When Lin Kongkong's inspection results came out, Ouyang Qianxia looked at it, and his expression became more and more serious. Lin Kongkong was already prepared in his heart, and he was not surprised to see her expression, so he only asked calmly: "It's serious...... Really? ”

"It's okay, it's just that the late pregnancy is very risky, have you ever thought about a cesarean section?"

"Doctor Ouyang, the child is too young, I don't want to ...... until I have to."

Ouyang Qianxia also knew that the child was too young and was a twin, and it was particularly bad for the child to have a cesarean section now. It's just that as a doctor, her first consideration is the patient, and it is her task to keep them away from risk.

"Your condition is so dangerous that if you don't want to have a cesarean section right now, you'll have to stay in the hospital. Only a hospital can monitor your condition at all times and guarantee that you receive treatment as early as possible. ”

Lin Kongkong is very repulsive to the hospital, in a not very good environment, she doesn't know if she can calm down and raise the baby, will that increase the burden? But if they are in danger because they are afraid of the hospital, that is not what she wants to see.

"Don't worry, I will arrange a quiet and good environment for you, and the nurse who takes care of you is also the most skilled in business, and will not delay your fetus." Ouyang Qianxia saw her hesitation and spoke to reassure.

Because of Huo Jianyuan's relationship, Lin Kongkong had extraordinary trust in Ouyang Qianxia, and he was even more convinced of her words. She nodded, still a little hesitant in her tone: "I'll think about it, is it okay?" ”

"Yes, but for the sake of the child and for your own sake, I hope you can think about it carefully. Although the environment of the hospital is not as good as at home, it can ensure your safety to the greatest extent. ”

"I ...... Or think again. Lin Kongkong felt a little repulsed when he thought that he would have to spend the entire pregnancy in the hospital.

Ouyang Qianxia had always had a good impression of Lin Kongkong, and thinking of Huo Jianyuan's deep affection for her, he couldn't help but ask, "Have you been in contact with Jianyuan recently?" How has he been doing lately? ”

"We've been in touch, and I don't want to always give him trouble." After Lin Kongkong finished speaking, he thought of the man with clear eyebrows, who always treated the changes of the world with a tolerant heart, and he had the grace to save his life, which she couldn't pay back anyway.

Her words naturally resonated with Ouyang Qianxia, for some special women, what they were most afraid of was that they would drag others down.

Lin Kongkong looked at her and fell into deep thought again, and always felt that this time she was in a worse mental state than last time. But before they could talk to each other, she couldn't untie the knot for her.

When Lin Kongkong came out of the hospital, it was already approaching evening, she tightened her thin windbreaker, and stood alone on the side of the road waiting for a taxi. The plain dress and long skirt look very lonely compared to the hustle and bustle of people behind him.

A group of people across the road attracted her attention, the man was cold and outstanding, the woman was gorgeous, and she was a good couple. The most striking thing is undoubtedly that there is a child among them, seven or eight years old, born very well-behaved, no matter how you look at it, it looks like a family.

Lin Kongkong, who felt a little cold, was like falling into an ice cave in an instant, because the people opposite were Bai Chenfeng and Zuo Qingyun. She only now realizes why some people say that women are most afraid of something. I'm most afraid of breaking up, goodbye, he is better than himself.

Lin Kongkong may have had some quirks in the past, she hopes that he will live well, and that he will live well with other women. Because her life is very short, she has no ability to accompany him to see the prosperity of the world.

This is how she loves him, wants him to be good, wants him to be happy, even if his happiness has nothing to do with her. She never felt how noble and selfless she was, but because of selfishness, if it wasn't for being too selfish, she wouldn't have so many obsessions wishing him happiness, and she has always been like this.

But now, she doesn't want him to be happy, because he ruined her love, ruined her happiness, and ruined her life. Why can he be so happy when she is in pain, all this is not fair, not fair at all!

She wanted to rush to him and ask him, how could he be so happy after doing such cruel things to her? Why does she always taste the bitter fruit alone? She's had enough!

But why bother? Fate is so created, she is destined to be miserable and lonely in this life, why should she implicate others like her? People can never fight with fate, because they can't fight, so she accepted her fate.

The person on the other side seemed to be coming to this side of the road, the boy took Bai Chenfeng's hand, raised his face and said something, the traffic on the road made her unable to hear clearly, but she just distinguished the shape of her mouth, and he seemed to say: "Dad, you hug me, okay?" ”

She looked at her bulging abdomen, gently covered it to feel the rhythm of life, and thought that there were two little beings in it, because of her mother's heart problems, she was at risk of being taken out at any time.

They are not fully developed, and they do not know if they will survive after cesarean section, and the father who provided them with the genes can already treat other people's children as his own.

It is that a woman can have children, even a person like her who is born crippled can have children, so why does she think that this should be his only child?

He is young and promising, he is rich, he is peerless, as long as he wants, there are countless women who are willing to have children for him, and she is just one of them, what can be special, what is it?

Thinking of this, her eyes tingled, making her feel the urge to cry, and she had to turn her cheeks sideways and not dare to look at them. At this moment, she realized her original intention: he and her could not walk together, but when she came to the end of her life, she still hoped that the two children could be raised by him.

After all, he was their biological father, and he should be more kind to them than anyone else. It's just that if these two children don't have a mother, even if they can stay with their biological father, their childhood may not be happy.

Because their father will have his own family, wife and children in the future. Without their biological mothers, they will become outsiders, interveners, and even annoying.

At this moment, she regretted a little, regretted that she stubbornly wanted to experience what it was like to be a mother, and stubbornly wanted to conceive their own child for him.

She selfishly does things according to her own ideas, but she never thinks that she was born but she can't raise them, can't give them life security, and let them be born without a mother.

She was a child who grew up in a single-parent family and understood that kind of pain best. Not only do they have to endure their differences, but they may also suffer from a lack of character, which will affect them for the rest of their lives.

She was still selfish after all, and did two things that she regretted in her life. Once she appeared domineeringly in Bai Chenfeng's life, which affected his life trajectory, making him entangled and painful. Another time was to leave these two children behind and let them endure a bad childhood.

She closed her eyes slightly, and two lines of tears slowly slipped down her pale cheeks, and finally disappeared at her collar.

If time could turn back, she would rather find a random man to marry in that remote village. I don't want to go to City A, don't be the daughter of the Ji family, don't pretend to be my sister's identity, and don't know him......

Bai Chenfeng looked at the endless stream of vehicles in front of him, leaned over and hugged Zuo Hongwen. Zuo Qingyun looked at the tall figure walking in front of him, caring for the little child in his arms, and his heart was incredibly soft.

These days, she has been idle at home, raising flowers, cooking, taking care of the children, and looking forward to his next visit, which has become everything in her life.

He was still the same as before, he didn't talk to her much, but he always answered the child's questions. It's just that he still helps her lift heavy objects and do things that a man should do.

For so many years, she had never been so happy, she didn't have to put anything on her slender shoulders, even if it was a weight she couldn't bear, she had to grit her teeth and carry the weight forward. With him, she doesn't have to be so tired and can live the life that a normal woman should live.

It's okay, even if she can't get it, as long as she can watch him quietly, accompany him, and live with him like a family, she is already very content. Although she was happy in trembling, facing the possibility of losing him at any time, she did not regret it at all.

As her thoughts flew, the two figures in front of her had already walked far away, and she followed them quickly with large bags of things.

As soon as Bai Chenfeng picked up Zuo Hongwen, he saw Lin Kongkong standing across the road, he quickened his pace, and when she was about to get into the car, he grabbed her arm.

"You...... When did you come back? He stared at her, his eyes pitch black.

Lin Kongkong didn't seem to hear him speak, he looked at the vehicles on the street with blank eyes, and the meaning of refusal was obvious. But Bai Chenfeng didn't seem to care about her coldness, and still asked stubbornly, "What are you doing when you come back?" ”

"See a doctor!" She replied indifferently, cherishing words like gold.

Bai Chenfeng thought about it carefully, the largest building in the vicinity was the city hospital, he held the hand of her arm, subconsciously forced, and his voice trembled a little lightly: "You...... What happened to you? Uncomfortable? What's uncomfortable? ”

"This doesn't seem to have anything to do with you." She replied coldly.

"As long as it's your business, it has something to do with me."

She hooked the corners of her lips sarcastically: "There are so many people related to you, do you care about them all?" ”

He could only treat her sarcastic expression as if he hadn't seen it, and cautiously asked, "Are you uncomfortable, or are you ...... Are they bad? ”

"As long as you don't show up in my sight, everything is fine with me, and right now, I'm not good with them."

Bai Chenfeng really had no way to deal with her nonsense, so he could only frown two handsome eyebrows, and looked at her with burning eyes, as if he was going to stab her with a few big holes.