326: This Is Me (3)
"Cousin...... Are you listening? Kang Chenyi waited for a long time and didn't wait for Bai Chenfeng's reply, knowing that he was in a bad mood, so he could only hang up the phone.
He walked back blankly, more entangled in whether to tell her that Bai Chenfeng was coming. It is up to her to decide whether to meet or not, and he should tell her whether it is reasonable or reasonable. It's just that he was worried that she would be worried about it.
It's just that if he didn't tell her, he felt a little sorry for his cousin, after all, he came from so far away to see her.
He has always been fair and just, and if he only has a little selfishness in this matter, it is to hope that Lin Kongkong can be safe and happy. As long as she is willing, he is willing to be the one who fulfills them, and he can't do it.
Kang Chenyi saw through the door of the ward that Lin Kongkong in the room was still asleep, and Ah Xiang was sitting next to the hospital bed, also drowsy.
He walked to the window, looked at the scenery outside the window, pondered for a while, and decided to call Bai Chenfeng over. Taking a look at it from a distance while she is asleep can also relieve the pain of lovesickness.
As for whether they still want to talk, or have an in-depth conversation, it's up to the two of them to decide!
The phone was dialed for a long time before it was answered, and Bai Chenfeng's voice showed a faint tiredness: "What's wrong?" ”
Kang Chenyi's heart suddenly became uncomfortable, and he found that he still liked that, Bai Chenfeng, whose voice was cold and his heart was determined.
Because in his memory, this cousin, who was only a year older than him, was unusually powerful because of his childhood misfortune. What he reveals is always stubbornness and tenacity that does not admit defeat, and he has never seen him so tired and frustrated.
"Cousin, let Shen Hao take you to the hospital! I think you and she should meet. ”
Bai Chenfeng was silent for a while before replying, "She...... Agreed? ”
"No, she's still asleep."
"She'......"
Bai Chenfeng wanted to ask her if she was okay, but she felt a little redundant, Kang Chenyi had already said just now, she was very bad now.
A person who used to be so afraid of pain and so timid, now he is alone in the hospital, and his body is still so heavy. He shouldn't resent Kang Chenyi, he should thank him, thank him for helping her when she needs it, right?
He didn't finish speaking, but Kang Chenyi already understood what he meant, "Her physical condition is fine, the child's development is normal, but the amniotic fluid is insufficient, you don't have to worry too much." ”
Bai Chenfeng's heart became soft because of the word "child", it was the child of the two of them, like her and like him.
He once thought that he would never have children in his life, because his childhood experience made him feel very bad. Such a weak life needs a lot of care, and he doesn't think he likes this process, he doesn't want to take that responsibility, nor does he want to enjoy that warmth.
At some point, he became full of anticipation for the two little things in her womb. Maybe it was because she was happy with her big belly, maybe it was the first fetal movement he touched, maybe it was just because it was Ji Mengmeng...... No, it was the child that Lin Kongkong conceived for him.
I used to think that everything today was very dramatic, obviously they were the closest people, and her situation had to be obtained from other people's mouths, but now there is no awkwardness at all.
Kang Chenyi waited on the other end of the phone for a long time, and he was not sure what his cousin thought. I only know that the person who is most entangled and hesitant now should not be himself, but him.
"Cousin, are you listening?"
"Hmmm......"
"I'll tell Shen Hao the address and ask him to bring you over."
Bai Chenfeng came back to his senses from his thoughts, he rushed from S City to see her, but at this moment he was a little hesitant.
If she wasn't ready to meet him, or didn't want to see him, would his presence affect her mood? She is in the third trimester of pregnancy, especially when she is pregnant with twins, and she needs to have a calm mind and raise the baby with peace of mind.
If he didn't see her, he couldn't feel at ease, even if he went back to City A, he would still turn back and ask with some uncertainty: "She...... Would I not want to see me? ”
"I don't know, she's still asleep......"
Kang Chenyi's off-string voice Bai Chenfeng heard it, and he could take a sneak look while she was asleep, so that he would not let her know, and he could fulfill his wish.
Well, for her good, what he can't do? Secretly, secretly!
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In her sleep, Lin Kongkong fell into a nightmare, a scene she had never wanted to recall.
In that small village away from the hustle and bustle, he said to her coldly: "Do you want me to forgive you? Unless the landslide and the ground cracks, the four seas are exhausted...... I have never known you all my life, do you think that I will love you because of your cloudy face? I never want to see you again, liar! ”
Then he didn't care about the pain she would have, and broke off the fingers that held his arm one by one, and left her there alone, without looking back.
The only man she ever loved, the one she didn't want to give up at any time, abandoned her so easily, abandoned her......
Her world suddenly entered the middle of winter, and there was a tingling pain in her chest, so painful that she couldn't speak, so she could only shrink herself into a ball, burying her head deep in the crook of her arms around her knees, her shoulders shaking, and crying loudly.
Outside the dream, her delicate brows were tightly frowned, she kept sobbing in extreme pain, and tears fell wildly along the corners of her eyes.
Kang Chenyi, who was guarding in front of the hospital bed, shook her shoulders lightly in distress, and whispered her name, trying to get her out of the nightmare.
Bai Chenfeng, who was standing outside the door, had his heart torn apart. She has always been strong in front of him and doesn't care much about many things, including his snubbing. It turned out that in a place where he couldn't see, when she was asleep, it was like this......
In the year she returned to him, a lot had happened, and each one of them was a crucial event in his life. He knew that she was not Ji Mengmeng, she saved him from Ji Zhongliang, and he used her to send Ji Zhongliang to prison.
All the major events in his life are closely related to her, and the most bastard things he has ever done are inseparable from her.
Hurt, satirize, abandon......
What did he do to her? Tremblingly, he stretched out his hands to look at it, and his heart was extremely remorseful. He never regretted what he did to Ji Zhongliang, but if time could go back, he would definitely not hurt her, he would not!
Lin Kongkong was woken up by Kang Chenyi and got out of her sleep, she sat up slowly, looked at the surrounding furnishings in confusion, and made sure that she was in the hospital, and everything just now was just a dream she had.
"What time is it?" She asked in a hoarse voice.
"It's past 7 o'clock." After Kang Chenyi replied, he went to the bathroom and wrung a warm towel and handed it to her.
Just after crying, her face was wrinkled, she reached out to take the towel, thanked him softly, wiped her face and handed him the towel: "Where is Ah Xiang?" ”
"I'll let her rest in the hotel opposite, and I'll take care of you tonight."
Lin Kongkong frowned: "Then how can it be done?" You'd better call Ah Xiang back to me! ”
Kang Chenyi saw her insistence and explained: "She is also a girl, and she is not well rested in the hospital, and my rough skin is not in the way." ”
"I'm grateful for you helping me so much, it's just that if your family knows you're here, they'll definitely be worried."
Although her words were not very straightforward, she had already made her meaning very clear. She cherishes the friendship with Kang Chenyi, but she also wants to keep an appropriate distance.
She didn't want to be approached by the Kang family in the future because she and Kang Chenyi were too close. She has never been the kind of person who does not surprise people and deviate from the norm.
Especially the decline of the Ji family, her father is in a cage, and she is unmarried and pregnant, every article here has become a topic of conversation after dinner. What's more, she is now a collection of thousands of "favors"?
You don't have to think about it to know how ugly it will be for her, the daughter of a former wealthy family, to be said now. In order not to attract more attention to herself, she should still keep her distance from such a famous man.
Kang Chenyi probably remembered that grandmother and mother were looking for her that day, and she was stunned for a while, not knowing how to explain.
Most people in City A know that the Kang family has produced several generations of diplomats, so communication is what they are best at, playing word games and asking for words. He never imagined that one day he would feel short of words and speechless.
There was silence in the ward, and the atmosphere was a little awkward, Lin Kongkong wanted to avoid Kang Chenyi, but he froze at the moment when his eyes passed by the door. She looked straight at it, as if she felt something.
It is often said that there is telepathy between people,
It is also called intuition, hunch, and sixth sense. It refers to the use of the "sixth sense" to convey the information of thinking and feeling between two people instead of the five traditional senses of sight, hearing, smell, taste, and touch.
This feeling was especially obvious among close relatives, and at this moment, Lin Kongkong found that this feeling also existed between her and Bai Chenfeng. She was sure that at this moment, he was outside the door, only a stone's throw away from her.
No matter how much time had passed, no matter how many times she had told herself in her heart, they should have ended long ago. But he still can't deny the fact that to this day, he can still touch her emotions.
It made her feel more and more weird, and more and more ironic, how much she used to like him, and now, how much she didn't want to see him. No one can easily forget the injury, especially the person who caused the injury is still very concerned about himself.
She didn't know if she hated him more or resented him more, in short, love had been diluted. In the past, she thought that not forgetting and not remembering was the best outcome for them, but time told her that it was impossible.
Since you can't turn a blind eye to him, you can only stay away from him.
She turned her face around, ready to act as if nothing had happened, but when she saw Kang Chenyi sitting opposite her, some thoughts gradually became clear in her heart.