177:Pregnant woman (2)
Bai Chenfeng's always indifferent expression also began to crumble, and his heart was extremely sure, if he didn't want this child, it would be completely over between them.
Since then, no matter when, no matter what wrong things he has done, he has never given up loving his woman, and he will not be given any more chances, no matter whether he loves or hates, he will write it off, and there will be no more involvement.
He never thought that he would have children one day, and he couldn't accept any woman other than her, was he destined to be lonely all his life? Why is this woman self-righteous to make decisions for him?
"Ji Mengmeng! Did I say I didn't want him? He roared.
Her expression was still calm, "Isn't it now?" If you want him, you should rejoice, not the way he is. β
Bai Chenfeng had never been angry like this, his face became more and more ugly, his eyebrows and eyes changed with anger, he pointed at her tremblingly, he wanted to say something but didn't say it, only a violent gasp.
Lin Kongkong saw that he was angry like this, and felt that there seemed to be a real crisis between them this time. She suddenly felt very powerless, and the desire to see what he really thought in his heart became weaker and weaker.
The two were relatively silent, neither of them continued to ask, and they refused to back down from each other.
After a long time, he asked, "Don't you want him, and you don't want me?" β
"I don't know, let me ......be quiet," she replied.
After she said this, as if exhausted by all her strength, she slowly walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, giving him only a straight back.
Bai Chenfeng was hung in place by her, stunned. The hand that banged on the door just now passed the initial numbness, and it began to hurt. The dull pain gradually shifted from the hand to the heart.
He was conflicted, not because he wanted this child or not, nor because he loved her or not. It's that he has been concealed and even deceived by her for so long, he should have been the one who asked the teacher to ask for the guilt, and he should have lost his temper, but as a result, he was eaten to death by this little woman?
Someone who is used to being domineering, awkwardly withdrawing his head and tail machismo, makes him feel like he has been stepped on by someone, he is angry, distressed, annoyed, and aggrieved, and he has a headache for a while.
He pounded his head in pain and was so angry that he forgot that the door was closed. In an instant, it hit it straight up, heavy and painful.
This time, he almost saw blood, and his eyes suddenly turned black, and he could only lean against the wall weakly, feeling that the world was spinning.
This sound was more than the punch just now, and suddenly there was a rush of footsteps on the stairs leading to the third floor.
"Brother, brother, what's going on? You open the door. Bai Chenxi patted the door with both hands and asked anxiously.
Lin Kongkong was also frightened by this loud voice, she hurriedly ran to his side, the speed made Bai Chenfeng, who was dizzy and unable to speak, was startled into a cold sweat. He remembered that he had almost miscarried after a few simple steps.
"Don't move!" He roared.
She froze in place for a moment, standing beside him in a daze, bowing her head and not speaking.
After Bai Chenfeng roared, he saw that she was honest, and he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't take care of anything. Holding the door of the hit head with one hand, he leaned against the door, waiting for the blackened dizziness in front of him to pass.
The knocking sound outside the door became louder and louder, and Bai Chenxi's voice became more and more anxious.
He is very irritable about anything outside now, and he feels that his sister is adding fuel to the fire at this time, and he roars angrily: "Adults, don't worry about children, go upstairs to sleep!" β
Bai Chenxi didn't listen to him, and continued to bang on the door, Bai Chenfeng remembered the sound of footsteps just now, and it didn't look like a person's, so he covered his head again and said angrily: "Aunt Wu, pull Miss back to sleep for me, don't let her make noise with me here." β
Aunt Wu's voice outside the door also came clearly, "Miss, let's go!" I'll take care of my husband's business. β
"No, don't you hear him throwing a tantrum? She must have quarreled with Sister Mengmeng, how can she beat my brother, I want to go in and help! β
"Miss......"
"Oops...... Aunt Wu, what are you doing? You let go of me! Which side are you on? β
"Mr. won't do anything to Miss Ji, don't worry!"
"You didn't hear that much just now? And you listen, there is no voice of Sister Mengmeng, it won't be fainting! β
"No, it won't."
"Aunt Wu, don't pull me, I'll just go in and take a look, and I'll come out if it's okay. Elder brother...... Open the door! Bai Chenxi shouted at the top of his voice.
"They must be having a conflict, Mr. is awkward, don't go in and make trouble, he won't beat Miss Ji even if he beats himself."
"Will my brother be that naΓ―ve?"
"Well, yes, trust me, it's going to be fine......"
The voice became farther and farther away until it disappeared, and Bai Chenxi should have been taken back to sleep by Aunt Wu.
Lin Kongkong was a little sad and wanted to laugh, but he didn't dare to laugh, so he collapsed there. After all, sometimes someone can be a little naΓ―ve.
Bai Chenfeng's dizziness had passed, like waking up from a dream, thinking about the conversation between the two outside the door just now, and then looking at the strange-looking woman in front of him, he suddenly had the urge to faint.
Since his mother died when he was ten years old, in order to survive, he gradually learned to be cold and cruel from the cannibalistic Bai family, and gradually became a machine-like person.
Hatred seems to be the only reason for him to live and be strong, and when "to carry" becomes a tangible verb, "love" is too flowery and too extravagant for him.
Eventually, however, he met the kind of feelings he thought would never appear in his life.
Pure, warm, sunny......
He felt that all the beautiful words in this world were not exaggerated to describe her. Whether it was Ji Mengmeng or Lin Kongkong, in his heart, they had always been one person and had never been separated.
The memories of my childhood are still clearly left in my heart, the years are quiet, pure and happy, and the laughter and scolding are all beautiful. It's just that no matter how good the memories are, they can't match the unforgettable memories now.
After all, when he was a teenager, he only knew that he was thirsty for warmth, guarding the sun, and hoping to keep the good for a longer time. And now, he has a strong desire for a person, a woman. I can't wait to brand her, this life, even the next life, can only belong to him. He can't tolerate others to worry about it, and for anyone who covets her, he wants to break his bones and scatter ashes.
Now that she's pregnant and has his baby, they should be happy, shouldn't they? What if he had ever been sorry for her? In the future, they still have most of their lives, and he can make up for her well, so that she will never be sad and sad again.
"Mengmeng......" he called her softly, this one was very low, very painful, very helpless, very hesitant, very tangled.
Lin Kongkong listened to his voice, and then looked at his complicated and somewhat awkward appearance, his heart suddenly softened, his nose was sore, and he lowered his head.
Bai Chenfeng gently rubbed his forehead and sighed, "It's that I can't stand you......"
His words made the sourness lurking in Lin Kong's hollow heart flood in an instant, and it was out of control. She didn't want to cry, she didn't want to be so weak all the time, but she just couldn't control it.
"Crybaby." He reached out and wiped away her tears.
Lin Kongkong was a little embarrassed, and his heart was awkward, so he turned his head and ignored him.
Bai Chenfeng looked at her angry back, stretched out his hand to comb her long hair scattered behind her, and said in a calm tone: "My attitude was not good just now, I will review, let's talk calmly, huh?" β
"Okay." Her voice was still thick nasal, and the sound of an urn was angry.
"I'm a little angry because of your concealment, but I know that there are also my own reasons here, so don't mention this matter in the future."
"Okay."
Bai Chenfeng saw her undistracted appearance, and instantly became a little angry, "Do you say anything else besides this word?" β
Lin Kongkong looked up at him, and there was some unnatural dodging in his eyes, "I...... I don't know what you mean? β
"What do I mean?"
"It's if you want him and me." As she spoke, she pointed to her lower abdomen.
Bai Chenfeng said coldly, "What do you say? Can I get rid of it? β
Although she saw that his words were cold, her eyes were helpless mixed with wisps of doting, so she said with a little domineering: "Don't dump, don't dump." β
"Then do you dare to hide it from me in the future?"
"Don't dare, don't dare." Lin Kongkong nodded like pounding garlic.
When she wasn't twisting, she was very well-behaved and obedient, Bai Chenfeng was very resistant to this, her heart softened instantly, and she couldn't help but tease: "Are you a repeater?" β
Lin Kongkong ignored his ridicule completely, twisted his hands nervously, and asked cautiously, "You...... Don't you blame me? β
"What can you blame? Time has passed, and I can't let it go back and make up for you. β
Lin Kongkong was a little moved for a while, it turned out that he was angry just because of her concealment, which made him feel ashamed of her, not that he didn't want this child. With this understanding, my heart suddenly felt much more comfortable.
Xiaobu walked up to him, saw a red piece on his forehead, a little distressed, reached out and stroked it gently, and asked softly: "Xiaobai, does it hurt?" β
"It's a little ......," Bai Chenfeng said truthfully.
She took a closer look at the corner of her forehead, held his arm with both hands, gently tiptoed her lips close to his forehead, and blew on her breath.
"It won't hurt if I blow it on you."
She said with a serious face after blowing.
Bai Chenfeng was amused by her somewhat childish behavior, "Stupid! I'm not you, it's good if the pain can be blown? β
"So what?" She stood on tiptoe again, pursed her pink lips, and lightly imprinted a kiss on his forehead.
This dragonfly-like kiss is light and shallow, but very moving, especially after the two have just argued.
Bai Chenfeng's heart was instantly filled with a faint tenderness and a sweet feeling, he looked down at her, and said helplessly: "Ji Mengmeng, why are you so good at torturing people?" β
"Yes?" She asked innocently.
"Of course." He gritted his teeth in response.