307:Seeking Skin with the Tiger (4)
Two days later.
As soon as Zuo Qingyun came out of the elevator, he saw a tightly wrapped man standing in front of his house. Tall and large, wearing a knee-length black trench coat and a black baseball cap.
An ominous feeling rose in his heart, and Zuo Qingyun's first reaction was to take the elevator and go back. Seeing that the elevator door that was about to close was suddenly stuck, the man raised his head, and the face covered under the brim of the baseball cap was clearly reflected in Zuo Qingyun's eyes.
He didn't speak, just looked at her gloomily, his eyes looked like a fierce beast that was about to eat people, whoever was targeted by him would only be broken into pieces and dismantled into the abdomen. Zuo Qingyun instantly went from head to toe, and his whole person stiffened in the elevator.
"Why don't you know me after a few days?" Bai Chenyan's thin lips outlined a sarcastic arc.
"You...... What the hell do you want to do? Zuo Qingyun's voice trembled uncontrollably, and the feeling that this person gave her was too gloomy and uncomfortable.
"This is not the place to talk, come out first, go to your house!"
"I ......"
A flash of fire grew in Bai Chenyan's originally cold eyes, it was bloodthirsty anger, the anger that could burn living people to ashes. Zuo Qingyun knew that he couldn't resist, so he had no choice but to come out resignedly.
After entering the door, Bai Chenyan sat on the sofa, crossed his fingers, and looked at Zuo Qingyun's eyes, but he was still coercive, fierce, and angry.
Zuo Qingyun took herself a glass of warm water, she needed to drink something to stabilize her mood. And Bai Chenyan was also very patient, as if he was waiting for her to take the initiative to speak.
After a long time, Zuo Qingyun said calmly: "What are you looking for me?" ”
"Whew!" Bai Chenyan sneered: "I thought you could say anything of the standard, but it turned out that you still played Tai Chi with me, it seems that my methods for you ...... Sure enough, it's too soft! ”
Zuo Qingyun knows that what should come will always come, and it is not a way to escape, since he has already figured out how to deal with it, he should overcome the fear in his heart.
She slowly walked to Bai Chenyan and sat down, looked into his eyes and said, "Since you don't want to do Tai Chi, then I'll get straight to the point, I won't do the thing you said anyway, you better invite someone else!" ”
"Huh...... Have you been brainwashed by my good brother again? Also, his face has always been liked by women. ”
"It has nothing to do with him, it's all my own decision."
Bai Chenyan got up suddenly, quickly arrived at Zuo Qingyun's side, clasped her chin hard with his left hand, and his voice was no longer cold, but outrageous: "I'm too gentle with you, isn't it?" You are just a pawn of mine, have you ever seen a pawn that can decide your own destiny? Pipe dream! ”
Zuo Qingyun had a sharp pain in his jaw, and he couldn't speak, but he just looked at him stubbornly, with a thick mockery in his eyes.
"If I don't give you some hardship, you can't learn well." As Bai Chenyan spoke, his hand had already shifted from Zuo Qingyun's chin to his hair.
Her hair was pulled hard, her scalp was in sharp pain, and Zuo Qingyun's face was uncontrollably raised, which reminded her of the past a long time ago.
In the dimly lit house, a drunken man pulled her by the hair and violently assaulted her. The pain, the humiliation, and then the loss of large pieces of hair, like a tribute to the lost youth of a young girl.
During the endless torture, she suffered countless injuries, two fractures, a cracked skull, and countless bruises. At that time, she was very young, and she could only bear it if she couldn't resist, but why did she have to suffer all this?
Just because she is a weak and slender woman? Or is it because she has a bad background, her family can't rely on her, and no one stands up for her? No, she is not convinced, she is human, she can decide her own life, her life should not be like this!
She felt the fruit knife on the coffee table, and she wanted to put an end to it......
Bai Chenyan looked at her originally gray eyes, and an indescribable strangeness rose, like unwillingness, resentment, and curse...... It doesn't seem to be, because her pupils are bright, and there is a light similar to hope in them.
In this distraction, his ribs hurt, and he looked down to see a bright fruit knife, stabbed in his left rib, and the hand holding the knife was the soft woman's hand.
He covered his wound, let go of Zuo Qingyun, and said with a gloomy smile: "Sure enough, you can't underestimate a woman, but do you think this little injury can scare me?" ”
Zuo Qingyun held the dagger, and his voice was fluttering, like a very weak person making the last roar of his life: "I don't expect to scare you, I just want to stop your harm to me, I, Zuo Qingyun, would rather die than be your puppet again." ”
"Hahaha......" Bai Chenyan laughed maniacally, "Do you think you can be a hundred if you die?" Take this dagger in your hand, for example, if you use it to cut your arteries, cut deeply, and the blood gushes like a spring, it won't take a few minutes and you'll be dead. Then there's the blood that stains the carpet, and you're going to be photographed, you're put in the newspapers, you're going to be on TV, and people are going to speculate about who you are, what you've done, why you're dying so miserably...... Let you die without peace! ”
"Shut up!" Zuo Qingyun shouted: "That's my business, it has nothing to do with you, I don't need you to talk about it." ”
Bai Chenyan's expression was even more gloomy, because of the wound on his left ribs, his face was a little whiter than usual, but the sharpness in his eyes did not decrease at all, but it was more oppressive.
He walked towards Zuo Qingyun step by step, not afraid of the dagger in her hand at all, bent down slightly to keep her eye level, and his eyes were dark: "Are you determined to go against me?" ”
"I just don't want to be at the mercy of anyone!"
"Okay, good, then let's talk about something else, you must be very interested."
Zuo Qingyun has come through the difficulties little by little for so many years, and it can be said that he is fearless. But as soon as he met Bai Chenyan, a fear would rise from his heart, as if he had encountered a natural enemy. She always has a special feeling of powerlessness, that is, no matter how she struggles and resists, she can't escape the control.
"Shut up, I don't want to hear anything from you, please leave my house now!"
"Huh...... Zuo Qingyun, you are really joking, you hurt me like this, now let me go? ”
"What the hell do you want?"
"You have a son of your own, do you remember?"
Zuo Qingyun's face turned pale instantly, and his lips trembled a few times before he asked intermittently: "You, you, what are you talking about, child, where is the child?" ”
"I thought you'd say you don't want to know, it's none of your business?"
Zuo Qingyun closed his eyes, how many times did he dream back at midnight, that white and pure little baby, always giggling on his palm. She remembered that his eyes were very large, and their dark pupils were like fine obsidian, shining with pure light.
No one knew how much she missed that child, and when she ran away, she felt like she was finally free. She didn't want to remember all of that, whether it was the man or the child. Because there was no light in the past, she had to bury them all, forget everything, and start over.
But after a long time, she found that she could not forget, perhaps because of the nature of a mother, and the more time passed, the more she missed the child. I even dreamed of him many times, sometimes when he grew up, and the immature child's voice called his mother; Sometimes he was still in swaddling clothes, smiling at her with his pink gums exposed.
"What do you have to do with me, what are you threatening with such a young child?" At this moment, she was suddenly not afraid of Bai Chenyan, only a strong hatred.
"Huh...... I can't see that you are quite maternal, but now that I know that I am in a hurry, I thought you didn't care about this child at all. Otherwise, you won't be dressed in fine clothes yourself, and that child will not have enough to eat. ”
Zuo Qingyun knew in her heart that she should show that she had no feelings for that child now, so Bai Chenyan would have no way to take her, but she couldn't control her emotions.
She used to comfort herself that such a young child might have died in that environment, so she calmed her desire to return more than once to find it. Hope. Now that I know that he is still alive, this thought is uncontrollable no matter what.
"I ask you, what exactly did you do to him?" She asked.
Her attitude was bad, but Bai Chenyan was not annoyed at all, she just sat back on the sofa and took off her coat and shirt, revealing her sturdy upper body, covered with scabbed scars.
"Why are you undressing!"
Bai Chenyan glanced at Zuo Qingyun and replied angrily: "What can I do?" Is it possible to do you badly? You can think of it, and you don't look at what you look like. Aren't you blind and don't you see that my wounds are still bleeding? Bring the medicine kit. ”
Zuo Qingyun stood still, his eyes fixed on the bleeding wound on his left rib.
"Do you want to be guilty of murder? If you don't bring a medicine box to stop the bleeding for me, I'll bleed to death. ”
Zuo Qingyun wished he was dead, but she didn't want to bear the crime of murder, so she could only take the medicine box slowly and hand it to him.
"Give me anti-inflammatory and stop bleeding!"
"You're not without long hands."
"You...... You stabbed me like this, I didn't poke a bloody hole out of you, it's already extraordinarily generous. Now let you help me deal with the wounds, you still have so much nonsense, do you have humanity at all? ”
Zuo Qingyun smiled sarcastically: "You? Talk to me about humanity? The most inhuman person is you, tell me what exactly you did to my child? ”
"Rest assured, what can I do with a little child? I just took him out of a poor welfare home so that he could study and live a normal life like a child of the same age. Of course, the premise of his safety is ...... You need to cooperate with me, or I'll show you what inhumanity is! ”
Zuo Qingyun bit his lower lip fiercely, and could only start to help him deal with his wounds, cursing him viciously in his heart to bleed to death. Thinking of the words he threatened him, he became even more resentful, and he didn't have a serious start......