In the end, Ren Qiaoan did not stay in this mansion for the night.

The one-sided conversation in the sun room may have made her father understand the depth of the gap between them.

He wants to live with the image of a "decadent middle-aged man", and he also let her live as a child of this kind of family, her mother and father don't hurt, except for the torture of a vicious stepmother and any step-brothers and sisters, and the pain that orphans should bear, she has not fallen at all.

"Dad, I hated you."

In the sunroom, Ren Qiaoan could already smile calmly and say the cruelty that once made her wonder if it was wrong to live.

"Then I hated myself, why should I hate you."

It is precisely because of hatred that I know that my own strength is facing my own "enemy".

Hate, naturally, hate.

hates why he is obviously better than ordinary fathers, but why can't he treat his daughter like other people's fathers.

hated that he had left her, but he didn't want to treat her well once.

"Uncle Wang said, you are sad in your heart, and you want me to be more considerate of you...... but no one has ever forgiven her, only Zhao Wangsheng and his mother care about her since she was a child.

There are too many changes in her growth as a girl, she has no one to guide her, and there are too many changes in the first contact, and she was only guided after being discovered by Aunt Yin.

"Zhao Wangsheng is not a person for me, it is a period of companionship, and it is never this person that I can't let go, but the time when someone has been with me."

Ren Qiaoan explained for the first time that she had an inexplicable affection for Zhao Wangsheng, love is naturally not love, Zhao Wangsheng is a scumbag when he pulls it out.

is willing to forgive him, just because she once promised to give him a chance, this is a promise to herself, not to Zhao Wangsheng, she will "love" anyone else.

After Zhao Wangsheng's father had an accident, Aunt Yin suffered a big blow, and she couldn't care about what happened to her at school, at that time, only Zhao Wangsheng accompanied her, and only Zhao Wangsheng was left in her barren life relationship.

When Ren Qiao'an was most vulnerable, someone accompanied her, it was a very precious time in her life, and it had nothing to do with Zhao Wangsheng.

Therefore, Zhuge Qing's existence does not have a little extra attraction for Ren Qiaoan, he is a man, a man she is not very interested in.

"Later, I thought about it, it's okay this way, people always have to live alone, and it's better to be earlier than later." The advantage of being independent in advance is that Ren Qiao'an is now calm and can become a daughter-in-law, and she is also ready to be beaten back to her original form at any time and turn back into the stubborn Ren Qiao'an.

"Dad, I've always wanted to say to you, I'm sorry." This is the most sincere time that Ren Qiaoan apologized to him, and it was all fake before: "If I hadn't been with Zhao Wangsheng at the beginning, maybe you and Aunt Yin would be able to live in harmony like that now." ”

Two people, one lost his wife, the other was deceived by a man, and adult men and women warm each other, sometimes paying more attention to spiritual pleasure and not caring much about the marriage certificate.

These are the conclusions she deduced from Aunt Yin's decisive behavior of severing the mother-son relationship with Zhao Wangsheng.

She thought a lot during this time, more than before.

Probably Aunt Yin was not reconciled in her heart, she lived carefully for so many years, but she was punished by her son and the culprit who brought her harm.

"Dad, I can't enjoy your material while hating you for ignoring it, my greatest ability is to 'let go', I can't be heartless." That is the realm of people like Ren Hongchen, and Ren Qiaoan can't do it with the realm of fake.

"Let go" is not "forget", it is always in the heart and has not disappeared.

"I used to be afraid that you would remarry and have a son, but now I sincerely wish you that what I once said will not be invalidated." Ren Qiaoan stood up, and the moment before she walked out of the sun room, she smiled and said, "Leave me some self-esteem, that's all I have." ”

She is already a child who has grown up in the same conditions as an orphan, and she can accept not having a father, but she can't accept that she has no dignity.

She could also accept him to remarry, or to have many sons and daughters, which would no longer appear in the life she wanted.

The car turned into the garage of the observation deck, and let Qiao An get out of the car, but did not enter immediately.

The snow during the Lantern Festival was getting heavier and heavier, and she only stood for a short time, and the black tweed coat on her body was covered with white snowflakes.

Ren Qiaoan raised her head and looked at the white points of light rushing towards her from the endless darkness, with sharp but beautiful edges and corners, after falling on her, the edges and corners melted in an instant, leaving a cold center, stubbornly one with the surrounding snowflakes.

It seems that no matter how small or great it is, if you want to survive in this world, you must erase your sharpness.

Ren Qiaoan laughed that he really had a good life, and now he was in the mood to eat and support, standing in the cold and summarizing his philosophy of life.

The things she gets have to come from and have a place to go, and she doesn't like this kind of ethereal thing.

Turned around and entered the villa, at this time the nanny had already slept, and there was only one bodyguard in the hall to keep vigil, Ren Qiaoan asked him not to make a noise and go upstairs to rest by himself.

The room was warm, Ren Qiaoan opened his bedroom door, turned on the light and just closed the door, and before he took off his coat, he was hugged from behind.

"Yikes! I thought there was a thief! It turned out to be such a big surprise! Sure enough, my mother had me in her heart, and she was afraid that I would be alone in the empty room, lonely and lonely, so she came back to accompany me. He chattered endlessly, giving Ren Qiaoan a lot of excuses to "love him".

The more she said that she was more beautiful, she couldn't wait to pick her up and turn around twice, and then lie on the bed together and call for help.

Zhou Chu should have just come off the bed, wearing very thin short sleeves and shorts, and she didn't feel cold about the snow on her body through the coat, her hand knocked off the snowflakes on her head, and the warm palm of her hand warmed her forehead: "I don't know how to take an umbrella when I come back, you see that your whole body is ice." ”

One hand warms her forehead, and the other hand takes off her coat first, her forehead is almost warm, and she picks up Ren Qiaoan and goes back to bed.

In the thin quilt, he had just slept warmer, which was a little warmer than the temperature of the room heating.

Zhou Chu wrapped Ren Qiaoan tightly with a thin quilt, ran to the bathroom to ironed a towel, warmed Ren Qiaoan's hands and feet, and said, "If you don't want to use an umbrella in the future, you can call me, and I will pick you up." ”

Her unruly attitude to life makes him a little unacceptable to a man, it's just that she is carrying it so hard when it snows, what should I do when it hails?

It's cold, her hands are stiff, she doesn't feel cold?

"Why are you here? Why don't you go home? Ren Qiao'an didn't speak from the moment she entered the door, and her body warmed up a little before she remembered to ask Zhou Chu why she was in her room.

In the evening, Zhou Chu once sent a WeChat message to ask her if she would come back, and she made it clear that she would not go home tonight.

But the way he was now, his clothes hung at the head of her bed, and it was obvious that he slept in her room tonight, and he didn't leave at all.

"Where can I go, I'm with you, and I should be here waiting for you to come back." Zhou Chu rubbed her hands and said: "You are too realistic in your heart, I won't come if you don't come back today, so if you come back and see that I'm not there, maybe you still think I'm the kind of pervert who wants to take advantage of you, then wouldn't I lose a lot?" ”

Zhou Chu half-jokingly said that their relationship is not the same as before, Ren Qiaoan is not the little girl who had nothing at the beginning, she lives in his house, he doesn't have to worry about her not coming back after she goes out.

Now all he can know is this room, and if he is not here, his heart will always be empty and unreal.

His embarrassing joke ushered in Ren Qiao'an is silence, Zhou Chu sat up, looked at Ren Qiao'an who was lying flat, and asked, "You just look at me like this?" Right?! ”

Ren Qiaoan didn't speak, it didn't matter if she thought so, it didn't matter what he thought, the dissection of the injury tonight had already made her say too much, and she didn't bother to explain her thoughts to anyone anymore.

The quilt is warm now, and she just wants to close her eyes and rest.

Zhou Chu didn't want to just give up, but seeing that the bruises under her eyes came out again, he could only stop and lie beside her.

That's it, what does she think now is his freedom, after a long time, she naturally knows that he is the one who wants to accompany her through his life, not just the little love in front of him.

It's just that Zhou Chu wanted to rest, but Ren Qiaoan opened his mouth again: "Zhou Chu, don't you care about the Zhou family's affairs?" ”

He has been hanging around her lately, and he has never mentioned anything about her father and Zhao Wangsheng, and it doesn't look like he wants to "lie down and try his courage" and take back the family business.

On the contrary, he seemed to be fine, and he did not have the frustration and anger of being pulled down from the position of "Prince Zhou" at all.

No interest, no ambition.

(End of chapter)