Bai Chenfeng's heart was cold, knowing that the relationship between them was really going to end, he couldn't stop it, and he didn't want to stop it, he did something wrong, and he should have paid for it.

I shouldn't think about her, but I can't help but worry.

She has a strong sense of dependence, and she doesn't worry about everything these days when she is protected by him, but now she doesn't know if she can cope with it when she goes out alone?

Thinking that she was in a hurry and should have no money on her, how would she go back to City A? Strode to the study safe and took a stack of cash, and instructed Wu Xun to send it to her.

Then, just like that, I stood in front of the window and watched her slowly leave her sight, this time watching her leave, unlike it had been three years ago.

Every step she took was a step away from him, and every step was like a blunt knife slowly cutting his heart, painful and bloody.

Memories flooded into my mind.

That year, when they first met, he was nine years old and she was seven years old.

She was as beautiful as a flower in a white dress, but she was stupid and stupid, and she couldn't do anything.

He didn't want to pay attention to her, but she was very pestering, following him like a fart, and he couldn't shake it off until he got used to it, until they were inseparable.

Childhood sweetheart-like emotions happened to them, she was protected by him and grew up slowly, they maintained an appropriate distance, but they were intimate.

He was admitted to F University in college and came to S City, and after that, he gathered less and left more.

Every day, I will go online and video with her, sometimes I am so busy that it is delayed, gradually, they chatted less, and I accidentally learned that she was sick and has been hospitalized.

Heart, anxious, he hurriedly returned to City A, that time, it was the first time he took the initiative to find Ji Zhongliang and talk to him calmly.

That time, Ji Zhongliang was resolute, and he couldn't see her.

Back to S City, he can no longer go to class and work as usual, his heart, can't be at peace for a moment, he misses her, he misses her very much.

A week later, he received a call from her, and listening to her sweet and soft and cautious voice, he was ecstatic, even if his heart was melted into a ball of spring water.

She said she was okay and was discharged from the hospital and asked him when he would come back to see her?

He bought a plane ticket, arrived in City A that night, and hurriedly went to Ji's house to find her, she saw him and stood in place stupidly.

After knowing that she was sick, he longed to see her immediately, and now he finally got what he wanted, he stopped her waist and picked her up in a circle, praised her for being strong, she wrapped her hands around his neck, and smiled brightly.

Since then, he has become more and more tolerant of her, and she gradually began to call him "Xiaobai", intentionally or unintentionally asking him about school, do you have any good female classmates?

He found out that she had a love root, and he was happy and worried.

I am glad that she has finally grown up, and her love has just begun, and she is worried that she is not around, and she is afraid that the little girl will be deceived by a hairy boy.

He arranged for his people in the Bai family to take care of her secretly, fortunately, she was well-behaved, and basically had no other friends except for contacting him, and stayed at home every day, staying at home.

He was relieved, but he felt sorry for her being bored at home, so in those days, when he was free, he would go back to City A to accompany her, give her make-up lessons, and take her out to play.

She was not as cheerful as before when she was recovering from a serious illness, and there was sorrow between her eyebrows, and some of the girl's thoughts were hidden and not told to him, and they didn't talk about it anymore.

He knew that a girl of this age was just when she was ignorant and in love, and he cared for her, which made her gradually more cheerful and more dependent on him.

The first time she came to S City to find him, it is still clear as if it had just happened, it was the eve of her birthday, and Baba came to celebrate his birthday with him.

That day, he was making a map, and he was in a hurry, and he didn't have time to rest for a moment, but he received a call from the airport police officer, saying that a girl named Ji Mengmeng's wallet and mobile phone had been stolen and asked him to pick up someone.

She is the eldest lady of the Ji family, she has been carefully taken care of from childhood to adulthood, she has been carefully cared for, that is the first time she left City A in memory, alone, and at the age of flowers, how can she know that people's hearts are sinister when she is in a simple mood?

My heart sank suddenly, and I didn't care about anything else, so I hurriedly went to the airport.

She pulled a suitcase and sat in the airport police room like a frosted eggplant, and when she saw him, she cried and threw herself into his arms, aggrieved that she had met a thief.

I wanted to reprimand why I didn't call him in advance, I had to carry out a surprise attack, looking at her embarrassed little appearance, I couldn't say it after all.

In the crowded airport, he pulled the suitcase and took her home, and suddenly, she pointed to someone and shouted: "Thief, you stop me!" ”

Then Bai Chenfeng chased after the man with a low brim and a very non-mainstream dress for her, and took him to the police office.

After interrogation, I realized that this was an oolong incident, and that person was not a thief at all.

She leaned on her suitcase and asked embarrassedly, "You're not a thief, what are you running for?" ”

The man was helpless: "You chase, I don't run?" Is conditioning good? ”

She was extremely embarrassed, knowing that she was in trouble, and she didn't dare to make trouble for him anymore, but fortunately, the person didn't see her as bad and didn't pursue it.

The next day, he was so busy that it was late at night when he came home, and when he entered the door, he saw her lying on her desk and asleep.

frowned, hugged her, and was about to send her to the bedroom, but she woke up in his arms and said in a daze, "Are you back?" ”

"Why don't you go to the bedroom to sleep, it's easy to catch a cold when you sleep here."

Listening to his cold voice, she sobered up a little, struggled to get off the ground, opened the refrigerator, and came out with a small cake.

"Xiaobai, come and celebrate my birthday, it's another day later."

He was so busy that he forgot her birthday, and he said, "Happy birthday." ”

She smiled, her eyes sparkling and her spirits bright, she split the cake in two and gave him half of it, he didn't like the sweet and greasy taste, and reluctantly ate it all anyway.

She smiled like a flower, as if she was happy to have someone to eat cake with her.

"Congratulations to Ji Mengmeng's child for coming of age."

When she heard this, she looked at him, her eyes flashed, and she smiled at him vigorously.

Looking at her eyes as bright as stars, I was bewitched for a moment, and lowered my head to her lips.

Soft, jelly-soft, fragrant, and intoxicating like cherry blossoms.

She looked at him stupidly, so nervous that she forgot to close her eyes, his heart was beating like thunder, and she didn't forget to order: "Close your eyes." ”

She has always been well-behaved, he is whatever he says, obediently closed her eyes, her long eyelashes like a feather fan trembled slightly, and she blushed with shame.

It was their first kiss, and he didn't know what to do, he just stuck to her and sucked pityingly.

He said, "From now on, you will be mine, and you will not be able to run away if you stamp it." ”

She asked, "What's yours?" ”

"I—of, people."

He gave them a word for word, which was an answer to their companions all these years, and since then, she has become his girlfriend.

That night, she curled up in his arms, chattering about her affairs in City A, and swearing that she would come to City S to find him.

The fragrance of her lingering in his nose is faint but seems to be seductive, silently calling him.

took her to kiss, covered her chatter, pried open her teeth, took her shy tongue, and entwined her lips and tongue.

He was hot, she was slightly cold.

After twenty years of pure heart and few desires, he only thought about making himself stronger, and for the first time, he felt his desire, strange but turbulent.

It was the first time he had such intimate contact with the body of the opposite sex, which was completely different from his toughness and strength, soft and fragile.

hand, caressing her through the fabric, but not satisfied, lifted her blouse.

His skin was like clotted fat, soft and fragrant, and his hand moved to her chest like a magic barrier, small and soft, as cute as a marshmallow, red and jade, delicate and shy.

The unfamiliar touch made her tremble shallowly, and she said, "Xiaobai, I'm afraid, don't be okay?" ”

He woke up suddenly! What are you doing?

This is a girl who has just turned eighteen years old and has been loved by himself like a treasure since she was a child, how can he be like this? So abrupt? Full of guilt, he pulled up her clothes for her and comforted her warmly.

After that, he refused to share a bed with her again.

When she returned to City A, she stopped talking at the airport, saw her blushing face, and whispered in her ear, "I'll wait for you." ”

Time flies, she was reluctantly admitted to F University, and her score can only be used to major acting, she is unwilling, but she is helpless.

The next four years were their happiest time, he completely walked out of school and integrated into society, and only he knew what it was like.

Fortunately, she was empathetic and accompanied him through the hardest days.

He thought it would be eternal, no matter when, as long as he turned back, she would always be behind him, but she went abroad to study silently.

He hated, he resented, he made himself invincible, and he relied on his hatred for Ji Zhongliang to become stronger little by little.

He turned the unbearable lovesickness into the driving force to move forward, he thought that he was strong and his heart was cold, and he forgot it, but he still thought anxiously and felt pain.

He had other women, one after another, but it was still not right, none of them could be like her, and he couldn't stop it.

She came back, appeared in front of him at will, and the efforts he had made in the past three years instantly came to naught, she was his poison, a poison that could not be solved no matter how hard she tried, no matter how much she wanted to give up.

He resigned himself to his fate, and with the determination of the moth to the fire, he took possession of her and cut off her retreat.

He also weaved a fine and dense web of love, giving everything he could give, he wanted to lock her firmly and have her with him for the rest of his life.

As a result, he was still wrong, and he still lost her.

Her desperation was unexpected, and she refused to give him a chance to atone for her sins, and in the end, she drove them to a dead end, and there was no future again.

The heart, as if stabbed by an ice pick, opened with coldness, and the wisps were accompanied by pain, and gradually the blood did not stop.

He leaned over and touched his heart, feeling the pain, and forgetting it when the pain was over!

There is no next time, and from now on, there is no longer a bond called Ji Mengmeng in his life, he is still him, no weakness, no weakness, no invincibility.

Isn't that what I've always wanted? Now that you have it, shouldn't you rejoice?