230:Mourning (1)
In the afternoon, the sun is just right, the forest is empty and lazily strolling in the yard, pregnant women should bask in the sun, which can promote the absorption of calcium, which can not only prevent calcium deficiency during pregnancy but also help the development of baby bones. Maybe because she is not strong enough and is pregnant with twins, she is not well-nourished, so she is now becoming more and more tired. After strolling around for a while, I felt exhausted and wanted to go back to sleep.
Bai Chenfeng was already carefully accompanying her, and seeing that she was lazy again, she could only endure the grinding of her temperament, so that she could let her go a little longer. In his heart, he felt that he should promise her to stay in City A for three days, which was indeed a bit long, and he should return to City S as soon as possible, and he needed to find someone to recondition her body.
Lin Kongkong also knew that he was doing it for his own good, but she did feel that her body was heavy, and she was always a little lightheaded, so after walking for a while, she was out of breath, so she simply found a place to sit down.
Bai Chenfeng sighed helplessly, walked over to her and discussed, "Shall we walk for a while?" ”
"Don't!"
"Obedient."
"Xiaobai, I really can't walk, just let me rest for a while!"
"Are you really that tired? Your belly is not very obvious, I see other women when they are pregnant, they have to ......."
Lin Kongkong saw that he had only said half of his words, so he smiled cheekily and said, "What is going to happen?" ”
"You already know what I mean, so why do you have to say it?"
"I know you're doing it for my good, but I'm really tired, and I don't know what's going on." She said softly.
Bai Chenfeng was even more worried when he heard her words, others would probably look more plump when they were pregnant, and they were a little anxious when they saw that she was still thin. Thinking that she was pregnant, things almost never stopped. They broke up, he and Bai Ting got engaged, Ji Zhongliang wanted him to die, he knew that she was not Ji Mengmeng, Bai Lang kidnapped her, Ji's family was seized, Ji Zhongliang was imprisoned, and Li Shunjuan suffered from cancer......
These things are one after another, and they have never stopped, although she doesn't say it, but the pressure in her heart should be very great. These things are all centered on him, they all start because of him, and he never regrets what he has done, because regret will not help. Besides, only one side of him and Ji Zhongliang can survive, this is doomed, fate is so that it cannot be changed.
He just regretted that he was not good enough for her, and he had alienated her and even hurt her because of Ji Zhongliang. The time that has passed cannot be turned back, all he can do is to be very good to her in the future. Now I just want to go back quickly, no matter how serious it happens in the future, I will never let her come out again.
"Since you're so tired, let's go back!"
"Okay, you hug me." She said sheepishly.
"Don't." He solemnly refused.
"Hug—" she continued to play.
"Don't." He continued to refuse.
"I knew that you didn't like me now, and you wouldn't even hug me."
"Are you sure it's a little bit? How do I think you're going to let me carry it all the way back? ”
"What if you just take it all the way back?"
"Now that three months have passed, your fetus is stable, and you should exercise properly."
"But I'm tired! I can't walk. ”
"You tell me well, are you really tired or just want to enslave me."
"I'm really......" she paused, looked at him mischievously, and said with a hippie smile, "I want to enslave you......"
Bai Chenfeng shook his head helplessly: "What good is it for you to enslave me?" ”
"I'm at ease, hee-hee."
Looking at her appearance, Bai Chenfeng also felt that he really had no way to take her, so he had to resign himself to his fate and bent down to hug her.
"Can you be lazier?" He said angrily.
Lin Kongkong grinned when he saw him compromise, and his two slender arms wrapped around his neck, so that he could hug him more easily, and rubbed his cheek with a coquettish face.
Her long loose hair got into his collar a little mischievously, making him tickle, and just wanted her to start combing her hair, she was softened by her coquettish movements, lowered her head and put her chin on her soft cheeks, and said in a gentle voice: "You know that I can't take you." ”
Lin Kongkong didn't speak, just buried his head in his neck socket and laughed softly, a little proud, a little provocative, well-behaved and angry.
When Kang Chenyi received a call from Li Jue and came out to look for them, he stood in front of the door and saw such a scene.
The tall and handsome man, carefully holding the slender woman in his arms, the expression on his face was pampered and gentle like never before. Lin Kongkong's cheeks were buried in Bai Chenfeng's neck socket, so he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. I only know that Chang is there, his arms are strong, and the angle attached to his arms, I can see that I am very dependent on him and trusting him.
Kang Chengyi's heart hurt uncontrollably, knowing that there would be no result, knowing that everything was his extravagant hope, but he still couldn't control it. The thoughts about her are getting more and more intense, and I want to have her in my future life, this crazy idea is already a little irrepressible.
Reason always told him that she had a cousin's child and would be his sister-in-law in the future, and they could only maintain this relationship in the future, and he could only stay away from him. But his emotions didn't accept it, and in the unknown place in his heart, he clamored that he didn't want her to be her sister-in-law, didn't want her to give birth to her cousin, he wanted her, wanted her to be his wife, Kang Chenyi's wife.
At first, he had some superficial feelings about her, vaguely like liking, and he wasn't very sure, so he didn't grasp the opportunity to be with her at that time. He didn't even know when this feeling became so intense. Maybe it was her insistence when they first met, or her evasive gaze on the day of their engagement, or a casual moment......
It's just that now he knows that he can't let go, although he told himself from the beginning that she already has a master, she will be his sister-in-law in the future, and he can't think about it, but he still can't control it, and this emotion overrides his understanding of ethics. It can't be suppressed, and it can't be controlled, so it can only be allowed to develop, and if it is blocked by force, there will be a risk of collapse.
Bai Chenfeng walked to the door with Lin Kongkong in his arms and saw Kang Chenyi, and greeted him very calmly: "What? Something? ”
Lin Kongkong originally thought that there were only him and Bai Chenfeng here, but suddenly someone appeared out of thin air, which made her feel very embarrassed. After all, she is so old, and she still lets people hug her, and it is always bad to be so intimate in front of people, but now that people have seen it, she doesn't dare to show her head. simply buried his face in Bai Chenfeng's neck socket, didn't look at Kang Chenyi, just thought that Xiaobai should hug himself and go.
"Well, I have something to tell you."
"Wait for me in a moment."
"Okay, I'll wait for you in the study."
Bai Chenfeng has always known Kang Chenyi, and knows that he has a mature and stable personality, and as long as he can handle something, he will definitely not fake others. Now, he has something to say to himself, it must be a big deal, and it must be very important, and it has something to do with him, so he doesn't dare to delay. After settling down in the empty forest, I hurried to the study to see him.
When he opened the door of the study, Kang Chenyi was facing away from the door, standing in front of the window with his back alone, with a cigarette between his fingers, a little scarlet, and the smoke was filled.
Bai Chenfeng frowned, the eldest son of the Kang family has always been of good character, he doesn't like tobacco and alcohol, he doesn't get involved in gambling, he is not good at women, he usually can't even look past his own smoking, what's wrong now?
Bai Chenfeng stepped forward, took the cigarette he held between his fingers, put it in the ashtray and extinguished it, frowned and asked, "What happened?" ”
Kang Chenyi withdrew from his chaotic thoughts and looked at Bai Chenfeng. He sighed: "Mrs. Ji has passed away. ”
"What? So fast? ”
"Yes, I just received a call from Li Jue, and the memorial service is scheduled for tomorrow."
Bai Chenfeng was not calm when he heard this, and he also stood in front of the window, his brows locked even tighter: "Time is so urgent, she is not mentally prepared at all......"
"Do you want to tell her?"
"Tell me, otherwise, she will resent me for the rest of her life."
"But...... She's pregnant after all......"
Bai Chenfeng rubbed his eyebrows tiredly, "I'm worried about this too, she...... I've been in a bad condition lately, and I want to take her back to recuperate as soon as possible. ”
Kang Chenyi subconsciously clenched his fists, his nails sank into his palms and he didn't realize it, and his voice was as calm as ever: "Or...... Shall I arrange for her to go to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up? ”
"No, I'll go to the memorial service tomorrow...... When I get back, I'll arrange for her to have a medical check-up. ”
Kang Chenyi was actually very reluctant in his heart, letting Lin Kongkong know about it, and he didn't want her to attend any memorial service. He could see that she was not in good spirits, and that a pregnant person was so thin. He hoped that she could rest at home, recuperate her body, and make herself look stronger.
However, he knew that he was not qualified, and when it came to her, he could do nothing but do his best to help her with some trivial matters, let alone make decisions for her. He and her have always been two parallel lines, there is no intersection, and it is impossible for the two to become one.
Although he had thought more than once that a straight line could also turn, he was willing to turn in order to meet her, and he thought it was worth it. But she didn't want to, in her heart, there was only her cousin from beginning to end.
He has always believed that infatuated lovers are good, "I wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head will not be separated" What a beautiful emotion. He has always believed that he can wait for that person, and now that she has appeared, he remembered that there is such a sentence in the poems he once read-Luoyang City is full of flowers, but I just want to guard this empty building for you.
He, Kang Chenyi, is willing to guard Ji Mengmeng, no matter what her identity is, whether she is someone else's wife, the mother of the child, or his sister-in-law, he will do his best in this life to ensure that she is worry-free and protect her well.