"Bring the porridge."

Bai Chenfeng said that he had taken out the white sugar from the refrigerator, scooped two spoonfuls and put them in the porridge, and stirred.

Bai Chenxi looked at him with disdain, "Didn't you let me eat sugar?" Saying that eating too much sugar is not good for your teeth, how can you be so generous to others? ”

Bai Chenfeng frowned, and his voice was cold: "Where are there so many why?" If you don't want to go, give it to me! ”

"Okay, okay, can't I go now? Eccentric eyes......" Bai Chenxi muttered before leaving.

Rubbing his throbbing temples, this sister really broke his heart.

Bai Chenxi completely inherited his father's unruly and casual artistry, and grew up in an orphanage with no one to educate him, so this temperament is really difficult to manage.

Most of the time, I don't listen to the advice of anyone but myself.

But Bai Chenfeng was reluctant to discipline her too harshly, and he couldn't forget the shock he felt when Qin Jie took the DNA test report and told him that they were brothers and sisters.

After many years, he even thought more than once about how such a young child could escape the pursuit of killers, but it turned out that his biological father still let her survive.

When he went to Australia to pick her up, he saw the girl who looked like a mother between his eyebrows and eyes, and when he saw the living person, he was so frightened that he didn't dare to say a word.

He said, "I'll take you home." ”

She hugged him and cried heartbreakingly, saying that she was no longer an orphan?

When she was first brought back to China, she was scared of everything she saw, and she had to hold his hand when she slept.

Later, she was arranged to go to school and let her go to the same school as Li Yuanlong's sister, and the cheerful and lively Li Yuanyuan finally slowly made her have the state that a girl of this age should have.

Sunny, optimistic, wanton, full of expectations for life, with three or two confidants, everything is going in the direction he wants, but sometimes he is a little willful.

This is the sister of his mother's compatriots, who has been exiled for many years and has suffered a lot, and sometimes, it is inevitable that he indulges her.

When Bai Chenxi took the food and entered the door, she saw that Lin Kongkong was still in his original position, and she knew that this was insecure. She used to be in an orphanage, when she was bullied by those blonde kids.

"Sister, let's eat!"

Lin Kongkong smiled at her when he heard the voice, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, only the corners of his mouth were touched.

Bai Chenxi put the dinner plate on the bedside table, took the porridge and handed it to Lin Kongkong, "Sister, eat quickly!" In this porridge, my brother specially added sugar to you? ”

"Thank you for his kindness for me." Lin Kongkong took the bowl and ate it in a big gulp, did you add sugar? Why can't she eat a hint of sweetness? It's like chewing wax.

Bai Chenxi saw that she was eating in a hurry, and said anxiously: "Sister, eat slowly, don't choke, if it's not enough, I'll go to the kitchen and serve it to you." ”

"No, that's enough."

Bai Chenxi didn't seem to see her coldness, and still said excitedly: "Sister, you will live in my house in the future!" My brother is very busy, I sometimes can't see him for months, don't look at so many servants at home, in fact, there is only one Aunt Wu to accompany me, she is old, she can't keep up with my thinking, you can just play with me here. ”

Lin Kongkong chuckled, playing? Is it really a teenager who doesn't know what it's like to be sad?

After gobbling up the porridge, he drank a whole glass of boiled water, and saw that Bai Chenxi's big eyes were round and round, and he stammered a little when he spoke: "Sister...... I...... I'll serve you another bowl! ”

"No, I'm full."

Bai Chenxi looked at Lin Kongkong's appearance and asked cautiously, "Sister, are you quarreling with your brother again?" ”

Lin Kongkong was silent, only shook his head.

Bai Chenxi couldn't tell where Lin Kongkong was similar to herself, maybe it was that lonely appearance, which made her feel a little sympathetic, and reached out to cover Lin Kongkong's hand, "Sister, don't be sad, I'll accompany you in the future, okay?" ”

For her concern and overture, Lin Kongkong's first reaction was instructed by Bai Chenfeng, and there was a touch of unhappiness and even a trace of disgust in his heart, slap a date? He pulled out his hand and said coldly, "You go out!" I want to take a break. ”

Bai Chenxi's mind was very delicate and sensitive, so she could naturally feel that she didn't like it, so she smiled at her awkwardly, got up and went out.

Lin Kongkong saw her go out, got up and limped into the bathroom, unbuttoned her pajamas, and in the mirror, she clearly saw her body, it was really ...... Appalling.

smiled a little sarcastically, revealing a sense of despair, I always thought that there was no one in this world who loved her except Bai Chenfeng, Xiaobai, is this how you love me?

Her heart began to beat wildly, and with pain, she crouched on the ground, caressing her heart with her hand, and did not look up to find her own until her heart had calmed down.

Seeing his suitcase standing at the door, he walked over with difficulty, took out the medicine in the gum box from the hidden mezzanine inside, and waited quietly against the wall for the pain to pass.

Her heart was infinitely sad, she had never been so desperate in Lin Kong's life, even when she was told that she had congenital heart disease, because there was still him in her heart at that time.

Now, the belief that has always supported her has collapsed, making her feel extremely lonely. I am alone, and if I think about it, even if I die here, no one will be sad!

I want to cry, I can't say why, I just want to cry very much, she needs to vent too, doesn't she?

Bai Chenfeng stood outside the door, his hand about to knock on the door stopped in the air awkwardly, for a long time, he gently retracted it, and hung down weakly, listening to her sobbing, his heart ached.

I knew it was so stumbling, how could I not know each other at the beginning.

Why didn't you know each other at the beginning......

Ji Mengmeng, I really regret falling in love with you, I wouldn't be so painful without you, if everything can be done all over again, I just wish I had never met you.

Turned around and left, this night was destined to be sleepless, Bai Chenfeng didn't dare to sleep, as soon as he closed his eyes, he was the same as when she fainted, and the piercing pain made him worse than dead.

The light in the study was always on, looking at the approved documents in the computer, sighing, the efficiency was too low.

His heart was anxious and scared to face her, in fact, he had begun to hate himself, hating himself for why he would treat her like that?

The ancients said: Near-hometown is more timid, which is roughly what it is now.

The person you want to see is around, but you don't know how to face it? I was even afraid to see her, afraid that the sadness and hatred in her eyes would make me no longer have the courage to face her.

It turns out that no matter how deep the emotion is, it can't compare to the four words of shamelessness.

Spread paper on the desk, and draw the same face that she has traced countless times in her life, and the girl at that time always had sparkling eyes, as if she were the happiest person in the world.

He likes to draw her appearance, his eyebrows and eyes are crooked, and he smiles lightly, and that smile will flow from the drawing paper into his heart.

I don't know when it started, but her smile is missing in the portrait, and her eyes are always sad.

It is said that the painting reflects the state of mind of the owner, presumably it is sad and depressed in my heart, and the painting I made cannot portray your happy and angry demeanor.

Walking to the window, I lit a cigarette, and the scarlet on my fingertips corresponded to the thick night outside, making me feel more and more lonely.

Smoke is such a good thing, it is always accompanied by it when you are lonely, and you will never leave it.

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The next day, early in the morning.

The cold wind rises, and the city of S in the harsh winter is lifeless, which adds a bit of melancholy and melancholy to people's hearts.

Bai Chenfeng, who had not slept all night, stood in front of the window and smiled sarcastically, the corners of his thin lips rose slightly, he was a businessman who was stinking of copper and faint, when did he learn the sorrows and sorrows of those literati and artists?

Bai Chenxi gently pushed the door in, and saw that he was still in a snow-white shirt, but his chin was slightly blue, which ruined his usual meticulousness, looking tired and lonely, and couldn't help but say with some distress: "Brother, haven't you slept all night?" ”

Bai Chenfeng rubbed his temples tiredly, and his tone was no longer as sharp as before: "Can't sleep, something?" ”

"How can you do that? The body will collapse, but you are my only relative......" The little girl pursed her mouth and looked like she wanted to cry.

Bai Chenfeng sighed, reached out and rubbed the top of her hair, comforting: "I'm fine, don't worry, it's time to go to school after packing up." ”

Bai Chenxi looked at him with a resentful expression when he heard this, "Today is the weekend." ”

Bai Chenfeng was silent, and turned his body out of the window again.

"Brother, where do you see your mind gone? Is it because of that sister, you made her unhappy, so you yourself are not happy, right? ”

"Children don't care about adults."

"How many times have I said that? Don't treat me like a child, I'm twenty years old. ”

“…………”

Seeing that he ignored his answers, he felt a little bored with himself, so he said in a displeased tone: "By the way, brother, I came to look for you, that sister refused to eat breakfast, she wanted to see you." ”

"See me?"

Bai Chenxi bowed, "Well, see you." ”

After a long time, Bai Chenfeng frowned and said to himself: "She'll be fine." ”

"Huh? Brother, what did you say? Bai Chenxi was confused by his inexplicable words.

He didn't know who he was talking to, maybe he just kept telling himself that the damage had been done and how to make up for it? Mengmeng, believe me, it hurts ten times more than you.

was silent for a while, and his tone was cold: "Forget it." ”

"Brother, I still think it's safe for you to go, that sister has been crying, she will get sick like this, don't you really go to see it?"

Bai Chenfeng let out a long breath and was silent for a while, but he really couldn't think of a better way, so he had to compromise: "Okay! I'm going to go over and have breakfast brought in? ”

"I sent it, I was all thrown by her, how good is my temper?"

Bai Chenxi gestured while talking, looking incredible, she really had never seen such a spicy woman, she dropped everything in the room that could be dropped without saying a word, Yuanyuan's usual willfulness and recklessness of the daughter were nothing compared to her.

"Okay, I got it." He rubbed his eyebrows vigorously and walked out of the study.

Bai Chenxi originally planned to follow him, but he glanced at him coldly, so he had to give up.

When I got to the door, I didn't knock on the door for a long time, and it was really difficult to face her calmly.