"Dr. Lee, the patient's heart has stopped."

"Perform CPR right away! Hurry up and inform Director Ouyang. ”

The doctor's first aid action was urgent and rough in Bai Chenfeng's eyes, how could she bear it when she was so weak? He stared blankly at what was happening inside the glass window, and a tingling pain in his chest made him almost speechless.

You...... Are you still leaving? Mengmeng, Ji Mengmeng, before I had time to love you well, you really couldn't bear to leave me like this and make me regret it for the rest of my life?

Actually, since you left, I often wake up in my dreams, looking at everything empty, and my heart hurts. I thought I was hurting because of my wishful thinking, but I didn't know that it was because I had always felt your pain.

I hate myself more and more, because I can't share the slightest bit of everything you have endured now, and I can only watch from afar like an outsider.

If you're gone, what's the point of me living? A puppet, a walking corpse, no joy, no pain, no sorrow, no worries.

No, absolutely not!

It was a painful brow, and the eyes were dark, do you think that when you have a child, I will allow you to leave me? No, it won't! In this life, in this life, I will not allow it, absolutely not!

Yes, after so many years, he will never let her leave him again, leaving any regrets between them. What is so difficult about living or dying together?

The red light in the emergency room went out suddenly.

As soon as the doctor walked out, he was tightly surrounded by people running up, and everyone's faces were extremely solemn.

"Doctor, how is she doing?" Kang Chenyi, who had always been calm, also trembled at this moment.

"Since you are a family member of the patient, you should know very well that her heart could kill her at any time. This time the situation was very serious, she lost her heartbeat for a while, and we thought that we couldn't save it, but fortunately her will was very tenacious and she survived, which can not but be said to be a miracle. ”

Bai Chenfeng's breathing that he had been holding on to finally relaxed, and his always clear voice became rough: "When will she wake up?" ”

"It's hard to say at the moment, it is possible to wake up immediately, or it may never wake up, so we can only observe for the time being."

Maybe never wake up? Bai Chenfeng heard a roar in his ears, in his cognition, after a person's cardiac arrest, it can cause brain death in just a few minutes. Even if you can save people, you will become a legendary vegetative person.

"One more thing to inform you is that her body is currently unable to undergo heart exchange surgery."

"Didn't you say that her condition was critical and that surgery needed to be scheduled as soon as possible?"

"Her cardiac arrest was recovering, proving that things were better than expected. Moreover, her current physical condition is really not suitable for such a major operation, it is too dangerous. ”

Bai Chenfeng knew that her condition was definitely getting worse and worse, he couldn't stand it anymore and couldn't reach her, so he wanted to see her immediately: "Can I go in and see her?" ”

Ouyang Qianxia is not very old, although as a doctor, he has long been tempered into steel for life and death. But she still hoped that the lovers could spend more time together, so she nodded and agreed: "Doctor Li, arrange it!" ”

The middle-aged male doctor nodded and said to Bai Chenfeng: "You'd better disinfect, because the patient has just had a cesarean section and is still in a coma, so try not to get infected." ”

"Okay." Bai Chenfeng replied coldly.

When he had a stomach ulcer of his own, he ignored what the doctor said. And when it came to Lin Kongkong, he was unwilling to disobey at all. After patiently tossing and turning by the doctor for a long time, he finally saw her.

I don't know if all the patients after the operation look like this, pale and haggard, lifeless, like a puppet.

He despised her suffering the most, but now she was like this. Sitting beside her, I shook the hand that had not been dripped and put it on my cheek, feeling her shallow temperature.

Just quietly accompanied her, his turbulent heart gradually calmed down, and he found that in front of her, he could never help himself.

It was already the middle of the night when Lin Kongkong woke up, and she looked around blankly. It was found that the ward was very large and luxuriously furnished, and the ceiling chandelier was not displayed, only a small lamp at the head of the bed was left, with a faint light.

The handsome man sat quietly in front of the bed, with a resolute chin and long and thick eyelashes, covering his heavy pupils. The frowning brows seemed to indicate that even in his sleep, he still had a knot in his heart that he could not untie.

She knew what she had been through, and she didn't expect to see him again. At this moment, she found that the so-called love and hate seemed insignificant in the face of fate.

When she brushed shoulders with death, all she remembered was the first time she saw him. A handsome man, indifferent but pure pupils...... She still can't let go of him, she still hopes to see him, she still hopes that he can be well.

My love is so humble, so humble that I hate you so much, but I still can't forget you. Staring into his face, she wanted to reach out and touch him, but found that she had no strength at all, and this movement, the pain in her abdomen, made her cry out in low pain.

Bai Chenfeng, who was very tired of taking a nap, woke up instantly, and his voice was anxious: "Are you awake?" ”

Lin Kongkong looked at him without speaking, and tears had slipped involuntarily.

Bai Chenfeng's heart instantly softened involuntarily, he was originally a cold person, but he tried his best to make himself look gentle, stretched his face, and kissed her forehead.

"Does the wound hurt?" He asked calmly, but his eyes were fixed on the position of her lower abdomen, although it was covered with a quilt, he still knew that there would be a long wound there. Gritting his teeth and gritting his teeth, he finally couldn't help it, and reached out to uncover the quilt.

"Xiaobai, don't move!" A faint flush appeared on Lin Kongkong's pale cheeks, and he didn't know what he was going to do, but he felt embarrassed at this time, because she was not wearing pants.

He was a person who was used to being domineering, but at this time he cared very much about her feelings, and looked at her sideways, his eyes puzzled.

"It's a little painful, but ...... Out of the way. ”

Bai Chenfeng didn't reply, only looked at her with deep eyes, and found that she was probably embarrassed. But why she was embarrassed, he didn't know. They have done all the most intimate things, and she has also conceived two lovely children for him......

Thinking that her slender and thin body would have great scars and no longer be perfect, he was suffocated, approached her, and gently took her into his arms, cautiously.

His hands held her cheeks, his thin lips trembled and he came up, and a light kiss was imprinted on her forehead. His lips were not as cold and hard as his people, they were soft, and there was a faint warmth, and the skin that touched them could feel the roughness on his fingertips.

"I'm just looking at your wounds, don't be afraid." He whispered reassurance.

Lin Kongkong didn't dare to face him at this time, because there was a deep gap between them, and because she knew that her body was ugly. Although she didn't see it with her own eyes, she remembered the pictures circulating on the Internet with hideous wounds after caesarean section.

Bai Chenfeng saw the helplessness in her eyes, his heart ached, he lowered his head and took her lips, tossing and sucking, gentle and lingering.

Her tears slowly slid down her Ruyu cheeks, dripping on the lips and tongues of the two of them, Bai Chenfeng tasted the bitterness of the tears, and only then did he let go of her slightly, and his forehead touched hers.

Lin Kongkong's brain is constantly dominating himself, he should push him away, and don't have any more entanglements with him in the future. But there was a sarcastic voice in my heart: "Didn't you always want to be with him?" Why are you starting to be hypocritical again? ”

She looked at him hesitantly, and said mechanically: "You know all about me?" ”

Bai Chenfeng glanced at her slightly, and replied without being salty: "What do you say?" ”

Lin Kongkong smiled lightly, bitter and melancholy, and his eyes instantly drifted far away.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked, clearly angry.

Lin Kongkong was unusually calm: "Tell you, what's the use?" It was the despair of being able to taste a foreign land for me and find myself in a serious condition; Or can you be kind to me, not to take advantage of me, not to deceive me, not to ruin my life? ”

He was also surprised that she would speak such sharp words. The pitch-black pupils are like the bottomless sea, and under the calm sea, there are hidden waves: "You...... Hate me? ”

This question has been asked to herself countless times, and she can't figure out what the answer is. People say that hate is a type of love, and there can be no hate without love. But she didn't want to love him, so she tried many times not to hate him, but she didn't succeed.

She could only look at him calmly, trying to see something in his eyes, but in the end, it was still her own eyes that were slowly moistened.

She resigned herself weakly, and suddenly remembered a sentence she had read, in the country of love, whoever loves deeply will lose the initiative.

If love is a competition, then, in the face of him, she is destined to be a loser, a loser forever. Since everything was already predestined, why did she reject it?

"Hate! The dagger around my neck wiped out all my illusions about you, and made me realize the fact that the most important thing in your heart is always hatred. ”

"No......" Bai Chenfeng lowered his head and darkened his eyes: "I always thought that our future was still very long, as long as I took revenge and untied my knot, I could be with you for a long time." I didn't think that one day you would ...... Leave me ......."

"If I weren't me, I was the real Ji Mengmeng, would you still use her life to blackmail?"

Bai Chenfeng never thought about it, he was stunned by her question for a while, and only replied after a long time: "I don't know." ”

Yes, he didn't know! He is a very objective person and never relies on his own subjective assumptions to speculate on anything. I don't make a quick statement about things that haven't happened.

But he didn't know this sentence, which instantly made Lin empty like falling into an ice cave. In a woman's world, it's always black and white. He said he didn't know, so she thought about it, and then felt that what he loved was just his sister, and she was just a stand-in.