your plan, you want to use the fact that I once tolerated Zhao Wusheng as a bargaining chip, and have a death-free gold medal here with me?!" ”

No wonder he dared to be so fearless, no matter what she said, he didn't change his decision and insisted on getting engaged.

"I ......" Zhou Chu couldn't say anything to refute, at first he had this idea in it, but now she can't refute it.

She was so clever that she must have been able to tell if his words were true or false.

"It's late, there's no chance." Ren Qiao'an refused, not only did he want to marry, but even she had to be manipulated.

Zhuge Qing outside is the best proof, she dares to conclude that if she says that Zhuge Qing is not good and asks her father to change people, then the person who is exchanged must also be a loyal believer of her father.

This transaction had ended when she walked out of the observation deck, and she had no regrets, and there was no possibility of repentance.

"Zhou Chu, if you want to compare with Zhao Wangsheng, then I'll tell you, there is a sentence that I have never said to Zhao Wangsheng." Ren Joan looked at Van Gogh in the painting, he had been tormented by despair and illness all his life, but he was able to leave these heirlooms.

There was an indissolate sorrow between his eyebrows, and perhaps he had been confused about why he was alive, and finally he chose to leave this world first.

But Ren Qiaoan saved herself at the last second of her life.

She didn't want to die.

"You make a choice, take your responsibility as a man, don't let them become like your mother." Ren Qiaoan looked at the person in the painting and said, "Don't become that kind of man, don't make me feel unworthy." ”

caused the tragedy of two women and affected the child's life.

(End of chapter)