306:Seeking Skin with the Tiger (3)
Zuo Qingyun was furious, and he pretended not to see him when he saw him showing goodwill, but still walked forward on his own.
Qin Jie had no choice but to get out of the car and grab her, and said awkwardly: "Okay, it's so late, I'll send you back!" ”
Zuo Qingyun turned his head to the side, and his tone was indifferent: "No need, I can't climb high!" ”
"Hey! Why are you like this, woman? I have good intentions, but you don't appreciate it at all? ”
"I'll take it, I'll lead it! Are you satisfied now? If you are satisfied, you will disappear from front of me immediately. ”
Qin Jie has a deep understanding this time, and the sentence that people have summed up: women are willful!
It's so incisive and reasonable. Now she is not willful, it is because you are not familiar enough, or she is not at the time to be willful. Wait until one day, when the time comes, she will be willful enough to make you outrageous. It seems to be a skill they were born with, and they don't need to learn it.
"You think I want to follow you? I'm afraid that something will happen to you in the middle of the night, and then I will be the last person to see you, and I will become a suspect! ”
"Whew!" Zuo Qingyun sneered: "The law is fair and just, even if I die, no one will wronged you!" ”
"Just kidding, what am I? Even being suspected will cause an uproar, and the girl who likes me will not be sad to death at that time? ”
Zuo Qingyun really doesn't understand, how can there be such a narcissistic person in this world? In this case, remember to flatter yourself. She glared at Qin Jie viciously, word by word, and said very clearly: "Then it is better for a national idol like you to die early, lest those little girls all think about you and hinder the society. Will and. Harmonic. ”
Qin Jie's face suddenly became ugly: "Is there such a curse as you?" ”
Zuo Qingyun also felt that what he said was a bit excessive, but he wanted Qin Jie to stay away from him now, because he would definitely not find out that she would make him irreversible.
Her always cold and hard heart began to overflow with sorrow. This force, like a devastating force, made her very powerless, so she could only use such words to stimulate him and comfort herself by the way.
"When did you see me as a human being, you and I were like a tool to fill your lonely life. When you don't need it, or if I touch the person in your heart, you will not hesitate to trample on my self-esteem in the most cruel way! ”
Qin Jie knew that what he did to her was indeed a bit too much, but how sincere could she be to him? They are just two lonely people hugging each other to keep warm, of course, they should not hurt each other while keeping warm, which he did wrong.
"I'm sorry, I didn't expect what happened to cause you so much harm."
"You hurt me, just say sorry and it's over?"
"What do you want?"
"I want you to stay away from me!"
"As I said just now, I was forced to send you home safely, I must leave."
"Qin Jie, are you sympathizing with me? I'm telling you, I, Zuo Qingyun, have never needed anyone's sympathy. ”
"I just sympathize with you, I pity you, what can you do to me?" Qin Jie yelled at her angrily.
Zuo Qingyun hysterically stretched out his hand to push him away, his steps anxious and messy.
Speaking of which, Zuo Qingyun can't continue to refuse, otherwise he is likely to realize the problem. She got into the car with a blank look, looking like she was rejecting people thousands of miles away.
The car stopped at the door of the unit, Zuo Qingyun got out of the car without saying a word, and she forgot to take the elevator because she was not very clear, but climbed up the stairs one by one. It was very difficult to climb the stairs in high heels, and she accidentally rolled down the steps and fell firmly.
Her elbows and knees were on the stairs, and she lay on the ground with a calm expression, but she couldn't stand up for a long time in pain. She didn't know how her tears came out just now, but now she couldn't. Although she felt very bitter and wronged, her tears never fell.
Someone came quietly, gently held her in his arms, took the elevator, and then took her into the house with a familiar car. Zuo Qingyun never thought that one day he would cry because of this embrace, maybe because he was really embarrassed at this time and needed the help of others too much.
She always knew that she was alone, with no friends, no relatives, no lovers, no matter how sad she was, no one would feel distressed when she cried. So, she rarely cried, but today she cried twice.
Qin Jie has seen many women crying, most of them are hypocritical, or they don't get satisfactory results. He has developed antibodies to that kind of tear, and he can do it as if he were blind.
The only thing that made him feel distressed was Xu Qingkong's tears, which was after the accidental miscarriage. She was cold to him on the surface, but she actually cried many times behind his back. It was also because he found her crying helplessly again and again that he decided to separate for a while.
He hoped that she could come out of the shadows, although he knew that Jiang Yang's meticulous care for her was likely to move her, but he was still reluctant to let her continue to be sad like that.
And now seeing Zuo Qingyun crying, his heart will be sour, although it is not pain, but it is not comfortable. Zuo Qingyun, an elite among professional women, has the demeanor of an iron lady, which is the kind of woman who is said to be a woman who sheds blood and tears.
And Qin Jie was very sure that her crying was not about needing his pity, but because of helplessness and despair from the heart.
This kind of person is the most irresistible, and she can't help but want to help her untie the knot, even if it can only make her feel a little love, maybe she will find that life is not so sad.
He gently put her on the sofa, half-knelt on the floor, took off her high heels, and went to find a medical kit, gently treating her wounds.
"Hiss......"
The alcohol rubbed against the wound, and Zuo Qingyun gasped in pain.
"Why do you only have alcohol cotton in this medicine box? You should buy some iodophor, it doesn't hurt so much, it doesn't hurt so much. Qin Jie said while wiping his wound.
"I didn't pay attention, so I bought it at random."
"I'm convinced of you, I don't have any common sense, I really don't know how you lived so big!"
Zuo Qingyun's heart warmed by his complaints, and his voice softened a little: "I usually don't get hurt much, I don't deal with small bruises, and I don't pay attention to them when they heal themselves." ”
Qin Jie looked at the bloody wound and frowned: "Your injury is a bit serious, do you want to go to the hospital?" ”
"No, make a fuss, why don't you need to go to the hospital for this little injury, besides, I'm most afraid of doctors."
Qin Jie glanced at her helplessly, didn't speak, lowered his head and continued to treat her wounds.
"Qin Jie, I'm sorry......" Zuo Qingyun bowed his head and apologized.
A few tears fell on the back of his hand, making Qin Jie suffocate. He raised his head, a pair of dark pupils reflected a distressed light, but his tone was still very awkward: "Wicked woman, you can arrange me a little less, this time I won't be like you." ”
He bowed his head to treat her wounds, very seriously, very carefully. This was the first time in Zuo Qingyun's consciousness that Qin Jie turned out to be a very gentle, kind, and meticulous man.
"You look much cuter than the usual crab with teeth and claws." She said what was in her heart.
"Who do you say is a crab? Am I that domineering? ”
"The crab doesn't have to be domineering, for example, he usually shows his teeth and claws, but he still has to take care of people, it's very cute."
"Are you sure you're talking about crabs?"
"I'm sure I'm talking about you."
This sentence made Qin Jie suddenly become cramped, and the movements in his hands became unorganized. At this time, he was a bit like a big boy in his first love, he was clumsy, but he still wanted his injured girlfriend to be taken care of properly.
At this moment, the lights are warm, and the time is beautiful as if it has been frozen. The man in front of him was surprisingly soft and cute, this was a happy appearance that Zuo Qingyun never dared to imagine.
The feeling of being so cherished and cared for by a man is warm, and even the concentric heart is ironed warm.
This scene, as of many years later, Zuo Qingyun still remembers it very clearly. Clear to his every movement, every smile, even the pain caused by a cotton swab dipped in alcohol, as he rubbed against the wound. It's all the stability and happiness she has never experienced!
It was also this wonderful emotion that made Zuo Qingyun decide to accept his past, because after all, it was a part of her, which could only be sealed, but it could never be parted. She must be strong and optimistic to face it, and no longer be threatened by Bai Chenyan to do things that make her suffer.
Those who seek skin with the tiger will eventually die under the tiger's mouth. Analyzing Bai Chenyan with her experience in doing things for so many years, he is definitely not a good person, if he doesn't see through this level, he can only be pinched by him, be an executioner, and be a puppet.
When the truth is exposed, neither Bai Chenfeng nor Qin Jie should be able to accept her dirty past. Because it was so dark, so dark that she was a little scared herself, and she would often wake up in her dreams because of these things.
It's just that what's the use of getting those monetary positions if she hurts the only person she doesn't want to hurt in order to hide these pasts? What's more, even if she followed Bai Chenyan's instructions, she might not be able to end up with a good death.
Instead of harming others and yourself, it is better to stop now. If she was strong enough in her heart, regardless of gossip, and not afraid of losing everything she had now, then Bai Chenyan would have no way to take her. It shouldn't be too late for her to turn back now, it's a big deal to go to another place, live in another capacity, and start all over again!
Thinking of this, Zuo Qingyun's heart suddenly relaxed. This is the first time since Bai Chenyan came to the door that she has felt so relaxed and down-to-earth. In the future, there will be no need to live in fear every day, let alone be condemned by conscience.