Zuo Qingyun knew that his anger would not help, he could neither let Qin Jie help him stay in Qingtian, nor could he influence Bai Chenfeng's decision. It's just that she is still unwilling.

Yes, she is not reconciled, she cannot be reconciled! After she worked so hard and almost gave her life, she still couldn't get a little sincerity.

Bai Chenfeng was the first person she met to lend her a helping hand, and he didn't ask for any conditions. She thought he was different, at least unlike any man she had ever met.

She thought of his goodness, put herself in his shoes, and did not hesitate to give everything she had. She would rather have everything she couldn't see seen being picked up, and would rather start from scratch, under the coercion and temptation of Bai Chenyan, but in the end she was not willing to hurt him.

But what did she get in exchange?

They didn't want her to stay in Qingtian, they didn't want her to continue working here, so they just dismissed her, never asking her if she wanted to.

They treat her like an object, making the best use of it when they can use it, and discarding it like garbage when they don't need it.

Why do they do this?

That's right! Why do they do this?

By virtue of their noble birth, and she was just a helpless orphan girl; Or is it that they are rich, and she is poor?

She suddenly felt ridiculous, and wanted to fit into their lives, to be like them, but they hated her. Like the clown on the beam, when others laugh at her, she thinks they like her, but in fact they are just watching her jokes.

The mocking arc at the corner of Zuo Qingyun's mouth became larger and larger, and the eyes that looked at Qin Jie gradually became calm and cold from the anger they had at the beginning.

Money is earned by people, and fame and status are earned with money. As long as people don't die, as long as she doesn't give up, one day, she will make those who look down on her now and abandon her like a covert to regret! No! While! Beginning!

"Qin Jie, I haven't been here today, one day, I will make you regret what you did today."

When Zuo Qingyun said this, he seemed to have exhausted his great courage to say his final goodbye, and a pair of extremely beautiful water-cut pupils were also covered with a layer of mist.

Qin Jie knew that she wanted to stay in "Qingtian" and continue to work, but he didn't know that she would have such a strong desire. Anger is anger, quarrel is quarrel, and doubting her character is not a reason to hurt her.

He thought that he would not have any entanglements with her in the future, let alone be involved. As a man, it seems that he really shouldn't be so-for-tat with a woman, let her go, and he won't lose a piece of meat.

Thinking of this, I decided to comfort her: "I just think you're not suitable for working here, and it's not that I don't care about you at all." You ...... to him He will ensure that your mother and son will be stable for a lifetime and will not suffer from wind and frost. ”

Zuo Qingyun's expression did not soften because of his words, and he still looked like his heart was as dead as ashes: "I don't need anyone's mercy and charity, my own life, I can live by myself, my own son, I can also raise myself." ”

"By the way, there is something I haven't told you yet, your son's hukou is in S City. The school has also been run well, it is a full boarding school, you can take him home when you want him, and you can also let him stay in school when he is busy, it will not affect your life in the slightest. And the conditions of the school are very good, I have asked people to inspect, and you can rest assured that the child's living environment is safe. ”

"You are doing this to make your conscience feel better! But I don't need it, whatever I can provide him, let him live what kind of life, at least...... Not someone else's charity. ”

Qin Jie had nothing to say about this woman's stubbornness, this was the task assigned by Bai Chenfeng, but he couldn't help but complete it, so he could only say patiently: "If you refuse to accept his help, then all you can bring to the child is displacement." ”

Zuo Qingyun didn't want Zuo Hongwen to have a stable and prosperous life, no mother in this world was willing to let her children suffer. Is it really good for him to accept charity from others? Will he despise himself in his heart?

"I am his mother, this is an unchangeable fact, whatever I can bring him is displacement, but it is also the fate of me and him."

During the period of dating between Zuo Qingyun and Qin Jie, they have always been very docile, not kitsch, not strong, not pestering, knowledgeable, tender like water, and the most ideal partner in the minds of many men.

So much so that Qin Jie had the illusion that although there was no love living with her, it would not be boring, at least she was the kind of woman who would not cause trouble to others.

Now that the invisible skin wrapped around the human body is peeled off, a real her is exposed, stubborn, sharp, and realistic......

It's like a hedgehog with thorns all over his body, not only to protect himself with thorns all over his body, but also to stab and hurt those who hurt him, but he can't wait to take off this layer of skin and be a normal person.

This kind of her makes Qin Jie may have some sympathy, after all, she was a pillow person, even if she really wants to be incompatible, she doesn't necessarily have to embarrass each other: "You just have to suffer by yourself, the child is so young, he should be better taken care of." ”

"How to take care of my children is my business, it has nothing to do with you, so you don't have to worry about it." Zuo Qingyun coldly threw down a sentence, turned around and left.

After going out, Zuo Qingyun casually stopped the car and went home, and his anger was also spread at Qin Jie's, and as soon as his anger was vented, he looked very tired.

She rubbed her forehead, but in her heart she was planning for her future. The future was bright, and I had so much, but now I have nothing. Unexpectedly, she made a lot of calculations, but in the end, the bamboo basket was empty.

She suddenly remembered Wang Xifeng in "Dream of Red Mansions", who was shrewd, capable, spicy and vicious, and in the end, she was too clever and mistook Qingqing's life.

And she thinks that she is also talented, and in terms of ability, she is not far behind Qin Jie. She thought that Bai Chenfeng could give her a platform to show her abilities, but in the end, she still cut off her back road.

They thought that if she was given some money and let her live a worry-free life, even if she was benevolent to her, she should be satisfied?

Wrong! They mistook her Zuo Qingyun, she was never so easily satisfied and satisfied with the status quo, thinking that if she was given some charity, she would stay at home obediently.

If Bai Chenfeng was sincere to her, it would be okay for her to make some changes for him, but he didn't, why should a man who refuses to give you his sincerity trust him?

Thinking a lot, she entered the door with a lot of thoughts, and saw Zuo Hongwen fiddling with the things in front of her with great interest. She stepped forward and saw that it was a schoolbag, textbooks and stationery, each of which was very exquisite, and when she saw Zuo Hongwen's appearance, she couldn't help but ask: "Wenwen, what are you doing?" ”

As soon as Zuo Hongwen saw her enter the door, he rushed over and said happily: "Mom, you see, this was sent to me by an aunt just now, and she said that I can go to school tomorrow." ”

"Tomorrow?" Zuo Qingyun asked rhetorically, and in an instant, he thought of Qin Jie's words again, knowing that it was the school that Bai Chenfeng arranged for him, "You may have to wait a few days, and your mother will find you a school again." ”

"Why do you want to look for it again? That aunt showed me pictures of the school and I loved it. ”

Zuo Qingyun couldn't think of how to answer his son's question for a while. The adult world is too complicated, and the entanglement between them, she doesn't want to tell him.

In fact, in her heart, she rejected letting her son accept everything that belonged to her, including what happened to her. She hopes that her children will grow up to live a very simple life, not carrying everything she has, and not being as tired as her.

I can only try to communicate with my son in a tactful way: "Mom must find you a better school, you give Mom a little time." ”

Zuo Hongwen looked at her puzzled: "This is the school my father found for me, and I am going to go here." And as long as I study hard and behave well, my dad will come to see me. Do you know? I adore him very much, he is very strong, and I want to become like him, and there will be no one to bully my mother in the future. ”

Zuo Qingyun felt annoyed and tired, she tried to suppress herself, hoping not to vent all her negative emotions on him. patiently explained to him: "Wenwen, in fact, my mother wants to tell you that he ...... If it's not your dad, it never will, so we can't trouble him. ”

Zuo Hongwen looked at his mother with his head half-tilted, his big watery eyes were filled with the innocent and incomprehensible light of a child, but his tone was stubbornly the same as Zuo Qingyun: "I know that he is not my father, but he promised me, and he will be my father in the future." ”

"Wenwen ......"

"Mom, don't you want to be with Dad? How I do it is also helping you. Zuo Hongwen's expression when he said this was a little steady beyond his age, which made Zuo Qingyun stunned.

"You ......"

"You don't have to ask me how I know, I just want to help you get what you want, and I really like him and want him to be my dad."

What Zuo Qingyun especially wanted to tell him was that there was no chance, and Bai Chenfeng would never be able to treat him wholeheartedly, because he had no feelings for her.

Now listening to her son's words, she suddenly realized that this ill-fated child already had an adult mind at a young age.

She decided to have a conversation with him that belonged to adults: "Wenwen, my mother used to like him very much, but ...... You don't understand the world of adults, and sometimes you don't necessarily get something in return. ”

"Is it because Dad doesn't like Mommy?"

Zuo Qingyun smiled helplessly when asked by this precocious child: "Sort of!" ”

Zuo Hongwen nodded, a little serious: "Mom, if you believe me, everything will be fine." ”

Zuo Qingyun didn't take his words to heart, thinking that it was just a child's casual nonsense. But I didn't know that for a long time in the future, she and Bai Chenfeng got closer and closer because of this child......