Bai Chenfeng opened the information and found that the other party was a terminally ill single mother and a 4-year-old son. This woman is not as old as Lin Kongkong, she is a top student in the Department of Geological Engineering, she has been a volunteer in the border area, and she seems to be a kind-hearted person.

Such conditions should be qualified in Bai Chenfeng's impression: "Where is her child now?" ”

"In an orphanage."

"When I received a welfare home with good conditions, I asked someone to take care of it and told the hospital that the child could not be revealed."

Li Yuanlang didn't quite understand his intentions, but he didn't dare to ask more questions when he looked at his face, so he could only hesitate to respond.

Bai Chenfeng also understood his nervous lines, and explained a rare sentence: "This matter should be as simple as possible, and the fewer entanglements the better." ”

After that, Li Yuanlang was ordered to do something, and Bai Chenfeng began to be silent, looking at the people inside through the glass of the intensive care ward, and he didn't sleep.

He didn't ask the doctor, he sanitized himself and went in to have a look, and he didn't leave the hospital, or the intensive care unit to be exact.

He didn't eat, drink, or speak, and it seemed that as long as the people inside were quiet, he would be cut off from the world. His eyes were desolate, except for the warmth of his eyes when he looked at Lin Kongkong, he was the same as a robot at other times.

Before this, Kang Chenyi did not approve of some of his practices, and even had a neutral attitude towards his revenge. Because hatred can't bring happiness, and he doesn't want to see Bai Chenfeng consumed by hatred.

He also knows his cousin very well, stubborn, jealous and hateful, if he can't avenge his mother, it will become a knot in his heart that he can't untie for the rest of his life.

But now looking at him like this, Kang Chenyi only understood that if Lin Kongkong really had any risks, then Bai Chenfeng would definitely not live alone. What kind of emotion is this, living and dying together? It doesn't seem to be all the same.

He always thought that he liked Lin Kongkong very much, so much so that he didn't understand why she refused to accept him? Because this is the first time he has been tempted and has a girl he likes, he is extremely cautious, just like people say that first love is always unforgettable.

And Lin Kongkong is heartwarming and deeply in love with Bai Chenfeng. But compared to his ideals and ambitions, and even his revenge, it seems so insignificant. Whatever she wants, she can be sacrificed and used, without even thinking about how she feels when she knows the truth.

She liked him as always, even though she didn't say it and didn't want to have any entanglement with him in her behavior. But sometimes one person cares about another person, and no matter how much he hides it, he can't hide it.

Now that it was time to say goodbye to life and death, he found that although he was sad, he would never go with her because she had an accident. And Bai Chenfeng, who doesn't seem to care much about her, wants to live and die.

Kang Chenyi walked up to Bai Chenfeng, sat side by side with him on the ground, and said very calmly: "It turns out that I always thought that my feelings would not be responded to because she was determined and would only like one person in her life, and I lost to her infatuation." And now I realize that there is a big gap between me and my opponent, and I am not defeated by her, but by you. ”

I didn't expect Bai Chenfeng to reply, but I heard him seem to say to himself: "I have never done anything for her, for so many years, I have punished myself with hatred and also harmed her." The reason why she didn't change her mind was because she was so stupid that she was so stupid that she carried everything by herself, and I didn't give her a sense of security, so she didn't tell me everything. ”

"I don't think she told you, not because you didn't give her a sense of security, but because she didn't want to perpetuate her misfortune to you."

"Everything about her has never been unfortunate in my heart."

"But in her heart, according to what you told me, her experience was not good. She has never regarded the Ji family as her home, and she has to be cautious under the fence, so she has developed the habit of being afraid of causing trouble to others. ”

Bai Chenfeng did not deny what he said, in his impression, Lin Kongkong was always cautious, afraid of mentioning Ji Zhongliang and upsetting him.

"But she shouldn't hide it from me after all."

"If you don't tell you, it's to make you scared with her, and she doesn't tell you because she can't bear it,......" Kang Chenyi's voice couldn't hide his loneliness.

"Reluctantly...... I can't bear to ......," Bai Chenfeng said softly and repeatedly, with a lot of thoughts.

In his impression, he has never had this kind of emotion that he is reluctant to give up on anyone, even if he is reluctant to her, he is always restrained by his toughness. He resented his mother's innocent victimization and Ji Zhongliang's unscrupulous means, but he couldn't change anything.

He could neither protect his weak mother, nor stop Ji Zhongliang's dark hand. All he can do is remember this hatred in his heart, and when he becomes stronger, he can one day slash the enemy and calm the demon in his heart.

And she, as Ji Zhongliang's biological daughter, has Ji Zhongliang's blood flowing in her body, and he can't separate them, and he can't be good to her without distraction.

He looked at her through the glass window, and her eyes were still quietly closed, as if she didn't care about what was going on around her, no matter how sad he was.

His heart ached, and he thought that a long time ago, when they were still in college, no matter where he was, her eyes always followed him, and when she looked at him, her eyes were always shining.

It turns out that time has really passed, no matter whether he is reluctant to pass or not, everything is no longer the way it was.

"Go get some sleep! I'll help you watch her. ”

Bai Chenfeng twisted his eyebrows and looked at Kang Chenyi, in his memory, he was also sleepless for a moment, Kang Chenyi was as gentle as ever: "Don't worry about me, the person who is exhausted is you." ”

"I can't sleep." In fact, he didn't dare to sleep, he wanted to look at her all the time, he was afraid that as soon as he closed his eyes, she would leave him and become a cold corpse, with cold tentacles.

"You're really going to keep going like this, I'm afraid that when she wakes up, you'll fall ill, don't forget that you still have your children to take care of."

Only then did Bai Chenfeng remember the two children who were only in a hurry with him, which were the children she conceived for him, and they were the blood and bones of the two of them. They were so young, they were put in the neonatal ward as soon as they were born, and he never visited.

"Her body is not suitable for childbirth, and she just left your child, maybe she knows her illness and knows that her life is shorter than others, so she leaves you a reason to live."

As soon as Kang Chenyi explained like this, Bai Chenfeng thought of a lot of things. I have to admit that Kang Chenyi knows Lin Kongkong very well, although they have known each other for a short time, they know more deeply than him.

This made him suddenly think of a sentence: "The white head is as new, and the cover is as old as before." He and Lin Kongkong have known each other for a long time, and it can be said that they have taken advantage of the time, place, and people, but he is still not attentive to her in general, and he ignores her feelings many times.

"Listen to me, go sleep for a while, you have to prepare everything for her surgery, the child and she need you."

Bai Chenfeng didn't refute, he went to sleep very obediently, he was probably really tired, he just lay down on the bed and closed his eyes, and then fell asleep.

As soon as she fell asleep, she fell into a dream, in which she wore a snow-white white dress and snuggled quietly in his arms. He looked down to look at her, but found that her plain white dress was gradually stained red with blood. Bai Chenfeng was frightened and painful, his thin lips pursed, and he hugged her thin body tightly into his arms.

"Misty." The long fingers touched her pale face, the fingertips trembled, and the eyebrows and eyes were painful, and the dream was a panic and distress that he had never felt before.

Lin Kongkong opened his eyes like autumn water, and what flowed was sadness, powerlessness, and lingering that wanted to speak and stopped. With great difficulty, she reached out and grabbed the man's neck, buried her face in his neck, and wet his neck with tears.

"Xiaobai, I hurt."

The simple words seemed to be murmuring, but they burned his heart again. Bai Chenfeng was shocked, tightened the strength of his hand, and his voice was calm and gentle: "It doesn't hurt, I'll take you to the hospital." ”

He held her in his arms and walked on the empty road, without vehicles, without pedestrians, without any buildings. The unfamiliar environment made him not know where the hospital was going, but he refused to stop when he was anxious.

The man in his arms kept whispering something, but his voice grew lower and lower until he could no longer hear it. He was so frightened that he looked down at her, only to find that his arms were empty for a moment, and where was her shadow?

"Misty! Misty! Ji Mengmeng! He called her name loudly as he ran, and all that answered him was the sound of the wind.

The scene suddenly changed to the spacious, flat green grass behind the school. At that time, he would always draw on the grass, and she would stay with him quietly, and before he knew it, he would be part of his painting.

She was dressed as before, wearing a pure white T-shirt and a light-colored denim skirt, standing across from him, smiling.

"How did you get here?" He asked.

"I'm waiting for you here!" She replied.

"Wait for me?"

"Well, I'm here to say goodbye to you? Xiaobai, I'm leaving......"

In the dream, he also knew very well that if she left, he would never see him again. He hurriedly tried to catch her, but found that he couldn't move at all, and could only watch her step by step out of his sight.

"Misty ......" he turned his head slightly, still trapped in a dream, his smooth forehead covered with cold sweat.

There was a hurried and panicked voice in the corridor, and he suddenly woke up, looked at everything strange around him, and knew that he had dreamed. Thinking of her who was still in the intensive care unit, he eagerly put on his shoes and went out, and even forgot to put on his coat.

The corridor of the hospital was cold and gloomy, and the cold invaded his pores, bringing a shivering feeling. The only thing he could think of was that she would be afraid of this kind of place alone!