The picture of love was torn to shreds in front of her eyes, and the castle of happiness collapsed on top of her, smashing her to pieces.

Then her mind went blank, her consciousness was completely unclear, her ears were full of roars, and in addition to the pain, there was despair, a kind of despair that the sky was falling apart and everything no longer existed.

She leaned down slowly, her arms crossed over her shoulders, and crouched alone on the side of the road, like an abandoned child, as if she was about to be cut off from the world.

She was pregnant, and this position would make her very uncomfortable, but she didn't care about it so much now, and she didn't feel any discomfort because of it, but felt safe.

At first, the heart was sour and astringent, but gradually spread to the limbs, and even the fingertips were painful...... She didn't know if her heart was resisting all this, and she didn't know if she would die suddenly, many things, she didn't know!

When it was found out that she had congenital heart disease and could die at any time, she was not afraid of dying, nor was she afraid of being tormented by the disease, the only thing she was afraid of was what if she died and he was the only one left? She was afraid that he would be alone.

Therefore, she became afraid of death, and always wanted to live longer and spend more time with him, but now it seems that there is no need...... There's no need for it anymore......

She hung her head down, her long hair falling scattered, obscuring her face. Bai Chenfeng couldn't see her expression clearly, but he also regretted that he had just acted rashly, which made her already obscure mood even worse.

He also leaned down, half-knelt beside her, and whispered her name: "Mengmeng...... Misty ......"

His voice was hoarse and painful, and in such a quiet space, it sounded ethereal, as if it were not real.

Lin Kongkong didn't say a word as if he hadn't heard it, just maintained that posture, motionless.

Bai Chenfeng knew that she was emotionally unstable, and was afraid that she would have a fetal gas, so he reached out and carefully hugged her across his chest. While walking slowly, he pressed his forehead against her, and said in a negotiating tone: "Mengmeng, go home and sleep well, tomorrow is a new day." ”

Lin Kongkong knew very well in his heart that no matter how many tomorrows she experienced, she would not be better anymore, no better......

She didn't ask him any more questions, just leaned on his shoulder and whimpered softly, and pressed her right hand into a fist against her chest, where it hurt so much that she thought she had a heart attack......

Suddenly I wanted to sleep quietly like this, thinking about nothing, because the reality was really cruel, and she didn't want to face it anymore.

Bai Chenfeng walked slowly with her in his arms, and he had no intention of taking a taxi back at all. This is the woman he loves, and it will be his wife in the future, and they will have two lovely children, and this weight seems to him to be the whole world.

He didn't want to let go, he didn't want to let go!

Everything that has happened is not terrible, even if her hopes are shattered, he can mend it for her little by little. They still had most of their lives, and as long as she was well, he thought he would do it.

His shoulders were wet, and Bai Chenfeng only felt that these tears, as if they had corrosive properties, penetrated through the skin, soaked into the bone marrow, and gradually spread to the heart, and then there was the pain of the cone and the bone.

"Misty ......"

He whispered her name, but received no response, and stopped. rubbed her face with his forehead and pressed it against her lips, and found that her whole body was cold.

His lips slowly pressed down and imprinted on hers, tossing and turning gently, as if to soothe and please her. Lin Kongkong didn't respond, only hot tears slowly slipped down and entered his mouth, which was an extremely bitter taste.

He was distressed and comforted very softly: "Trust me! Don't cry...... Okay......"

"It's so hard to live, I hurt ......" she was delirious, and all she could muttered over and over again was this sentence.

Her voice was very small, and Bai Chenfeng put his ear close to her lips and listened to it several times before she heard it clearly. This sentence was like a basin of biting cold water, which suddenly poured down from the top of his head, leaving behind a body of ice ballast in addition to the biting chill.

"Can you trust me one more time?"

"......" replied to him only with gusts of wind.

"Yes...... No...... Yes? ”

This sound made Lin Kongkong hurt even more, she became conscious, raised her head slightly, and looked at him in the hazy moonlight. I saw that his eyebrows and eyes were deep, his lips trembled slightly, and the two arms holding her were also trembling slightly, looking very scared and painful, but even more excited than her.

When he didn't come, she had a lot to ask him and blame him, but when he really came, she was numb. Now I can only look at him in a daze, and my usual bright eyes are only dull.

Bai Chenfeng was stung by her godless eyes, his arm tightened, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Mengmeng, talk to me, talk ......"

They have known each other for ten years, and in the past ten years, she has always pestered him, and he is cold, as if whoever approaches will be frozen into ice slag.

It was the first time he had spoken to her in such a low voice. Before, no matter what happened, no matter how sad he made her, as long as he was willing to condescend to coax her, she thought it was all worth it, and her little temper disappeared.

But that's all in the past, it's really gone, and there won't be any more ......

She pursed her lips and suddenly smiled and asked, "Are you scared?" ”

Bai Chenfeng's whole person was shocked, and the expression on his face was incomprehensible to Lin Kongkong, like anxiety, like regret, like helplessness, and more like panic.

"What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will not forgive you? No, you don't seem to need my forgiveness......"

"Misty ......"

He looked at his distressed appearance and smiled more and more weirdly: "Yes! I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love, saved someone I shouldn't have saved, put my father in prison, left my stepmother with hatred, and left me with nothing. I used to think that women were born for love, and it was too bloody to talk about conspiracy and contention, but in the end, I couldn't escape, and I still fell victim to conspiracy and contention. I hate it, I hate it so much......"

"Misty ......"

His voice was like a wounded beast moaning. Moaning, listening to her ears, strangely reduced her pain. It turns out that when you are in pain, the only way not to suffer is to make the other person suffer more than you, especially if that person is the one who caused you pain.

She smiled again and said, "When I first met you, my father told me that I can use you, I can deceive you, but I can't like you." I don't! I thought that liking was liking, even if you pushed me away again and again, and gave up on me again and again, I still feel that as long as I love you with my heart, one day you can feel it. I'm blindly exalting myself, so stupid that I can't help it, so it's my own bitter wine, and I can't blame others for everything I have encountered today, and you don't have to blame yourself......"

Bai Chenfeng's eyes gradually had tears, his eyes were very good-looking, his dark pupils were like obsidian, but at this time, there was no longer the usual pride, like a star covered by dark clouds, hazy and sad......

She was silent under that sad gaze, and looked at him blankly for a long time, then suddenly shook her head, and whimpered lowly, "No...... I can't...... I can't do that......"

She raised her trembling hand, gently stroked Bai Chenfeng's face, and said infinitely desolately, "How can I hurt you? I never wanted to hurt you, I was so stupid that I shouldn't have come back from Switzerland, I shouldn't have come back......"

Bai Chenfeng's heart seemed to be torn apart by a small beast, painful and bloody. He was a cold man, and even when his mother died, he only thought of revenge in his heart, and he never felt such pain.

"People are not plants and trees, how can they be ruthless?" He is just an ordinary person, and his heart is also long, it hurts, it bleeds, and it is not a stone without feeling. When a person doesn't care about everything and only thinks about being good to him, he will also be moved.

Yes, his love originated from moving, first touching his heart, coveting the warmth she gave, and then wanting to accompany and protect until the earth lasts forever.

From the moment he knew that she was not Ji Mengmeng, it had been a long time since then, and he had never recognized his heart. For Mong had died, and he had never separated them.

It wasn't until this moment that he realized how wrong he had been for so long. He likes Ji Mengmeng, but he is the kind of immature like, he just likes to be with her, likes her company, and hopes that those days can be longer.

But she, Lin Kongkong, made him want to stop, and he insisted that no one would be allowed to covet the slightest, let alone get involved. It was also she who made him feel heartbroken again and again. Sweet is also her, bitter is also her, the previous life of pain is love, and the consequence of liking is love.

So, he loves her!

This kind of love is not a change of mind, nor is it a liking of the new and hating the old, but it comes naturally over the accumulation of time. He thought that if Ji Mengmeng hadn't died of illness, he might not like someone else, even if she was a twin sister.

But now he likes and likes her very much, and he only wants her in the future, as long as she accompanies him.

He is not afraid of her trouble, he is not afraid of her losing her temper, what he is most afraid of is that she is like this now, and she refuses to say anything to him, rather she blames him.

"Even if you don't come back, I'll look for you......"

She frowned, closed her eyes, her lips trembled slightly, and every word she spat out was very difficult: "I'd rather we only stay in college, I still have a beautiful thought......"

Bai Chenfeng's tears finally fell and dripped on her face, and the tears of the two were mixed together, painful! Torture! Who made a mistake in this period of evil to get to such an irreversible point?

Bai Chenfeng couldn't say anything, any language seemed very pale at this time, he could only silently hold her and walk back.

The wind was howling, the heavens and the earth were cold, only his body was warm, there was the warmth she had been longing for.

Lin Kongkong felt very tired, so she coveted this time, the last time, she thought over and over again, the last time......