"Mengmeng, don't hate your father, he has also been bitter all these years......"

This was the last thing Li Shunjuan said to Lin Kongkong, after she came out of the ward, she couldn't calm down for a long time. Holding the file bag that Li Shunjuan gave her in her arms, she sat on the chair at the door of the ward.

Her mind was in a mess, she didn't know what she was thinking, only that the past that her mother had never mentioned to her was like this. He didn't know if he blamed Li Shunjuan or not, but she thought that as an outsider, she was also pitiful. A woman has been ruined all her life because of her marriage, and her marriage that exists in name only is actually more painful.

So who is to blame for this bad relationship? Blame the father? Blame the mother? Or do you blame the stepmother? It seems that no one is wrong. The combination of father and stepmother is the consent of the two families, the marriage of the Ming media, the three books and six ceremonies, and the starting point of commercial interests. Father and mother really love each other, and they both say that there is nothing wrong with love, but if this kind of love is based on deception and loses its original color, is it still a love without error?

Because her father loved her mother, he lied to her about the fact that she had a family. His mother left him because of his father's deception. She didn't accept any other suitors, she gave birth to a child and lived alone in a small town in the middle of nowhere.

Lin Kongkong knows best how hard her mother is, she has never even seen her mother really smile, and in her spare time, she always looks out the window stupidly. She knew that her mother was waiting for someone, waiting for her father, but she also knew that her father would never be able to go to them.

Her mother once told her that if one day, if she has a boy she likes, she should remember to ask him if he has a family. Have you ever liked another girl before? You must find a man who has never loved anyone before, let alone become a family, otherwise this life will definitely be very hard.

When she said this, it was the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and she was wearing plain clothes and sitting by the window to admire the moon. The eyebrows and eyes are very calm and indifferent, and the slender body is bathed in the tassel-like white moonlight, which is a faint sadness and shallow loneliness.

At that time, she was still young, and she didn't understand what her mother was grieving about. It wasn't until later, when she had Xiaobai and was forced by her father to study in Switzerland, that she knew that not being able to be with the person she loved turned out to be so unbearable. So the mother would become cold, she would not like to laugh, and she would never tell her about her father.

The father fell in love with his mother, but he hurt his mother and his own wife. Two women, one in the second half of their lives, thinking about a person who does not belong to them, hating a person who deceived them, and waiting for someone who can never wait. The other, who keeps her marriage in name only, is a luxurious Mrs. Ji in front of people and desolate in the future, loves a man who doesn't love herself, and raises other people's children.

And what about the father? In the end, I didn't get the person I liked, but I was lovesick for most of my life. The result of these three people is that they will not die well. Mother, unhappy, father always misses mother, stepmother spends the rest of her life in guilt and inaccessibility.

Thinking that the three of them are all pitiful, who can blame? If you really want to blame, you can only blame love, unreasonable and undisciplined love.

If the father had been able to fall in love with his wife, then their marriage would have been a happy one. Or if they didn't get married because of the interests at that time, then there would not be the last three people to suffer.

After Bai Chenfeng saw her come out of the ward, he sat on the bench, thinking that she had just met Li Shunjuan, and she was in a more excited mood and needed to be quiet for a while, so she didn't make any noise about her. But when I sat there and looked at her for a while, I found that she was still wandering, and it seemed that her sorrow had not diminished at all, and I couldn't help but start to feel a little worried.

"I've been out for most of the day, I'm tired! It's time for us to go back. He walked over to her and said gently.

Lin Kongkong pulled out of his chaotic thoughts, looked at the worried look in his eyes, and couldn't help but start to regret it. She is now a pregnant woman, the most taboo worry, although things one after another, but she should still keep a calm mind, so that the baby can grow up peacefully and healthily.

However, she couldn't control her emotions, and things have not stopped since Xiaobai was in distress. He knows the truth, something happened to the Ji family, his father was in prison, and his stepmother was suffering from cancer. None of these things happened to her.

She didn't know how to reply for a moment, so she couldn't take her eyes off him.

Bai Chenfeng sighed and said helplessly: "You didn't answer what I asked you, what did you do stupidly looking at me?" ”

"I ......" she hesitated, bowing her head and saying nothing, like a child who had done something wrong.

Bai Chenfeng sat down beside her, reached out and stroked her long hair, "Let's go back first!" ”

"Little White ......"

"This is a hospital, there are more patients, your immunity is very poor now, and you are easy to be infected, let's go back and talk about it, okay?"

"Okay." She nodded.

Bai Chenfeng reached out and took the file bag she was holding in her arms, Lin Kongkong stretched out his hand, looking at him and stopping.

"She gave it to you?"

"Hmm."

"Let's go!" Bai Chenfeng held the file bag in one hand and held her hand in the other.

Out of the hospital, outside, the sun is just right. The moment the warm sunlight hit her body, Lin Kongkong, who had been in the gray of the hospital for a long time, was a little stunned by the sun, she squinted slightly and stretched out her hand to block the sun.

Bai Chenfeng watched her movements and asked gently, "Dazzling?" ”

"Hmm."

Bai Chenfeng knew that her relationship with Li Shunjuan was extraordinary, and it could be seen from the last time she was able to persuade Li Shunjuan to let Li Jue rescue him. Now, Li Shunjuan is terminally ill, and it is not surprising that she is sad.

"Your eyes are dry and you want to cry, don't you?" He asked.

"It's not."

Lin Kongkong didn't lie, she really didn't want to cry, these days, so many things have happened, every time she is very sad, she can't control her emotions, and she will cry. However, if you cry too much, you will find that, in fact, tears will not solve any problems, but will only make people more exhausted.

The two got into the car in silence, Bai Chenfeng put the file bag in front of her, and was leaning over to buckle the seat belt for her.

She lowered her head with a heavy heart, her long hair blocked her face, so that he couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, only knew that her voice was a little erratic and a little sad, she said: "Xiaobai, you promise me, if one day you like someone else, you must tell me, don't hide it from me, don't let me be the last person to know." ”

Bai Chenfeng's action of buckling the seat belt first stiffened for a moment, and then returned to normal. He straightened up, Zi, and looked at her, "What do you do if I like someone else?" ”

Lin Kongkong's eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of water beads, clear and hazy: "I will leave you and forget you completely." ”

Bai Chenfeng frowned at him, and found that when she said this, her expression turned out to be serious, and she was angry in her heart for a while, and said in an unkind tone: "What do you want you to leave?" And then completely forgot about me? Didn't you think about fighting for it, I like someone else, you should always be angry, you should always question me, is it that we have been together for so many years, I am not worthy of you to do this for me? ”

Lin Kongkong looked at him angrily, yes, if he really liked someone else, would he really let go so freely? The so-called if is something that did not happen. Lin Kongkong suddenly felt that her eyes were sour, she lowered her head, if Xiaobai no longer liked her, but liked someone else...... What a terrible thing that is, what would happen to her without Xiaobai?

At this moment, she found that she didn't know that after so many times of separation and integration, she never thought about what would happen to her if he didn't like her anymore. If she likes someone for so many years, let her let go, she thinks she may not be able to do it, but if he really likes someone else, what can she do if she doesn't let go? She didn't want to be a stepmother, she didn't want that outcome.

Bai Chenfeng was very angry, but when he saw her appearance, he couldn't get angry, because he knew that she was sad, and he was reluctant to make her sad and reluctant to blame her.

"Life is long, and I don't know what the future holds, but I promise that I will do my best to protect you. If it does hurt, I'll block it for you, and if it comes from me, then I'll minimize it. Do you believe me? ”

Lin Kongkong knew that he was not good at expressing his emotions, let alone saying nice things to coax her, and he didn't give her any promises, because no one could predict what would happen tomorrow. Everything he said was practical, he would do his best to protect her from harm, and if the harm was inevitable, then he would definitely hurt more than her.

"Little white...... Little White ......"

His distorted name was soft and soft in her mouth, and only when she called him like this was the most flavorful, just like someone who had been waiting for a long time in his heart was calling him, so that he had no resistance in an instant. The heart of a man, who has always been cold and hard, is like a lake of spring water in an instant, flooding with a trickle of warmth.

"I'm here, don't be cranky, now I only have you in my heart, and I don't think I'll like anyone else again in my life......" He leaned closer to her and whispered to her.

Lin Kongkong first looked up at him for a while, his eyes had always been clear, a little watery, and then he pouted, a little coquettish, a little aggrieved.

"What's wrong? A little angry bag? Well? ”

Listening to his doting words, she smiled, her eyes were bright, her lips were red and her teeth were white. Coquettishly reached out to his neck, buried his cheek in his neck socket, and said rudely and domineeringly: "I don't care, I will guard you strictly in the future, and you are not allowed to look at other women, you are not allowed to contact other women, and you are not allowed to like other women." You...... In the future, you can only look at me, you can only like me. ”

Bai Chenfeng looked at her skinny and sticky appearance, and sighed helplessly: "I have always only looked at you, and I only like you." ”