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Lin Kongkong never thought that the next time he saw Li Shunjuan would be in the hospital. When Kang Chenyi told her that Li Shunjuan was suffering from liver cancer, and it was terminal, and it had reached the point where the medicine was ineffective, she stood on the spot in disbelief.

She couldn't imagine how her stepmother, who had always seemed to be in good health, could suddenly get cancer. If cancer is detected at an early stage, it is possible to control the cancer cells by surgical resection and chemotherapy, but if it is at the end of the stage and nothing can be done, it is really necessary to wait for death.

When she was in Switzerland, she was first diagnosed with congenital heart disease, and at that time, she underwent various examinations and treatments, and was hospitalized in the hospital for half a month. She was a terminally ill patient, a very young girl, but she was almost inhumanized by disease and chemotherapy. He has a bald head, is skinny, and even his eyes are cloudy without seeing the light of day.

She had seen her in pain at the onset of her illness as if she were worse off than dead. At that time, the doctor would inject her with Demerol.

It is a synthetic analgesic for clinical use, an artificial substitute for morphine, and its action and mechanism are similar to morphine, and the pharmacological effect is the same as morphine. In layman's terms, it's a drug-like thing that relieves pain.

She also saw with her own eyes that the girl was wailing at her parents and said that she knew that she could not live anymore, don't force her anymore, don't prepare to operate on her anymore, she can't stand this inhuman torture anymore, she would rather die happily like this.

At that time, her heart was very gray, and she even wanted to give up, so she accepted her fate. Her mother died of a heart attack, and so did her sister, a disease with a low survival rate, which made her believe that she could work miracles.

She felt that people seemed so small and fragile in the face of illness, no matter how hard they tried to struggle, the pain that should come would not be reduced, and the death that should come would never slow down. No matter how attached you are to this world, and no matter how reluctant you are to this world, it will still take your life at any time.

It was also at that time that she decided to drop everything and return to China to find him. Even though she knew that her father would stop him, even though she knew that it might be dangerous to him, even though she knew that he would be more upset if she came back and left, she resolutely returned. Because, without him, she couldn't hold on for a minute.

Life is so helpless, she also needs a support point, doesn't she? And at that time, her only support point was him.

Doctors say she may have a long future ahead of her, or it may be short. Maybe she will leave silently when she is asleep, or she may cause sudden death because of emotional tension. So, maintaining peace of mind is the most important thing for her.

Every day when she wakes up and finds that it is a new day, she feels glad that she did not die unknowingly the night before.

No one knows how much she wishes she could live a little longer, because the world is beautiful. She still has a lot of scenery to see, a lot of delicious things to taste, and a lot of things she wants to do.

Now, she is going to be a mother, a mother of two. She also finally understood her mother's thoughts back then, or finally understood a woman's desire to have her own children and be a mother.

She is also more sympathetic to Li Shunjuan, she knows why every time, her eyes are so gentle when she looks at her, and she will be so kind to her. Because, she also longs to be a mother, which is a woman's nature. It's a pity that God deprived her of her rights, and she couldn't conceive a child of her own in her life. Now that she is really, she is going to leave like this, Lin Kongkong's heart is very uncomfortable and reluctant.

She began to regret why she stayed under Bai Chenfeng's wing after the accident at home and never cared about Li Shunjuan. If she can spend more time with her, in the last period of her life, there will still be some memories of happiness. However, this woman who was so kind to her, during the most painful time, she was never able to share some of it for her.

In fact, she is very cowardly, she is afraid to face the fact that the Ji family has fallen apart. At that time, Li Shunjuan was implicated and was also in prison, and she needed to avoid suspicion, she was afraid that she would really have to be isolated and examined. She is pregnant, and the prison is so chaotic, she is afraid that something will happen, or she will not protect the child well, so she does not dare to take risks.

She couldn't see it before, but then she was a little afraid to see it, so she hid in the safe castle that Bai Chenfeng built for her, and became a turtle that could hide for as long as she wanted. She didn't want to stick her head out of the safety of the turtle's shell, because she knew that everything that awaited her was going to be bloody.

However, if she knew that Li Shunjuan had reached the last stage of her life, she would not run away, she would definitely be by her side. Because, this is what she owes her, and she owes her many, many things. The love she gave herself, the many things she did for herself. even hid her father's pregnancy from her, and saved Xiaobai from her father.

She always thought that the Li family was a well-known family in City A. She will be taken care of most properly here, and her life will not be worse than in the Ji family. But she didn't expect it to be like this, she didn't expect her to be sick, or such a serious illness.

She did not dare to set foot in the hospital room now, because she was afraid to face it, she was afraid to see her disappointed look, and she was afraid to see her haggardness. She hesitated at the door, touching her fingers several times, but she didn't have the courage to push it open.

At this time, the door was pushed open, and out of it came a young man dressed in casual clothes, who was very handsome and looked younger than Bai Chenfeng. A face with distinct facial features like an engraving, and dark eyes are transparent, but there is a bit of a debauchery and uninhibited taste.

"Hello, Li Jue." He gracefully stretched out his hand to Bai Chenfeng.

"Hello, Bai Chenfeng."

Li Jue smiled very sunnyly: "The master of the sky, I have admired the name for a long time." ”

"Li Tangdong's family is also like thunder." Bai Chen's wind and clouds replied lightly, his voice was cold, with a characteristic alienation, this was his consistent attitude towards people other than Lin Kongkong.

"It's strange that a business predator like you still recognize me!" Li Jue's words are very modest, but his attitude is a little uninhibited.

"Always know who the person who rescued him that day."

Li Jue raised his eyebrows, and said to Bai Chenfeng like a smiling tiger: "It is also entrusted by my sister, and it is not a big deal." ”

"The grace of saving lives is naturally not a trivial matter."

Li Jue nodded, did not speak, and looked at Lin Kongkong again. The most important thing in the circle he mixed in was beauty, and he felt that she was not a peerless appearance, she could only be regarded as beautiful and gentle, and she was more well-behaved and lovely. Bai Chenfeng is different, it is rumored that he is peerless, and it is not an exaggeration at all. In terms of appearance alone, the two of them are barely right, and their nominal niece is not simple, such a man can catch it. As for their baskets of love and hatred, I know a little bit about them, and now they can still be together, and they can be regarded as people who are in love.

Lin Kongkong knew that this was the seventh eldest in the Li family, her nominally youngest uncle. He saved Xiaobai at the beginning, and she didn't feel embarrassed when she called her uncle on the phone. It was only when they met at this time that they felt that he didn't seem to be as old as himself, so let her call her uncle, but she couldn't call him, so she had to nod politely at him, even if it was a greeting.

Li Jue was still smiling, looking at Lin Kongkong and urging: "Hurry up!" Your mother has been waiting for you. ”

"Okay." Lin Kongkong's mouth responded, but his pace was still hesitating.

Bai Chenfeng took Lin Kongkong's hand and said to Li Jue: "If you don't accompany her, I'll have a few words with her." Then he pulled her aside and asked gently, "Mengmeng, are you still not ready?" ”

She shook her head, pulled his sleeve childishly, and whispered: "Xiaobai, I feel really selfish and guilty about her, and I dare not face it now." ”

"Don't be cranky, you haven't been sorry for anyone, and you're not having a good time during this time."

Lin Kongkong raised his head and looked at him with blank eyes: "However, I should accompany her." ”

"Even if you knew it a long time ago, what can you do? You also need to recuperate, you are pregnant, how can you spend all day in the hospital? How can I allow it? ”

"But Xiaobai, I really feel that I can't live up to her and live up to her care for me all these years."

Bai Chenfeng rubbed her long hair repeatedly with his hand and soothed: "She didn't tell you that she was sick at the beginning, so she naturally has her reasons." ”

"But I didn't fulfill my responsibility as a junior."

"Don't you dig into your own horns, aren't you already here now? Go inside, I think she wants to see you too. ”

Lin Kongkong also knew that she couldn't continue to escape, she took a few deep breaths, made a psychological defense for herself, and then walked into the ward with firm steps.

Slowly walked to the hospital bed, sat on the chair next to the bed and looked at Li Shunjuan, she was just plugged into the ventilator, lying on the hospital bed, the whole person was so thin that she was out of shape, and she completely lost her previous graceful and luxurious posture.

"Mom's ......"

Li Shunjuan, who had closed her eyes, opened her eyes when she heard the voice, and saw that it was Lin Kongkong sitting in front of the bed. A burst of wetness oozed from her slightly cloudy eyes, and a few tears slowly slipped down her pale cheeks.

Lin Kongkong felt distressed for a while, took the tissue on the table, and gently wiped her tears for her.

Li Shunjuan motioned to the nursing staff standing next to her with her eyes, withdrew the ventilator, replaced her with oxygen, she trembled and grabbed Lin Kong's empty hand, and said with difficulty: "Child, are you here?" It's finally here, I've been waiting for you for a long time, and I've finally waited for you......"