087: The Past
The next day, S City, Renai Hospital.
Early in the morning, Bai Chenfeng's assistant Linda came over to go through the discharge procedures, and Lin Kongkong was free to surround him and say all he said: Senior Qin Jie was very man yesterday, how did he drive away the Jiang family mightily......
You can't blame her for being verbose, when she returned to the ward after solving the matter yesterday, a certain man had already fallen asleep, and her pride and ambition had not been expressed, and she was depressed all night, of course, she didn't vomit or feel unhappy.
Bai Chenfeng listened to her chatter, praising the men next to him, and he was impatient for a while, so he pulled her over and rolled her into his arms and kissed her fiercely......
So, a certain girl who had been excited all morning quieted down, her eyes were clear and shy, and her cheeks were flushed, which was very gratifying.
It wasn't until he got out of the hospital that Lin Kongkong was blown by the refreshing wind that he woke up from his dizziness.
She was buried in the hospital for several days, and when she saw the blue sky and white clouds, she breathed fresh air, and was reborn after the catastrophe, which made her feel the beauty of life even more.
"Xiaobai, the air is so good, let's take a walk together!"
"Okay."
The two of them held hands like this, gossiping while walking, and when Lin Kongkong felt tired and took a taxi home, Bai Chenfeng also felt a rare lack of physical strength.
looked at his somewhat pale face, and blamed himself: "It's all my fault, I forgot that you just got out of the hospital and let you go with me for so long without resting." ”
He chuckled and comforted her: "I'm fine, I'm just a little dizzy." ”
"Sleep for a while! I'm going to cook. Lin Kongkong pushed his back and saw him lying on the bed with his eyes closed, before closing the door and going to the kitchen.
The refrigerator was empty, and after checking the Internet what people should eat after blood loss, they went downstairs to the supermarket to buy ingredients.
When stewing chicken soup, red dates and wolfberries were specially added, and pork liver was fried, and two delicious side dishes were mixed.
It was dark, and the night came quietly.
Lin Kongkong pushed open the bedroom door to see that Bai Chenfeng was still asleep, and reached out to turn on the small lamp on the bedside table, the dim light made his always cold eyebrows and eyes gentle, and the more he looked at it, the more he liked it.
Leaned over and kissed him lightly on the lips, his lips were warm and soft.
Bai Chenfeng frowned and woke up.
He didn't wake up, he was a little less sharp and cold, and like everyone else, his eyes seemed to be out of focus, a little dull.
Lin Kongkong made brown sugar water for him, and he drank most of the cup unsoberly before frowning and pushing it away in disgust.
"It's a blood tonic, and it must be drunk."
"Don't."
"In order to buy brown sugar for you, I deliberately went downstairs to enjoy my face!"
"Don't." Resolute attitude.
"Little White ......"
Bai Chenfeng didn't see her coquettish, and said coldly: "If you want to drink it yourself, I won't drink it." ”
"You don't value the fruits of my labor at all."
Seeing her heartache, Bai Chenfeng stroked her forehead helplessly, and raised her hand to signal her to bring the cup over.
Lin Kongkong, who was still aggrieved just now, immediately stepped forward and handed over the cup.
Bai Chenfeng reluctantly drank the brown sugar water by himself, looking heroic and righteous.
Lin Kongkong smiled and took the empty cup and put it on the bedside table, and said softly: "Let's go!" Go downstairs to eat. ”
Bai Chenfeng looked at the pork liver in the bowl, his face turned cloudy, and he couldn't eat it.
Lin Kongkong looked at him and said in a coaxing tone: "Xiaobai, this is what you must eat." ”
He glanced at her with disgust: "I never eat offal, it's dirty." ”
"Although the appearance of pork liver is not good-looking, it is the best way to replenish blood, and I have checked it from the Internet."
Still with a disgusted expression, he pushed the bowl: "I'll be fine after cultivating for a while, I don't need to deliberately make up anything." ”
"No, you've shed so much blood, you have to make up for it for a while."
"I'm in good health, I don't need this at all."
"But I'm all cooked, you see, I'm afraid of a peculiar smell, especially put some sharp peppers? This pepper is spicy, and my hands still hurt when I wash vegetables. ”
“…………”
"If you don't believe it, you see, it's all red." Lin Kongkong stretched out his hand in front of him.
I didn't see it red, but the gauze on his wrist made him unbearable to refuse, so he took a bite and chewed it casually and swallowed it without knowing the taste.
Lin Kongkong looked at his expression and buried his face in the bowl and snickered.
Bai Chenfeng put down the chopsticks that were still about to hold the pork liver, looked at her helplessly, and said, "You know that I don't eat sweets and offal, but you prepare them all, is it on purpose?" ”
"Where? I'm all about you. ”
"Really? But how do I feel that you are smiling with a hint of conspiracy? ”
Lin Kongkong's forced smile was hooked: "It's because you don't like it that I want to take advantage of this time to give you food!" ”
Bai Chenfeng was picking and choosing, Lin Kongkong tried his best to count him as little as possible, but he refused to eat another bite of pork liver, and in the end, under her coercion, he drank two bowls of chicken soup.
After the meal, watching her clean up the dishes and chopsticks neatly, Bai Chenfeng rolled up his sleeves and prepared to wash the dishes.
Lin Kongkong watched his movements and stopped: "Xiaobai, you don't need to wash, I'll come." ”
"Don't you hate washing dishes the most?"
"Then I can't let you wash it, you're all hurt."
Bai Chenfeng felt that she was very well-behaved now, especially like a good wife and mother, so he softened his voice: "Wait for the hourly worker to come and wash, let's go!" I went to sleep. ”
Lin Kongkong felt that this was not good, so he piled the bowls in the sink after eating, and still washed them with his hands.
Bai Chenfeng supervised the work next to her, watching her put gloves on her little hands that were as white as jade and then wash the dishes neatly, and she was really unwilling.
"Remember to remind me to buy a dishwasher tomorrow."
"Good! I'm sure I won't forget, don't worry! ”
After cleaning up and taking a shower, Lin Kongkong felt that she was really sleepy when she lay on the bed, she had hardly slept in the past few days, and when she was sleepy, she lay on the side of the bed and took a nap.
Bai Chenfeng took her into his arms, patted her on the shoulder, and said softly, "Sleep!" ”
Sniffing his familiar breath, his tone was soft: "I can't sleep, I want to hear you......"
Bai Chenfeng felt that the little girl must be going to make something again, and his tone was stern: "Close your eyes." ”
"Tell me a story!"
"Storytelling again?" Bai Chenfeng only felt his temples jump suddenly.
"Hmmm......"
"And what do you want to hear?"
"Little Red Riding Hood."
"Okay!"
I was about to search for it on my phone and read it to her, but she was not happy to say, "You are not going to recite the sutra to me again like last time!" ”
In fact, it doesn't matter what he says, Lin Kongkong just wants to listen to his voice and make sure that he is by his side so that he can sleep peacefully.
"Do you have anything memorable? Tell me about it! ”
"Unforgettable ......" Bai Chenfeng's eyes were as deep as the sea, containing indescribable pain.
"Xiaobai, I'm sleepy, don't listen to the story, let's sleep!" Lin Kongkong knew from his appearance that he must have reminded him of something he didn't want to remember.
"You shouldn't have seen my mother......"
Before Lin Kongkong knew how to answer, he had already fallen into memory.
My mother was the most beautiful and gentle woman I have ever met, she always had long hair up to her waist and liked to wear simple plain dresses, much like you do now.
She likes to read and write very much, and the Bai family always prepares the best paper and ink for her, but she is still unhappy, and I basically never see her smile.
The Bai family is like a prison for her, she has never gone out, and there are people following her everywhere she goes, she said that she doesn't remember what it looks like outside, and I will take a good look at her when I grow up.
More than once I heard my father hysterically ask why she refused to love him. Mother was always silent.
At that time, I even resented her, if she could be kind to my father, I wouldn't have a few more siblings inexplicably, and the Bai family wouldn't have so many unknown women coming and going.
When she was seven years old, she left the Bai family, and the night before yesterday she stayed with me and told me to live a good life in the future, and I thought she would never come back because the person she loved took her away.
How difficult is it for a child abandoned by his mother to survive in the cannibalistic Bai family? The place where I live is purgatory.
I hated everything around me, including her, but I couldn't convince myself that I didn't want her, and I even thought that when I grew up and became stronger, I would go to her, and I would personally ask what kind of love could make her even abandon her own children.
But then I knew that there would never be a chance, and she died, died of murder.
If it weren't for missing me, she wouldn't have come back, she wouldn't have fallen victim to someone's conspiracy, and she wouldn't have died.
I knew that she was dead, but I had to pretend that I didn't know anything, and I didn't even dare to pay tribute to her, so I could only look at the tomb without a tombstone from a distance, and I did my filial piety as a son of man......
"Xiaobai, don't say it." Lin Kongkong sat up abruptly and reached out to wrap his arms around his neck.
Bai Chenfeng was still narrating as if he hadn't heard her words.
After that, even if the weather was sunny and the sun was shining, I could no longer feel the beauty of spring.
The world is cold, dark, resentful, and endless torture for me...... I don't think I'm human, I'm the devil, the devil who lives in a dark world and only thinks about revenge.
The only warmth in my life is you, it is you who are domineering and rely on me no matter how I resist, no matter how I fight and ridicule, I still refuse to retreat, you are so persistent, so I have no reason to refuse. It was you who made me feel the sunshine, and I felt that there are different colors in my life in addition to gray, misty, do you know all of this?
When I first met, you walked towards me from the sea of flowers with your hair scattered and garlands, it was very beautiful and pure, it was a scene I will never forget.
Lin Kongkong closed his eyes and suppressed the slightest pain in his heart, "I'm sorry, I reminded you of something sad......"
Bai Chenfeng's handsome eyebrows frowned, feeling her body stiff and trembling slightly, sighed, stroked her hair, and comforted: "It's okay, so many years have passed." ”
Lin Kongkong shook his head, his tone mixed with worry: "Xiaobai, this matter has never passed in your heart, right?" ”