Mrs. Lin is right, how can Su Yu not be sad. She nudged her bicycle and walked forward mechanically, the road ahead of her was foggy. She is like a night walker, stepping on the mud in a storm that cannot be seen, one foot deep and one foot shallow, not knowing what will be the next step, let alone the fate of the road ahead, except for confusion or confusion. Her heart was shattering, but there was not even a tear on her face. The people wept bitterly. Actually, this is not very accurate. True grief is without tears. Being able to cry and cry with tears pouring down his or her mind shows that he (she) still remembers the world outside of sadness in addition to grief, which shows that he still has strength to spare. And there is a kind of sadness in the world, but it is so painful that people forget the world, forget their tears, and forget themselves. They weep with their hearts, not with tears, with their voices. Su Yu felt that she was in a silent world where she could not see her fingers. Everything she saw and felt was gray. This is the light that she once fought for and pinned all her hopes on, and now, the light has finally disappeared in her expectations. What an ironic and contradictory world this is, her waiting, her hope, her struggle, her hope in life, falling, finally crumbling in her expectant eyes. "Neurotic!" She didn't feel the swearing and talking of passers-by at all, she didn't feel that she was affecting the traffic order like that, whether it was the shrill honking of people or cars, she didn't exist at all. Her dry eyes stared deep and stunned ahead, and her eyes wandered forward with determination, sleepwalking. 

There was a loud "clang", and a speeding minivan crashed into her at lightning speed. At the moment of the collision, except for herself, all the people on the road screamed, some even blindfolded their eyes with their hands, and some couldn't bear to look at them anymore, and some covered their mouths with their hands so that their hearts would not jump out...... 

Su Yu "pounced" on the ground and hit her head heavily on the ground. It "rustled" and slid forward for several meters. Su Yu felt a piercing pain on her head and body, as if she was being torn apart piece by piece, and she was chopped up little by little. "Suyu! Su Yu ...... "A faint familiar voice floated from the sky, Su Yu tried desperately to open her eyes, tried to catch the voice, but the hot sun scorched her like that, as if to melt her eyes, her brain, her body, her consciousness...... The overwhelming pain enveloped her, and she tried her best to struggle, but the more she struggled, the more she sinked, and sank, sinking into the distant waves, and being swept into a dark world of empty waves...... 

Got into a car accident! Passers-by were stunned and rushed forward to take a look. Suddenly, a dense circle of people surrounded Suyu who fell to the ground. People looked at the little girl who had been hit and her face was covered in blood, pointing and talking endlessly. 

"It's pathetic, crashing into this." 

"I'm afraid I'm dead after so much blood." 

"What a sin, I just saw her on the road and didn't look at the road, I knew that she was going to have an accident." "What a ...... people now."

“……”

The driver who caused the accident had already slipped away quietly while people were talking. 

"Suyu! Su Yu ...... "A man in his mid-thirties anxiously pushed through the crowd and called out to kneel beside the girl. Su Yu didn't react at all, her eyes were still closed. 

The man anxiously stretched out his hand to stop a small van that happened to pass by, and shouted urgently, "Sir, please do her a favor and take her to the hospital!" But as soon as the owner of the car saw the person in his arms, he immediately drove away, cursing in his mouth: "Bad luck!" He sped away with a "whew". After that, he stopped several different cars, and the people in them sped away without saying a word or even looking at them. The man couldn't help it, and said to the crowd who could help call 120 first aid?  "If you are injured like this, how can you be saved?" I think it's already dead!"

"There's a little shop over there, I'll help you make a call." A young man in the crowd ran to the shop as he spoke. 

"Suyu, you have to support it, you have to support it!" The man's eyes were red as he stared at the girl, his lips pursed tightly. The sun scorched the earth so violently that sweat seeped out of his forehead in large drops.

When Lin Bei came over, what she saw was Su Yu lying on the road covered in blood and Teacher Gao with a calm expression. Lin Bei was so frightened that her legs trembled and she couldn't stand steadily, "Suyu is going to die, Suyu is going to die!" She knelt beside Su Yu with tears in her eyes, and only repeated this thought in her heart. 

The ambulance finally came, and the doctors and nurses carried Su Yu into the ambulance and immediately rescued her, Lin Bei and Teacher Gao also got into the ambulance, she looked at Su Yu with blurred flesh and blood, and her mind was like a mush.

Finally arrived at the hospital, and Suyu was immediately sent to the emergency room. When the door slammed shut in front of them, Lin Bei's heart was shocked and almost jumped out of her chest, she had never been so scared. She looked up and saw Teacher Gao staring at the door, his eyes dark and faint, and she couldn't see any emotion.

Dead silent, Lin Bei never felt that time passed so slowly, she couldn't sit down, but she couldn't stop, and kept turning around at the door. Teacher Gao never said a word, staring at the closed door, not knowing what he was thinking, and Lin Bei didn't dare to talk to him.

Finally, the door opened. Teacher Gao immediately rushed forward, "How is it?" 

"She had lost so much blood that she needed a blood transfusion. We are a small hospital, and the blood bank has very limited blood storage......"

"Doctor, transfuse my blood!" Before the doctor could finish speaking, Mr. Gao blurted out and rushed to say. 

"It depends on the blood type charm." 

"I'm an O-shape, let's smoke it." 

"Okay, come in." 

The door was closed again. Lin Bei was moved and scared in her heart, Teacher Gao was so good. She kept praying in her heart that Suyu was safe.

After an unknown amount of time, the door reopened, and she saw the doctor come out, followed by Su Yu who had been pushed out.

"Doctor, how is she?" Lin Bei asked in a trembling voice.

"It's not life-threatening for the time being." The doctor said, "What about the patient's family?"

Lin Bei remembered that she hadn't notified Su Yu's parents yet! But she didn't know how to contact her parents, and Su Yu's family didn't have a phone.

"The patient has to be admitted to the intensive care unit, and the family members go to the hospital first. ＂

Lin Bei was about to call her mother, when suddenly a deep voice said, "I'll do it." Lin Bei looked back and saw that it was Teacher Gao, and his face was a little pale.

"Sir, you can't come out, you have to lie down and rest!" The nurse shouted. 

"I'm fine." He walked out with a resolute face. 

The two nurses looked at his back and said, "I've never seen such a desperate blood donor, he smoked so much, and he still begged us to smoke." Fortunately, he donated blood so desperately, otherwise, the little girl's life would not have been guaranteed!" 

"He asked us for a blood transfusion to save the girl without regard for himself, it should be her relative!" Another nurse said.

Lin Bei followed behind them, not as scared as she was just now, and after seeing Su Yu being pushed into the intensive care unit, she called her mother and told her about Su Yu. After Mr. Gao completed the hospitalization procedures, he came back and asked Lin Bei to go home first, and then found a way to notify Su Yu's parents to come over, and continued to sit silently on the chair at the door of the ward after speaking.

Lin Bei saw that there was indeed nothing wrong with her here, so she turned around and went to Su Yu's house.

As soon as Pan Shixiong heard that Su Yu had entered the hospital, he said irritably: "Why did that dead girl enter the hospital again!" How good can you crash into a car! ”

"How is Suyu now?" Tang Baozhu asked. 

"She's not in danger for the time being, but she hasn't woken up yet." 

"Amitabha, Bodhisattva bless!" Tang Baozhu bowed west with red eyes. 

"What bodhisattva do you ask for? If the Bodhisattva had blessed her, she wouldn't have been hit by a car!" 

……

When Lin Bei and Su Yu's parents were hospitalized again, it was completely dark, and Teacher Gao was still sitting silently in the original seat, and when he saw them coming, he said in a deep voice Su Yu hasn't woken up yet, you guys are here, I'll leave first. Lin Bei looked at the direction of Teacher Gao's departure, and had an indescribable feeling in her heart.

Su Yu's mother only shed tears when she saw her daughter lying silently on the bed. Because Su Yu was in the intensive care unit, none of them could go to the ward to take care of her, so Lin Bei had to call her father to take her home.

That night, Lin Bei lay on the bed, her limbs were so heavy that she seemed to stick to the bed, but her heart was like waves in the wind. The thought of Su Yu, who was covered in blood under the scorching sun, made her heart tremble. There are too many things that happened today, and she almost tasted joys, sorrows, and sorrows in one day, and she hoped that when she woke up, the world would return to its original state, and Suyu did not fall off the list or suffer a car accident......

Su Yu still didn't wake up the next day, and the doctor said that she hurt her head and might not wake up so soon. Su Yu's mother no longer shed tears, her expression was blank, and her eyes were a little hollow. Su Yu's father rarely came, and Lin Bei almost never saw him.

Suyu felt like she was in a deserted wilderness. I couldn't find a way out, and I couldn't find a direction. Suddenly, countless colorful poisonous snakes sprang out from all directions, each spitting long red letters, and pounced on her with their bloody mouths. In an instant, her whole body was covered in poisonous snakes, which opened their mouths wide and gnawed at every inch of her skin. She was so frightened that she wanted to flee, but wherever she fled, she was covered with poisonous snakes that spit red letters and looked at her. She shouted desperately, but there were not only poisonous snakes or poisonous snakes around her, but also forests, mountains and rocks. She struggled to run forward, but her body hurt so much, so painfully, and finally, she fell to the ground, and the poisonous snake on her body was devouring her little by little, and she was disappearing and decomposing little by little. 

After a long time, Su Yu suddenly felt that she was drifting on a vast and endless ocean. The waves rolled over her and threw her to the surface. And suddenly he swept her into the bottomless depths of the sea, suffocating her, terrifying her, and making her lose all consciousness and thought. She felt like she was going to be drowned to death. She had lost the strength and courage to struggle, and in her despair she seemed to hear someone shouting to her, so faint and yet so clear, that she was awake a little more, struggling to grasp the voice that seemed to be real and illusory. A huge wave came at her, and she was resurfaced, and her mind was finally clear. She had a little strength to struggle again, but everywhere there was a white sea and a blue sky that could not be seen, where should she flee? And in the distant sky, there was the voice she had been trying to catch and chasing, but she had been avoiding her. This time, the voice was clearer and audible, so poignant, so eager, that it seemed to be accompanied by a cry. Su Yu wanted to cry when she heard it, "Come and save me, where am I!" At that moment, another wave rolled towards her, and the sound was drowned out again. She couldn't help but cry out in despair, "Ahh

Sook finally woke up! 

Tang Baozhu cried with joy. On the morning when Su Yu woke up for the first time, she called her "Mom", and this "Mom" made Tang Baozhu burst into tears with excitement, arousing her almost forgotten maternal love, and the extinguished maternal love in her heart suddenly gushed out like a volcanic eruption. Su Yu looked at her crying mother and said apologetically, "Mom, I'm in the hospital again!" A few tears oozed from his eyes as he spoke. This made Tang Baozhu's tears ripple again. 

Yes, Suyu not only woke up, but also did not have the amnesia that the doctor said. Everyone was glad for her. After waking up, Su Yu seemed to know everything except for never mentioning the failure and the car accident. She didn't mention it herself, others thought she didn't want to mention it, for fear of irritating her, so everyone was willing to avoid talking about it.

But Su Yu knew in her heart that in the past few days lying in bed, she had already figured out the matter of falling off the list, no matter what the road ahead was, she had to move forward. What if the ideals are shattered, people have to live. Born in a family like hers, it is hypocritical to talk about personal ideals.

During her days at the hospital, it was found that Sook had become quieter and more silent than before, she didn't cry anymore, but she rarely smiled either. But she is very submissive, and she is obedient to whatever others tell her to do. She listened carefully to what others said, but did not express her joy or anger. 

On this day, Suyu was finally able to be discharged from the hospital. She has been in the hospital for a month. She was already thin, coupled with the last typhoid fever and the torture of the high school entrance examination, and after staying in the hospital for so many days, she was almost completely disfigured. The face was small, pointed, and unusually pale from the absence of sunlight; The thin lips were as if they were a white paint painted there, because they were bloodless, and there was a feeling of unreality, and the eyes, because they were large in themselves, were now large and black because of the pale and thin face, like two black gems set in white jasper. It's a face that makes people feel sorry for it. 

Because of several times of danger, Su Yu seemed to have been lost and regained, Tang Baozhu's numb maternal love was stimulated, and she also cared about Su Yu. usually doesn't let her get tired, tells her daughter and son not to let her work, and doesn't let her go out when she is full. During this time, Suyu felt the maternal love that she had never had. 

One day, Su Yu was at home looking through and sorting out her books and notebooks. Looking at the textbooks that I was once familiar with, the reference materials that I had poured my heart and soul into, as well as notebooks and workbooks, the wordless soreness couldn't help but creep up into my heart again. This is an eternal memorial of my school life, and from now on, there will be no more days to set foot on campus. With tears in her eyes, she carefully packed the textbooks, notebooks, and workbooks that represented her student life into cardboard boxes. With each book, she had to look through it as if it were a farewell ceremony. On the title page of a Chinese textbook for the first semester of the first semester of junior high school, it is written that "Tianxingjian, a gentleman strives for self-improvement", and a passage compiled by Wang Ji of the Qing Dynasty is also copied below: "Poverty is not ashamed, but shame is poverty and no ambition; Cheap is not evil, but hateful is cheap and incompetent; Old is not enough to sigh, but it is a pity that it is old and empty; It's not a pity to die, but it's a pity that death is useless. "That's when she was just admitted to Longle Middle School, and she copied it in order to motivate herself. These two passages have aroused her courage and fighting spirit, and it is these two passages that have enabled her to overcome poverty and setbacks and unswervingly devote herself to study. Su Yu looked at these two paragraphs blankly, and suddenly felt like she had been drunk, and her originally confused heart suddenly rose. "Yes, a gentleman is constantly striving for self-improvement, why am I so obsessed with studying and going to school? As long as you have ambition in your heart, you can study and study wherever you go! Aren't there many people in the world who are living in poverty and who have succeeded by their never-ending desire to learn? The key is to strive for self-improvement!" Thinking of the glorious names in the world that have succeeded because of self-improvement, her heart is warm, and her eyes have never been brighter. 

Su Yu cherished the textbook alongside two of Foury's translations of Romain Rolland's Three Giants and John Christopher, as well as Voynich's The Gadfly. In the future, she will carry them wherever she is. As long as she took them with her, she felt that the best giants in the world were with her. "Books are the best and most cherished friends that human beings should make." Su Yu thought so, but Lin Bei's voice came from outside.

Su Yu hurriedly greeted him happily, "Lin Bei, Meng Haolun, why are you here!" 

"How are you doing these days?" Lin Bei looked at Su Yu's thin but glowing face and asked. "It's much better, but it's just that I'm bored at home every day." At home, I received a few magazines and newspapers with my articles published, and I received a few remittance slips, and I just took out my textbooks and sorted them out, and it was not like I had nothing to do. ”

"Suyu, you should really be congratulated!" Lin Bei took Su Yu's hand and said warmly. 

"Well, you're about to start school, right? When are you going to report for duty?" Su Yu said as she couldn't help but feel a gloomy pain in her heart. 

"We're going to report tomorrow." Meng Haolun said cautiously. He really hoped that Su Yu could go with them tomorrow, and he really hoped that Su Yu could be as sympathetic to him as before. That friendship will always be so bright and beautiful in his heart. Because in a lifetime, it is rare to meet people who are so similar and sympathetic to each other. 

"I hope to hear good news from you in three years' time. I have great confidence in you. I'm so proud to have you two great friends!" Su Yu said sincerely. 

"Suyu, are you really planning to go out to work?" Lin Bei asked seriously. 

"Yes." Su Yu nodded. 

"Suyu, I wish you to go straight and flat all the way, and not be as thorny as this road." "Fool, have you ever seen a straight and flat road?" The long road of life, how can there be no twists and turns? Perhaps it is precisely because of these twists and turns that life is precious and meaningful! I just hope that I will have fewer regrets on this journey. I can only do the rest with my strength and strength. ”

"Suyu, you're so nice!" Lin Bei said sincerely. 

"Actually, that's what you taught me. Especially my last two serious illnesses really made me deeply feel the warmth of the world, and the sacredness and selflessness of love in the world. Lin Bei, Meng Haolun, I am really grateful for your care and care for me. And Uncle Lin, godmother, etc., if it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't be able to stand here and talk today. Su Yu thought of those people, and her heart was still warm. When she was in a car accident, Lin Tai'an and his wife not only often came to see her, cared for her, but also paid a lot of medical expenses for her. but he would not tell her the exact number. "Think about yourself and feel so lucky that I am surrounded by good people with good integrity and enthusiasm." 

Lin Bei originally wanted to tell her what she saw on the day of the car accident, but thinking that tomorrow they would have to go their separate ways, so she didn't say anything anymore. I was thinking in my heart, maybe Su Yu, my father and that Brother Zhou were right, there are bad people in this world, but there are also so many good people, and I am really worth rejoicing, because the people around me are such kind and good people. Perhaps, we are still young, and the good and evil of human beings cannot be determined by those of us young people who live in such a small space. 

Meng Haolun listened to Su Yu's words, and also nodded, although life was very unfair to him, and many people were also very unfair to him, he still couldn't conclude that human beings were ugly, because he met Su Yu and Lin Bei. 

When Lin Bei and Meng Haolun went back, Su Yu kept sending them out of the village. The three of them walked side by side in silence. Looking back on the section of road they walked side by side, how many joys, sorrows, and traces of innocence and enthusiasm were left. It was not without twists and turns, but it was the most real part of life. 

"When you get there, will you write to me?" Su Yu asked. 

"Yes." They replied in unison. Yes, she will always be their best friend! 

"Thank you! However, if you are too busy studying, don't waste time and energy. True friends are in each other's hearts, not in each other's superficial words and letters. True friendship does not need to be maintained by letters. But I still want to share your joys and sorrows. ”

"Suyu, we're leaving, you have to take care - take care! See you soon!" Meng Haolun said and pushed the car and prepared to get in the car and leave. 

"Goodbye!" Su Yu said with tears in her eyes, looking at their backs, she suddenly shouted: "I wish you all the best in your progress!" And he cried out, "Your success is my success, and I will rejoice as much as you do." ”

Lin Bei and Meng Haolun didn't dare to look back, their tears had already blurred their vision. Those days they shared were finally gone forever, gone. Why don't you feel how precious it is when you have it? And now, there are only memories. And what will be the future of their friends, themselves?