"They used to be important to me."

Ren Qiaoan said: "At that time, my mother had just left us, and I thought that you and I were the only relatives in each other's world, so I was willing to forget for a while that you had wanted to give me away, and wanted to live with my last relative." ”

In fact, it is not the last relative, at that time, the relatives of both parents have not yet shown their true faces, but Ren Qiaoan has a hunch that Ren Hongchen will be her last relative.

Sure enough, later, her grandfather blamed her for being a girl, so her father quarreled with her mother, and in the end, there was an accident, which was equivalent to Ren Qiao'an indirectly killing her mother.

On the mourning hall, the grandparents were also sad, but the relatives were all them: "It's okay, Hongchen will find another one in the future, so that the policy can't be managed, maybe you can give birth to a big fat boy." ”

At her mother's funeral hall, they discussed the happy event of her father marrying and giving birth to a son, and the grandparents were afraid that the grandparents outside would hear about the trouble, so they scolded their relatives not to say anything more, and they were all sad and hypocritical.

Later, the relatives on the grandparents' side simply hated Ren Hongchen, in order to raise this daughter and no longer marry, Ren Qiaoan did not die with her mother, and it was the original sin that she survived.

"The Ren family's incense is broken, it's all the fault of this money-losing goods." She was young and couldn't understand what it meant when the incense was broken, but she understood what it meant to lose money.

She's worth three thousand.

At that time, 3,000 was a lot of money, and many people couldn't spend 3,000 a year.

The junk food she picked up, she picked it out and kept it for her father, and she was dizzy from hunger, eating the food she couldn't bring back next to the trash can.

"At that time, I was very scared, I was afraid that Uncle Yao and they would come to the house and take me away, but in fact, ...... On the day of my mother's funeral, I heard you say you were going to keep me. It is also because of this that Ren Qiaoan is willing to get along with her father again, even if the relatives of both parents blame her in the end, she is still happy that her father left her.

She still has a father, her father didn't want her, and she began to worry about whether her father would not want her if he married a new mother and gave birth to a son in the future.

"I was afraid day and night that you had a new wife, and when the time came, a new son would not want me, so I always wanted to be the best daughter in front of you and let you know that you didn't do anything wrong in keeping me."

Obviously, she was overly worried, Ren Hongchen simply left her, and her life did not change.

There was still no her in his eyes, and it wasn't until the incident of Zhao Wangsheng's father that she persuaded herself to recognize this fact and no longer have illusions about him.

Where she lives and whether she works hard or not, there is no difference at all for Ren Hongchen.

People in this world are not as good as Ren Hongchen.

Leaving her may be just because she is her mother's last bloodline, and she doesn't want her to stay away from him, which has nothing to do with Ren Qiao Anan being his daughter.

After all, reality has proven that Ren Hongchen didn't spend much money on raising her at all, and he didn't spend much energy.

She can insist on supporting her father in the trash can, and she can bow her head and be a humble worker to support herself.

Otherwise, why would Dad still treat her badly?

"Dad, when I was a child, I watched other people write stories, and I read a saying that a father was very bad to his daughter because his daughter killed her mother." Ren Qiaoan remembered that before, when she saw this reason, for a while she really believed in this reason: "I think maybe it's because I'm a girl and I haven't been able to become the son you have been looking forward to for a long time, so you don't like me." ”

"However, when my son can do it, I can also do it very well, I am even better than them, I will always be the first in my studies, and after I won the first place in the school, I will strive for the first place in the district, and finally I will be the champion."

"I also work very hard, and I never move goods slower than others, but after a summer vacation, my boss eventually bullied me for being a summer worker, and in the end, he deducted all my wages on the grounds that I was not old enough......

Thinking of that time, Ren Qiaoan really hated it in his heart.

"But I can grit my teeth and go to work as an hourly worker again, and earn all my living expenses, I think I am Ren Hongchen's daughter, except that I am not a man, I can do everything else......"

How stupid I was at that time, I was bullied at a young age and didn't know to call the police, and I wanted to grit my teeth and let my father see that she could also have the same "man's responsibility" as her son.

Later, when her father knows, she can also smile like a hero who has gone through vicissitudes.

thought that he couldn't embarrass Ren Hongchen, but he didn't notice that Ren Hongchen didn't have her in his eyes, or that she was only worthy of getting married and having children as a housewife.

"Until...... Zhao Wangsheng's father broke into my room...... Although you punished those people in the end, I also know that you are not ...... for me" Ren Qiaoan said bluntly, without replacing it with obscure words.

There was no misunderstanding, and her father later learned who the victim was, but that didn't improve their relationship.

didn't even let her father have any pity for her, let alone be so anxious about Aunt Yin's attitude of hardship.

"Dad, I've been disappointed in you since that moment."

disappointed that when she was hurt, she was still happy, so that her father would care about her, but in the end, only Zhao Wangsheng cared about her.

Knowing that he wouldn't care about her, he was bullied so much at work, and he never thought of crying and going back to his father, why should he expect the result that he already knew?

At that moment, she began to hate herself, hated herself for indulging in hope, and thought that she was important in her father's eyes.

Ren Qiaoan remembered that it was difficult to breathe at the beginning: "My classmates all know that my father doesn't care about me, and they all laugh at my lack of love since I was a child, so I dress myself up so beautiful every day to attract the attention of male teachers." ”

In fact, she just reached normal adolescence, with the love of beauty that a girl should have, she wore a very light lipstick twice, and secretly painted eyeliner once, and she was so hostile to her classmates: "Zhao Wangsheng's father didn't hide it, they said that I deserved it, it was my father who seduced Zhao Wangsheng, and I was the egg that was bitten and swelved." ”

Because they all think that she is a child from a low-level family, and her father will not go anywhere.

If you are bullied, you are bullied, and a down-and-out family still wants to find them for justice?

Anyway, no one cares about Ren Qiaoan.

"My male teacher, as long as he has the slightest compliment on me, he is the next target of discrediting in the school."

They wantonly circulated those inconspicuous pictures, and Ren Qiaoan had no choice but to escape.

Since then, Ren Qiaoan has learned a truth: for the weak, beauty is deadly poison.

She was targeted, perhaps because she was beautiful and good at studying.

The husband is not guilty, but he is guilty.

"Dad, I was young and had no family to talk to, but I was thinking that if you cared about me a little, you should find out about my abnormality."

At that time, Zhao Wangsheng accompanied her the most, if he hadn't been taking the fault on his father and enlightening Ren Qiaoan not to blame himself, Ren Hongchen's first attention to his daughter might have been the news that she jumped from the stairs.

"The richest man and only daughter couldn't bear the campus violence, and the six-story teaching building jumped down. 》

Dead or disabled, resigned to fate.

But he didn't, all his attention was on Aunt Yin, and he didn't give a single look to his daughter.

"I ......" Ren Hongchen reasoned and had nothing to refute.

At that time, he admitted that he cared too much about Yin Ruwei, and he couldn't remarry like an ordinary man, so he had to hide even his daughter, but this daughter knew everything.

If he loses, there is no possibility of turning over.

He really wants to talk to her today, if she still likes Zhou Chu, he will not explicitly prohibit them from interacting, he will even help him get Zhou Chu, as for how to get it, look at the current Zhuge Qing, that is the standard template.

Ren Hongchen's daughter, he can do whatever kind of man he wants, and there is no such thing as breaking up his daughter.

He could even ask Zhou Wensheng openly for his son, and then train Zhou Chu to be more obedient than a dog, and then give his daughter to play.

"I hope you can really talk to me and tell me what you think, and I'll ...... I want to know what my daughter is thinking. ”

He is a failed husband and now a lonely father, and he is beginning to bear the consequences of not binding himself to the responsibilities of a "father", but he still wants to make amends.

After the snowflakes outside fell, not only did they not freeze on the ground, but there was not even a little water stain left, Ren Qiaoan breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "No, Dad, I only have a win-lose relationship with you, I will do everything that a daughter should do, you don't need to take care of me like a father." ”

She no longer needs to be taken care of, and it is not uncommon for her to be taken care of by him.

Ren Qiao'an's hope for him was extinguished.

(End of chapter)