In the days that followed, the waves were uneventful, and neither of them kept silent about what happened that day. Everything seems to be the same as before, but something is different.

Bai Chenfeng always treated Lin Kongkong carefully, for fear of upsetting her and her crankiness. But his treading on thin ice did not ease the relationship between the two, but became more and more separate.

Time is a medicine, he thought, it will heal all wounds, and they will always be reconciled. But they don't know that they have never trusted each other enough, and it has become something that can completely disintegrate their peaceful life*.

On this day, he accidentally found Li Shunjuan, leaving Lin Kongkong's things, a diary and a letter. Originally, it was a matter of personal privacy, and he should put things back, but he was attracted by the blue-purple iris painted on the envelope.

Memories come back, when he was young, he was always with a very beautiful, very beautiful girl, her name is Ji Mengmeng.

She likes to laugh, has a good voice, always follows behind him, and calls him "Brother Morrowind" crisply, she likes iris the most, because its flower language is miss and trust.

"Brother Morrowind, you have to remember that it represents longing and trust, which are the most beautiful emotions of human beings, just like I do to you." At that time, the girls were wearing snow-white dresses, smiling like flowers, and against the backdrop of blue-purple irises, it was a little unreal......

How long has it been since you thought of her? It's been a long, long time, and I've forgotten what she looks like because my heart belongs! He lowered his head and looked shallowly, his mood was very calm at this time, and he stretched out his slender fingers and rubbed them repeatedly on the irises.

Eventually, he opened the letter anyway, because it might be the last voice she left in the world.

Brother Morrowind:

By the time you read this letter, I must have left this world because I was going to undergo a dangerous heart-swapping operation. I was scared and needed you, but my father wouldn't let me see you.

I've always known that I'm born with a disability, and that I'm going to die at any moment, and I just want to be with you more in my limited time.

I'm afraid you're alone, I'm afraid you'll be alone, I'm afraid you'll be sad.

I like to see you laugh the most, but you rarely smile, you always have a straight face, this is not allowed, that is not allowed.

Do you believe there will be an afterlife? Will there be reincarnation?

I...... I have to believe, and I have to pin my hope on the next life. Therefore, you have to promise me that in the next life, you must wait for me.

This short letter, Bai Chenfeng read it repeatedly for a long time, and his heart was not painless.

Lin Kongkong came in from outside and stood at the door to watch him.

"Why are you hiding it from me?" He looked at her coldly and asked.

Lin Kongkong looked at the letter he was holding in his hand, and instantly understood what he meant, she slowly entered the house silently, and did not stop when she passed by him.

Bai Chenfeng stretched out his hand to hold her wrist, his voice was still cold: "I'm asking you, answer me ......"

"What did you just say?" She asked lightly, without any expression on her face.

"The forest is empty! Why do you knowingly ask why you hide the letter that Meng Meng wrote to me, her last words? ”

"I like it, are you happy with this answer?" She asked softly.

He frowned, incredulous: "Do you know what you're talking about?" ”

His hand unconsciously increased some strength, Lin Kongkong's wrist instantly hurt, and the mocking arc on her lips became bigger: "Of course I know what I'm talking about, do you know how much I hate her?" Period! Cover! Cover! The name was a nightmare for me, and it haunted me like a spell for ten years, and I couldn't shake it off. From the moment I became one with it, I became involved in intrigue and contention. I lost my name, and the man I loved used me as a substitute for her...... You said! Should I hate her? ”

"Why do you hate her? She is innocent, and this matter has nothing to do with her! ”

"She's innocent? Am I not innocent? I just don't have a mother, I came to my father, why should I become her? I'm Lin Kongkong! ”

"Then have you ever asked yourself why you allowed yourself to be her?"

Lin Kongkong froze in place, and she found powerlessly that she didn't know how to refute......

"Is it Ji Zhongliang's greed, or is it your selfishness?"

"You're right, it's my selfishness, but that doesn't stop me from hating her, I hate everything related to her, including myself."

He saw that her eyebrows and eyes were a little vicissitudes at the moment, which was very different from the usual picturesque and gentle appearance, and for no reason, his heart hurt.

The past scenes were very clear, but her attitude still angered him, he shook off her hand, and the hurtful words came out: "Lin Kongkong, I misjudged you." You keep saying that you hate her, and do you know that if you hadn't stolen her identity in the first place, maybe, we wouldn't be where we are today. ”

This matter was a pain in Lin Kongkong's heart, her face turned pale for a moment, and her eyes widened and stared at him quietly for a moment.

When you say something like that, how can your eyes be so clear and pure? He sneered, his dark eyes full of fierce anger: "We have today, we should thank her, not hate her!" ”

Lin Kongkong once again saw her humble position in his heart, she walked up to him, raised her face, looked at this man who was much taller than her, and tears flowed down her eyes.

"I ask you, if my sister were the one who was alive that day, would you allow Bai Lang to use her life as a bargaining chip to coerce my father?"

"I don't know ......"

Yes, I don't know, he can't make assumptions about the impossible.

It's not that it will, it's not that it won't, it's that I don't know! Lin Kongkong didn't know what the answer she was looking forward to in her heart, and it seemed that either one would be a great harm to her.

Up to now, she still can't control her distress......

Looking at the tears on her face, Bai Chenfeng's anger was suddenly extinguished, and the whole person became weak.

"Misty ......"

"Huh...... You called the wrong person, you can see clearly, I'm not her, I'm Lin! Empty! Empty! ”

In his heart, she has never been so aggressive, and he is helpless in the face of such her.

His heart was even more messy.

That night, they slept together, but tacitly chose to be back to back. He forced himself to close his eyes, but he didn't feel sleepy. She is the opposite, breathing evenly and long, and she should sleep soundly.

In the middle of the night, he felt her leaning over and staring deeply at him. After a long time, her fingers gently caressed his eyebrows, and a gentle kiss was imprinted on his forehead.

It occurred to him that after ten years together, they would soon have two lovely children. All this came very hard, it was not easy, and he still owed her an apology for what happened today.

Under the quilt, his hands struggled, but finally he still pretended to be asleep.

Later, he always regretted that if he had reached out and took her into his arms at that time, then would they not have had to be separated later? His arrogance and conceit eventually brought bitter fruit.

After this night, the matter of letters seemed to ruin their peaceful life*. Lin Kongkong felt more and more ironic that everything she had was ironic, and she couldn't stand the days with him for a moment.

She began to resist silently, uncharacteristically silently.

At first, Bai Chenfeng thought that she just couldn't think about it for the time being, and there was no way not to pursue the past, so he was cold to him. Thinking that she is a mother after all, they are very aware of the harm that an unsound family will do to their children.

Therefore, even for the sake of the child, she may think more about it, and she will never be so childlike again. But gradually he realized that the problem was far from as simple as it seemed.

Lin Kongkong eats, gets up, walks, and basks in the sun as usual...... It's just that she doesn't talk or laugh, and many times she sits alone in front of the window, looking at the scenery outside the window in a daze.

No matter how Bai Chenxi teased her, she was like she couldn't see it, and she was immersed in her own world alone, as if she wanted to be isolated from the world.

She also refused physical contact, and after she fell asleep at night, Bai Chenfeng gently took her into her arms, and as soon as she woke up, she began to struggle, and he could only let go for fear of hurting her.

They are becoming more and more awkward, although they live under the same roof, the Chu River and the Han realm are clearly distinguished.

Bai Chenfeng's anxiety is also increasing day by day, and he specially invited a psychologist to regulate her emotions. At first she was repulsive, but later, under the guidance of the doctor, she quieted down and began to answer the doctor's questions.

Bai Chenfeng breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that her mood was relatively stable, and after the doctor asked a lot of questions, her expression began to become painful, even with some hideousness. When the doctor asked her what she was hiding, she shook her head violently and staggered out the door.

"I'm not Ji Mengmeng, no, not ......" she said incoherently.

Bai Chenfeng looked at her frightened appearance, his heart ached, and he reached out to hold her hand, but she broke away. He could only look at the psychiatrist who was following her, and the psychiatrist could only shake his head at him helplessly.

After that, her condition deteriorated, sleeping longer and longer, and often falling into nightmares, and her body was rapidly losing weight. is a very slender person, but now he is getting thinner and thinner, he is a little skinny, and only his belly is growing up very abruptly.

She rejects hospitals, rejects everyone, and is even afraid of the daily check-ups of her family doctor. The doctor said that she had a psychological problem, and if it was not resolved, no matter how much medicine she used, it would not work.

She is in her third trimester, and it is dangerous to go on like this, both for herself and for the child.

Bai Chenfeng admitted that she was scared, she became more and more anxious, and she was helpless. The anxious heart had made him almost collapse. He never sleeps, and often stares at her sleeping face, which looks like a whole night.

He had never felt so far away from them, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get close to her. He no longer had the heart to work, so he kept an appropriate distance from her at home and accompanied her silently.

He wanted to be able to see him when she needed it.