Lin Kongkong didn't sleep well all night, and when she got up, she still had some pain in her body, and after a simple wash, she wanted to go out, but she found that her mobile phone was gone, and there were people following her wherever she went, and she felt as if she was under house arrest.

Angry, a little chest tightness, unable to breathe, took the luggage and put it in the corner of the bedroom, there was not much medicine left, and I took two pills.

There was a new white mobile phone on the bedside table, and when he opened the number where Bai Chenfeng was alone, Lin Kongkong slid to the floor weakly.

What did he want to do when he locked himself up and cut off his connection with the outside world? What should I do?

Call the police? Soon denied his own idea, in S City, his territory, I'm afraid that if he calls the police, he will be thought to be trying to climb a high branch, right?

One is a young talent who is rich enough to rival the country, and the other is an ordinary woman who is penniless, what will the world think, it is obvious, after all, people are not like those who lack women, but they seem to want sugar daddy.

I still have to see him and get him to agree to her leaving, this is the solution.

The caliber of each servant is surprisingly consistent, but I don't know what Mr. did, and finally caught Bai Chenxi, and the little girl was also stumbling, Lin Kongkong finally understood, this person was obviously deliberately avoiding her.

So she had been throwing a tantrum all morning, throwing everything she could, scaring away every maid who wanted to try to appease her, and she clearly saw in Bai Chenxi's eyes that the incredible was accompanied by a slight disgust.

Finally, here he comes.

Bai Chenfeng gently opened the door, she leaned against the window, her expression was quiet, and the sunlight gave her a faint halo.

She turned her back to herself, obviously in front of her, but she had a feeling that she was getting farther and farther away from her.

"How long are you going to lock me up? Xiaobai, we can't go back to the past. Lin Kongkong whispered.

"I'm sorry." Bai Chenfeng's voice was very unpleasant, hoarse and trembling, very depressed and painful.

Lin Kongkong was silent, only turned his head slightly to look at him, his eyes were clear, quiet and indifferent.

Bai Chenfeng said extremely pious and serious: "Mengmeng, I'm sorry, I apologize to you." ”

Lin Kongkong looked at his eyes, as if he wanted to see the bottom of his heart, and asked knowingly, "Why?" ”

After a long silence, he said with difficulty: "So rough to you...... I'm sorry. ”

She smiled faintly and lowered her head, thinking that she would hate him and resent him, only to find that she couldn't hate him at all.

It turns out that in the face of you, I can be so tolerant, whether you hurt me intentionally or unintentionally, I am always reluctant to blame you. Really, it seems harder to make me hate you than it is to make me not love you, I don't want to simply forgive you, but I can't do it.

Bai Chenfeng couldn't see her expression clearly, but felt that the process of waiting for her to respond was extremely long, and it gnawed at his heart every minute.

Lin Kongkong looked at him calmly and asked, "Is this why you are hiding from me?" ”

He nodded and whispered, "I...... I'm so sorry. ”

"Xiaobai, don't be sorry, really, you're right, I failed you and hurt you, now we are even, and we don't owe each other."

It had already happened, and he had nothing to explain, but to say repeatedly, "I'm sorry." ”

Lin Kongkong's expression was indifferent to what he had never seen before, she was not noisy, nor hysterical to question him, she just looked at him calmly and asked, "If you apologize, can you act as if nothing happened?" ”

"I can't."

She smiled, the corners of her lips curling sarcastically: "Me too." ”

Bai Chenfeng looked at her indifferent and calm expression, and was extremely determined, and gradually felt despair.

He gasped, closed his eyes and whispered, "Is it really impossible?" Isn't it true that so much past can't make up for my mistakes? Mengmeng, without you, I would be no different from the walking dead. ”

Lin Kongkong lowered his head to hide the sadness in his eyes, this was probably the only time Bai Chenfeng showed vulnerability in his life, and she also knew how much courage it would take for him to be able to say these words at this time.

But Xiaobai, do you know? I don't hate you, it seems to be my instinct to love you, if I don't love you, it means that I don't love myself anymore.

It's because I love you that I want to leave, and I can't ruin your future life just because I love you.

You should be like now, you can look down on all living beings from above, do what you want, and don't have to run for a living, you don't have to give up your dreams.

You should also have a complete home, lovely children, and a wife who loves you, who can not be beautiful, not rich, but healthy, who should have countless tomorrows, who can accompany you to grow old, and who can accompany you to watch the flow of water.

It's fine, three, five, ten, or even longer, but one day you will forget about the person who lost you and start a new life.

No matter how deep the hatred is, it will be dissolved by love, even if you go to another country, I will still love you, as long as you live happily, I will be at ease.

Bai Chenfeng walked up to her and looked at her carefully, as if he wanted to remember it in his bones.

Cold fingers gently traced her eyebrows, as if talking to herself: "Mengmeng, do you know? This is the clearest and most beautiful eye I have ever seen, every time I look at me, my cold heart will become very warm, you are like the sun shining into my dark life, without you, I am like living in hell every day, no sunshine, no hope. ”

Lin Kongkong raised his face to look at the pity in his eyes, and said in a resolute and unquestionable tone: "I need freedom, I need the vast sky, your love is like a shackle, so that I don't have a moment of relaxation, compared with freedom, in the deep love also seems pale, so I left." ”

"But you came back eventually, didn't you?" Bai Chenfeng looked at her face, not wanting to miss the slightest expression of her face.

"Yes, I'm back, I don't deny it, I love you, love you very much, even in three years in Switzerland, I haven't thought about you for a moment."

Bai Chenfeng's cold eyes gradually softened, thinking about her most tormented three years, she was also tormented, deep in her heart, ecstatic.

"But Xiaobai, do you know? Emotionally, I have a habit of cleanliness, and every time I come into contact with you, I think that there was once a woman who was not me who was so close to you. I thought I could overcome it, I kept exposing myself, but I really couldn't do it, I really couldn't act like nothing had happened. ”

When Bai Chenfeng heard this, his eyebrows seemed to be rubbed with ice and snow, and his face was completely gloomy, "Ji Mengmeng, you still want to prevaricate me?" Let's be honest! ”

"Okay, since you want to hear it, I'll tell you the truth." Lin Kongkong looked into his eyes and said in a mocking tone: "Do you think I can continue to live with a man who raped me?" ”

Bai Chenfeng's pupils dilated, painful and angry: "Ji Mengmeng! What do you want me to do before you let me go? ”

didn't dare to look at his expression, only lowered his eyes, still looking extremely cold: "Am I not going to let you go?" It's you who still have to entangle. ”

Bai Chenfeng panted, shook her thin shoulders with both hands, and didn't care if he would pinch her, and said angrily: "Excuse!" Bad excuses! Your father doesn't need you to stumble me, does he? ”

"............" His words easily stabbed Lin Kongkong's sore spot, leaving her speechless.

"I'll ask you one last time, would you like it...... Stay...... Under...... Come? The last few words of "...... for me" are very difficult to say, as if he has exhausted all his life's strength and thrown away all his dignity.

"I can't act like nothing happened, if it's really good for me, please let me go."

Not wanting to hear any words from this mouth he cherished so much, he lowered his head and took her lips, kisses, overwhelmingly, a little trembling, a little desperate.

This time, Lin Kongkong easily pushed him away, because that incident had darkened into a shadow in Bai Chenfeng's heart, and when he hugged her, it was all shallow, as if he would hurt her if he used force.

She rubbed her lips with the back of her hand and smiled sarcastically, "You...... Do you want to do another rape/violence scene? I'm sorry, I can't satisfy your bad taste, and I have nothing to offer. ”

His voice was hoarse and sobbing, and it was humble: "Can you ...... Anew...... Been here? ”

Lin Kongkong clenched her fists tightly, her sharp nails sank deep into her palms, the stinging pain made her slightly sober, she wanted to speak, but she couldn't make any sound, so she had to shake her head.

Bai Chenfeng's expression was discouraged, his arm hung down weakly, and after a long time, his voice returned to its usual coldness: "I give you the right to choose, if you stay, whether you love me or not, I still love you as I do now, I forget your betrayal, you forget my injury, let's start again." If you really want to leave, I will never stop you, from now on, this life will no longer be entangled with you, and from now on, each will have a destiny, and life and death will not be intertwined. ”

Lin Kongkong's heart began to hurt violently, wave after wave, she held back her tears, looked at the man's cold eyes, and said word by word: "From now on, you and I will have our own destiny, and there will be nothing to do with it." ”

Bai Chenfeng's eyebrows were cold, and he chuckled, as if he was mocking his self-inflicted sentimentality again, "How much I loved you at the beginning, how much I hate you now." ”

Then, without looking at her again, he straightened his back and strode away, his voice could no longer hear any emotion, only coldly: "Congratulations on regaining your free body, I will not send you far, Miss Ji." ”

Since then, we have broken off our ties with each other, and you no longer have me in your life, and I don't regret my decision, because this is the only thing I can do for you.

Thank you for loving me so deeply.

Lin Kongkong went out with simple luggage and looked around, this is Xiaobai's home, where he lives, and he will never see it again.

She should relax, shouldn't she? She helped Xiaobai get rid of her big trouble, and in the future, no one could hinder him, and happiness was getting closer and closer to him.

But she couldn't laugh, she felt empty, and she really lived up to her name: empty, nothing.

The heart pain was almost numb, and the feeling of suffocation became more and more intense, she knew that the mental exhaustion in the past few days was the limit, she couldn't bear the load, and she didn't know how long she could last, so she just gently put her hand on her heart and kept telling herself: can't give up, resolutely can't give up, insist, please persist for him.