"Girl, wait......"

The voice behind her seemed to be calling her, and Lin Kongkong stopped and turned around.

A middle-aged woman quickly caught up with her who had already walked to the door, handed her a stack of cash, Lin Kongkong looked at a large number of hundred-yuan bills, and did not answer.

"Girl, the gentleman said you needed cash when you went out, and told me to give it to you."

Lin Kongkong's heart was even more painful, and he took it with trembling hands, the things in his hands seemed to be very heavy, full of affection.

"I've been here for a few years, I've been serving Miss, Mr. is cold-hearted but good-hearted, I think he is also very good to you, if there is a barrier, it's good to say it, don't separate easily, it's hard to miss it......"

"Thanks, I have to go."

Lin Kongkong interrupted the middle-aged woman's words, straightened her back, and left with a firm step.

She can't listen to anything that will shake her mind, she can't turn back if she decides, dragging mud and water will only make the damage deeper, since this day will come sooner or later, even if the road ahead is full of thorns, she can't turn back.

The sky, as if sensing her despair, slowly darkened until the whole world darkened.

The snowflakes slowly fell, falling on her clothes and hair, a thin layer, she didn't seem to be aware of it, she only walked abruptly, and the deep and shallow footprints behind her were lined up.

She didn't know how long she had been walking, the hustle and bustle of cars and cars couldn't wake her up, she immersed herself in a blank world, the most important things were lost, the focus of her life was gone, lonely, boundless, like a traveler, I didn't know the direction, there was no way back.

The feeling of suffocation became stronger and stronger, but her heart did not feel pain, she was numb, she felt that she was no different from the corpse, her steps were getting heavier, and it seemed that she could no longer move forward.

A snow-white city, she seemed to be more dizzy, leaned over to caress her heart, in the strange street, looking at the passers-by, feeling that death seemed to be getting closer and closer, the sense of oppression that she had never had, and the world seemed to be getting farther and farther away, regardless of her reluctance.

Leaning on the big tree on the side of the road, slowly sat on the ground, Xiaobai, I can't walk, I'm so tired.

It seems that it really won't work this time, even if it just guards you like this......

How sad is my life? Watching a dream as fragile as a bubble, happiness has not yet come, but sadness has long been lurking.

The initial unfirmness in exchange for today's helplessness, people are pathetic, and they will always become more reluctant after not striving for it.

Xiaobai, I can't bear you, I can't bear our past.

You are the person I care about the most and can't let go, if there is really an afterlife, I just want to meet you in the best years.

It's a simple encounter, no conspiracy, no purpose.

You are still cold and desolate, I will still fall in love with you at first sight, as I have imagined countless times, love has a beautiful beginning, go through all the trivial things, and then accompany you to count the years, gradually frost dyed white hair, watch time become the sea, watch the years turn into mulberry fields.

How wonderful that would be, she smiled and closed her eyes slightly......

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Maybe there is a kind of fate called fate.

Huo Jianyuan hadn't seen Lin Kongkong for a few days, and he felt unspeakably awkward in his heart, wanting to see her, but he was afraid to see her.

Worried about whether she was doing well, after all, she was in a bad state that day, but it made him understand how much she loved that man.

The conflict between lovers, he is an outsider after all, and it is difficult to interfere.

I called her and knew that she was well, so I was relieved, I couldn't contact her, and went to the apartment she rented, but it was already empty.

I should have asked where her home was and who else was good.

Lao Zhang said: "If you are worried about others, you will chase them, what do you slowly cultivate feelings, should you be here in the army?" How many temptations are there in today's society? Cultivation comes and goes, I don't know who the cultivation has gone to? If you want me to say, if you really like people, just hug them to bed, cook raw rice and cook rice, just rely on your good skin, and this thing will be done in a hurry. ”

Huo Jianyuan shook his head, he couldn't do it if he forced the woman of a good family, besides, people still had their hearts.

He needs to vent his emotions, but Lao Zhang is always talking crazy next to him, so let's ask the eldest brother to go boxing together

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Who knew that when he dialed Huo Jianxi's phone, his orderly Zhang Xu actually said that he was out on a mission.

Huo Jianyuan was puzzled and frowned, what kind of big task does this have to be, and Staff Officer Huo, who has the rank of deputy division colonel, has to lead the troops in person?

Driving aimlessly, not knowing where to go next? Such a snowy day makes people miss the warmth of home, but in his home, there is only everything cold, and a sense of loneliness arises spontaneously.

Self-deprecating laughter, he is alone and carefree, in the eyes of outsiders, he is very free, in fact, this is not what he wants, he wants to be like many years ago, when he goes home, there is a busy figure at home, always complaining that his house is too messy, while cleaning up, complaining......

As if in the dark, the girl sitting by the tree on the side of the road felt a little familiar to him, her face buried in her arms, and her long black hair scattered and scattered.

Huo Jianyuan got out of the car, walked to her side, and called tentatively: "Ji Mengmeng? ”

The girl still buried her head and did not respond.

An ominous feeling rushed into the bottom of his heart, Huo Jianyuan leaned over, squatted next to her, pulled her into his arms, and gently lifted her face.

Sure enough, it was her, looking at her pale face, her heart sank suddenly.

"Ji Mengmeng! Wake up! ”

He called her, but she didn't respond, only her eyelashes moved slightly.

Carefully pinned her messy hair back behind her ears, cleaned the snow from her hair, and trembled and tested her snort with his hands, a faint breath, like a gossamer.

pinched the middle of the person first, and then covered her lips to give her artificial respiration, soft lips, cold and pale, such an intimate act couldn't arouse any thoughts from him, all of his heart was her, what's wrong?

She woke up slightly, and said something in a low voice.

Huo Jianyuan put her ear to her lips to hear it faintly, and she said, "Xiaobai...... I seem to ...... No way......"

His heart hurt, and he said softly: "Don't worry, it'll be fine, let's go to the hospital." ”

Lin Kongkong's eyes opened slightly, and then closed them again, as if he was asleep.

He hurriedly carried her to the passenger seat and fastened her seatbelt.

got in the car and dialed the phone: "Qianxia, someone here is unconscious, you can help arrange it, I'll be there in ten minutes." ”

The other side quickly hung up the phone very cooperatively, and Huo Jianyuan didn't know how many red lights he had run before he arrived at the city hospital.

The hospital had already been arranged, and Lin Kongkong was quickly pushed into the emergency room.

He gasped and leaned against the door, looking at the red light in the emergency room, his heart pounding.

I'm afraid that she won't wake up, I'm afraid that I'll never see her again, and in my heart, I'm extremely frightened and painful, which he didn't expect, it turns out that you have entered my heart unconsciously.

The minutes passed by a long time for him.

Close your eyes, during those years in the army he received a lot of devil training, and while on duty he injured his left hand, which is fatal for a sniper.

He was forced to transfer to the police station, and he was still busy every day, studying the psychology of criminal suspects, and playing a game of chasing me.

In life, apart from work and work, every day is very busy, but he never feels that there is anything wrong.

Until, Ye Xueling, his fiancée whom he loved to the bone, died in a car accident, and he suddenly found that he had nothing to love.

He had fallen for a long time and drunk himself every day, and he felt guilty that he had never had any free time to accompany her properly.

Lao Zhang came, they were all tired of the adventure of fighting and killing, and opened a café and restaurant after resigning, just to seek stability in the present world.

He lived an ordinary life, repeating the same things every day, without shock.

Until she appeared, because she had a pair of eyes that looked like Ling, she was a little special to her, no matter how tangled the emotions were, this girl who didn't get along for a long time finally lived in his heart.

Ling, I have someone else in my heart, do you mind? Maybe it's God's punishment for me, I wasn't good enough for you in those years, and when I want to love you well, you're gone. You're so kind, you should have gone to heaven! I thought I would die alone, but I didn't want to meet her in the dark.

You know what? Her eyes are so much like you, especially when she laughs, I love it, so it hurts. It's just that I don't know if I'm in love with her or if I think she's you, but it doesn't matter, because, between me and her, there will be no result after all, and there is no need for a result

Tired, sitting on a chair in the hospital corridor, the red light in the emergency room, he was a little dazed, and he fell asleep unconsciously.

Faintly, the girl who was playful and cute, and had long hair for him, walked towards him with Tingting......

"Ling?" His heart ached, and he got up to grab her, "You're back?" ”

"Jian Yuan......" Her voice was a little ethereal, as if it came from far away.

Huo Jianyuan shook her hand, and his tone was urgent: "Do you know that I have been looking for you for a long time, and don't leave when you come back, okay?" ”

She smiled sweetly, and the two pear vortices on her cheeks loomed, "No, I have to go back?" ”

"Go back? Where to go? I don't! Your home is here, and I'm never going to let it go. Huo Jianyuan stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly.

She said softly, "Jian Yuan, have you forgotten?" We are not people of the same world anymore, I am here to say goodbye to you, you have to forget about me and start over. ”

Huo Jianyuan hugged the person in his arms tighter, "Farewell? Where are you going? No, I'm not going to let you leave me again. ”

"But I have to go where I belong! Do not...... Read. ”

Huo Jianyuan saw the corners of her fluttering skirt, she had already walked farther and farther, leaving only a back for him......

"Ling! Insult! Don't go, wait for me! ”

Huo Jianyuan woke up, frightened by the truth of the dream just now, a gust of cold wind hit, and he woke up a little, and found that he was still sitting on a chair, with no one else around.

It turned out to be a dream, I haven't dreamed of you for a long time, I thought you were blaming me, blaming me for thinking about others, and refusing to enter my dream again.

This time I will do my best to save her, just for this fresh life, worthy of cherishing.

(PS: Conscience recommends "Three Graves of Heroes")