This night, Lin Kongkong slept very unsteadily and kept stuck in a nightmare.

In the dream, a young girl in a white dress in cardamom and a handsome young boy are laughing and running in a sea of flowers......

Trying to see their appearance clearly, approaching, the young man raised his head, his nose and thin lips, fresh and handsome, his dark jade-like eyes, slightly cool, but it was not the chill that seemed to be able to break the ice and snow now, it was exactly what Bai Chenfeng looked like when he was a teenager.

"Little White ......" Wen Sheng called his name.

He didn't seem to hear, but he still stood there with his arms crossed, his thin lips slightly raised.

"Brother Morrowind......" The girl hiding in the flowers got out and trotted into the boy's arms.

"You're too lazy, why don't you look for me when I hide?"

The young man stretched out his hand and grabbed her, and his tone was playful: "Why should I bother to find it?" Didn't you pounce on yourself? ”

The girl glared at him angrily, her clear eyes were clean and spotless, and accused: "You...... You don't like me anymore......"

The connivance and pampering in the young man's eyes were so thick that he couldn't dissolve, and he called her softly: "Silly girl......"

The girl looked up at him, "Brother Morrowind, will we be together forever?" Are you all you like for the rest of your life? ”

The young man smiled slightly, and there was a solemnity in his tone that surpassed his age: "Bai Chenfeng will always only like Ji Mengmeng!" ”

Finally seeing the girl's face clearly, Lin Kongkong felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar all of a sudden, cold and piercing, because the girl's face was exactly the same as his own......

She saw her 18-year-old self, hiding in the bookshelf of her father's study and seeing him for the first time, just twenty years old but already clear, with a peerless elegance that no one can match.

It is said that twins will have a sense of heart, they will like each other, and they will be tired of each other.

It turns out that my sister and I have never met but we will fall in love with the same person, and yes, I have never doubted that I fell in love with you at first sight.

Follow everything your father has provided and try to brush up on your and your sister's past. Imitating my sister's words and deeds, appreciating Miss Qianjin's temperament, the twin sisters' innate tacit understanding allowed me to successfully replace her and get you.

On my 18th birthday, the coming-of-age gift you gave me was that gentle and shallow kiss, and my first kiss was also yours.

You said that you couldn't run away if you stamped it, and you said that you would love me for the rest of your life.

From then on, my life was full of your shadow and your breath.

I forgot who I am, I forgot that you were deceived by me, and I forgot that the most intolerable thing in a relationship is deception......

Father Li Daitaozhuang's plan went smoothly, and the Bai family was buried in your hands, but I forgot his earnest instructions, and the guilt in my heart for you made it difficult for me to sleep.

Leaving you is the most painful thing for me, and I don't know how I have endured it for so many days and nights......

When we meet again three years later, I still give myself to you, knowing that I can't do it, but I still do it.

From a girl to your woman little by little, like a chrysalis butterfly, like a clam bead, like a lonely traveler who has found a safe haven, this extremely painful process is because of you, because of you, I don't feel pain.

You cherish me and pamper me.

I grew up living like grass, there was never fairness in my world, I was a child without a father, and others were slandering my mother and hurting me at the same time.

I have never been pampered, I have been pampered like this, you have given me family, friendship, and love, I am your treasure in the palm of your hand, I am the treasure, I can feel that you will be happy because of my happiness.

I'm not greedy, I don't want much, I only want you in this short life, I really only want you.

Xiaobai, can you love me? Love me as you love your sister?

She has never dared to admit the truth that she has not dared to say, and she is cathartic in her dreams, and she desperately wants the answer......

A liar still wants to have love? You lied to him, you lied to him, you lied to him......

A sharp female voice came from all around, as if it was about to pierce the eardrum, and the deepest fear in Lin Kongkong's heart was hooked, she covered her ears in pain and squatted on the ground.

Suddenly, the sea of flowers was gone, and so were they, and she saw herself standing in the endless inky water, which was tumbling at her and gradually devouring her......

"Misty, wake up." Bai Chenfeng patted her cheek, and Lin Kongkong barely woke up from the nightmare and opened his eyes.

It turned out to be a dream, caressing her throbbing chest, and she clearly heard the sound of her heavy breathing echoing through the quiet room.

Bai Chenfeng stretched out his hand to turn on the night light on the bedside table, looked at her pale face, wiped the cold sweat on her forehead distressedly, and asked softly, "Have you had a nightmare?" ”

Lin Kongkong looked at him, as if she wanted to see a long time ago, until now this face coincided with the one in the dream, she lowered her eyes and was silent.

Stretched out his hand and took her into his arms, and asked gently, "Mengmeng...... What's wrong? Fear? ”

Lin Kongkong lay on his chest, listening to his powerful heartbeat, he suddenly felt a little sad, his eyes were dry, "Little white ......"

"Huh?"

"You ......"

She wants to ask if you love me? But in the end, he didn't ask, because he felt that it was unnecessary, his answer must be yes, but his affirmation was not given to her.

Do you love me? More precisely, should you love Lin Kongkong? I probably won't have a chance to know in my life.

Bai Chenfeng looked at her appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" Well? ”

Lin Kongkong shook his head and didn't say anything, only hugged his neck tightly, buried his cheeks in his neck socket, and absorbed the clean masculine breath on his body.

"Are you going to stick yourself to me?"

Lin Kongkong heard the banter in his tone, so he had to let go of him slightly, but his clear and translucent eyes were still sticking to his face.

Sighing slightly, he lowered his head to kiss her eyes.

"Sleep! Don't get cranky. ”

Bai Chenfeng pecked her forehead delicately, didn't speak, only hugged her quietly, patted her back, and coaxed her to sleep.

Lin Kongkong didn't feel sleepy at all, he only looked up at him deeply, and those eyes that were so aura that they seemed to be able to speak were gently gnawing at his heart at this time.

There were no tears in his clear eyes, but Bai Chenfeng felt that the water inside was beautiful, as if he wanted to drown him.

He couldn't speak, only a slight pain in his heart, accompanied by uneasiness and reluctance......

After that, and even many years later, what tormented him the most in many sleepless nights was not deception, not exploitation, not remorse, nor unforgettable deep love and restless lovesickness......

He kept thinking that if he could have cared more about her thoughts at that time, he could have been less calculating, and he couldn't use her as a tool to retaliate against Ji Zhongliang...... Will he be able to avoid the damage he gave her? Does she not have to endure the pain of illness and at the same time experience the sadness of raising children alone? Wouldn't she be alone in the intensive care unit, and wouldn't even have time to take a look at the child she loved with her life? Will they be different?

However, he didn't know at this time, and he didn't know what happened in the future, so he couldn't stop them from going further and further on the road of loving each other deeply and hurting each other, until they couldn't turn back......

"Xiaobai, I'm hungry." Lin Kongkong felt that the emptiness in his heart seemed to spread to his stomach.

Bai Chenfeng frowned, but his voice was very gentle: "Is it okay to warm up some milk for you to drink?" ”

Lin Kong's head was empty and silent.

Bai Chenfeng got up and went downstairs, went to the kitchen to warm her milk, returned to the bedroom, and watched her drink quietly, she looked very well-behaved and cute.

After drinking milk, sleepiness hit him, and he shrunk himself into the quilt, leaving only a slender back for him.

Bai Chenfeng put the empty cup away, and he didn't know why his little girl was unhappy, so he got into the quilt and hugged her tightly from behind.

Her back felt his body temperature, and her small hand covered his large hand on his belly, rubbing it gently.

The bottom of Bai Chenfeng's heart seemed to be lightly crossed by a feather, bringing a slight itch, and she only felt that the familiar feeling in her body was easily hooked out by her.

His hand moved completely over her body, rubbing it all the way......

"Little White ......"

Thin lips pressed against the back of her ear, and her breath was warm, "I'm ......"

"No, you have a wound on your back......"

Flipping her over, he looked at her condescendingly, his eyebrows were smiling, and his thin lips were slightly raised, "I'll tell you if it's okay." ”

Lin Kongkong was forced to bear his kiss, not as domineering as usual, gentle and long, and caring.

His hands around his neck, his dexterous tongue pried open his teeth, and he received an enthusiastic response.

It was rare for his girl to take the initiative, and Bai Chenfeng's eyes darkened, making her feel how hot the fire she had ignited because of her.

This night, he slowly loved her, as if the girl in his hand was a fragile treasure.

Lin Kongkong had never felt so gentle from him at this time, not even on the night of her first time......

In the dead of night, he was extremely tired and slept, but Lin Kongkong still did not feel sleepy at all.

Gently caressing his lover's eyebrows, the pain in his heart lingered for a long time.

Xiaobai, how can I tell you about my illness? I'm afraid that as soon as I say it, I won't have the courage to stick to it.

Just like when you are running a long distance, as long as you don't give up your faith, you can stick to the finish line, and when you reach the finish line, you can relax but you can't stand up again.

Death is not terrible, it is painful to live alone.

I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid that if I'm gone, you'll be alone again.

I regret my previous impulsiveness and selfishness, because I love you, so I want to give myself to you, I hope to have you by my side for the rest of my life, and I hope that even if I die, you will remember me.

But now I regret it, I should have waited quietly for death in that foreign land that you would not set foot in, and I should not let the love between us without a future become an obstacle to your happiness.

Because, I love you, and you have loved me, as long as I remember.

But, Xiaobai, you are so good, how can I give it up? Creation makes people.