Lin Kongkong, who is in the third trimester of pregnancy, has been feeling more and more unwell recently, her heart is beating and she is full of breath, and she often worries that she will not wake up after falling asleep. She didn't want to die like this, so she was always afraid of dawn when it was dark, and afraid of dawn when it was dawn.

She secretly went to the hospital for consultation, and the doctor recommended that she have a cesarean section, because her heart can no longer bear the pregnancy, and sudden death may occur at any time.

But the child is only more than seven months old, and he is a twin, and taking the child out at this time will not only bear the risk of unsound organ development, but also may not even be able to save his life.

Although these two children have not yet been born, they have been closely connected to her from the first fetal movement. She is willing to bear any pain, any risk, as long as they can be born safely.

The last time she was hospitalized, the doctor who treated her seemed to be very authoritative in the heart world. She specifically looked up her information on the Internet and found that she was the top surgeon in the country.

With the attitude of giving it a try, she came to S City, and after several twists and turns, she got Ouyang Qianxia's expert number. She was still as beautiful as ever, but she looked thinner, and the white coat was a little empty on her. The complexion is not good, and the face is very pale,

It looks like he's just getting back from a serious illness.

Ouyang Qianxia was obviously stunned when she saw that the person who came to seek treatment was Lin Kongkong, who was big-bellied, and then returned to normal, and naturally greeted her: "Long time no see." ”

Lin Kongkong also replied calmly: "Long time no see." ”

"Time is so fast, in a blink of an eye, you are going to be a mother." Ouyang Qianxia looked at Lin Kongkong's bulging abdomen, and there was both a sigh of change in the world and a faint loss of reality in his tone.

As a woman, a creature with a sixth sense in legend, Lin Kongkong seemed to see something in her eyes, was it longing, hopelessness, or paleness?

The heart-wrenching pain and helplessness in life made Lin Kongkong understand that this woman who was captivating the country and the city must have some unknown sadness.

"Can I touch him?" Ouyang Qianxia asked cautiously, as if he was afraid of Lin Kongkong's refusal.

In the third trimester of pregnancy, from a medical point of view, it is best not to touch the abdomen of a pregnant woman, but it should not be in the way if you touch it gently, Lin Kongkong nodded at her naturally.

Ouyang Qianxia gently put his hand on Lin Kongkong's abdomen, feeling the fetal movement of the new life. She is a surgeon, obstetrics and gynecology is not in her purview, so she rarely visits pregnant women. Now being able to touch this unborn life is a bit precious to her, who is destined to have no chance with her child.

She suddenly found that the shock that a new life can bring to people is so great, as a woman, if she can't have a child of her own in her life, then this woman is not complete.

Since it is incomplete, what qualifications do you have to start a family, and why should you let your incompleteness affect others? Ouyang Qianxia closed her eyes tightly, and Huo Jianxi's face was still echoing in her mind, and when Ying Ting's eyebrows looked at her, she was always extremely gentle.

The year I first saw was beautiful, very beautiful. Everyone thought that their first encounter was because she inadvertently crashed into his arms. didn't know that she had secretly seen him a long time ago.

She is six years different from Midsummer, but there are still people who keep comparing them. The girl's competitiveness is always exceptionally strong, she thinks she has done it impeccably, but she still can't catch up with Ouyang Shengxia.

Everyone knows that the eldest princess of the Ouyang family was born perfect, and she is impeccable. So no matter how hard she tries, it is not unusual in the eyes of her parents, at most it is just a copy of midsummer.

For the first time, she discovered that the summer of pride like a peacock would be like a girl of the same age, with a girl's youthful state, and would secretly knit scarves for boys.

She was very curious about this, and she didn't know what kind of boy could get into her eyes, so she secretly ran out to see Huo Jianxi.

At that time, Huo Jianxi was only twenty-two years old, and he was not as mature and stable as he is now. When he was a teenager, he was literary and uninhibited, and there was a bit of madness in the bookish atmosphere, which made people forget the vulgar.

Just at this glance, she experienced the feeling of heartbeat. I don't know if it's other girls around the age of fourteen who have just started to fall in love and know how to like someone. But she's pretty sure, she is.

But she knew they weren't suitable, and she wasn't qualified to like him because she was too young. In order to make him pay attention to herself, in order to make herself worthy of him, she put in a lot of effort than ordinary people.

But in the end, he was still with Midsummer. She didn't know if there was love between them, but she knew she was sad. Because of the six-year difference between them, she didn't even have a chance to be with him, even as a friend.

She thought so! Maybe everything is fate, they are destined to have no fate. Until he came to the door as Midsummer's boyfriend, she inadvertently bumped into his arms in a reckless manner, and she saw the amazement and expectation in his inky black eyes.

Then they got involved despite everyone's opposition, and he treated her very well, spoiled her, and always felt very settled when he was around.

He said they would get married when she graduated, so she waited patiently to be his bride. On the day of the wedding, although he did not put on ten miles of red makeup, he gave her an unforgettable wedding.

He was wearing a military uniform with pine branches and green, and a small red flower symbolizing the identity of the groom on his chest, like a bouquet of Qiongzhi, smiled gently at her, and promised: From now on, you will be my Huo Jianxi's wife, stay with you for life, and never give up!

The days after marriage were the same as she thought, very happy, very happy. She was so happy that she thought that time would always be like this, but her happiness seemed to be jealous of fate.

The arrival of a new life brought her not joy, but unspeakable sorrow, because she found out that she was suffering from a child. Uterine fibroids, and the situation is very unpromising.

She looked at her flat abdomen, thought of Huo Jianxi, and said, "Qianqian, give me a daughter, a daughter who is exactly the same as you." ”

She covered her cheeks with her hands and cried, but she knew in her heart that she couldn't tell him the truth. Labor induction and minimally invasive surgery were performed at the same time, and not only did she lose her baby after the operation, but the operation did not achieve the expected results.

Faced with a massive sub. For uterine fibroids, the most authoritative obstetrician-gynecologist's recommendation is: removal of the child. Palace.

A woman, a young, nullievous woman, if she has no children. Palace, then what's the difference between her and a monster? At that moment, she visibly felt that she was desperate, and her life seemed to be ruined.

She has always been physically and mentally healthy, but for the first time, she thought of death, and if death could avoid all this, then she would rather die.

But if she died, what would he do? If the love is so deep, he will also be in pain! Since I can't give you fulfillment, it's better to let go and let the other people I will meet in my life help me fulfill my dream - to give you happiness and fulfillment, which is the only thing I can do for you......

"Let's get a divorce!" He said calmly.

"Why?" She asked knowingly.

"I love you, but my love also has a limit, it is not inexhaustible, I am tired, exhausted, and I have no strength to accompany you anymore......"

When he said this, his eyes were gloomy, his thin lips were pursed, and his face was like white paper without blood, showing a state of running out of oil.

She knew that if she begged him to keep him, that she would not divorce him, that they had promised to be together forever, he would not refuse.

But, why bother?

She is destined to be crippled, so why should he not be perfect? He's so good, so perfect, and deserves better. If she can fulfill him by letting go, what is she hesitating about?

It's easy to think, but it's hard to do. On the day she signed the divorce agreement and replaced the marriage certificate with a divorce certificate, the sky was gray and lifeless, just like her heart.

Under the clouds, the slightest light rain slowly fell, and she held an oil-paper umbrella and slowly followed him, walking towards the bottomless abyss.

Distraught, the umbrella tilted to himself but didn't know it, and half of his body was wet by the rain. He saw it but didn't react, he didn't help her straighten her umbrella, he didn't take off his coat and put it on her, he just didn't see it.

The deep love is shallow, or the fate is shallow and the love is deep, it is meaningless to her, because on the road of life, they finally parted ways.

She trembled and took the divorce certificate, watching him step by step out of her sight, tears spreading, but she could only whisper: "I'm sorry." ”

He walked a long way, but he seemed to hear her words, looked back at her calmly, and said word by word: "Love, Shang, you...... I, no, regret! ”

He said "in love" instead of "in love", which made Ouyang Qianxia's heart ache all night. It was a piercing pain, a pain that she couldn't hide no matter what she did.

Lin Kongkong didn't know what she was thinking, but he saw unspeakable sadness in her eyes, so he had to interrupt her loudly: "I came to you because my heart ......"

Her words made Ouyang Qianxia withdraw from her thoughts, and looked at her with a serious expression: "Actually, your body is not suitable for conceiving children......

Lin Kongkong stroked his bulging abdomen and lowered his head: "I also want to be a normal woman, I want to have my own children, the shorter my life, the more I don't want to leave regrets for myself." ”

Ouyang Qianxia can't have children, so she understands how sad a childless woman can be in her heart, if it were her, she also hoped that her life would be complete.

A broken life is still incomplete even if it lasts for a long time, and a complete life is still without regrets even if it is short. Therefore, it is not so incomprehensible that Lin Kongkong would take such a risk.

"Then you go check it out first! I'll do my best to help you get through it. ”

Lin Kongkong was taken by the nurse for examination, but Ouyang Qianxia didn't have the heart to receive other patients, so he sat by the window and stared blankly out of the window.