338:Deep Love (4)

Lin Kongkong looked up at him, she found that she saw panic in his eyes, maybe he still cared about her. If she told him about the situation she was facing, would it be the best way to get revenge on him for torturing him? Will it make him suffer as much as she does?

People say that if someone shares the pain, it will be halved, so won't she be so sad? Let him be as sad and sad as himself......

Bai Chenfeng looked at her quietly, her clear and translucent eyes were covered with a layer of mist, a little indifferent, and a little sad. Compared with the previous innocence, calmness, and clarity, it is much more complicated, and it also proves that she is becoming more and more unhappy.

His heart froze, and he felt that the difference between her and her before was getting bigger and bigger, and this difference was the last thing he wanted to see.

His eyes were cold, and he said mechanically: "Let go!" ”

Bai Chenfeng put Zuo Hongwen on the ground, Zuo Hongwen was very eye-catching, ran to Zuo Qingyun's side, and asked in a low voice: "Mom, who is that aunt?" Does she know her father? ”

Zuo Qingyun looked at the woman with long hair cut in front of her, her appearance looked as docile as ever, and her only pair of eyes were no longer as soft as before, and they were as cold and lonely as Bai Chenfeng.

She didn't know that she had a ghost in her heart, and the things she did to Lin Kongkong made her feel shameless. Or is it because of Bai Chenfeng's relationship, in short, she completely rejects Lin Kongkong.

Now her appearance made her feel irritable and flustered, and she didn't know how to answer her son's words for a while. I could only lean down, caress the top of his hair lovingly, and explained softly: "It's Dad's friend, let's go over there and wait." ”

Zuo Hongwen looked at Bai Chenfeng reluctantly, and saw that his attention was focused on Lin Kongkong, and he didn't say anything, and obediently went to wait for someone with his mother.

Lin Kongkong didn't want to admit that when she heard the child call Bai Chenfeng's father, her heart was filled with pinprick pain.

Although she told herself more than once that there was no relationship between them anymore, there were still some things in her heart, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't let them go.

She is a woman with a pure heart, and time has not changed her nature, and to this day, she is not a person who can hide her emotions well.

Therefore, Bai Chenfeng easily caught what he wanted from her eyes, sad, hesitant, entangled, and disheartened......

This kind of negativity is something he never wants to give her, but at this time he feels extremely happy. No matter how ruthless she spoke, no matter how cold she was to him, in her heart, she still cared about him.

Bai Chenfeng never thought of giving up on her in her heart, even when she said that she liked Kang Chenyi. Extreme anger will also make him disheartened, but when he calms down, he will find that she is using the simplest and most straightforward way to counter his harm to her.

Thinking about it like this, I feel that everything she does is entirely because she cares about him, if she doesn't care, just ignore him, why attack him? Since the intentions are good, then whatever she does is not so unreasonable.

Bai Chenfeng grabbed Lin Kongkong with one hand, dialed the driver's phone with the other, and explained concisely and concisely, asking him to come over to pick up Zuo Qingyun's mother and son.

Lin Kongkong listened to him, and then looked at the child who was curious about her on tiptoe not far away, and his heart became more and more uncomfortable. People say that love is not fair at all, and after so many years, she can be said to have a deep understanding.

From the moment they first met, she pretended to be her sister, and she always felt that her replacement was superfluous. In college, he was surrounded by suitors, many of whom were excellent, which made her feel pressured.

After returning from Switzerland, he already had Bai Ting by his side, and when they were entangled, when Bai Ting came to the door, she also had a feeling that she was redundant. To this day, they said that they would break up, she was pregnant with his child, and the mother and son beside him made her feel very ironic.

No matter what happened before, she always believed him in her heart and silently made excuses for him, and her obedience seemed to have become a habit. But one day she found that she was just a tool and a victim to him, and she could no longer deceive herself.

The truth is a little cruel, a little bloody, and a little unbelievable to her, but the truth is the truth, and she can't turn a blind eye to it, nor can she be like him, after the truth is torn apart, he still shows deep affection.

This may be the favorite trick of adults, but their world is still too far away from her, and she cannot be assimilated by them, so she can only be stripped from his life.

Thinking of this, she struggled hard, and her tone became more and more cold: "You let go!" Let me go! ”

Bai Chenfeng put the phone in his pocket, held her slender arms with both hands, his attitude was firm, and his tone even brought some scoundrels: "Don't let go!" ”

"Let it go!" She looked very stubborn.

"Don't let it go!" And he was the same as always.

Lin Kongkong struggled hard again, which frightened Bai Chenfeng, he wanted to let go, but he was afraid that she would fall because of inertia, so he didn't let go, and he was afraid that she would hurt himself hard. It's not for a while, it's not for a while, it's not for a while, I can only stare at it fiercely, this little woman who gives her a headache.

Lin Kongkong looked at him with suppressed anger in his eyes, and the struggle became more and more intense, Bai Chenfeng's two eyebrows frowned together, and he roared: "I won't let go of what I said!" Can you please not move? ”

"Why should I listen to you?" When Lin Kongkong said this, he was also a little excited.

Bai Chenfeng was speechless by her question, and he really couldn't think of a better reason for a while, so he could only say domineeringly: "Just because the child in your belly is mine, you have to obey my arrangement." ”

"I said, this is my child alone, and it has nothing to do with you!"

"You ......," he paused, then gritted his teeth and replied, "What do you call a child of your own?" Ji Mengmeng, can you be reasonable? Can you not be so childish? ”

"If you think I'm unreasonable, I have nothing to explain to you."

Bai Chenfeng finally decided that the girl he had liked for so many years seemed to be weak and gentle on the outside, but he was quite stubborn on the inside, and he was actually a person who hid needles in his heart.

No matter what he said or did, she adhered to her usual temperament, making him feel as if he was entangled with a ball of cotton, and he had no focus at all.

He rubbed his sore forehead and compromised: "You know that I didn't mean that, why do you want to generalize?" Can't we really talk about it calmly? ”

"Heh......" Lin Kongkong laughed sarcastically: "I want to ...... There is no need to talk about it between us, and please respect yourself and pull and pull with me, it's really a bit unorthodox! ”

Bai Chenfeng's face changed color with anger, and in order not to scare her, he suppressed it for a long time before he slowly asked, "Do we have to talk like this between us?" ”

"Of course it shouldn't be like this...... Lin Kongkong looked into his eyes, not wanting to miss the slightest expression of his expression: "We should be like strangers and stop talking!" ”

Bai Chenfeng has always been arrogant, and now it has cost him a lot of courage to entangle her like this. Now he was poured a basin of cold water on his head, which silenced him.

The driver came to pick up Zuo Qingyun's mother and son, and Zuo Qingyun was silent and wanted to take the child away. Who knew that Zuo Hongwen, who was about to get in the car, suddenly got out of the car and ran to Bai Chenfeng's side, holding his big hands with two small hands, opening his clear eyes, and asking innocently: "Dad, are you unhappy?" ”

Bai Chenfeng shook his head at him, his voice was still cold: "You go back with your mother, don't worry about me." ”

"I don't! If I go back with my mom and leave my dad here alone, how lonely will you be? I'd better stay with you! ”

"I don't need you to accompany me, go back!"

"Then you go back with us!"

Lin Kongkong really didn't have the patience to watch them stage the drama of father-son love, so he took advantage of Bai Chenfeng's inattention and pulled his arm back.

Bai Chenfeng knew that what Zuo Hongwen said at this time was tantamount to adding fuel to the fire for Lin Kongkong. But he didn't want to spread his anger on the child, so he could only barely let his voice sound, and he said to him amiably: "Go back." ”

Zuo Hongwen looked at him with a pair of big black eyes, wanting to say something, but in the end he didn't dare to say it. He ran to Lin Kongkong's side again, and said like a little adult: "Auntie, can you not be so fierce to my father?" You see he's sad. ”

Lin Kongkong has always had no good impression of Zuo Qingyun, and he also doesn't like this child who calls Bai Chenfeng his father. It's just that she is pregnant, and it is not her nature to hate children, and she can't reply to his words.

Bai Chenfeng saw that she completely chose to ignore Zuo Hongwen, and knew that she must be very awkward in her heart. In the past, she was very fond of children and pets, and even if they met by chance on the side of the road, they would be reluctant to give up for a while, and sometimes they had fun.

Zuo Hongwen's age is also when he is likable, and she is like this now, probably because he calls him dad. Don't say that she is not used to it, even he himself feels weird, there is such a big child out of thin air.

At first, he refused, one might even say repulsive. It's just that I gradually found out that this child is probably because he has lived in a bad environment since he was a child, so he is very sensible, which is very different from the annoying little little thing he remembered.

Now that I get along with him, I feel more and more interesting, and I also realize why every family must have children, because the happiness they can bring you is far from what ordinary people can't do.

Especially after Lin Kongkong left him, in the long time of loneliness, with him by his side, he didn't feel that everything was so difficult. He thought that when their child was born, he would like it very much, and he would be a good father.