176:Pregnant woman (1)
Lin Kongkong's ears have always been sensitive, and they can't be touched, his body suddenly stiffened, and after a while, he turned his face sideways to avoid him.
Bai Chenfeng was a little annoyed by the inexplicable dislike, and asked unhappily in her ear: "What?" Well? Can't touch it? β
"I have something very important to tell you."
Bai Chenfeng buried his cheek in her neck, and his tone was hoarse: "Mengmeng, don't make trouble, let everything go first, I can't bear it......"
"I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant, and I'm not allowed to have sex." Her words came out cleanly, without the slightest hesitation.
The body that was originally attached to her instantly stiffened, got off her, and lay flat on the bed, not knowing what he was thinking, and in the quiet air, only his heavy gasping sound.
Lin Kongkong didn't know what his sudden silence meant, but her heart panicked because he didn't say a word. Pulling up his messy clothes, he sat up, and his trembling hands buttoned a few times, but he couldn't button up the loose buttons.
Bai Chenfeng gradually woke up from the initial shock, looked at the aggrieved little woman sitting there, and felt that his emotions were really stimulated to the peak by her.
He frowned and asked, "Are you telling the truth?" β
She replied calmly: "Yes." β
Bai Chenfeng pondered for a long time, the only time she might be pregnant was in the lounge, but afterwards she obviously took the medicine, could it be ......
"You didn't take any medicine that day, did you?"
"Yes, I didn't eat it."
Bai Chenfeng narrowed his eyes slightly, well, it's really amazing, he has deceived him for so long. Since she is pregnant and wants to leave him, if she doesn't go to her this time, she will always hide it from him? Did he owe her in his last life? I was tortured by her all my life.
He had to be quiet, otherwise, he really felt that he would strangle her to death, this dead woman who looked weak and squeamish, but was actually stubborn and fierce in her heart.
He got out of bed, and the bruises on his hand that had unlocked the bedroom door flared, signaling his fury at the moment.
Lin Kongkong watched his reaction, and her heart was half cold for a while, she was barefoot on the ground, she didn't even bother to put on her shoes, and pressed the hand he was putting on the door lock.
Bai Chenfeng was flashing out with a sense of anger, and he didn't dare to struggle when he was pressed by her, for fear of accidentally hurting her. He gritted his teeth and said, "Get out of the way!" β
"I don't!" Her voice was still the same as usual, soft and soft, but with an unyielding strength.
Bai Chenfeng's anger suddenly reached an outrageous level, and in anger, he slammed his fist on the door, and the door made a muffled sound.
Lin Kongkong's hand trembled twice, and finally let go of his hand, she lowered her head and whispered, "You used so much strength, did you hurt your hand?" β
Bai Chenfeng's anger was extinguished by her soft words, turning into thick smoke and completely pressing into his chest, choking him to feel that his throat was spicy and spicy.
It feels like a rushing stream of water, suddenly blocked when it is menacing, and it can't go up or down. I wanted to break out but couldn't, I wanted to suppress it but couldn't suppress it, and I suddenly felt so depressed that my head felt like I had been hit by a hammer.
"I don't want to quarrel with you, so I don't want to talk to you about anything now." After Bai Chenfeng said this, he opened the door and prepared to go out.
Lin Kongkong grabbed his hand, and his voice trembled a little: "What do you mean?" Is it my fault that I kept this child? β
Bai Chenfeng's face turned blue instantly, and his voice was cold and hard: "You know that I don't mean this......
"And what do you mean?"
"What do you mean by me? Have you consulted me on such a big matter? β
"What if I ask for your opinion? You bought the medicine, I ...... What can I do? So I didn't tell you, I thought, if you keep refusing to come out of the past and hatred, we are really doomed to nothing, then I will not tell you for the rest of my life. β
He completely blew up his hair and yelled at her: "Ji Mengmeng! You bastard! You dead woman, believe it or not, I'll strangle you? β
Lin Kongkong was angry at him, but he was not afraid at all, he still stood stubbornly in front of the door, and only raised his slender and slender snow neck at him.
Bai Chenfeng was naturally reluctant to strangle her, looking at her-for-tat, her good-looking brows wrinkled, "You, you, you ......"
"Am I not here to fulfill you? It's not that I don't want to tell you, it's you, it's you who don't allow it, I'm afraid. That's why I want to never let you know. β
"I ...... I was ...... I ......"
Bai Chenfeng thought of the scene at that time, he had always been indifferent, and he stammered for a while, not knowing what to say. Reflecting what she just said, she actually said that she would never tell him for the rest of her life? Never let him know?
He involuntarily took a few steps back and looked at her in disbelief, at this time, her clear eyes were calm and emotionless.
Was this woman sent by God to rectify him? Don't let him know that he has a child with her for the rest of his life? This realization made him gasp, and he felt his blood rush to his brain, and his temples jumped suddenly.
He felt that he was about to drive this woman crazy, he was afraid that he was a fool and would really strangle her by mistake, so he took a few deep breaths in a row and forced himself to stay away from her.
His reaction made Lin Kongkong's heart even more uncomfortable, she felt as if she was persecuting him, using her children to force him to accept her and marry her.
She liked him, but she bound him because of it. She seems to have forgotten her identity, she is the daughter of his enemy, and there is a deep hatred in the sea of blood, how could he marry her? A long time ago, he said it. But how did she forget? Because of a little warmth, he forgot it, because he was honest with her, and he forgot it if he didn't have a secret.
She asked with difficulty: "Xiaobai, are you ...... Think I'm forcing you? β
"What do you mean?"
"Forcing you to accept what you don't want."
Bai Chenfeng knew what she meant, and completely blew his hair, "It's all like this now, are you still talking to me about coercion or not?" When you threw the pill away, when you found out you were pregnant, when you decided to keep the baby, why did you never ask me if I wanted to? Is everything you do forcing me? Now, now you cut it first and then play it, and you told me after being pregnant for so long, you still have confidence, don't you? β
Lin Kongkong felt his will, he was already on the verge of collapse, he was a person with a firm mind that ordinary people couldn't imagine. The only way to know what he thinks in his heart is to let him collapse.
She took two steps forward, stood face to face with him, and said confidently, "Just because I decided to keep this child, I should make it clear to you." It used to be between the two of us, and it didn't matter what you thought of me or how you treated me. Now it's different, I have a child, and as a mother, I want to give him a good living environment. But he shouldn't have anything to do with our love, I don't want you because of him, not to give me a result. In that case, I'd rather not have him. β
Bai Chenfeng's face turned blue with anger in an instant, and his voice was cold: "You have been pregnant for more than two months, you don't want it if you say you don't want it?" β
Lin Kongkong's heart at this time seemed to be blown by a cold wind, and it was already uncontrollable cold, she regretted it, regretted telling him about it.
Negative but soberly said: "Yes, if this will force you to change your original intention, I would rather not have him." I can accept that my love is not valued, but I absolutely cannot accept that it has changed its flavor and become a tool for my purpose. This is my final bottom line, and it is something that no one, including myself, can ever touch. β
The little woman with righteous words said sharp words, purpose, tools, bottom line...... The things she cherished most in her heart, everything she had always wanted to protect, had been left behind by him.
She looked at him with clear eyes, with a bit of childish stubbornness, which made him start to be a little flustered and a little shameless.
He didn't understand why she was obviously a woman who looked delicate and soft, and it seemed that any wind and rain in this world was something she couldn't bear. But he can have such a strong belief, with a meager body, guarding his heart, and never betraying his original intention.
For so many years, I always felt that she was weak and thin, and always took pity on her under my arms, hoping that she could live a carefree life. But I never found that this girl has extraordinary resilience and persistence. Even if the road is full of thorns, even if there are many difficulties, she can still keep her heart. Let the things that are there not tainted with worldly evil, and be so bright and fresh that people are jealous.
"Xiaobai, I think that no matter how deep the grudge between us is, no matter how serious the damage is to each other, love always exists and cannot be violated. From the past to the present, to the future, and even to death, I will only love you alone, and I will not betray, abandon, slander, or take advantage of you. And you, can you give me such feelings? β
Bai Chenfeng was questioned by her, a little overwhelmed. He knew he was in pain, that he had used her, and regretted that he had abandoned what he had always wanted to protect. This is the feeling he has never felt in his life, so flustered, so scared, so vulnerable.
He had to resign himself to his fate and said: "I can't do it, Ji Mengmeng, the love you want is too pure and fragile, I ...... I can't give it to you. I won't love any other woman, but ...... Love is not all I have. β
She nodded and said quietly: "I know, it seems that my love is too domineering, I always force you to accept everything from me, I am too naΓ―ve." If you think this kid will make you responsible, you have to have a result with me. And this kind of responsibility will make you feel guilty about your parents, for Chenxi, and for the Kang family, I can do without him ......"
Bai Chenfeng's body instantly stiffened, and he looked carefully into her eyes. It was as clear as ever, but covered with a thin layer of mist, like the brightest beads covered with dust. There was no sadness or retreat in her eyes, only seriousness and persistence.